Chapter 326: Psychosis
Xie Tianya has been determined to let his parents live a happy life since he was a child, so he studied hard, even if he didn't study, because for him, learning was the only way out.
After sixteen years of school, I thought I could earn wages with my own hands to honor my parents, but unconsciously, I became an old man.
Xie Tianya studied marketing, because when he was admitted to university, salesman was a very popular profession, but when he graduated, he found that salesman is a profession that is the most grandson, and the most hateful thing is that not everyone can be this grandson, but more are taken by those with social experience.
Looking at his father, who was smoking a cigarette with his head down, and his mother, who was doing manual work with a sad face on the side, Xie Tianya gritted his teeth and said in a deep voice: "Dad, why don't I go to work in my uncle's factory!" ”
After hearing this, my father raised his head helplessly, his eyes were shining, and he choked up and said, "Tianya, your father has no ability!" ”
"Dad, I don't blame you, it's me who is useless!"
"It's all my fault, I'm sick ......"
The mother sobbed softly on the side, and the father did not try to persuade the mother, but just patted her on the shoulder, looked at Xie Tianya and said, "Tianya, a manly man, there is nothing that cannot be endured!" ”
"Hmm!" Xie Tianya nodded, his hand tugging at his trouser leg vigorously, he was unwilling, not at all.
My mother's health has been sick all the year round, and she is just a medicine jar, but my father, who is only forty-five years old, is already bald, and earns fifty yuan every day by giving people and cement on the construction site, and his hands are already as full of ravines as the dried old bark. I didn't help at all, and I also pulled a lot of debt to my parents because I went to college!
"I'm going to my uncle's house!" Xie Tianya didn't want to shed tears in front of his parents, so he turned around and prepared to go out.
"Tianya, take some money and buy something for your uncle!" After Dad finished speaking, he walked to the inner room and took out a tattered wallet from under the bed, which was there when Xie Tianya was in elementary school, and it has been sixteen years since then.
"I have!" Without waiting for his father to take the money out of his wallet, Xie Tianya turned around and went out.
As soon as I went out, the tears couldn't stop sliding down, and I pinched my face vigorously and walked towards the bank across the road.
Inserted the bank card into the ATM ATM, looked at the balance on it, and there were only three hundred and twenty-three yuan and two cents, which he earned by working part-time in college for four years, and when he was in school, he naively thought that he could use the money to buy something for his parents, but after graduation, he found that no matter what his parents wanted money, it was already good.
After hesitating for a while, he finally withdrew all the money.
Xie Tianya was reluctant to spend fifteen yuan on a taxi, and he was reluctant to spend even a dollar on the bus, so he walked to the downstairs of the community where his uncle's house was located under the scorching June sun.
When he arrived downstairs in the community, he was already sweating like rain.
After swallowing a few mouthfuls of saliva, he finally didn't buy himself a bottle of water to quench his thirst, but used the money to buy a soft-decorated yellow crane tower and a fruit basket for his uncle, and went straight to his uncle's house.
When he walked downstairs, Xie Tianya stopped, stood in the shadow of the building for a while, and when the sweat on his body was almost dry, he stepped upstairs.
After going up to the third floor and taking a few deep breaths in front of the door, Xie Tianya knocked on the door.
"Who!"
It was the eldest aunt who opened the door, and it took Xie Tianya a long time to squeeze out a smile on his face, and exclaimed with a smile: "Hello eldest aunt!" ”
When the eldest aunt saw that the knocker turned out to be Xie Tianya, her face was very surprised, but soon, the surprise on her face was replaced by undisguised ridicule: "Yo, this is not our college student, why are you here?" ”
If I hadn't asked my uncle to find a job, I would never have entered his door.
When my mother was sick, all my relatives borrowed it, and no one urged his family to repay the money, only the uncle's family, urging my father to repay the money every day, and said everywhere that if his mother died, it didn't matter who would go to the money, and since then he has never been guilty of any further crimes, but he has only occasionally visited the door during the New Year.
"The end of the world is coming, come in!" The uncle came out of the house, and while motioning for Xie Tianya to enter the house, he took the things in Xie Tianya's hand, and it could be seen from the smile on his face that he was laughing not because of this nephew, but because of the cigarette.
