116. Reconciliation

Counting on his fingers, since he annoyed the emperor that day, Xu Xun has not been able to see Tianyan for almost a month. After all, the emperor also has to go to work in addition to the family affairs of the harem, and the major affairs of the court are always the activities that occupy his main energy. These peace, reconciliation, and disposal are interspersed with slow progress, and it took almost a month of hard work in the end.

However, Xu Xun didn't worry about it for a month, probably after Liu Zhien came back, she was not so anxious. Liu Zhien understands the emperor, why not Xu Xun? Since the emperor himself regretted this matter, the punishment she received on her side could not be too great. If you want to be beautiful, maybe it's a small punishment and a big commandment. - If it were more beautiful, maybe the emperor would have made amends for her in turn......

This is a possibility, Xu Xun himself just thinks about it, although there is nothing wrong with what she said, but it does hurt the emperor's feelings. She is the emperor's concubine, at most she is a famous aunt in an ordinary family, although she can't lift her feet and sell it, but she can take a break when she says that she can take a break, no matter how much she has been wronged, the emperor's feelings are not something she can hurt casually - she can't afford to hurt it! In the entire backyard, that is, the wife can really quarrel with the emperor and really hurt each other. They are equal, they are the masters of this family, she ...... She's a high-class slave at best.

Xu Xun is not self-defeating and self-deprecating, she is doing psychological construction for herself, convincing herself that it is not a big deal for her to make amends to the emperor, this is what she should do. - She is a person, her acting skills are not good, if she is reluctant to make amends, and the emperor sees through the real thoughts in her heart, isn't it a wave of unevenness, and she is going to conflict with the emperor again?

So Xu Xun kept telling himself: That's the emperor, the Ninety-Five, and the world is his. Your family originally had nothing, if you hadn't served him well, how would you have the glory and wealth you have today? There are thousands of silver in your own name, and this is not a gesture or anything, whether people do things justifiably or not has nothing to do with you, he is your husband, you should obey him unconditionally and unprincipledly, and support him, but if you have a little bit of your own mind, you have no conscience and are incompetent.

Refuted him that day, wasn't it because the word "me" in my heart was too big, I only thought of 'my' grievances, 'my' was not easy, and I didn't expect the emperor's emotions? Even for the sake of his position in the palace, when he said those words, he should be trembling in his heart, regretting that he could not obey his husband. How could she still say a word of zuihou? Isn't this zuihou a sentence that will obviously hurt the master's heart?

It is the one who should be daoqian, the one who should make amends, and the one who should not be angry, and now the emperor is willing to let her go to the Qianqing Palace, which means that the emperor is lenient and does not care about him, and Xu Xun does not need to compare with others, it is all evil virtues, she should do her job wholeheartedly, and serve the emperor well. This time, if the emperor can let it pass, she will be even more grateful to him, and in the future, she should sacrifice her life and death to serve him, so as not to be in vain The Heavenly Family he represents spent so many silver taels on Xu Xun. How much money does Yong'an Palace cost in a year? Is Xu Xun worth the money? Her service is worth the price.

When a few grandmothers dressed her up, Xu Xun kept muttering in his heart to convince himself that it was easy to straighten out this breath, and he recognized this idea from the bottom of his heart. A few grandmothers also decorated Xu Xun from beginning to end.

In fact, speaking of which, Xu Xun didn't dress up particularly gorgeously, first, the anniversary has not passed, and second, Xu Xun also had a bit of a plead in the Qianqing Palace in the past, and it was not suitable to dress up too exaggeratedly. However, every detail of her body has been thought out by the grandmothers. Wearing a Luo skirt with blue water - the emperor personally praised the color suitable for Xu Xun, and the white silk jacket with 10,000 characters pinched was covered with a light blue gauze jacket, and the weather was hot, so it was just right to wear it.

Although it seems simple, the skirt is not a wide horse-faced skirt, but a soft material drape, the gauze skirt is closer to the style of the Song Dynasty, the loose Nale silk is strangled, and Xu Xun's slender waist is revealed. It seems that the whole person is simple and slender, and there is some slenderness and pity.

As for the makeup, it was also slowly traced by Mama Li herself, and even one of her eyebrows was drawn into the dim sum machine. The eyebrows are not too high, although they are too high, they are too smart, and the rouge on the face is not much, and the lips are coated with a little soybean-sized and faint rouge, which is almost integrated with the true color. The powder is very even, but not thick, and it looks more and more like Xu Xun's face and egg white, so tender that people want to pinch it. Mama Li also took the jade stick and lit the rouge, which was almost impossible to see in the palm of her hand, and then rolled gently under Xu Xun's eyes. --It looks like I've just cried, the rain hits the lotus, the dew dips the begonia, and it has a pitiful charm.

