Iniquity is self-seeding (8) the evil instinct
The contents of the stomach were all vomited out, and it felt slightly better. Gu Mingxi supported herself to stand up, rinsed her mouth, and slapped cold water on her cheeks. There were droplets of water on his face, which was as white as paper, and he couldn't tell whether it was water or tears, and his lips were chapped and oozing blood, and the smell of blood was like rust in his mouth.
Looking at himself in the mirror, Gu Mingxi took a deep breath and exhaled, as if he was about to spit out all the turbidity in his chest, and the left side was still heavy. With his legs trembling, he slowly walked out of the bathroom leaning against the wall, and squinted at him in the doorway, his misty eyes unable to tell whether it was love or resentment.
Long Pei's cold and hard contour line was tight like a rubber band that would break at any time to the limit, and her ink-colored pupils avoided her eyes, and she picked her up and walked to the side of the bed. She was very thin, with bulging bones, and she had no weight at all in her arms, and there was still a faint smell of potions on her body......
The action of putting it down involuntarily lightened, and handed her the bowl without saying a word, and there was still half a bowl left to eat, no matter how uncomfortable she was.
The wet eyelashes were thick like a fan trembling and casting a green shadow, and the bowl of soup was no longer so soupy, and it seemed that it was no longer so uncomfortable in the empty stomach.
Long Pei looked at her without saying a word, waiting until she finished drinking the rest of the soup. After glancing at her with a complex and deep look in his deep eyes, he left the room with the tray.
The sound of the door closing gently blocked the sight of the tall figure and disappeared from view, Gu Mingxi's stiff body moved, picked up her slowly arched knees, lowered her head, and her long hair was scattered casually to cover her face, and also to hide the heavy sadness.
I couldn't see her look, her trembling shoulders betrayed her disguise, tears soaked her clothes and burned her skin
Long Pei went downstairs and handed the dinner plate to Ru Bing, who saw a piece of hot skin on his hand, "Your Excellency, your hand is burned, I'll go get you the ointment." ”
Her eyes swept lightly over her wrist, probably from the hot soup she accidentally splashed when she overturned the bowl.
"It's okay, I'm going back to the presidential palace. Either way, you have to watch her eat at night. A deep voice commanded.
"Yes, Your Excellency." Rubing nodded, watching his back leave.
Long Pei got into the car, Yu Si closed the door, got into the car and was about to start the engine, when a cold voice came from behind, "Smoke." ”
Yu Si was stunned for a few seconds, then came back to his senses and immediately handed him the special cigarette and lighter.
Long Pei pulled out one and lit it, and the white mist blurred the indifferent outline and sharp eyes. The scarlet between his fingers flickered and dimmed, and the faint smell of tobacco diffused in the carriage, as if the man was completely enveloped, and no one could see through him.
Yusi sat up straight and carefully swept the rearview mirror. Your Excellency has rarely touched cigarettes in these years, he said tobacco and alcohol. These things are desires that corrode the mind. Hope. Unless he's really annoyed that he'll come to one, he will never touch these.
A man who is so calm and has self-control that is different from ordinary people, three in a row today, you can imagine his emotions.
As soon as the zuihou one was halfway through, Long Pei stretched out his hand to crush it in the ashtray, and pursed out three words with his thin lips, "Go back to the presidential palace!" ”
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Bai Yan's bones all over his body seemed to be reorganized when he woke up in the morning, especially the place and waist were abnormally painful, and he was uncomfortable even sitting down. Nanji smiled from the morning to the presidential palace, and saw the ambiguous smile on the corner of his mouth uncomfortably when he twisted his body.
Bai Yan glared at the culprit, and when Long Pei came in, he immediately reported to him about the afternoon's schedule and tomorrow's. After speaking, seeing that Your Excellency's expression did not change, he hesitated and said: "He Tear just called to convey Mrs. Jin's intention to ask you to go there for dinner at night." ”
Long Pei narrowed his eyes, hesitated for half a second and nodded, and agreed.
Bai Yan and Nansi know about Your Excellency and Mrs. Jin's intentions, and they can guess what Mrs. Jin has, but they can't guess Your Excellency's thoughts.
"Anything else?" Long Pei raised his head and looked at the two of them with cold eyes.
Nansi came back to his senses, restrained his smile, and coughed lightly: "The matter about the crown prince of country E has been dealt with, and several agents have also left the national capital to confirm that they have all returned to country E." ”
"Do you know his motive for coming to Country C?"
"I don't know, according to them, the crown prince quarreled with the old president and ran away from home. The strange thing is that the crown prince did not enter the most prosperous capital when he arrived in country C, but stayed in Wushui Town for a long time, and I guess he may be looking for someone. ”17746161
Nanji voiced his guess. If you don't want to find someone, a crown prince travels thousands of miles to a small town in another country to do something.
