Chapter 272: Love is struggling in nine deaths and a lifetime (5) Ten zhang red dust

Nanji stumbled all the way down from the upper floor, the sound of crying came from the emergency room, and he stood in front of the white curtain and saw his father lying on the bed with his eyes closed and breathless.

The mother threw herself on the father's body and cried silently, and the sky fell.

The heavy footsteps couldn't bury a single step, and the tears in the eyes fell silently, and they couldn't stop, and they went down crazily along the outline.

Bai Yan hid around the corner, and saw the crazy tears on his face from a distance, and his heart was like a knife.

It was the first time he had seen Nanji cry.

How heavy the pain in my heart should be at this moment.

The wetness in his eyes couldn't help but surge out, and he couldn't help biting his arm, unwilling to make a little noise, and his whole body was trembling.

Now he didn't even have the right to step forward and comfort Nanji.

Qin Nansi's mother's eyes were blurred with tears, and she vaguely saw the standing figure, turning her head sideways.

In those cold and desolate eyes, Nan Si took an extremely heavy step, and his voice was extremely difficult to squeeze out a note, "...... Mother! ”

Old Lady Qin stood up straight and walked in front of him, raised her trembling arms and slapped him fiercely, "Don't call me Mom, I can't give birth to an unfilial son like you!" ”

Nansi's face was knocked to the side, and her position happened to be the side where Rong Rong hit, her cheeks were suddenly swollen, and the smell of blood in her mouth was thick.

"Dad......" He fell to his knees and couldn't lift his head.

It's all his fault, he's sorry for his father, sorry for his mother, sorry for Rong Rong, and even more sorry for Bai Yan.

If it weren't for yourself, things wouldn't have gotten to this point.

"Don't call him Dad, he won't be angry with his son." Old Mrs. Qin was crying and pushed his shoulder, "You go, you get out...... We don't want to see you, get out of here......"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... Mom ......" Qin Nansi knelt on the ground and looked at his mother with repentant eyes.

"How did I give birth to you such an unfilial son, a wicked animal...... I ...... "Mrs. Qin would never have thought that her biological son would like a man, and even more unexpectedly, her husband would be angry to death because of his son."

Heartbroken, grief-stricken, emotional, and fainted to the ground without breathing for a while.

Qin Nansi was startled, and immediately picked her up and yelled, "Mom...... Mother...... Doctor, come on......"

The doctor who heard the voice hurried over and sent Mrs. Qin to the emergency room next door for first aid.

Rong Rong was born prematurely, her father died, her mother fainted, too many things happened this night, Qin Nansi stood at the door of the emergency room in a daze, his soul was out of body, numb and unconscious.

How long did he stand, how long Bai Yan stood with him around the corner, how long he cried, how many tears Bai Yan shed in secret.

The love field is like a battlefield, no one has ever been able to retreat, they are all losers in this war, and it is too late to regret the loss of their loved ones.

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Rong Rong's mother and son, who were in the delivery room for eight hours, gave birth to a son, because he was born prematurely, and he was carried and placed in the oxygen tank as soon as he was born with insufficient weight.

Rong Rong was transferred to the ward to rest.

Mrs. Qin was just overemotional, her blood pressure rose, she fainted for a while, and she was sent to the ward after receiving a drip.

The chaotic night was finally over, but Nansi felt that he had no warmth to speak of, and this night he was angry with his father and hurt Rong Rong and her mother.

He never had the face to face them again.

Long Pei and Gu Mingxi hurried to the hospital when they learned of the situation. No matter how you say it, Nan Si Baiyan is Long Pei's right and left hand, and he also has a friendship in private, so it is natural for him to come and see if such a big thing happens.

Gu Mingxi was worried about Bai Yan, no one would be better in this matter, especially Bai Yan, who must have suffered a great deal of pain in his heart.

Long Pei took Gu Mingxi's hand and walked to the ward, Gu Mingxi suddenly let go of his hand and looked at him with clear eyes, "You go in, I won't go in." ”

Long Pei Jian raised his eyebrows, his eyes swept over the safe passage not far away, and nodded, "Be careful, I'll wait for you in the car in a while." ”

Gu Mingxi nodded, and when Long Pei walked into the ward, she turned around and walked towards the safe passage.