The jewelry is also carefully selected, for this day, the grandmothers estimated that it took a lot of thought, Xu Xun was depressed, they had already designed Xu Xun's reparation outfit, although Xu Xun himself had not tried, but the match was really natural, and I don't know how many times I tried it in private. Although Xu Xun didn't have much heart to pay attention to retouching, he also felt that he seemed to be more beautiful than usual, and he looked really pitiful.

I hope this can be useful - although Xu Xun is not very optimistic, to put it bluntly, they have been together for six years, and no amount of freshness will wear off, rather than expecting to impress the emperor by dressing up, it is better to correct his attitude and show his regrets.

Xu Xun was doing psychological construction for herself all the way, she had thought about it, after going in, she would shed a few tears first, and then throw herself into the emperor's arms and reflect deeply with tears in her eyes, promising that she would never make another ...... If she lowers herself to the ground first, it will be easier for the emperor to help her up.

Thoughts, very beautiful haode, determination, is very firm.

Then, the reality is also very cruel.

When Xu Xun walked into the Qianqing Palace, the emperor was reading the recital in front of the case. Because she hadn't seen her for many days, she knelt on the ground and gave a big salute to the emperor - I don't know how to do it, I didn't see his face, I saw one of his shoes, Xu Xun's feeling came at once, and the tears couldn't be stopped, and they fell down drop by drop, all falling on the gold brick ground. She didn't even hear the emperor's voice clearly, and it was the two palace ladies who helped her up.

After helping her up, Xu Xun didn't want to interact with the emperor or anything, she just wanted to cry.

In the past month, she was not irritable, but this negative emotion was more out of fear, and Xu Xun was not a saint, so she could leave fame and fortune behind. She has no children to live with, and in this case, the emperor's favor is what she lives in, how can she not care? Even if it may not be big, she has to think about it, what if the emperor doesn't favor her anymore, what if the emperor doesn't come to her again?

Now that she saw the emperor, these worries were naturally put behind her, and the remaining light had an endless, instinctive grievance that Xu Xun could not control. She can't tell that she is wronged in weishenme, there is no reason, she just wants to cry, she can't hold back, and the haode strategy is all gone at this moment, and she is fighting against her tears when she sits next to the emperor.

This pitiful appearance fell into the eyes of the emperor, and it really touched his heart of pity and cherishing jade.

Did Xu Xun's rebellious words hurt the emperor? Even the emperor himself couldn't deny this, but there was. Zuihou's words, until now, I feel a little painful when I think about it, just because I am very reasonable, and I pierced the emperor's emotions at once, which really made him not sleep well that night. Tossing and turning, I have to wake up when I think of this sentence.

Originally, the new King's Landing Dynasty was a little lacking in self-confidence, and the people who dealt with him were all decades of old bureaucrats. Regardless of identity, in terms of intelligence, if you want to overpower them, the emperor is not confident. Xu Xun's words were like a nightmare, haunting the emperor all the time, making him feel empty when he met the cabinet ministers the next day.

Are you angry at Xu Xun? Angry, the harem concubines, the mother of the world, should be the representative of the model of female virtue, the emperor said wrong and did wrong, there are many ways to deal with it, not that it has to be so ugly, and the words are so harsh. Yes, I can't find out your Xu Xun's reasoning, it's right to say it, and it's not wrong to do it, but the master is the emperor, the master of the harem, and in layman's terms, it's your boss.

How to clean up the disobedient bureaucrats, how to clean up the disobedient eunuchs, the emperor knows in his heart, how to clean up the disobedient concubine, how can the emperor not know if he is not mentally handicapped? Didn't you think about snubbing her for a while, let her think about who she is, what she should do, and how she should do things - to put it mildly, in terms of feelings and background, can there be anything compared with Sun Guifei in the six palaces? Even Sun Guifei didn't dare to talk to him like this. This woman is indeed prone to problems if she is too favored, and she is not inferior when she is close, this is the words of the ancestors.

But the emperor is the same as Xu Xun, Jihua is perfect, and he can't pass this level in his heart. In addition, the eunuchs around him also blew the wind to the emperor intentionally or unintentionally - this group of eunuchs also knew how to grasp the emperor's psychology, and they didn't directly say how Xu Xun was sad and sad, just said: "Yong'an Palace has not had anything to do with anyone for a while. go to Kunning Palace every three days to ask for peace, and don't go anywhere else. The slaves don't know what's going on with lately. ”

When the emperor heard this, he must have thought about it. Xu Xun's temperament, he also understands, he looks heartless, in fact, his heart is better than anyone else, this is not serving himself well, the two of them have such a big fight, she will not feel much better. In order not to expand the influence, he can't lock up the palace and wait for the crime, so he has to go to Kunning Palace every three days, and he has to pretend that nothing has happened......

