Continued: The Epilogue – The Taste of Heartache
It sounds like a few faint words, but for Yan Yan, it is like a steel needle piercing her heart, cold and stinging.
The atmosphere in the infirmary dropped to zero o'clock, and the doctor seemed to sense that something was wrong, so he stopped talking and quietly went to the corner to do his work.
At this moment, Yan Yan's heart is souring, but she is stubborn, and she will not show abnormality in front of outsiders, but her little hands are clenched tightly, and her body has an imperceptible trembling. She could hardly believe what she had just heard, was that what Yan Shengrui had said to her?
The stark contrast between his reproach and his care for Ji Xuewei made it difficult for Yan Yan to accept, but she had to admit this fact...... He cares about Ji Xuewei very much.
Yan Shengrui stared at Yan Yan, the way she bit her lip made him feel nervous, but he didn't show it, but his expression became more and more cold: "Xue Wei needs to rest now, if you are fine, go back to class." ”
Poof...... Yan Yan seemed to hear the sound of something breaking her heart, and the pain escalated again.
He opened his mouth to drive her away?
At this moment, Yan Yan only felt that Yan Shengrui in front of her suddenly became unfamiliar and unfamiliar. She even had a delusion...... Is this really a little lemon? Why, the person who once doted and cherished her, now seems to be unknown? Did he give Ji Xuewei all his love?
The muscles on Yan Yan's face became stiff, and she barely pulled out a smile, but it was more ugly than crying.
"Yan Shengrui, are you blaming me...... Blame me for letting your Xuewei get hurt? Yan Yan gritted her teeth and said these words, and she felt very difficult.
Yan Shengrui was silent, but Yan Yan's heart was sinking.
Ji Xuewei gently pulled Yan Shengrui's arm, and said in a soft voice, "Brother Shengrui, forget it...... I don't blame her for this, it's my own troubles, and my body...... Not angry. ”
Ji Xuewei's crying appearance is pitiful, which really makes the man feel distressed. And when she says this, she will also look open-minded.
Yan Shengrui lowered his head, his eyes became gentle, and his voice became softer: "Don't say stupid things, you have already had surgery, and now you are just in the recovery period, just take care of yourself." ”
"Hmm......" Ji Xuewei nodded obediently, and the little bird leaned against him like a human, looking really like a loving couple.
This scene made Yan Yan even more sad, seeing Yan Shengrui being so gentle to Ji Xuewei, she felt that her chest was feverish, and there was a flame scurrying around, burning her reason.
Rumble...... Yan Yan's brain was hot, and she sneered and said: "I finally understand, weak people can win sympathy better, Ji Xuewei, let me ask you, is it a coincidence that you are eating at the same table with me in the cafeteria today?" ”
When Ji Xuewei heard this, her face changed, and her anger immediately appeared: "What do you mean?" If you have something to say, just say it, don't beat around the bush. ”
Yan Yan sneered, took a step forward with her long legs, and looked at Ji Xuewei condescendingly, her sharp eyes were very sharp: "My meaning is already very clear, do you know an ancient saying?" There must be a demon when things go wrong, today's incident, it seems that you are helping me, but why do I feel that something is not quite right now? You have very little time for lunch in school, and today in the cafeteria, it is not only the table where I sit that there is a vacant seat, but you just want to sit down, I didn't see anything unusual at the time, but now combined with the appearance of Cheng Sihan, it is inevitable that people will have some associations. ”
At this moment, Ji Xuewei was completely enraged, her face instantly turned red, her chest continued to rise and fall, she pointed at Yan Yan and scolded angrily: "You are too much!" I didn't expect you to thank me when I stood up to help you, but how can you spray people with blood! You ......"
Before she finished speaking, Ji Xuewei was already short of breath and coughing, and the doctor next to her hurriedly came over to take a look, and counted Yanyan dissatisfied: "She is a patient, don't stimulate her......"
Yan Shengrui's face darkened, he stood up and stood between Yan Yan and Ji Xuewei, and said in a deep voice: "Enough, this matter is over, I won't blame you anymore, and you don't have to be angry with Xuewei anymore, she is not as lively as you, she is still very fragile now." Let's go, Xue Wei is going to rest. ”
Yan Yan was stunned, she suddenly felt that Ji Xuewei's weak appearance in front of her was a woman's best weapon. So much so that this matter is clearly strange, but Yan Shengrui chose to ignore it and take more care of Ji Xuewei.
Hehe...... Don't be angry with her?
Yan Yan's heart was in a panic, did he know how angry she was now? Is it only Ji Xuewei who is important? Why is this happening? The reason is that she is healthier than Ji Xuewei, so she can bear it, so he thinks Ji Xuewei needs protection more?