The decadent figure sat on the dusty staircase, and there were still blood stains on his arms, and it looked like the marks should have been bitten by himself.

Gu Mingxi's heart tightened, and he sat down beside him silently, looking at Bai Yan with pity in his eyes, he just loved a person who couldn't ask for it, why did he have to bear such a heavy sin.

"If I had known I was going to kill his father, I would have died in that explosion." There were countless regrets and self-reproaches in the hoarse voice.

He would never be able to forgive the harm he had caused to the Qin family.

Gu Mingxi always thought that after Nansi got married, everything between him and Bai Yan would come to an end, but he didn't expect this emotional entanglement to linger until now, and finally end up like a field.

I can't blame Bai Yan's obsession, nor can I blame Nansi's twisting, no one can escape the shackles of love and the shackles of love in the red dust.

Since ancient times, there has been affection and empty hatred, and this hatred has no end.

It's just that it's not remorseful and affectionate.

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" The shattered voice was filled with deep pain and guilt, and tears fell to the ground to condense dust, reflecting his pale and haggard face.

Gu Mingxi's heart was like a knife when he heard it, too many things had happened recently. Yan'er's matter had already disturbed her, and now seeing Bai Yan like this, she felt even more uncomfortable.

Reaching out and gently hugging Bai Yan, "It's not your fault, it's not all your fault." ”

Today's affairs are not only the responsibility of Bai Yan. If Nanji could be categorical, have a stable heart, and live his life in peace, this would not have happened.

Bai Yan would rather suffer herself than hurt the people around her, she understands.

The so-called confidant is nothing more than this.

Bai Yan was choked up and speechless, there is no secretary general, there is no president's wife, and at this moment, there is concern and friendship that has nothing to do with Fengyue.

After many years, Gu Mingxi still remembers the man who lay on his shoulder on his shoulder and suppressed tears on the dimly lit and dusty staircase that morning.

That unforgettable feeling, that torn heart, made people cry.

Later, when I talked to Long Pei, she said: If I didn't have yujian you when I was seven years old, the person I fell in love with later would definitely be Bai Yan.

Long Pei was unprecedentedly angry, nor jealous, his expression was solemn, his eyes were full of regret, and a sigh sounded: If I were a woman, I would.

However, the fate is ill-fated, the world is changeable, in the sea of people, ten zhang red dust, no earlier or one step later, Bai Ziyan met Qin Nansi in his life.

This encounter is a lifelong mistake.

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Rong Rong was still resting in the room, but Old Lady Qin woke up but didn't want to look at her son more, and the gazes that swept over him were cold and disgusted.

After visiting them, Ryubae walked out of the ward with Nanji to the end of the corridor.

"Can I smoke a cigarette?" For the first time, Nanji made a request in front of Long Pei.

Long Pei didn't speak, just handed him the lighter in his pocket.

“xiexie。” Nanji took it, took out a cigarette and lit it, took a hard puff and exhaled it deeply, as if to spit out the turbid stuffy air in his chest together.

But how can so much guilt and self-blame be brushed aside!

Long Pei put his hands in his pockets, and his eyes swept over his face calmly, "In the future, what are your plans?" ”

"I want to take a break." Nansi looked at him apologetically, "Rong Rong and my mother, the children all need me to take care of them. ”

In one night, so many things happened, he was already exhausted, and the depression and pain that could not be hidden between his eyebrows.

"Okay." Long Pei nodded in agreement.

Nansi was silent for a while, and then spoke with difficulty, "Your Excellency, can I ask you one more thing?" ”

Long Pei just looked at him and didn't speak.

"Let Madame enlighten him more." The hoarse voice was obviously haggard, but when it came to Bai Yan, his heart was still full of apology and tenderness.

He doesn't blame anyone for all this, Bai Yan is already about to let go, but he has no choice, he is self-inflicted, cocooned and self-bound, and killed his father. All the faults are his own, and have nothing to do with Bai Yan.

