But how can you know that the two of us have already thought about the way to live in the future, we are going to clear the door and recite your name to come to this life, read Fan, although we do not have the name of husband and wife, but we also have the reality of husband and wife, your affection, your love has been planted in our hearts, you know, this love and affection have grown into a big tree in our hearts, and we also provide all the nutrients of life for this love and affection. No one can shake the fact that you are leaving, and no one can change the belief we have made, isn't life just a few decades, and it is not a bad thing to come to this world naked and leave this world cleanly, Leah thought so in her heart and glanced at Hui Ting, and it was also an unspeakable helplessness in Hui Ting's eyes.

Hui Ting is also thinking, life is short and the variables are unknown, don't you often say that life is a long book, although we do not have a brilliant life, but these years with you, we are happy and happy, we have seen the love of children very lightly, your walk will also be the beginning of a new page in the life of our sisters, read Fan, do you know? It is true that we are not husband and wife, but it is also true that the affection between us is better than that of husband and wife. From the beginning, although this statement is a little older, but it is also a standard for a woman to move towards holiness, we are willing to write the last page of our life more perfectly, read Fan really thank you, thank you for your good intentions, we have understood life, after you leave, we will also go to a quiet place away from this red dust world, I hope that through the practice can empty the world in my heart now, and one day I will be able to enter your world, although this idea is a bit absurd, But that's the only thing that can be reciprocated for your affection. Know each other all the way, know each other all the way, know each other and don't know each other. The moon star Lang is gone. Together, only in dreams.

Xiaolei's mother didn't pay attention to what the three people were thinking, but when she saw her son-in-law coming, she passed her two sons to Huiting and Lia sisters, thinking that this was good, and the sisters would have a dependence in the future, and said with a happy smile. Yue Fan, my mother is really happy for the sisters Huiting and Leah, you can let Jingxian and Jingsheng be the sons of the sisters, and the two of them will have no worries. Mom is very happy that you can come here to see your mother, and I originally hoped that you could stay here for a while longer, but with the two sisters, my mother wants you to take the two of them back to Fengkou City as soon as possible, and get things done quickly. Everyone has a place in their hearts, doesn't they?

Mom, what you said is right, then I will stay here with you for half a month, and then we will go back, Mom, I suddenly thought of something, or you will go with us, adults and children are over there, you will not feel lonely when you stay there, and you can still see the snow in winter. Do you say it's good? Mom smiled and said, forget it. I'm old now, I'm afraid of the cold if I'm not afraid of anything else, it's too cold in winter over there, I'm not used to it, if I went there more than ten years ago to live there it was almost the same, but now it's not good. Just retire here and wait to die, haha. Yue Fan Dao, then wait for Jing Yan to come back from graduation and come here to accompany you, by the way, I will talk to Yaqin and let Jing Sheng come over here, my mother said happily. This is the best, I can see my grandson every day, and Huiting can also watch my son.

Leah said, Yue Fan, then when are you going to go to the factory here? Yue Fan Dao is not in a hurry, let's go in a few days, Mom, let's all rest early today, and let's go to see the sea together tomorrow, what do you think? Mom said, okay, I haven't been to see the sea for a long time, so it's decided, tomorrow we will go to see the sea, and when we come back from the beach, we will eat on the street, and a Japanese family has opened a restaurant I heard that the business is very good, so let's go and have a good time.

Time flies quickly, more than ten days have passed, today my mother and Hui Ting's shopping mall are doing the month-end checkout, Yue Fan and Leah came to the sea again, the two of them sat on the rocks by the sea, looking at the endless sea, Leah was thinking about a sentence in her heart, a sentence read in Gibran's prose poems, (I experienced the pain caused by too much tenderness, I was hurt by my own experience of love, and I was willing to bleed.) At this time, I was not bleeding in my heart. Yue Fan, you are about to leave, my soul will also leave this world with you in the white clouds, all I can stay in this world is a shell, a body without a soul, holding Yue Fan's hand as if he had made a lot of determination, looking at Yue Fan with tears in his eyes. Leah said, read Fan, there is a sentence in my heart for a long time, I really don't know why I should tell you, but I don't want to hide from you, you are the only person I love in my heart, I can live happily because of you by my side, you are leaving, I know that everything you are doing now is preparing for your departure, you are a person who is very planned to do everything, I don't want to affect your plans because of what I do after you leave, so I thought about it for a long time, and I still feel that I should tell you what I think.

Yue Fan, just the moment you said that you were going to leave this truth, my heart died with you leaving, I thought a lot, first of all, I thought of it, I have no children with you for many years, this is a good thing, this can also make me feel at ease to improve myself, after I thought about it for a long time, I talked to Hui Ting on the phone, you know, Hui Ting and I are the same, both of us are your lovers, both are people who love you, and people you love, after we talked, what I didn't expect was, The two of us have the same thoughts, and the thoughts of the two of us are like coming from a person's soul, and we both think that after you leave, we will also leave this world and go to a quiet place for the rest of our lives, and we can also recite your name every day. You know, I grew up abroad, I read the Bible since I was a child, and I understand that suicide is murder, my life does not belong to me, but my soul is my own, and in the end I persuaded Hui Ting that the two of us are willing to walk into the empty door together, and the green lantern is silently reading your name and waiting for the end of life.