"What, this is developed outside and come back to honor me?" Uncle Yin and Yang smiled weirdly.
He obviously knew that Xie Tianya didn't find a job before returning home, but he deliberately said this to embarrass Xie Tianya, but fortunately, he was used to it, and he had heard this kind of thing not a thousand times but eight hundred times over the years.
Xie Tianya smiled awkwardly and said, "No, this is not why you want your uncle to find a living!" ”
After hearing this, the uncle looked at him with a very surprised look, so he exclaimed in surprise: "Why, you can't find a job as a college student?" ”
"Dad, what do you know, the current college students are not fart, they are not high, no one wants to use them!" At this moment, the eldest cousin Liu Qinqin walked out of the house, and glanced at Xie Tianya with disdain as she walked.
"It's not like that, those college students on TV are robbing and stealing, you can't do those things at the end of the world, although your family is poor, but we have to be ambitious!" The eldest aunt also said, as if she was afraid that Xie Tianya would borrow money from his family.
Xie Tianya smiled bitterly and said, "Auntie, I know that for the sake of my parents, I won't do anything like that." Don't you come to my uncle, I want to work in his factory. ”
"Oh, Tianya, you know, I'm just a workshop director, and I can't say anything about such a big thing, but if you want, I'll think of a way for you, but it's just ......" Hearing this, the uncle's face was full of sadness, and he said it as if it was a real thing.
"Uncle, just say it!" Xie Tianya couldn't listen to this bent and footless words anymore, and his face was full of red face that he had already said by the cynicism of their family, and asked dryly.
"You also know this, what are the people of our country mixed up, it is a mixed relationship, but the relationship is a relationship, and when you walk around, you can't help but give people a meaning!"
Xie Tianya was a little surprised when he heard this, originally he felt that although he was at odds with his uncle's family, he would help him for the sake of being a junior, but he didn't expect him to make such a request to him.
"Uncle, you also know my family, see if you can talk about it first, when I go to work, I will pay it back with my salary!" Xie Tianya looked at him pleadingly.
"What a year, now it's all about taking money to find a relationship first, how can you find a relationship first and then get money!" My cousin said disdainfully as she trimmed her toenails.
Although Liu Qinqin is twenty-nine years old, she is still not married, and she is like a girl. At home, he was wearing a short purple nightgown, his left leg was on his right leg, the scenery under the skirt was somewhat exposed, and the white and tender thighs were also clearly exposed.
Xie Tianya's hatred is itching, it is not so difficult for his uncle to arrange for others to enter the factory, but it is so difficult for him.
"Xiaoqin, how can you speak, our family is a college student, so it doesn't take so much trouble to let him enter the factory! Oh the end of the world, if I don't ask you, you can wait for news at home! "The uncle deliberately made a look of teaching his eldest cousin.
"Then I'll go first!" Xie Tianya turned around and walked out of the house after hearing this.
"You didn't see the way he just looked at me!"
"What kind of college student, it's not bullshit, it's the same useless thing as his dad!"
"Okay, people haven't gone far yet, don't talk about it!"
As soon as the door was closed, Xie Tianya heard the ridicule of the family inside, and his fists couldn't help but clench.
But he soon let go again, and reluctantly walked into the sun-filled street outside.
"Successful people are people who will wait for opportunities in the light!" This sentence was taught to him by his teacher when he was in college, Xie Tianya also believes in this sentence, he believes that as long as people stick to their beliefs, they will always see hope under the sun, but now they feel that this sentence is wrong......
Xie Tianya knew that there would be no news from the uncle at all, but he would take it off again and again. Unconsciously, Xie Tianya walked to his cousin's shop.
"Cousin!" After entering the door, he looked at his second cousin Liu Min, who was putting his clothes away, and shouted.
The second cousin was very happy to see Xie Tianya, and said with a smile: "Hehe, our college student is back!" ”
Seeing the second cousin, the mood is also a little more comfortable, compared with Liu Qinqin's beauty and Liu Min's beauty, one in the sky and one underground, compared to her, Liu Qinqin is like a prostitute who is coquettish to all kinds of men.
