Chapter 45: Walking Side by Side
"Did Qin Xiu tell you? Our business is over, do you want to go back with him? I'm afraid my in-laws are in a hurry! "They have been married for so long, and they have long passed the time of shyness. Kira rubbed her face gently.
"Is it really over?" Gu Renke couldn't believe this, and said deliberately.
"Of course, the spies returned, and the barbarians fled north. For them, all they have to do now is to escape from the poisonous land, and those who can survive are strongmen, but for the time being, they don't have the strength to attack. ”
"Don't say it, I don't have much hope." Gu Ren smiled, helped her wash her hair, wrapped her hair in a cloth, and rubbed it gently, she was going to sleep later, and if she slept with her hair wet, she would have a headache the next day.
"The battle is over. The rise of a nation outside the border will take at least ten years. So we have at least ten years to live well. Kira let out a long sigh of relief. Now they are not really extinct, but if they want to rise again, it will take a long time, and this Kira is not very worried. Ten years, ten years later, do you still have this ambition to put on the robe again? Maybe at that time, she has a child of her own, and for her, children are more important.
Gu Ren heard her use 'we', so her thoughts, still want to spend the remaining ten years of peace with him?
"Aren't you angry?" This is what Gu Ren has always wanted to ask, in fact, these days, he has always wanted to apologize to Qiluo Daolu, but he has never had time. There's no chance, and now that she's said 'we', shouldn't they talk about it.
"What?" Kira couldn't remember for a moment.
"I was wrong to say that to you that day. I'm sorry. I've always known that you don't have anything to do with Cheng An. He's nothing to do with you, so I'm forcing you to listen to the. I'm sorry. Gu Ren put down Qiluo's hair and faced Qiluo by himself.
Qiluo remembered that Gu Ren was talking about this, and laughed, "Won't you let me go this time?" ”
"I didn't want to let you go, I just didn't want you to take the Cheng family to heart, I don't like it. Now, though, I understand. I loved you in my last life and guarded you all my life, I should have seen you desperately save people. It's really beautiful, it's beautiful. ”
"Because it's beautiful to save people?" Qiluo said deliberately, she actually understood what Gu Ren meant, she just didn't want to listen to Gu Ren's apology, Gu Ren was right. They are all ordinary people. They will have the emotions of ordinary people. So think about it, what Gu Ren said that day must not be wrong. Now she didn't need his apology.
"You are beautiful at all times, but when you save people, I seem to see your soul. In my last life, I must have seen this, so I will follow you for the rest of my life. Gu Ren laughed lightly and kissed her forehead. He doesn't express himself very well.
"I didn't stay for the Cheng family, this battle started because of me. I should take my responsibility; And the coexistence with the soldiers is not because of the Cheng family or Taijun. It's because I'm a military man. Kira felt that it was better to explain, or rather, she was thinking about it.
"When I got here, I remembered that I was a soldier?" Gu Ren chatted casually, the Cheng family was no longer a problem, he respected Taijun and these soldiers, and at this time it was just a night talk between their husband and wife.
"I love these soldiers. In the end, even if they couldn't move because they were so injured that they could only wait to die, they would still let me go first. At the end of the day, they would give me a dagger, and then drag their broken body in front of me, so that I could have time to kill myself! Obviously, they also have parents, wives and children. There was also a child among them, only fifteen or sixteen years old, who was crying and telling me that he missed his mother. But he was the first to stand in my way. Isn't it a lovely bunch of people? ”
Qiluo leaned on the bathtub, thinking about the things that moved her one by one over the years, and thinking about it at this time, what made her persist for eighteen years may not be the faith of the Cheng family, not the death of Cheng An, but these lovely comrades. Because she couldn't bear to watch them leave, she desperately thought about saving them and helping them.
"You asked me that day, in the last life, if this was my life. yes, that's my eighteen years. In the past 18 years, there have been countless such moments of crisis. Every time, they get in front of me like this. Therefore, even if I am trapped in Yanmen Pass today, I will still stay at the bottom of the line, because I am afraid that I will regret it. I left them behind to escape on my own, and I will spend the rest of my life in regret. ”
"So it's good now, I understand you and I know more about our past. I'm happy now. Gu Ren smiled heartily.
"I don't really understand." Kira didn't quite understand what that meant.
"We were! I used to watch you from afar, but I was afraid that if you died, I couldn't get closer to see you and help you. In this life, you married me, slowly approached me, and now you love me. So, I'm happy now. ”
Gu Ren smiled, these days, in addition to being busy going in and out, he still looked at Qiluo from a distance, watching her save people, thinking about his previous life, whether he also looked at her like this, he must have felt different at that time. Now that I think that the busy woman is my own, and he is busy in and out, it is for his own woman, and I feel very sweet when I think about it. Because at this point, he can stand by her side.
