081 Charge (2nd Shift)
When I woke up again, it was the next day.
Cui Ling stared at the veil on the top of the bed in a daze, counting the lines of the taupon-colored soft smoke curtain.
The strength lost in the body slowly flowed back after a night's rest.
Aside from a somewhat empty stomach, she didn't feel like she was feeling anything uncomfortable.
But she didn't want to get up.
Because she hadn't digested the shocking truth of last night, and she didn't know how to face it when she opened the door.
Say guilt and remorse? There are still.
After all, the matter of admitting her husband is really bloody to say, if she encounters a harsher in-law, she may be smashed on her head on the spot with a letter of resignation.
But she didn't mean to.
Yes, whether it was the wedding night or the tea ceremony the next day, or even before leaving to say goodbye, she kept hanging her head and tried not to look at Yuan Wulang.
She was indeed selfish.
Everyone said that the battle of Rouran was not easy to fight, and the Yuan family army would not be able to come back for three or five years.
Three or five years! If she remembered Yuan Wulang's appearance in her heart, she would inevitably be afraid of him.
Cui Ling is not looking for an excuse to excuse herself.
She has a good memory and doesn't have any so-called face blindness.
On the contrary, the experience of her past life made her very sensitive to information, as long as it was someone she had met, no matter how long it had passed, she could remember it.
Her memory is too good, which is why she deliberately didn't look at Yuan Wulang's appearance.
Because, once she remembers this face, she will not forget.
Ordinary grandmother and sister-in-law mentioned Yuan Wulang when chatting. She would remember that face.
I heard that the Northwest sent the war to the Imperial Court. She would remember that face.
Received a letter from the northwest to report safety. She would remember that face.
She is Yuan Goro's wife, and there will inevitably be people who keep mentioning Yuan Goro in front of her, and every time she hears it, she will think of that face.
After a long time, when my grandmother was worried, she inevitably had to worry too.
When her family is worried, she will also be concerned in her heart.
This greatly violated her original wish to marry into the Yuan family.
She wanted to live a quiet and leisurely life, saying that she had no heart or lungs. Whether she's selfish or mean, her purpose is so unpure.
Cui Ling has always thought like this, she is willing to serve Mrs. Yuan with filial piety, she is happy to be friendly with her sisters-in-law, and she can also become a kind and kind fifth aunt for her nephews and nieces.
Even if Yuan Wulang returned victorious in the future, she would not object to her fulfilling the obligations that a wife should fulfill.
But at that time, she was really unwilling to take the responsibility of missing and worrying about a strange husband.
Therefore, she chose to avoid seeing Yuan Wulang's face. In this way, picture information and text information cannot be effectively combined, whenever someone mentions this person in front of her. In fact, there was only a tall back in her mind.
In this way, it is natural that there will be no concern.
It's tiring to worry about being alone, and she just wants to eat and wait for a comfortable life like a rice worm to die, that's all.
As for Weishenme, I don't know Yuan Wulang's name......
A bitter smile appeared on the corner of Cui Ling's mouth.
Her marriage was done in a hurry, and it took less than two months from the time she received the holy will from Anningbo's Mansion to her marriage.
The marriage was handled by the eldest aunt, and she was not involved from beginning to end.
First, it's because she's lazy.
Anyway, she stepped forward to solve a big problem for her grandfather, and she knew in her heart that her grandfather would not treat her badly in terms of marriage.
As for those trivial things, let the eldest aunt worry about it, she doesn't bother to care about it.
Second, they didn't mean to let her participate.
As a transparent person in Anningbo's mansion, she really has no sense of existence.
So much so that the eldest aunt took care of everything she needed in a very short time, and she didn't even ask her once during this period.
What style does the wedding dress want, how many catties and taels of gold crown are in the curled hair, and the aunt directly decides it.
She was lazy, but she didn't have any opinions.
Therefore, she actually didn't see the post of getting married, so naturally she didn't know Yuan Wulang's name.
When Cui Ling was in Anningbo's Mansion, she didn't have any friends with elders or cousins.
Her own mother died early, her father was always cold and indifferent to her, and her stepmother naturally didn't bother to care about her.
Therefore, the ghost sent the gods to the earth, and no one even told her what the name of her future husband was!
When people mention it by chance, they will directly call Aunt Jiu.
When my grandmother and elders talked about him, they all called him the Goro of the Yuan family.
Naturally, the cousins would not even say his name.
Later, after marrying into the Yuan family, when the sisters-in-law mentioned Yuan Wulang, they all called him the fifth brother.
The old lady called him Xiao Wu.
Even Sister Dan's son Shi Xiu mentioned him, and he was also called the fifth cousin.
Where did she come from to find out that her husband's name was Yuan Jun!
After Cui Ling's self-examination, she felt that her own reasons were still very tenable.
So I began to complain in my heart.
Okay, even if she misreasoned and recognized the wrong husband at the beginning, but Yuan Wulang, you want to leave?
For the first time, it can be understood that he was angry.