Liu Min is the daughter of the second uncle's family, the second uncle died early, the second aunt remarried, and she only finished junior high school and worked to support herself. She paid for most of Xie Tianya's college trips, and her cousin always proudly told others that his brother was a college student. Xie Tianya knew that his cousin was happy that he had finished her college dream for her.
Liu Min is 1.6 meters tall and has a very thin figure, although her breasts and buttocks are not as plump as her eldest sister, but her natural baby face, and long hair draped casually over her shoulders, coupled with a charming smile often hanging on the corner of her mouth, looks like a doll and is lovely.
"Why did you want to come to see me?" My cousin stopped what she was doing and said with a smile.
Xie Tianya took out a cigarette and told her about the matter at her uncle's house, Liu Min frowned and said: "Let's not ask them, or you can do it with me, a handsome guy like you should be good at selling women's clothes, but I'm afraid of wronging you!" ”
When Liu Min said this, Xie Tianya's mind moved, and he said, "Cousin, shall I take two pieces of clothing from you and sell them first?" I'll give you money when it's sold out! ”
My cousin looked at him in surprise and said, "What do you want to do!" ”
"I want to try it at the night market!"
"Oh, that's a good way to do it, and it's a lot of money to sell it at the night market for a night, but thank you, it's a mess over there, can you do it?" Liu Min looked at him with some concern.
"Okay, no problem! I used to set up a stall with my classmates when I was in college! Xie Tianya said with a smile when he saw that his cousin agreed.
"Hehe, Xie Tianya is getting more and more handsome, now he has to be 1.85 meters, he is much taller than me, you are just too thin, you have to pay more attention to your body, when will you bring your girlfriend back for me to see......" The cousin took the clothes from the shelves and chatted with Xie Tianya about family life.
At the mention of the three words girlfriend, Xie Tianya smiled helplessly and said, "Let's talk about it!" ”
Liu Min skillfully picked out a few fashionable clothes for Xie Tianya, put them in a big textile bag, and put a big burden in them.
"It's all marked with a price, don't sell it less than 60 percent. Oh yes, give you some change, go to find money for people, and then you take this, there is a lot of fake money in the night market, I'll go to you when I close, pay attention to yourself! ”
Not allowing Xie Tianya to refuse, Liu Min took out a handful of ten yuan and twenty change from his waist bag and stuffed it into Xie Tianya's pocket, and took out a small lamp for checking money and put it in his pocket.
"Well, got it, thank you cousin!" Xie Tianya thanked him with a grateful face, and he was really grateful to his cousin for helping him all the time, and he once secretly swore that as long as he was rich, he would let his cousin live a good life.
"Okay, don't say it, be careful yourself, I'll close the door and go over!" Liu Min still told Xie Tianya uneasily.
Coming out of his cousin's shop, Xie Tianya set off towards the bus stop, this time he had to choose to take the bus, he was carrying such a large bag of clothes, it was impossible to walk away from the place where the night market was.
There weren't many people at noon, there were only a few passengers in the car, Xie Tianya chose to sit in the last row, on the one hand, it was convenient to put things, and on the other hand, he could go and take a rest.
The most important thing in learning marketing is psychology, and the teacher often instills in them some ideas that are upward every day, but Xie Tianya has already begun to question whether what the teacher said is true.
He tried to take a deep breath, comforting himself in his heart, life is not as bad as he thought, as the teacher said, waiting in the light, there will always be hope.
After reversing the car twice, Xie Tianya came to the night market.
The so-called night market is actually a road next to the industrial park, where there are factories such as textiles, shoes and toys, and most of these factories are girls, so many people come here to sell some daily necessities and knick-knacks that girls like, and gradually form a scale.
It was already three o'clock in the afternoon, and although there were only girls walking around in pairs, the place was already full of vendors selling all kinds of goods.
Xie Tianya found an empty seat and put down the bag, took out a big bag that his cousin had put into him, and spread all the clothes on the big bag. Seeing that everyone else was shouting or shouting with a loudspeaker, he didn't have the courage to raise his voice to scream, and he didn't even know what to say when others came to see.
"Damn, how do you make money like that?"
"I don't have money and I want a butt face, besides, you have a face!"