"Wushui ......" Long Pei frowned, this name was very familiar, and it seemed that he had heard it mentioned. Wushui is a small town close to the national capital, the economy is not very good, young people come to the national capital to work, only the old people and children in the town rely on tourism to maintain the economy, and those who have the ability have already migrated to the national capital.
What is the purpose of the crown prince in Wushui?
"You go and check what he did in Wushui, who is he looking for!"
"Yes." Nan Si left the office with Bai Yan.
Bai Yan walked very slowly, suddenly stopped, and his expression became solemn from the moment Nan Si said Wushui. Nanji stopped beside him, and his muffled voice was only heard by two people, "Do you want me to buy some medicine for you?" ”
Bai Yan glared at him viciously, "Get out!" I just remembered that I had read Madame's information before, and she lived in Wushui. ”
"Ma'am?" Nansi raised his eyebrows and said disapprerovingly: "Do you think that the crown prince is looking for his wife?" Judging by the time, it is impossible for the crown prince and his wife to know each other, and how can they come to her! ”
Bai Yan thought about it carefully, Mrs. was born in country C, and the crown prince was also the first time to go to country C. "It's that I'm thinking too much. You'd better check this crown prince. ”
"I know what I know." Nan Si pulled his lips, thought of something, and couldn't help but say: "Do you say that Your Excellency wants to be like in ancient China, and want Empress E's daughter-in-law." ”
"Shut up! Your Excellency's business is something you and I can discuss? Bai Yan's face was solemn, he scolded coldly, and left quickly without paying attention to his nonsense.
Nan Si touched the tip of his nose coyly, if it weren't for the passion lingering last night, he really thought that Bai Yan liked Your Excellency! Every time I talk about your affairs, I am so serious, and what is it solemn with!
I think it was not unreasonable for him to suspect that Bai Yan liked Your Excellency, Your Excellency was a little uncomfortable in his heart, and in Bai Yan's heart, Your Excellency seemed to have a very important position.
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Long Pei returned to Haoting Garden very late at night, and when she knew that Rubing watched her finish eating her food, her frowning brows stretched slightly, and when she returned to the room, Gu Mingxi was already asleep.
A series of actions of changing clothes and taking a bath involuntarily lightened, and when he lifted the quilt and lay beside her and was about to reach out to hug her, Gu Mingxi suddenly woke up, staring at him with straight eyes, and his body instinctively stiffened.
It seemed to be an instinct, and as soon as he got close to her, she would wake up, cold and stiff.
The black eyes sank silently, and they were about to touch her big palm and retract it stiffly. Suppressing his anger, he pursed his lips and said, "Sleep." ”
He closed his eyes first, didn't touch her again, and turned his back to her so that she probably wouldn't be so nervous and stiff.
Gu Mingxi turned over and turned back to back, leaving some distance in the middle, his body was still stiff and he couldn't sleep. Eyes open to look at the yellowing lights, like tireless robots, those emotions are suppressed, hidden, and the cold and tense atmosphere is more like the calm before the storm.
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At three o'clock in the morning, Long Pei suddenly turned over and pressed her under him in an instant, his sharp eyes were as sharp and cold as knives, and he was full of danger.
Gu Mingxi was startled, and his whole body stiffened even more. His breathing seemed to be still, and his eyes stared straight at him, as if he were silently accusing him.
She doesn't sleep damn as long as she's by her side, she doesn't sleep all night. Anger rushed to her heart, her blood was boiling, and the hand that grabbed her chin was directly xiangshang, paused on both sides of her mouth, and expanded hard, so that her mouth was forced to open, not wanting to kiss, and sticking directly into her tongue, very domineering to her.
Gu Mingxi pushed his sturdy chest with both hands, the tears in the corners of his eyes were hot and the size of beans and soybeans flowed downward, and those who couldn't struggle cried even more fiercely. The tip of his tongue tasted the salty taste, Long Pei's movements paused, and he opened his black eyes and stared at her gloomily......
His hands were stiff, and his misty eyes looked at him, hollow, numb, and only disgusted. However, in a short time, the pajamas have been wrinkled by him, revealing fragrant shoulders, and the picture is ambiguous. Person.
Both of them were breathing rapidly, but they were no longer as fused together as before, and they were inseparable.
The big palm that grabbed her wrist let go, slowly got up from her body, got out of bed and walked to the closet to change clothes slowly. didn't look at Gu Mingxi in the middle, she didn't want to look at him, she arched her back sideways like a curled shrimp, her fingers pulled her clothes well, and she grabbed the corner of the pillow tightly, and her white teeth bit her lip flap and tried her best to endure something.