He understands Bai Yan's temperament, and he will definitely take all the fault on himself.

That fool, what a stupid pathetic!

Nanji has never asked Long Pei for anything, this is the first time, and it is also a zuihou thing.

"Yes." Long Pei nodded reluctantly, even if he didn't agree, with the friendship between Bai Yan and Ming Xi, Ming Xi must not be at ease with Bai Yan.

“xiexie。” Nanji stared blankly at the cloudy sky outside the window, and he knew that this time he had really lost the fool completely.

The obstacles between them are no longer the worldly shackles of this world, not the barriers of gender, their roads are completely blocked, and they are destroyed by their own hands.

"Feel free to open your mouth if you need anything." Long Pei will not comfort people, and in a concise sentence, he has regarded Nanji as a friend.

Nanji nodded, his eyes falling on the flickering fireworks, "The child doesn't have a name, if Your Excellency can name him, I guess they won't refuse." ”

In this situation, he, as a father, is not qualified to choose a name, and they will not agree.

If you choose the name for your child yourself, they will definitely agree!

"I'll tell you." Long Pei did not refuse!

That morning, Long Pei stood at the window with Nanji for a long time, so long that he didn't know when the first rain of autumn fell in the sky.

Tobacco in the hallway, suppressed sobs in the safe passage......

Heaven and earth, birds and fish, light and shadow, man and woman, heaven and hell, life and death.

-- Bai Ziyan and Qin Nansi, who will never intersect.

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On the way back, Gu Mingxi leaned on Long Pei's shoulder, watching the wind and rain frantically beating on the car window, his eyes were a little empty.

She has already sent someone to send Bai Yan back to rest, but she still can't rest assured, if she doesn't have to go back to the hospital to accompany Yan'er for surgery, she will personally send Bai Yan back and stay until he rests.

Yan'er's calf also needs to undergo surgery, and it is necessary to break part of the long haode bone to correct it and let it grow back, otherwise Yan'er will become lame in the future.

As for Ah Li's operation, he did it the day after he came back, and he didn't worry anyone, and he was a strong child from beginning to end. In the past few days, he stayed at home to rest, either accompanying Yan'er or reading a book, on the surface it looked the same as usual, but Gu Mingxi was not at ease.

The shot fired in Yicheng, Ah Li didn't have to put it down so quickly, and the more he hid it, the more worrying it was!

At present, she can only let Yan'er's surgery be put in front of her, and Ah Li's mental problems can only be discussed with him slowly later, if he does not reject, it is okay to arrange a psychiatrist.

Because of Ah Li's side, Yan'er only had a meeting at the beginning when he went to the hospital, and then he curled up in Ah Li's arms and quieted down.

When Gu Mingxi and Long Pei arrived at the hospital, Yan'er was just about to be pushed into the operating room.

"Yan'er is not afraid, close your eyes and sleep, wake up and open your eyes to see Daddy." Long Pei opened his mouth low, and his voice was gentle and loving.

Yan'er's black and white pupils looked at him, without fear, and his little hand grabbed his sleeve and pulled, which was the same as Mingxi's.

Long Pei saw through her careful thoughts, and turned around to see Gu Mingxi, who was three steps away, she couldn't get close to Mingxi, and looked at Yan'er with worried eyes.

Big Palm touched her face and said seriously, "She's Mommy, I promise she won't hurt you after you fall asleep." ”

Yan'er didn't believe it at first, but Long Pei's gaze was too gentle and shining, and after a long silence, her hand holding the corner of his clothes slowly let go.

The nurse pushes the bed into the operating room.

Her eyes kept on Long Pei, as if she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to see him when she woke up.

Gu Mingxi walked in front of Long Pei, her eyes were slightly rippling, and Qian Yan repeatedly emphasized that it was just a minor operation, and her heart could never settle down.

Long Pei's long arms wrapped around her shoulders and comforted, "Don't worry, our daughter will be fine." ”

Long Ziqi is the daughter of Long Pei and Gu Mingxi, how can she have anything!