After struggling in his heart for a long time, Xie Tianya finally made up his mind, and just as he was about to open his mouth to sell, a strong man with a shaved head walked towards him viciously, and pointed at him viciously as he walked: "Hey, hey, who let you set up a stall here!" ”
Xie Tianya looked at him puzzled and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”
"What's the matter, what do you say, you have to pay the fee for setting up a stall here!" The bald head arrogantly pointed at Xie Tianya and shouted.
This place is a highway, not a commercial street at all, where does the payment of the fee come from? But thinking of my cousin's words, this place is very messy, and looking at the arrogant appearance of this bald head and the muscles on his body, Xie Tianya was also a little nervous, and asked in fear: "Big brother, how much is it?" ”
"Five hundred in January!" The bald head stretched out five fingers and glared at Xie Tianya.
"Five hundred!" Xie Tianya stared at him with wide eyes, five hundred yuan, and his mother couldn't earn this money by doing needlework at home for a month.
"Bald, fucking hurry up until you're out!" In a tin house by the side of the road, a few people dressed as thugs were urging him.
"Hey, here, boy, if you want to set up a stall, pay for it, and send it to me later!" After saying that, the bald head ran back to the store and played cards.
An aunt who was selling miscellaneous things next to her came over, looked at Xie Tianya and said, "Young man, this place is like this, those people are bullies!" ”
"Nobody cares about them?" Xie Tianya looked at the group of gangsters and asked the aunt puzzled.
"Manage, who cares, they still have two temporary workers at the police station, how can they care!" The aunt shook her head helplessly, and tidied up her stall.
Sweeping away pornography and cracking down on illegal pornography, I really don't know where to sweep and where to fight. There would be such a ruffian in a small place like this, Xie Tianya spread out his clothes depressedly, thinking in his heart to see the situation and then say, if it sells well, he will pay the five hundred yuan.
Liu Min gave Xie Tianya a good style, and the price was not very expensive, and soon many working girls picked up a few clothes they liked from here. There are more than fifty pieces of clothes, and by six o'clock they have sold twelve pieces, although they are sweating hot, but they have earned one hundred and twenty yuan, which is not much worse than going to work, and I am very satisfied.
"Bang ......"
Someone kicked Xie Tianya from behind, and immediately fell and ate.
"***, I don't understand what you're saying, I'm not allowed to sell it here without paying the money!" The bald head stood behind Xie Tianya and shouted fiercely.
There were also a few people standing behind him, smoking cigarettes and looking at Xie Tianya with disdain.
Looking at this group of people, Xie Tianya felt scared, really scared, and his thighs and stomach couldn't help shaking.
"Pay the money!" The bald head stretched out his hand and shouted impatiently.
The benefits here are good, and the five hundred yuan that can be sold will definitely be earned, thinking of this, Xie Tianya took out the money from his pocket and counted it.
"Smack......
The bald head snatched the money in Xie Tianya's hand, and said proudly: "If you have more to honor, you can sell it with confidence, no one dares to touch you!" ”
The bald head would rob money was something Xie Tianya didn't expect, and looked at the bald head with wide eyes and shouted, "How can you rob money!" ”
The bald head glared at Xie Tianya viciously, and gave Xie Tianya a look that I will kill you if he talked nonsense again, his fierce eyes, Xie Tianya couldn't help but take a step back. Seeing that Xie Tianya retreated, the bald head also swaggered away.
At this moment, the aunt next to her came over and said kindly: "Don't reason with them, it's not worth being beaten." Sell it here, see how well you sell, and the money will be earned back soon! ”
Xie Tianya also slowed down, his cousin gave himself nearly 400 yuan in change, and he sold more than 400 yuan of clothes just now, and nearly 1,000 yuan was robbed by others, and it was in broad daylight, nearly 1,000 yuan, and his family's living expenses in a month couldn't be spent so much!
Thinking of this, Xie Tianya raised his leg and chased after the bald head, shouting while chasing: "I won't sell it, you give me back the money!" ”
"Smack......
A bottle of mineral water smashed into Xie Tianya's face.
The bald head pointed at Xie Tianya fearlessly and shouted: "It's okay if you don't sell it, if you don't sell it, you will pack up your things and get out of the house immediately!" ”
"You give me the money!" Xie Tianya's left eye was hurt by the mineral water, some of them couldn't open it, some of them couldn't open it, one hand covered his eyes, and the other hand was stretched out to the bald head.