But later, there were many opportunities to explain the misunderstanding clearly, but he kept silent and didn't explain the matter clearly, because he wanted to see her jokes? Or do you want to watch from the sidelines to see how stupid she is?
If it was because Brother Yu was afraid of losing face on the side, then there were only two of them in the cave last night.
She asked him what his name was, and he said directly and domineeringly that he was her husband, and he had to pretend to throw his name out in a deep way to embarrass her.
Even if she didn't know his name and made him unhappy, but she didn't know, he could correct it!
Cui Ling felt a little aggrieved.
If she had known early on that the bearded man who completely matched her aesthetics was Yuan Goro, she would definitely uphold the original intention of coming here and mend the relationship with Yuan Goro. I worked very hard to develop a relationship with him.
Maybe......
She remembered the irrepressible heartbeat she had in the grotto. as well as seeing him red. Thoughts rush through your head when you're topless. I felt very annoyed.
God knows how strong the anxiety and fear of self-blame were when she found out that she had red apricots coming out of the wall!
But now, Shi Xiujin told her that the person who stayed in the grotto with her through hardships and dangers was her husband Yuan Wulang.
I feel cheated, I feel fooled, I feel unwilling, and I feel a little ashamed.
Just as Cui Ling's heart fluctuated. When the five flavors were mixed, there was a slight knock on the door.
It's Brother Yu, "Aunt Five, are you awake?" I got you a delicious almond porridge, can you come in? ”
There is a very obvious flattery and uneasiness in this voice, which is seriously inconsistent with Brother Yu'er's arrogant and awkward image.
But Cui Ling was still angry, and she didn't plan to ignore him.
Although Yuan Wulang is her husband, he is deceived because he is not familiar with him and has not been photographed before. Although she felt very unhappy and had all kinds of complicated emotions, she was actually fine.
After all, she herself was at fault first. The reason for complaining about Yuan Wulang is not so reasonable.
But Brother Yu also played her like this, she was really angry.
Cui Ling thought indignantly that if it weren't for the fact that Brother Yu pounced on the man in red when she was in the courtyard before, she would definitely reason more cautiously.
Even, she is very likely to pretend to be in a trance and wait for Yuan Wulang to recognize her first.
But out of trust in Brother Yu, she also wanted to have a better start with her husband, at least not to make people feel that they were not enthusiastic and sluggish, so she took the lead in opening this mouth.
Who knows......
Brother Yu watched that she recognized the wrong person, but this broken child didn't even remind her once!
If it was because Yuan Wulang was there, Yuan Wulang did not clearly express his position, Brother Yu respected his uncle and was embarrassed to act on his behalf.
But later, this broken child even took a nap with himself!
He had time alone with her, and some had the opportunity to tell her that he had recognized the wrong person.
But he didn't......
Cui Ling felt a chill.
Brother Yu is only five years old, a child, she doesn't think about what ulterior motives he will have.
The reason why that kid did this was probably because in his heart, Yuan Wulang's status and authority were far higher than hers.
That's what makes her sad.
Whether it was in the Zhenguo General's Mansion before, or the thousands of miles from Shengjing City to the northwest, she thought that she was meticulous to Brother Yu, and she poured out her heart and lungs.
In terms of taking care of it properly, even if the fourth sister-in-law Su Zihua came to do it herself, that's just it, right?
She thought that getting along with Brother Yu day and night would win his sincerity to some extent.
But the reality is so cruel, Brother Yu watched her go away step by step, knowing it, but she refused to pull her back.
Cui Ling knew that she shouldn't complain about a child like this, but she still felt disheartened.
She felt that she had no way to face Brother Yu anymore.
Even if he is allowed into the house......
He will definitely admit his mistakes and have a good attitude, and she is always an elder when she speaks, so how can she be embarrassed to really care about a child?
What's more, Brother Yu was born cute, and she knew that she couldn't resist the cute appearance of his coquettishness.
But she didn't want to forgive him just like that......
Thinking like this, Cui Ling simply buried her whole head in the quilt.
She thought that if Brother Yu came in and saw her like this, she must have understood her intentions.
Although it is a little bad to treat a child like this, I am sorry, she is angry now, and she can't care so much.
Besides, although Brother Yu is only five years old, he has already been enlightened, and he should also know the truth that "no matter who you do, you must be responsible for what you do".
Didn't he always say he was a man?
Not every man can be a man, first of all, he needs to learn to take responsibility.
The door creaked open.
But it wasn't Brother Yu who came in.
Yuan Wulang looked at Cui Ling, who was shrunk into a ball in the quilt, with complicated eyes, and finally sighed, "Come out quickly, my father knew that you were here and went back to Muzhou City in person, and he wanted to see you." (To be continued......)
PS: This chapter is Cui Ling's inner monologue, and it is also my unified explanation of so many posts in the book review area, just like that, the second update is sent, fortunately before 12 o'clock, I wish you all a happy weekend! The time of tomorrow's update is uncertain.,It may be very late.,Don't wait for a change.,If time permits.,I'll still have two updates.。