There is no need to find any reason for himself, the emperor's heart is so soft. He didn't plan to punish her by snubbing Xu Xun - it was too cruel, now he didn't say anything, those people in the palace were fine, if he snubbed her for a month, he would be a little snobbish, and he would inevitably get along with Yong'an Palace. How sad should Xu Xun be? If you're worried about getting sick, that's not good.

After all, it's a concubine, so let her apologize in person. The emperor planned to do so, with Xu Xun's temperament, after making this mistake, he would pay careful attention to what he said in the future, and there was no need to be too embarrassed.

Then, and then Xu Xun walked in like this.

White clothes and green skirts, silver hairpins and jade buttons, describing Qingjian's eyebrows slightly frowned, and there was a faint red under his eyes, it seemed that he had just cried - he hadn't seen him for a month, and the emperor was a little unrecognizable. Is this really Xu Xun?

In the past, every time she was with Xu Xun, Xu Xun was smiling, even if her expression was a little disgusted, her eyes were always smiling. The emperor could hardly imagine her grievances in his memory, and he never knew that he would be so ...... when he saw Xu Xun so listless So......

Thinking about haodejihua, he was suddenly shaken a little, Xu Xun didn't seem to be enough, and when he saluted, he began to cry.

Her crying method is also very special, unlike many women, crying has to cry beautifully, pear blossoms with rain sobbing and choking, crying is also a beautiful one. Xu Xun cried that was really crying, her nose was red, her nose shrugged and shrugged, her tears rushed down, she couldn't pull back no matter how she sobbed - how old a person is, crying will always be like a child, and she has a little innocence to compete with herself. When I got up, I sat there, and I didn't look at myself, I frowned, staring at the ground in front of me, as if trying to regain my self-control, but I always failed.

The emperor didn't feel that Xu Xun was wrong at all, he felt that he was really not good, and he shouldn't have rushed to Yong'an Palace that day. - To be honest, when he shared the truth with the queen and made a faint compensation, he was quite aggrieved, and he couldn't lower his head a little. But now he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with Xu Xunyu at all, and he suddenly felt that this was really deserved. What have all the grievances become, manly husband, can't you let one step go?

As for the authority of the husband and the like, it is all reserved for the concubines who are not favored.

"Ugh." He sighed and reached out to shake Xu Xun's hand. Xu Xun reflexively wanted to dodge, but it was also symbolic, and the thin and soft white tender little hand was quickly caught in the palm of the emperor's hand, and then gently pulled it-

The beauty didn't lean over, and she actually had the intention of pulling her hand back.

…… The emperor pulled again, but he still didn't move, still crying.

haode, if the mountain doesn't come, I'll go to the mountain. The emperor stood up and sat down beside Xu Xun, put his arm around her shoulders and said, "Okay, what are you crying about?" What's there to cry about, what's the big deal? Isn't it okay for the eldest brother to compensate you? Just because of the relationship between the two of us for many years, you can't even tolerate the eldest brother to make a mistake once? It's not so stingy. ”

Speaking of which, it is basically in place, and it has also broken through the bottom line of the emperor's layers, not to mention his own woman, even to Lao Tzu Niang, the emperor has not admitted his mistake so smoothly and thoroughly. If Xu Xun doesn't compromise again, he-

However, Xu Xun still compromised in the end, she whimpered, turned around and threw herself into the emperor's arms, tears quickly wetting the expensive silk clothes. ――The emperor is still a little cautious: I knew that I had widened my coat just now......

But this is just a little idle thought, Xu Xun has attracted all the emperor's thoughts, she has a faint smell of osmanthus fragrance, steamed by tears, wrapped around the emperor's nose, like a drug, so that his heart is soft into a puddle of water.

"Big brother," the stupid boy began to tell in tears, "Big brother, please let me out of the palace...... Woowoo...... I am not blessed, I am not capable of serving you...... I...... I can't speak, woo, I won't have children......"

What are you talking about, the emperor laughed, "What nonsense, you are the eldest brother's person." Life is my person, death is my ghost, let you out of the palace, where are you going? ”

The person in his arms was silent for a while, and he was already a little weak. "I, I'm going to be a sister-in-law......"

"Don't think about it." The emperor patted Xu Xun's waist and buttocks, "What's the matter?" It's over, it's over, it's really childish to be a sister-in-law. ”

"I don't know anything anyway." Xu Xun began to cry again, "I can't have children, I can't be a man, I don't have the ability to be a concubine, I don't deserve your ......"

"Who said it was not worthy," the emperor was not very happy, where did all these nonsense come from? "Is it that someone in the palace has given you a look at it for a while? - Who is so short-sighted? ”

Xu Xun shook his head, still crying miserably, "It's that I'm not worthy of you, so you should be with Sister Sun." You like her the most, what am I ......"