"Money, what money? Who took your money? Brother, did I rob him of his money? The bald head said innocently.
"No, we are cultural people, how can we do that kind of illegal and undisciplined thing!" A group of thugs shouted from the sidelines.
Xie Tianya gritted his teeth and looked at the bald head: "You robbed me of my money!" ”
"You can't talk nonsense, who robbed you of your money!" The bald head stepped forward and looked at Xie Tianya with an expressionless face.
"You!"
"......"
Without saying a word, the bald head hit Xie Tianya's stomach with a heavy punch, and the severe pain made Xie Tianya unbearable, and he couldn't help but fall to the ground.
Seeing that Xie Tianya had fallen to the ground, the gangsters also stepped forward and stepped on Xie Tianya's body.
Xie Tianya's mind was blinded at that time, and he didn't make any counterattack at all, just like a lamb to be slaughtered.
"Bald, what are you doing again!" At this moment, two people in police uniforms came over and scolded the bald head and the others.
"Officer Li, I'm wronged, this guy didn't say that I robbed the money!"
When Xie Tianya heard that a police officer was coming, he struggled to stagger to his feet, pointed to his bald head and shouted, "That's it...... He robbed it, and everyone else saw it......"
The policeman frowned after hearing this, looked at the bald head and said, "Is this really the case?" ”
"Whoever saw it, ask them who saw it!" The bald head pointed loudly at the group of vendors who were selling things and watching the excitement, looking confident.
Xie Tianya cast a look of help to the people who were watching the excitement, but everyone was avoiding his eyes, everyone turned around and left as if they were afraid of disaster, Xie Tianya's eyes widened, looking at this group of people whose conscience had been eaten by dogs.
"Young man, don't talk nonsense, go and bandage it!" The policeman looked at Xie Tianya with threatening eyes.
Xie Tianya turned his face and stared at the bald head, his eyes were full of anger and perseverance, and he shouted in a low voice: "Give me back the money!" ”
"Bang ......"
The bald head punched Xie Tianya in the face, and Xie Tianya only felt that his brain was clouded, and he fell to the ground groggy.
His mouth was full of dirt, and his bald head lowered his body and tore Xie Tianya's collar with both hands and shouted, "Stinky boy, do you know me?" If you don't know me, let you know that Lao Tzu is bald, and if you have a seed, come to me, fuck! ”
After speaking, he smashed Xie Tianya's head to the ground again.
I only felt that something hard was bothering me, and Xie Tianya fainted.
"This SB has no eyesight at all!"
"Brother Liu, this kind of SB should be educated well, you dare to be so arrogant, it's lawless!"
"That's it, go out and let the door squeeze, run here to spread the wild!"
"College students, bullshit college students! It's not as good as even collecting rags! ”
"It's not a fart, let me find him a job, dream about it......"
"Thank Tianya, it's Dad who has no ability, I'm sorry for you!"
"It's all my body that drags you down......"
"Thank Tianya, let's break up, you're not suitable for me!"
"Thank Tianya, you have to go to school hard, and even your cousin's share has to work hard......"
The self-blaming looks of his parents, the concerned smiles of his cousins, the disdainful eyes of his classmates, and the cynicism of relatives and friends all appeared in Xie Tianya's mind at this moment, and they seemed to be standing beside him, constantly pointing at themselves.
"Ah......h
The bright world, this is the bright world, some people can do nothing but be high, but a family like Xie Tianya can only survive like an ant every day!
Instead of waiting in the light, it is better to be perverted in the dark!
Everyone present was startled by the hysterical roar, only to see Xie Tianya staggering to his feet, blood sliding down his hair and cheeks onto his clothes, blood mixed with the dirt on his body, and became a black stain.
Xie Tianya stared at the bald head, in his eyes, the bald face was constantly changing, and all the people who laughed at him and sarcastically mocked him were all concentrated on this face......
Xie Tianya's tongue licked the blood from the corners of his mouth, and his neck writhed like a neurosis, making a bone sound of "crunch, crunch"!
"Hmph...... Hum hum ...... "sneer, a cold laugh that makes people hairy."
