Chapter Ninety-Five: Self-Masochism in This Chapter, Don't Imitate It
Women are always hesitating, shifting in their thoughts and decisions
When he was reprimanded, pleaded, and hugged by Fu Ze's house, Yu Weixiao was hot-headed and slow to consider, and only felt that he was trustworthy and could be relied on, so he also complied with his decision, but on the way back, he reflected several times and asked himself, and now he saw that An's mother was a life of shopping, playing cards, and enjoying happiness in the past, but now she is willing to be busy for herself, just saying that it is all for the sake of her new grandson, Yu Weixiao's heart has become very blocked, particularly depressed, and especially unpleasant.
Do you really want to let this little life grow? When he grew up in his belly, Yu Wei was still small and could deceive himself, because no one could see whose blood was left in his body, but once he was born and grew up slowly, his eyebrows, eyes, mouth and nose gradually turned against An Richu, what would An Richu think? What would Ann Dad and Mom think? What will others think?
There is not only one law of aesthetics in this world, there can be thousands of ugliness, and so is beauty, men who both belong to the charm of sentient beings, and they also have impeccable facial features, but An Richu and Fu Ze were born in opposite directions, no matter how the child looks, who he looks like, it is clear at a glance.
When the time comes, will I become the ** that everyone scolds? Abandoned by An Richu, driven out of Anjia, displaced, forced to leave Ningcheng, returned to Heyang County, with a lifetime of indelible shame, continue to suffer from the strange cold eyes of others, when the time comes, even if Fu Ze is already at the end of the world, what is the use?
The child's body was imprinted with his marks, and he couldn't wipe it off or wash it off......
As soon as she thought of this, Yu Weixiao didn't have the heart to watch TV at all, staring at the screen with her eyes blank, but her thoughts were not on those characters at all. Why do you think of such a bloody and violent film! Aren't you afraid of scaring your child? ”
The child is unconscious at all, and when he is conscious, he is as cold and resolute as Fu Ze, and he doesn't know if he will recognize An Richu as his father! Yu Weixiao sneered in his heart, and the sneer turned into bitterness, accumulating tears and filling his eyes.
"Small? What's going on? Why are your eyes red...... "Seeing this, An's mother was so anxious that she didn't know what to do, "Is it that you come back too late at the beginning of the day and no one is with you, are you sad?" Don't cry, don't cry, will your mother come to accompany you when she cooks? Mom is afraid that Auntie's cooking is not your appetite, so she cooks herself, so I can't watch TV with you, Mom hopes that we are only young and the baby are happy to eat, don't be like this, Mom is so sad to see the psychology! ”
An's mother's dedication made Yu Weixiao more and more flattered and unbearable.
"Mom, I'm fine, don't worry." Yu Wei choked up a little, and then persuaded her to continue to go back to the kitchen to be busy, and walked around the living room a few times alone, taking advantage of An's mother's unpreparedness, picking up her bag and rushing out of the house.
You can't leave this seed behind! The consequences in the future will only make the family sad and sad, the An family does not dislike themselves and regards themselves as their own, and Yu Weixiao must not let them down!
Thinking like this, Yu Weixiao plunged into the pharmacy across the street from the community.
"What do you want?" In the dimly lit pharmacy, there was only an elderly aunt, sitting in the corner with melon seeds, staring at the TV screen and watching the angry romance drama, asking the person who entered the door intently.
Yu Weixiao did not dare to go to the big pharmacies in the community, even if he could take a silk scarf to cover his face under the pretext of smog in October, but the identity of the young grandmother of the An family can be recognized at a glance when walking in the community now.
"I ...... I want that pill for the abortion. Yu Weixiao lowered his head, his tone was stiff, and his face was flushed.
The aunt got up and went under the counter for a while, threw out a box of old pill boxes with some old packaging shells, looked at Yu Weixiao with disdain, and impatiently quoted the price, so she hurriedly reached out to ask for money, and hurried back to watch TV.
"No need to look for it." Yu Weixiao dropped a fifty and turned away as if he were fleeing.
The night outside the store is getting darker, and the future is dark as if there is no way out, but with the street lamps lit up one after another, I finally got a trace of comfort in the darkness.
With the help of the street lamp, Yu Weixiao opened the package and read the instructions carefully, then took off the tablets one by one and rolled them in a paper towel, and threw the packaging, instructions and receipts in the trash.
Wipe it out, just hope that the evil seed can also be wiped out.
Yu Weixiao comforted like this, hurried home, and the tears that couldn't be stopped were left on the road, and before arriving at the house, he wiped them dry......
"Eat-" Mother Ann was happily coming out of the kitchen with stacks of dishes, not knowing that Yu Weixiao had left for a short time, so she only blindly comforted her and said, "Come, finish eating happily, and there will be no worries!" ”
Yes, I hope to finish the medicine happily, and there will be no worries, Yu Wei encouraged himself in his heart, and said, "I want to drink a glass of water first." He ran to the kitchen and poured a glass of water, and while An's mother, who was busy serving food, didn't pay attention, Lisuo swallowed two pills.
This night, lying beside An Richu in fear, thinking about the remaining pills hidden under the dresser wrapped in paper towels, Yu Weixiao almost couldn't sleep all night, but his stomach did not respond as expected, and the instructions suggested that the pills should be examined by a doctor after three days of oral administration, and basically the tire could slip on the third day.
Yu Weixiao prayed that nothing would happen in the next two days, such as An's mother's whim cleaning and not even letting go of the dresser, or her own blood collapse and even angering An Richu, etc., with a worried heart, and the next day when she woke up, the dark circles under her eyes were comparable to that of a panda, and Yu Weixiao obviously felt that she had lost weight visibly after tossing for a night.
Fortunately, An Richu was very busy in the gymnasium for the past two days, and he had almost no time to accompany her, and he had to leave in a hurry after breakfast.
On the third night, after all the pills were eaten, Yu Weixiao took a bath, changed into clean clothes, and lay quietly on the bed, waiting for the expected abdominal pain to be like a strangulation and a river of blood.
After finishing the new training report, An Richu looked back and saw her stunned on the bed, and asked her curiously: "Why don't you play games today?" ”
Lying on the bed before going to bed and playing the latest game "Minion Run" is Yu Weixiao's recent hobby, and it is indeed a little special if you don't play it today.