I am very grateful for what you have done for me, there is only one living love in my faith, there must not be a second time, you are gone, the world in my eyes will be darkened, I have read the book you left for Ya Xuan and them, and Ya Xuan also told me about the cultivation method in the book. I also long to be able to receive your favor like Yaxuan and them, and if there is a chance to see you again like them one day.

Yue Fan helped Leah wipe away the tears on her face, Leah knew your thoughts before I came to pick you up from Xilin City, and you didn't talk to Hui Ting all the time. I didn't say anything, now you said, well, you listen to me tell you seriously, it is true that people's destiny is determined by nature, but people's acquired efforts will also change their destiny by nature. There is such a story, you listen to me tell you, that there was a scoundrel in a village, who was almost thirty years old and still single. One day a monk came to this village and met this scoundrel, and the monk told him that he had done all the bad things he usually did, and he would die in two months before he lived, and then the monk left, and this scoundrel thought about what the monk said. Thinking about it again, I really haven't done anything good when I live so big. As soon as he thought that he was dying anyway, he should do a good deed before he died, because there was a river outside the village where he lived, and the bridge on the river was broken, so this scoundrel sold all his possessions and repaired the bridge outside the village. But two months have passed, he has not died, and at this time someone came to the door to introduce his daughter-in-law, after the scoundrel got married, when it was okay, he came to the place where he last met the monk and waited for the monk. Stopped the monk with a smile and asked, Monk, you said that I will die in two months, and now a year has passed, not only am I not dead but also married, I think you are a deceitful monk. The monk smiled and said, doing good deeds can prolong life, doing evil can reduce life, you sold your property to build a bridge, your life span has been extended, you marry a wife, or it won't be long before you have a son and a daughter.

Leah, what does this story illustrate, this shows that the variables of life can also be changed by people's own actions, the way of heaven is good, good deeds can change everything, do you understand what I said? You and Hui Ting have an entry and empty door to practice, and everyone will send a son to you, isn't this a variable in life.

Leah said, if Hui Ting and I go to practice, won't the variables we encounter be greater?

Reading the Mortal Dao, this is not true, don't you know that you can also practice at home, so why do you have to become a monk? There is also a story about a practicing Zen master monk, one day this Zen master came down the mountain to turn his fate, came to a good man's house, at this time the good man's home came another monk, just in time for lunch, the good man made a meal and let the monk sit on the kang to eat, but let the Zen master sit on the ground to eat, the Zen master was unhappy, to the good man, how can you be like this, we are both monks, why do you treat them the same? The good man smiled and said, the master can come to me that is our fate, you two masters one eats on the kang, the other eats on the ground, this is because of your practice, if the master does not believe, the master can go out to make a fate, I conclude that the master will only turn into a bowl of inedible rice, the Zen master angrily left the good man's house, went out to turn the fate, the result is just as the good man said, the Zen master turned into a bowl of rice that cannot be eaten, the Zen master no longer speaks, good man, master, I have enough food here, you can take as much as you canBack to the mountains to practice diligently, the Zen master packed a bag of rice, thanked the good man for carrying back to the mountain, returned to the mountain Zen master wet it with the palm of his hand in the water every day, and then on the rice sticky to how much rice to eat a meal, so a year later the rice was also eaten, the Zen master came to the good man's house again, this time the good man made a lot of food for the Zen master to eat, the Zen master puzzled and asked, good man, why are you, good man, congratulations to the master for the completion of his merits, I celebrate the master. Later, the Zen master wrote a book, and the name of the book was called the One Palm Sutra. Leah, you and Hui Ting and Ya Xuan have the difference in their previous lives, so there are some things, and the results will be different, but diligence can make up for the shortcomings, maybe the results of you and Hui Ting will be better later. Leah told me these two stories, do you still insist on becoming a monk and practicing after listening to them?

Leah leaned on Yue Fan's arms and cried, Yue Fan let me calm down, okay, my heart is so messy. When the two of them returned home, Leah told Hui Ting the story told by Yue Fan, and Hui Ting cried with emotion after hearing it, Sister Leah, then let's practice at home, we eat fast and chant Buddha every day, do you say okay? Lia Dao, Sister Huiting, it seems that this is the best, we can't waste Yue Fan's hard work, after listening to the story told by Yue Fan, I realized a truth, cultivation is important in cultivating the heart, I hope that our persistent heart can move the heavens, and as soon as possible, we can be with Yue Fan again. Hui Ting said, Sister Leah, sincerely, we will definitely meet Yue Fan again. (To be continued......)