Yan Yan's gaze stayed on Yan Shengrui's face for a few seconds, and then she resolutely turned around and ran without looking back...... It's running, she doesn't want to see him and Ji Xuewei's intimacy for a moment, she won't be able to breathe, she will die!
Running to the lawn next to the boulevard in one breath, Yan Yan stopped, leaned against a big tree, and gasped for breath...... It's not that I'm tired of running, but I'm too emotional.
What is it like to have never felt so angry, mixed with intense pain? Is it love, what you call hurt?
Yes, his attitude, his words and deeds, and his love for Ji Xuewei all made Yan Yan's heart twist like a knife!
No...... This person is not Little Lemon, how could her Little Lemon do this to her? But where is her little lemon? Did you die in the river of time?
Yan Yan doesn't want to cry, she is not a crybaby, but why does she have the urge to cry at this moment, wanting to vent all the grief and anger in her body!
What did she do wrong? Is she at fault? Why did he only blame her?
If you have to say that she is wrong, it may be that she is not weak enough.
Yan Yan has always been very independent, strong, and smart and clever, plus she has been practicing self-defense since she was a child in the palace, and those who are familiar with her know that she faces the attacks of two or three men alone, as long as the other party does not have a lethal weapon in hand, she can easily settle it. Whoever wants to hurt her is indeed very difficult.
However, Ji Xuewei is diametrically opposed to her. Ji Xuewei is not in good health, she can't even be considered healthy, where will she have the ability to protect herself. Therefore, when the two girls are side by side, Yan Shengrui will of course feel that Ji Xuewei is the one who needs to be protected the most. In his opinion, Cheng Sihan and Zhong Mian are not even a threat to Yan Yan at all.
Yan Yan gritted her teeth angrily and hit the trunk with a fist: "Yan Shengrui, you are too bastard!" ”
Yan Yan remembered that night in her bedroom, Yan Shengrui had said that she would not be hurt, and she was so moved that she almost cried, but today, the person who made her feel hurt was him.
After being extremely angry, the corners of Yan Yan's eyes moistened, and what lingered in her mind was the picture of Ji Xuewei snuggling up next to Yan Shengrui.
Powder. The tender little face was covered with tears, and she tasted the pain, so bitter......
Suddenly, a man's large hand appeared in her sight, and there was a tissue on the palm of his hand.
She was immersed in sadness, her eyes suddenly lit up, and she turned back in surprise: "Xiao Ning......"
The last word didn't come out, because she saw it clearly, the man in front of her was not Yan Shengrui, he was a stranger!
In an instant, Yan Yan's heart sank again, disappointment was written on her face, and she asked in a muffled nasal voice, "Who are you?" ”
This is a tall and sturdy man, with knife-like water chestnut features, a pair of gold-wire glasses sandwiched on the bridge of his straight nose, a calm and elegant temperament, a gentle smile on the corner of his slightly upturned mouth, and a gentlemanly head at Yan Yan: "I saw you crying, I think, you may need a tissue." ”
His hands were spread out in the air, ordinary tissues, but there was a rare warmth.
Yan Yan frowned subconsciously, and her vigilance had not yet relaxed: "Are you a student?" But it doesn't look like it, uncle. ”
When the man heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and then laughed dumbly: "Uncle? Am I that old? I'm just 30 years old. I'm not a student, I'm just passing through here. ”
"......" Yan Yan looked at him, not confused by his handsome and dashing appearance, her eyes were clear and calm.
"Okay, thank you, but I still don't need this tissue......"
"Are you afraid that there is a problem with the tissues?" The man pierced Yan Yan's mind with a sharp shot.
"Uh......" Yan Yan was a little embarrassed, but she did think so. Even if the other party has good intentions, she will never accept it easily. For her, safety precautions come first.
The man's eyes were sharp, he glanced at her wrist, and his smile deepened: "This ...... Little sister, the thing on your wrist can detect toxic substances, test this tissue, because you are crying like a little cat now, it's time to wipe it. ”
Embarrassment...... Yan Yan wiped the corners of her eyes with her backhand, her smart eyes flashed, and she pressed the device on her wrist...... This can be a watch compass and a mobile phone, and it also has the function of testing for harmful substances.
Sure enough, check the paper towel and it's no problem. And she also felt that her face was slimy, and it was indeed more refreshing to wipe it.
Although she was a stranger, she made Yan Yan appear when she was the saddest, which made her cold and painful heart a little warmer. After taking the handkerchief, Yan Yan wiped her face and said thank you to the man in her mouth.
It's just that Yan Yan didn't see his gentleness and elegance, and there was a bit of complexity and interest hidden in his eyes, as if he was seeing prey...... [There will be an update at night]