She suddenly erupted, pushed the emperor away, covered her face and cried. "She has to pull me to back her back, don't you just feel sorry for her and don't want to go to her place to make trouble, I deserve it...... But I was also raised by my mother's father, and I didn't survive to support people's backs. Big brother, you don't like me, let me be my sister-in-law, I'm not worthy to serve you, don't let me show up in front of you. ”

The emperor understood now: he cried for a long time, and he was jealous.

was also made out of temper by Xu Xun - if it was someone else, if the queen cried with him like this here, the emperor would be able to answer, 'Then you will go to the table and ask yourself to practice', if he doesn't want to lose his identity and worry about women, then there are many ways. I don't want to show my eyes in front of him, that's so fulfilled, I won't call you to him in the future. But Xu Xun cried so much that his heart twitched and twitched, the taste was really uncomfortable, and he didn't want to endure it for a moment, so he explained, "Don't think about it anymore, it's me who is wrong about this, and I shouldn't ask you in front of people." But the concubines are strife, how can they listen to their words? I must ask someone I trust the most - what kind of backing is this, doesn't it mean that I believe in you? ”

Women, still have to rely on coaxing, Xu Xun, who has not stopped crying until now, has a tendency to stop tears. The emperor made persistent efforts and said busily, "I haven't seen you this month, I can worry about it in my heart, I don't believe you asked Wang Jin, did I inquire about Yong'an Palace." ”

With kissing, coaxing, kneading, rubbing, the mountain spring water from the outbreak just now to the present has finally dried up, but Xu Xun still covered his face and refused to let the emperor see it, the emperor was a little annoyed, "What are you doing, let go of your hand." ”

"Makeup ......" Xu Xun said weakly, "Makeup has taken ......"

At this time, the atmosphere was more relaxed, the emperor couldn't help laughing, even Xu Xun was annoyed, ashamed and funny, got up and went into the clean room to wash his face, but he didn't even his face, and he came out like this, his eyes were still swollen like peach pits, and his nose was also red, which looked far from beautiful and moving.

But the emperor did not spoil the interest of intimacy with Xu Xun because of this, he did not tell lies, he really missed Xu Xun's arms in this month. walked over and hugged Xu Xun in his arms, the two of them had a tacit understanding, and went to the couch silently.

After so many years, the emperor is not the young man who has just tasted J□J. He is no longer made to lose his armor by Xu Xun, and now the two are also equal, and each has the power to fight. It's just that Xu Xun cried weakly today, and he could only be paralyzed and at the mercy of the emperor. Today, she also threw it very quickly, pinched the heart of the flower a little, flicked it for a while, closed her eyes deadly, and gently twitched while holding the emperor's waist.

The emperor knew her habits, and the afterglow was more sensitive, so he slowed down the rhythm and waited for her to calm down, and then slowly increased his speed—however, it didn't last long, and when Xu Xun felt comfortable a few more times, and consciously served her almost enough, he also quickened the pace and no longer endured his feelings.

This kind of thing can reflect the relationship between the two people very much, and it can also repair the relationship. Xu Xun's expression gradually became cheerful, although her eyes were still closed, the corners of her lips were already a little upturned, and her hands were also moving up and down the emperor's body, the emperor smiled and took the white cloth, wiped them both, leaned over the tip of her nose and kissed it gently, and said, "Are you still annoyed with me now?" ”

Xu Xun's eyes were half-open and half-closed, and he hugged the emperor's neck and smiled, "Annoyed-"

She opened her eyes and smiled slyly at the emperor, "Unless, big brother, you want me again, then I won't be annoyed." ”

It's been a long time, and the emperor's family has no surplus food. The emperor was a little embarrassed, and he didn't want to admit that he was not strong, and before he could speak, Xu Xun burst out laughing. "Kidding around with you, stupid ......"

The redness and swelling of her eyes had almost faded, and the redness of her nose had faded, and she looked like the concubine Xu Zhuang that the emperor was familiar with again. This laughed, the emperor's heart trembled, he hahadaxiao, patted Xu Xun's tender little buttocks, and said, "Keep the account first, and pay it back later!" ”

"I'm a profitable seal money." Xu Xun lay beside the emperor, watched him get out of bed and enter the clean room, and raised his voice to joke with the emperor.

"Afford it!" The emperor didn't look back, but shouted with a smile, and then closed the door.

The room suddenly fell silent, Xu Xun also restrained his smile, turned over and stared at the ceiling, and recalled his words and deeds since entering the palace in his heart.

After a while, she suddenly reached out and slapped herself lightly.

Such a mistake must not be made again in the future. Xu Xun couldn't help but sneer to himself while thinking.

It is clear that she has just reconciled, the emperor's performance has far exceeded her most optimistic expectations, she has nothing to complain about, the emperor's affection for her, except for Sun Guifei in this harem, which one can compare?

didn't know Weishenme, but Xu Xun couldn't help but feel a burst of sadness in his heart.