"Fuck, let you play the hell!" Although the bald head looked at Xie Tianya's nervous appearance and was hairy, he still rushed forward and kicked Xie Tianya's stomach.
"Puff......" A stream of blood spurted out of Xie Tianya's mouth.
A few thugs saw that they were bare-handed, and they all stepped forward and punched and kicked Xie Tianya.
But I don't know if Xie Tianya hit the wood or was already stupid, that is, he didn't shout, he didn't struggle, he let those people's feet stomp on his head, and he didn't hide at all, and let everyone kick and hit his body.
"Bald, stop it, if you keep fighting, you'll be killed!" Officer Liu looked at Xie Tianya's body, which was already paralyzed with blood, and shouted in fear.
If you kill someone right under your nose, you won't do it, and you'll get into trouble if you don't get it right.
Everyone stopped hearing this, and a few thugs also looked at Xie Tianya with scruples: "He won't be killed, right?" ”
"That...... Bald, I didn't see anything today! Hearing this, the policeman quickly turned around and left nervously.
Seeing this, a few thugs were also afraid that they would kill people, so they said in a panic: "That bald brother, I also left beforehand!" ”
The bald face was also blue and white for a while, and he was a little scared, it's not a matter of making a fuss, this kid won't really die, right? couldn't help but stepped forward and kicked Xie Tianya twice.
Xie Tianya has been waiting, waiting for everyone to be tired, and everyone thinks that he is dead, and he will make a move on his only target.
As soon as the bald head kicked Xie Tianya twice, Xie Tianya exerted his strength in vain, holding his legs and throwing him to the ground. At the same time, it quickly rode on top of him.
"Bang...... Bang...... Bang......"
Xie Tianya didn't hesitate at all, nor did he make any superfluous movements, everything was done in one go.
When he got on the bald man's body, he grabbed the bald man's neck with both hands and hit his face hard with his forehead.
The gangsters and policemen who hadn't gone far saw this scene and hurriedly ran over to help, but after running closer, everyone didn't dare to take a step closer, and those who watched the excitement were also covering their mouths in fright, and some girls turned their heads.
"Bang...... Bang...... Burst...... Poof......"
Xie Tianya kept hitting his bald face, and the sound changed from the initial bone collision sound to the sound like someone was hitting a watermelon with his head.
And the bald man's face was already bloody and fleshy, and the dirt under the head had turned black and red, and some white liquid had slid from his face to the ground, and on the black and red ground, there was an eyeball, which was the bald head's eyeball......
"Pull him away, and if you hit him again, you'll be bald and you'll die!" Officer Liu shouted with a pale face.
Only then did the little gangster react, and stepped forward to kick Xie Tianya away.
Seeing the bald appearance, no one dared to step forward to lift him, nor did they dare to move Xie Tianya again, everyone was frightened and broke out in a cold sweat.
They all remembered a sentence in their hearts: The rabbit is in a hurry and bites, let alone a dignified seven-foot man!
And Xie Tianya looked at these gangsters who had just flaunted their might, but at this time, they were overwhelmed by their actions, even the policeman was there and was talking on the phone in fear, and the eyes of the people who watched the excitement looked at him from pity to terrible.
"Hahaha...... Hahaha......" Xie Tianya looked up to the sky and laughed wildly in a hoarse voice.
After a month of investigation, testing and diagnosis, Xie Tianya was diagnosed with neuropathy.
Split personality, known as dissociative disorder in scientific terms, is characterized by the dissociation of the patient's conscious activities or memories that cause pain in his inner mind from the entire mental level in order to protect himself, but also the loss of his self-wholeness. The doctor believes that the cause of Xie Tianya's split personality is the pressure of life, and the cause of his illness is the bullying of his bald head. And according to our criminal law, there is no criminal responsibility for anything done by neuropathy at the time of onset!
Some people have a split personality that becomes a psychopath, while others evolve into a second personality. And it is very different from its own personality.
Xie Tianya has evolved a second personality, and now he is calm and terrifying, his brain is like a machine calculating every minute in detail, and even his body functions are changing.
The doctor said that this was because his second personality had stimulated the potential of his human body, but this was not a good thing, and it was possible that his body could not bear all this sudden and could lead to sudden death. Anyway, he has gone from being a normal person to being mentally ill!