In the palm of her hand, it is all her touch.

When he was a child, whenever adults held his hand, he always held it like this, and they said, "If you hold your hand like this, it will not be easy to get lost." ”

So, he also likes to shake hands with her like this, which will make him feel that this way, he will not lose her.

And she won't be able to lose him!

Jun Jinyan's eyes finally closed slowly, Xia Qi gently stroked his forehead, and his fingertips paused slightly when they touched the scar on the corner of his forehead.

After a long time, after hearing his even breathing, she carefully ruffled his forehead hair and kissed him softly at the scar on his forehead.

"I'm sorry, but there's ...... I'll be with you, don't feel uneasy anymore. Every time I see you upset, I actually feel sad. She whispered, even though he was asleep and couldn't hear anything at all, but she still said it.

After saying that, she let out a long breath, pulled the thin quilt over him, and helped him cover it again, in case he slept cold.

Raising her head again and seeing her mother from a distance, Xia Qi closed her eyes again and slowly fell asleep.

After a while, Di Jun Jinyan, who had already fallen asleep, slowly opened his eyes, and his left hand, which was not held, was gently raised, touching the scar that she had kissed just now, where the temperature on her lips still remained.

Jun Jinyan's gaze slowly turned to the coffee table next to the sofa, even if there was only a slight moonlight at this moment, but his night vision ability could still allow him to see the sketchbook on the coffee table clearly.

His uneasiness stemmed from the paintings on the ground, as well as the words that Ye Nanqing came over today and asked Qiqi. He knew that Ye Nanqing would definitely continue to investigate. Once he finds out the truth, what choice will Kiki make?

Will you continue to stay by his side, or will you return to Ye Nanqing's side?

No, absolutely not!

This kind of thought, even as long as he thinks about it in his mind, he feels that the blood in his whole body is frozen, and it is completely unbearable!

"Kiki, I've always done anything to get you, can you think of it?" He spoke in a low voice, as if to himself, as if to say to her.

But the only thing that responded to him was each other's breath.

He curled up slowly, pressed his hands to his chest, and then looked at her with his eyes open, in the dimly lit room, quietly, almost greedily.

I want to see the wilderness, I want to see the old ......

Until one day, he no longer exists!

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When Xia Mei woke up in the morning, she saw Jun Jinyan sitting on the sofa, holding her daughter's hand, and quietly looking at her daughter's sleeping face.

These days, Jun Jinyan and her daughter's relationship, Xia Mei sees it in her eyes. If Xia Mei used to regard Jun Jinyan as a child who was dependent on her daughter, then now, it can almost be said that she is looking at Jun Jinyan with the eyes of her son-in-law.

In all fairness, if Jun Jinyan is not autistic, he is really a satisfied son-in-law in the hearts of most mothers-in-law. But when she thought of Jun Jinyan's autism, Xia Mei's heart was still a little twisted.

But at this time, seeing Jun Jinyan looking at her daughter so intently, Xia Mei felt a little emotional in her heart. With that focus, anyone can see that this man loves his daughter.

And love deeply, deeply.

With a sigh, Xia Mei got up, slowly walked to Jun Jinyan's side, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Xiaoyan, Mother Xia wants to talk to you a few words." ”

Jun Jinyan raised his head and looked at Xia Mei.

Xia Mei sat down next to Jun Jinyan and asked softly, "Do you really want to be with Kiki?" ”

"Hmm." He replied in a low voice, without the slightest hesitation.

"No matter what happens in the future, it won't hurt her?" Xia Mei continued to ask.

However, to Xia Mei's surprise, Jun Jinyan replied, "I don't know what to do." ”

"Why do you say that?" Xia Mei was a little surprised.

"If one day, Kiki doesn't want me, I don't know what I'll do." Whether he will go crazy, die, or despair, now he has no way of knowing.

Xia Mei was shocked and wanted to say something, but she didn't know how to say it. Back then, she was not blessed to get such a pure love, so she became an unmarried child, leaving her daughter without a father since she was a child.

And now, my daughter has received such an absolute love, but I don't know if it is a curse or a blessing!

"What if I don't agree with you being together?" Xia Mei Road.

Jun Jinyan was silent for a moment, and then suddenly said, "Is it because of my autism?" ”

Xia Mei was somewhat embarrassed to be seen through by a junior who saw through her deepest knot, but she still said, "I know that your autism has basically been cured now, but as a mother, I always hope that my daughter's other half is normal and healthy." ”

Jun Jinyan groaned, and his right hand was still clasped with the sleeping Xia Qi's left hand from beginning to end, "If I can, I also hope that I am healthy and can be fully worthy of Qiqi, but I am not." From the moment I was born, it was doomed that I wasn't. So, I can only keep making up for it with other things, I want to give her the best of everything, I want her to be by my side, I can smile happily, and if one day, she wants my life, I can also give it to her, as long as she doesn't dislike me. ”

A proud son of the sky, the president of the Jun family, the third young master of the Jun family, said in an almost humble tone in front of Xia Mei.

Xia Mei's heart was shocked. This child she has seen since she was a child, she naturally knows the Tao, once he says this, he really thinks so in his heart.

There will be no falsehood!

All morning, Xia Mei's mind was thinking about the conversation with Jun Jinyan in the early morning.

Jun Jinyan drove back to City B, and Xia Qi accompanied Xia Mei to the doctor to get the examination report.

At the end, the doctor told Xia Qi, "Your mother had surgery for heart myxoma two years ago, this disease will recur at any time, although it has been two years now, but the possibility is still there, plus your mother was hospitalized for sudden angina pectoris, so in the next six months, you should pay attention to your mother's body, and it is best to come to the hospital for regular check-ups every month." ”

"Is it that after two and a half years, the chance of recurrence will be smaller?" Xia Qi asked, when her mother was about to have surgery, she had also looked up relevant information on the Internet, and carefully asked her mother's attending doctor at that time.