[460] Dangerous things
"I'd like to see it." Xia Qi said, but what she was thinking more about was hoping that he could expand his communication with others. Maybe it's his nature to like quiet, and it's better to be in a quiet environment, just her and him. However, this world is composed of many people, and if he constantly avoids the opportunity to communicate with others, then I am afraid that he will become more and more unaccustomed to communicating with others in the future.
"Let's go." Jun said solemnly, "I'll talk to the secretary when I go back." ”
"Do I need to wear formal attire?" If you want to dress like those banquet-like dresses in TV movies, then I'm sorry, Xia Qi really doesn't.
"Yes, but don't worry, I'll get you ready." Jun said that compared with women's dresses and makeup, it is relatively simple for men to attend banquets.
Xia Qi nodded, blew his hair for a while, and felt that it was almost dry, so he turned off the hair dryer and combed his hair with a comb.
"I don't seem to have seen you attend a banquet or anything, do you hate to participate in this kind of socializing?" She asked, got out of bed, and put the hair dryer in the drawer.
"There's nothing annoying about it, it's just boring." Because he was not interested in the things at the banquet, so to speak.
"Then if I accompany you to participate, will you still be bored?" Xia Qi turned around and walked back to the bed, climbed onto the bed and sat cross-legged directly across from Jun Jinyan, looking at him with his eyes and asking.
He was a little surprised, as if he didn't expect her to say that. After a moment, he slowly shook his head and said, "No, if Kiki accompanies me, I won't be bored." "As long as he has her company, then anywhere will not be boring for him.
"I've been at banquets with you a lot since then, like that?" Xia Qi proposed, "That way, you won't find it boring to go to the banquet." ”
But he didn't immediately nod happily in agreement, but looked at her deeply, "Do you want to go to the banquet because of me?" Are you afraid that I will become more and more reluctant to communicate with others, worried that I will become autistic again? ”
Xia Qi was stunned and asked rhetorically, "Do you think so?" ”
"Isn't it?"
"It's because of you." She nodded, took the initiative to take his hand, and pinched his palm with her fingers. Although the brief autism he had since waking up from a nightmare last time had worried her, but—"It's a little different from what you think." I want to accompany you because I want to accompany you, of course, I also hope that you can communicate more with others, but not that you are afraid that your illness will recur, but I hope that you will slowly be able to find people you are willing to talk to more from the chat, and then, in the communication, find a good match, such people, we call friends. Just like Cui Fan, it is your friend, and you may slowly find more friends. ”
Life is not only about having lovers and relatives, but also about friends. She wanted his life to be complete.
"Does Kiki want me to make more friends?" Jun Jinyan's palm was gently closed, wrapping Xia Qi's fingers in it.
"It's not that you go against your heart to make more so-called friends, but when you are in contact with other people, there will be people you want to talk to, and then feel the joy of chatting with others." Xia Qi thought for a while.
Jun Jinyan's eyelashes fluttered. Is it fun to chat with other people? He didn't think he could really feel it. But her expression at the moment has a kind of expectation, is she expecting him to experience that feeling?
And he didn't want to disappoint her.
"Okay, I'll try to feel it." He replied. If she wanted him to talk to more people, he would do it, and he would do everything she wanted him to do......
And in his mind, what Vice President Wang had said to him before, "When you have autism, it is a good thing to project all your feelings on one person." Because that person will act as a bridge for you to communicate with the outside world, and will make you feel the whole world. But when you are cured of autism, if all the feelings are still projected on one person, then it will be a very dangerous thing. The best way to do this is to consciously scatter some of your feelings on other people. ”
But...... Even though he knew that the road was dangerous, he couldn't do it at all to scatter his feelings on other people.
The emotions he put on her will only become more and more, deeper and deeper, and it can't be recovered or reduced!
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Xia Qi didn't know anything about how to dress to attend this kind of banquet. After all, she had never attended such a banquet before.
When Jun Jinyan took Xia Qi to a well-known styling design store in City B, Xia Qi looked at the dresses on the brochures handed over by the clerk, and felt completely dazzled, and he didn't know which one to choose.
And look at the price of the dress annotated on the booklet, the price is very high. However, Xia Qi also knew that sometimes, this kind of money could not be saved, and she accompanied Jun Jinyan to attend the banquet, representing not only herself, but also the Jun family.
"It feels like I don't know which one to pick all of a sudden." Xia Qi hesitated, but if she tried on every dress, it would be too time-consuming and labor-intensive.
"This one." Jun Jinyan, who had been silent beside him, suddenly pointed to a pure white fishtail dress and spoke.
Xia Qi did have a heart for this dress, but this kind of dress was pure but with sexy femininity, and she felt that she couldn't control this skirt.
"Wouldn't it be a good fit?" She hesitated.
"I want to see Kiki wear it." He just said such a sentence that made her want to satisfy him unconditionally!
However, when Xia Qi put on this dress, and then the designer helped her take care of her hair and apply appropriate makeup, Xia Qi found that it was not suitable for her imagination at all.
It can be said that the skirt outlines part of the curve of her body very well, and the skillful hand of the stylist will bring out the advantages of her face, but it will not be overly exaggerated, so that the makeup is completely unrecognizable.
"Is it pretty?" Xia Qi asked Jun Jinyan. Women are pleasing to themselves, and she is no exception, always hoping that she is beautiful in his eyes.
"It's beautiful." He looked at her with a deep fascination.