Long Pei, Gu Mingxi, and Long Lifei guarded the door of the operating room for four hours, the operation was undoubtedly a success, she could get out of bed and walk after a month of rest, and she could run and jump in three months, like a healthy child.

This "health" can only refer to the body!

While Yan'er's anesthetic had not disappeared, Gu Mingxi accompanied Yan'er in the ward, Long Pei gave Ah Li a look, and the two men walked out of the ward one after the other.

The autumn wind was bleak, the green grass on the grass was yellow, Long Pei sat on the wooden chair, his body leaned back naturally, and the drizzle outside the gazebo was just enough to wet his toes.

Long Lifei sat beside him in silence.

"Mingxi is worried about you." He opened his mouth to himself, Mingxi didn't show anything unusual on the surface, but after knowing each other for so many years, husband and wife for many years, how could he not know her heart.

Long Lifei's eyes froze, and his brows furrowed: "Because of that shot in Yicheng!" ”

Long Pei glanced sideways at him and didn't speak, acquiescing.

"I'm fine, don't worry."

The blow from that shot was too great for him to deny. The feeling of killing with his own hands is completely different from the concept of training target shooting on weekdays, he is terrified, he is afraid of trance, and he will even dream of that image again at night, the dwarf is full of anger and looking for his life.

These psychological pressures and depression were only a few days before he came back, and he figured it out after that.

If he hadn't shot himself at that time, neither he nor Yan'er would have survived, and Mingxi's pain would have been doubled. If he goes back in time and starts all over again, he will still choose to shoot that shot without hesitation.

Just because he is a dragon, there are some things that must be recognized and experienced in advance.

"You shouldn't say that to me." Long Pei saw that his expression was calm and calm, and confirmed that he had really let go.

This child's ability to endure and adapt is far beyond his imagination.

"You help me tell her......" Long Lifei stood up, turning and walking as he spoke, "I'll be back in the evening." ”

Long Pei watched his back leave, knowing where he wanted to go, and didn't ask knowingly.

He didn't stop it because he believed that Ah Li had his own measure, and even if he was reluctant to give up that child, he had to learn to give up!

Being in this position, sometimes staying away from the people you care about is a kind of protection for them in disguise.

For example, if he hadn't forcibly married Gu Mingxi back then, Yan'er would not have experienced these tortures and sufferings.

It's just that he doesn't regret it!

Long after Long Lifei left, Gu Mingxi found Long Pei in the pavilion, the rain had stopped, and he saw him from a distance, like a veil, and couldn't guess what he was thinking.

"Where's Ah Li?" She approached and asked.

"I don't think you know." Long Pei held her hand, pulled her directly into his arms, lowered his head and kissed her lips warmly, "He wants me to tell you, he's fine, you don't have to worry." ”

Gu Mingxi was stunned for a moment, and then asked, "You talked to him." ”

This man could always easily discern her thoughts.

Long Pei silently acquiesced, his fingers falling on her heart, "I want to be the only one here." ”

He didn't want to give more to others.

Gu Mingxi was helpless and smiled: "Ah Pei, you are so careful, do your people know?" ”

"I think they will be considerate of your Excellency, who has a lot of opportunities, and wants his wife's eyes to stay on him only after all the political affairs he has done." Long Pei finished answering seriously, and pinched her pink cheeks with his fingers, "Am I being careful?" Well? ”

The coda is languid, ineffectually threatening.

"No, you're very angry." Gu Mingxi grabbed his hand to prevent him from continuing to ravage his face, and said righteously, "You are a wise gentleman, talented, and suave, and you are the most attractive man I have ever seen on this shijie." ”

Long Pei was satisfied with her praise and rewarded her with a kiss.

Gu Mingxi sighed, where did he learn to be so cheeky. (Author: The cliff didn't learn from me.) ）

Because he had been outside for too long, his body temperature was even more cold than usual, and Gu Mingxi wanted to go back under the pretext that he was cold.

Long Pei knew that this was an excuse, and his heart warmed, and he hugged her in the gazebo and kissed her lingering before returning to the room.

