【432】Is it okay to have no children?
Jun Jinyan didn't say anything more, just lowered his head and lowered his eyes to look at his hands that were being held. Her hand, as if she was protecting his hand, obviously couldn't wrap his hand, and she tried to open her fingers, trying to wrap it.
"I'll know the results of the Lu Dao examination in a while, don't think about it now, do you know the Lu Dao?" Xia Qi said, leaning forward, and her lips gently kissed the tip of Jun Jinyan's nose, soothing his emotions.
"Well, I got it." He replied in a low voice.
1 hour later, the expert doctor looked at the examination report in his hand, while Xia Qi waited nervously, but Jun Jinyan lowered his head and did not look at the doctor, just stared at the wedding ring on his finger.
"There is no big problem, both of them are very healthy, the reason why they are not pregnant should be related to mental and emotional aspects, sometimes they may be too anxious and nervous, too much expectation, so it will not be easy to conceive. As long as the mind is relaxed, and the timing is right. "I'll prescribe some medicines, and then according to the physical condition of the two of you, I will make a periodic table that will indicate which days are easy to conceive." ”
Hearing what the doctor said, Xia Qi's previous nervousness finally disappeared, and she finally had a smile on her face. Now the situation is much better than she imagined!
After taking the medicine and returning to the car with Jun Jinyan, Xia Qi smiled and looked at Jun Jinyan, who was still calm, "What's wrong, aren't you happy?" The doctor said that there was no problem, and that as long as we followed the doctor's instructions, we might have a child soon. ”
Jun Jinyan looked back at Xia Qi and suddenly said, "Can I have no children?" ”
"What?" Xia Qi paused for a moment, and did not react to his sudden words.
"Nothing." He said, starting the car and driving away from the hospital.
Along the way, the carriage was quiet, and neither of them spoke again. Jun Jinyan just drove silently, while Xia Qi looked at Jun Jinyan's side from time to time, thinking about what he just said.
When he said that, did he hope to have no children?
But all along, he is more eager to have a child than her, he often says that he hopes that she will have a child soon, that a life will be born to inherit their bloodline, and that she can love him more because of it.
Even when she was afraid of pregnancy and bought birth control pills, he lost his temper, locked her in the apartment for three whole days, and sent Huang Huahua to monitor her, just so that she would not have a chance to take birth control pills.
And obviously last night, when he was in bed, he still hugged her and told her that for the first time in his life, he was nervous about the examination, and he would think about the results and worry. It can be seen that he wants children very much. So why did he say anything to her, can she have no children or anything like that?
Could he ...... Xia Qi thought of a possibility, and her heart trembled unconsciously. There were some things that she thought were fine, but he still minded, and was still stabbed, and then went to think about it more.
When he returned to the apartment, Xia Qi said to Jun Jinyan, "Jinyan, let's talk." When she said this, her tone was very serious.
His eyes were raised, and he didn't seem surprised that she was talking so seriously about the conversation at this moment, "Okay." Where to talk? Living room? ”
"No, study." As she spoke, she lifted her feet and walked towards the study. And two seconds after he came, he followed her footsteps and entered the study together.
Xia Qi turned on the light in the study, and suddenly, a bright white light poured into the entire room. In front of the sofa in the study, there was a projector equipment, Xia Qi said to Jun Jinyan, "Where did you put the videos that your mother took for you when you were a child?" ”
A few days ago, she mentioned to him that she wanted to take a look, and she knew that he should have taken it from the main mansion of the monarch family.
"In the third drawer of the cabinet on your left." Jun replied, a hint of puzzlement flashed in his eyes, and he didn't understand why she suddenly wanted something at this time.
Xia Qi opened the drawer and looked at the CDs. Obviously, these discs should have been copied later. After all, there were no CDs at that time, they were all videotapes. Unless there is one of those old VCRs, there is no way to watch it.
On the top of the disc, it is indicated what period it was taken and what age it was taken, so it is also very easy to find. Xia Qi took out one of the 1-and-a-half-year-old CDs, put it in the computer, turned on the projector, and then turned off the light.
The contents of the CD began to play on the projection screen. In the picture, Jun Jinyan looked like when he was 1 and a half years old, although he already had a beautiful face at that time, short black hair, fair skin, and big phoenix eyes, small nose and red lips, it seems that as long as he adds a small white circle of light on his head and two white wings on his back, he will be a full little angel.
But unlike the little angels in those magazines and pictorials, there is no expression on his beautiful face, and those phoenix eyes are even more empty and terrifying. Even though Xia Qi has been accustomed to seeing Jun Jinyan's eyes since he was a child, when he looked at his eyes when he was one and a half years old at this time, he still had a kind of trembling.
At that time, he looked less like a human being, but only like a lifeless, shelled wooden man. He was just sitting in a chair and didn't react to the camera.
Although Jun Jinyan's mother, Xia Qi's mother-in-law Song Yi's voice kept appearing, talking to the little one, and gesturing with his hands in various movements, hoping to induce him to make some kind of response, but he didn't have any response, just sat blankly.
As soon as the picture turned, it became the way he learned to walk, Song Yi appeared in the picture, holding the little Jun Jinyan, letting his feet touch the ground, and then moving forward with both hands step by step. But when Song Yi's hand was released, he sat on the ground again.
"Xiaoyan, come, come to Mom." Song Yi clapped her hands together, trying to get her son's attention, while her mouth kept shouting Jun Jinyan's nickname, hoping that her son would be able to walk towards her by himself.
But Jun Jinyan still didn't give any reaction.
Just like the previous picture, there was still no expression on that beautiful little face, and even the direction of his gaze did not look at Song Yi.
But Song Yi seemed to be tired of clapping his palms constantly, or holding all kinds of gadgets, just to make his eyes look at her, so that he could react to the stimulation of the outside world.