"Mom, Dad, I'm sorry......" he choked. They are so old, and they still follow themselves......

"Son...... Let's go home......" Jiang Yuwan persuaded him with pity, "We've been out for more than a month, it's time to be sensible, you are a man, men have to learn to analyze calmly and face it bravely, isn't it?" I don't know what Qinghe's diary says, but if Qinghe is here, she must not like the way you are now, what kind of person does she like, you understand, you have to continue like this, is it not in vain that Qinghe worked so hard to pull you onto the right path? Moreover, we have entrusted so many people to help us find Qinghe, as long as there is really a whereabouts, someone will tell us, so many pairs of eyes, don't you believe it? ”

With tears in his eyes, he nodded.

Holding the diary in his arms, he got up and left the cold river bank in silence... Da...

The next day, they returned to Beijing.

He put the diary under his pillow and slept night after night, as if his sister were with him, but he never had the courage to open it again......

Without reading her words, he could believe that his sister had not left him, and that she was a gust of wind, a drop of rain, and a new leaf around him......

The cold of early spring, has not faded, the wicker sprouted, he walked on the artificial waterfront of the community, the tender green new branches brushed on his face, revealing the breath of new rain, wet, fresh and tender, as if a morning thirteen years ago, someone took the military horn as an alarm clock, woke him up from his sleep, and pulled him to run with her......

"Uncle, what are you doing here?" A child beside him asked him childishly, interrupting his thoughts.

He lowered his head, and the child was crouching on the ground, poking his turtle with his tiny fingers.

"I'm ...... Walk the turtle! ”

The child laughed, "How can anyone walk a turtle!" ”

Once upon a time, there were such similar dialogues, but time has passed, and things are not people......

"Uncle, does your turtle have a name?" Although the child laughed at him, he was still full of curiosity about walking the turtle.

"Yes......" his voice was soft, like a dream, and his eyes looked into the distance, far, far away, "it's called Yiyi." ”

"Why is it called Yiyi? What a strange name! ”

He didn't speak, and the conversation rang in his ears:

"Sister, do you like my second child?"

"I like it! It's so cute! ”

"Sister, I'll bring a turtle to run tomorrow, you can come too!"

"Good! I'll bring the turtle too! ”

He believed that there was not a single word wrong in these few words, and everything about her was still so clear......

"Uncle, can you tell me? Why is it called one-to-one? Is it one, two, three, four? The child asked with a pouting when he saw that he was distracted.

He smiled slightly, "It's one, two, three, four, one, one...... It's a person, it's a little turtle, it's still a lifetime, a lifetime, a person, a single-minded ......"

Yes, he can still laugh.

In fact, he laughs a lot.

When he goes out in the morning, he will say goodbye to his parents with a smile, enter the law firm, greet his colleagues with a smile, and enter the office, he will stand at Ye Qinghe's desk with a smile for a long, long time, as if she is still sitting behind the desk, he wants her to see, look, sister, I listen to you, right? I will be strong, I will be brave, and I will face each day with a smile......

It's just that there is no warmth in his smile, no content, and it is terrifyingly empty, and even when he is laughing, his eyes are often unfocused, usually, he is smiling, but others don't know who he is smiling at......

There is often such a conversation in the office, after he walks by, female colleagues talk to each other, "Wow, Xiao Lu laughed just now!" Is it to smile at you? ”

Another colleague was puzzled, "Smile at me?" I saw him looking over there...... I thought I was smiling at you......"

In the law firm, there are more or less rumors that Xiao Lu's wife, the previous assistant Ye, passed away......

They thought that Xiao Lu would be very sad, but they didn't expect Xiao Lu to smile every day, but it was clear that he was talking to them, but they couldn't feel where his gaze fell and who his smile was aimed at......

He began to work, focusing and earnestly, just like when she was still in the assistant position outside the door for him as an assistant, and occasionally, he would look up at the office door and smile at the door, sister, you see, I can really do a good job......

On weekends, he will go very much