Many nurses in the hospital saw such a scene through the glass that day, and the unreachable Your Excellency held his wife in his arms, kissing him tenderly and affectionately.

If it were any other woman, she would definitely be killed by jealousy, envy and hatred, and in their eyes no woman could be worthy of His Excellency the President, who was as cold as a god and high in his head.

Except for one person - Gu Mingxi.

Although she has an ominous background, a disgraceful background, and constant scandals, such a face is so beautiful that it is impossible not to be amazed no matter who sees it.

She wrapped her hands around Long Pei's neck, closed her eyes and responded to his kiss, her long hair sliding down from his palms, and she was swept up by the wind like a painting.

The picture of them together is incomparably beautiful and peaceful.

After the kiss, Your Excellency carried her back to the ward, although only half of her face could be seen, but the smile on the corner of the two people's mouths could be understood by anyone.

These two people, deeply, deeply, are in love with each other.

God favored her, gave her peerless beauty, and gave her peerless good men, but no one knows how much blood and mottled her life left behind all this seemingly beautiful haode.

The only one who knows this is the pride of the sky who holds her in the palm of his hand.

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Yan'er's surgery was successful, and she was able to rest in the hospital for two days before she was discharged home to rest. The presidential palace has a medical team and maids, so it is more convenient to take care of her, and Ah Li and Long Pei do not need to run back and forth every day.

Nanji's father announced that he had died of a heart attack, and his son fell on this shijie on the same night, and the red and white collided, which made people feel that life was ironic.

Old Mrs. Qin has not spoken, Nan Si has been busy, she has hardly closed her eyes in the past few days, and Rong Rong is unwilling to say more to him. I notified my mother's family to take care of me, but I didn't say anything.

Everyone thought that this strange atmosphere was because of Old Man Qin's death, but they all comforted the young couple that everything would be happy in the future.

The funeral was in a hurry, most of the relatives were not invited in the countryside, and Nansi's colleagues were not notified, and the mourning hall was particularly deserted.

Old Mrs. Qin knelt on the side and kept adding paper to the brazier while wiping her tears, if she was the only one guarding the big mourning hall, she would not let Nan Si in.

The old man was angry with him to death, and what face did he have to worship the old man!

The old lady didn't let him in, so Nansi didn't enter, kneeling outside the mourning hall, kneeling from day to night, without eating a mouthful of food, without drinking a mouthful of water, and his lips were dry and cracked with the smell of blood.

"I'm sorry for you, old man...... It was I who gave birth to this unfilial son, a wicked animal...... It was my fault. The old lady couldn't stop crying at the black and white photo.

The figure kneeling outside the door made her love and hate!

Qin Nansi is the child she conceived and gave birth to in October, and it is a piece of meat that fell from her heart. She hurts more than anyone else, loves more than anyone else, she has never been willing to hit him since she was a child, but this time her heart was really broken.

How could he do such an immoral thing!

Bad luck at home!

The son doesn't teach, the father's fault, she, the mother, didn't educate her son well, so that he degenerated like this today, she is really too much of a failure.

Old Mrs. Qin saw that the mop was broken, and she didn't know which cleaner made it herself, but before she could throw it away, a wooden stick leaned against the corner of the wall. Immediately stood up, walked over with heavy steps, picked up a stick, and walked out the door.

Qin Nansi's eyes turned red, and when he saw the old lady walking out with a wooden stick, his eyes turned even redder.

"The biggest mistake in my life is to give birth to such a beast as you, and to the old man to death! I'm going to beat you to death with my own hands today, and you will embarrass the old man after he dies. ”

He held the wooden stick in his hand and swung it at Nanji's body, leaving no strength behind.

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The end of the demon escape:

Brave series: "The President's Wealthy Ex-Wife", "Police and Bandit Sleep Together: Wives Do All Evil", "Contract Lover: Women Are Only Allowed to Love Me"

Healing Series: "Debt Collection Xiaobao: Pay My Mommy Ten Dollars", "Demon Master, Please Spare Me", "The President's Little Wife"