Qiluo thinks about it, Gu Ren in the previous life really didn't have any impression. After her death, her soul has been following the tablet, but maybe she only focuses on what she wants to pay attention to, and she has no impression at all.
"Just live this life well. In this life, I will guard you. Kira smiled and leaned over and kissed him on the lips.
"Don't seduce me now, I don't have the strength." Gu Ren immediately took a step back, patted her lightly, and continued to help her wipe her hair.
Qiluo Zhilu said that Gu Ren was not lacking in strength, but worried that she was too tired, in fact, she was also too tired. Even if she teases a little, she really misfires, but in fact, she can't afford it. Laughing, she didn't tease him anymore.
The next day, after seeing the patient, Kira suddenly realized that she really didn't seem to have anything to do, and everyone knew everything. There were no critical patients waiting for her to be saved, and for a while, she was at a loss.
"What's wrong?" Gu Ren came over.
"Come with me for a walk!" Kira looked sideways at her husband. In the previous life, as long as she turned around, Gu Ren would be behind her. They could talk a few words, but they weren't familiar with it at all. And at this time, it's really good that Gu Ren can stand by her side, and she can say to him very calmly, 'Let's go together.' Qiluo really realized what Gu Ren meant by happiness yesterday, because they could get close, so they really felt very happy.
Gu Ren took her hand, and the two of them walked together on the stone road of the border city. The residents are slowly returning, there is a flow of people on the street, and it feels like there is life again. Kira laughed too.
"Doesn't that make you happier?" Qiluo looked at Gu Ren.
"The rest of your life?" Gu Ren smiled.
"Every time I see this, I'm happy, and then I'll slowly walk to the walls and see the battlefield." Qiluo took Gu Ren and walked up to the city wall, looking at the wilderness, although the battlefield had been cleared at this time, but the scorched black and some scattered siege equipment were still there, Gu Ren still saw the battlefield after the war for the first time, looking at this, it seemed to be able to imagine the blood flowing in the past.
"Whenever this happens, I think that one thing will be done. They keep waging war, for what? ”
"You shouldn't have told me that your husband is there, and you came to see him." Gu Ren joked. Qiluo said to herself that she had pointed to that wilderness and said to herself in the previous life that it was the place where Cheng An sacrificed, so she came to see him every year.
Qiluo raised his eyebrows and looked at Gu Ren, "Did you do it on purpose?" ”
"No, I think you should have been cute at that time. I will think, you didn't leave me for the glory of the Cheng family, you really love him, and your love is great. Gu Ren smiled, leaned on the city wall, looked at the wilderness, and thought, "I rushed to the city gate alone that day, and I actually didn't know what to do, so I wanted to rush to you quickly." Did you just want to tell you that reinforcements are coming? ”
"And what do you want to tell me?"
"Or rather, I'm coming?" Gu Ren stretched out his hand to her, "For you, here, it is your responsibility. And I'm not balanced, I don't know if you're mine or not. Or, I'm in your heart, or rather, I don't know who I am in the eyes of others. ”
"In the eyes of others?" The previous Kira understood, but in the latter sentence, he didn't quite understand what it meant.
"Your light can't be hidden, and your father-in-law will feel that it's a pity that you're not a son. I think what he has been thinking all along is that you should have had a better choice. Gu Ren sighed lightly, "Everyone thinks you are very prosperous, you married into Changchun Hall, Changchun Hall has been the same for a few years, and now you have even gained fame for me." So, I'm out of balance! ”
"And now?" Qiluo was very calm, and Gu Renneng told her, indicating that he had balanced, but she wanted to hear him say it in person.
"I told you, after going through this paragraph, I understood one thing. In the last life, I loved you because you are you. And I'm amazing, because you can't do without me. I believe that in the last life, you can't live without me. Gu Ren shook his head triumphantly.
Kira is a great doctor, but these days, he really sees that she really needs someone to take care of her. Thinking of the helplessness when I watched her in my last life, but couldn't help her. Well, now he can really take care of her. Kira is able to achieve the most under her own care.
"Yes, I really can't live without you, from the last life to this life." Kira squeezed his hand, "I feel very happy now, we can walk side by side; I can tell you that you are my always, best backing, how good it is! ”
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PS: It's finally finished.,Thank you for your support and love for Little P.,Although everyone has some other opinions on the setting of the heroine in this book.,It's the most unlikable heroine of Little P's family.,But this story is what Little P has always wanted to write.。 Thank you so much for all the way to the present. There will be later.
The new book has also been discussed with my editor~ I love everyone~