Long Pei changed his clothes and strode out of the room, slamming the door with a little more force. The sound of "bang" echoed in the empty room, smashing into her heart one by one, hurting and hurting.
There was only anger and resentment left between them.
For a long night, without him by his side, Gu Mingxi's tense nerves slowly relaxed, he closed his eyes and didn't know when he fell asleep, and his body gradually stopped stiff, natural and comfortable.
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Gu Mingxi got up in the morning, his spirit was not very good, so he changed his clothes and went downstairs. After yesterday's events, she has figured out a little, at least she still has a daughter, she shouldn't be immersed in her own sadness and ignore the smoke.
"Mommy......" Long Ziqi's eyes immediately lit up when he saw her, and he ran to her side and hugged her arm, "Mommy, you are finally willing to go downstairs." ”
Apology flowed in her indifferent eyes, touched her little head, and said softly: "I'm sorry, Mommy has neglected you recently." I promise it won't be in the future, don't be angry with Mommy, okay! ”
Long Ziqi shook his head and said in a soft voice: "I love Mommy the most, as long as Mommy is happy, I will be happy......"
Gu Mingxi smiled comfortably because of her daughter's sensible and well-behaved, which still looked a little far-fetched.
Seeing this, Rubing couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, "Madam, it's best if you can see it." You don't know, the young lady has been sullen and sad to look at strangely these days. Anyway, you still have a young lady. ”
"Xiexie, I see." Gu Mingxi squatted down and hugged Long Ziqi's milky little body, "Mommy won't let you worry anymore in the future." ”
She can't have any more children in the future, and the smoke is her life. No matter how much he resents Long Pei, no matter how much he hates, he is Yan'er's father after all, Yan'er likes this father, even if it is whitewashing, she will continue to hold on.
For the sake of her daughter, she also has to be strong.
Long Ziqi hugged her neck, patted her shoulder with his fingers, and said in a little adult tone: "Mommy, don't be sad." Without a brother, you still have smoke. Yan'er will stay with you for the rest of your life, protect you, and won't let anyone bully you! ”
Gu Mingxi listened to her daughter's words, the tip of her nose was sour, and she subconsciously hugged her tighter, so tight that there was no gap.
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Long Pei, who left in the middle of the night, never came back after that, and Gu Mingxi forced himself to eat the nutritious soup that Rubing cooked for himself every day to recuperate. personally pick up Yan'er to and from school, accompany her to do her homework, tell her stories, sleep with her at night, and put all his energy and attention on his daughter.
In order to make Mommy happy, Long Ziqi told her interesting things that happened at school every day, and also told Gu Mingxi the jokes told by the teacher. Every time Gu Mingxi just smiled faintly, there was no smile in his eyes......
She has tried very hard to make Mommy happy, but Mommy has never really laughed, although she is small, but Mommy is really smiling or pretending to smile to comfort herself, she can tell clearly.
Daddy hasn't come back for a long time, and I really miss Daddy's words, Long Ziqi can't tell Gu Mingxi, and she can't tell her classmates at school, she can only tell Dabai, the only one who accompanies her and can't speak to comfort her.
"Dabai, you say, will it be like Ripple said that Daddy and Mommy will divorce and not live together?" Long Ziqi sat on the grass, rubbing his white head with his fingers, and he was uneasy.
What should I do if Mommy and Daddy aren't together? Should I live in the old place with Mommy like I used to?
Da Bai wagged his tail, looked at her with dark eyes, and couldn't speak, so he put his front paws on her knees as if to comfort her.
"Dabai, I'm not afraid of living in a dilapidated house, I'm just afraid that I won't see my father, and I'm afraid that I will miss him very much." I haven't seen Daddy these days, and I'm already thinking about it, and I can't see it in the future.
The big white head was also on her lap, and Long Ziqi, who was rubbing her belly on top of her like a happy rub, giggled, "Okay, don't make trouble!" If that's the case, I probably won't be able to take you away, you follow Daddy, I follow Mommy, and I'll miss you very much. ”
Gu Mingxi saw that it was getting dark, and Long Ziqi was still playing outside and was worried about calling her in, but before he walked to her, he heard her sullen voice talking to Dabai.
My heart tightened, what the hell was I doing?
The daughter is troubled and unhappy, but she doesn't know anything about it. Unexpectedly, her daughter was lonely and could only talk to Dabai......
Gu Mingxi, you are such a failure
It's good to take care of it. "Dabai, I don't want Daddy and Mommy to be separated" The low voice seemed to be sad and about to cry.
Gu Mingxi couldn't stop in distress, so he squatted down and hugged her in his arms, choking, "Yan'er, I'm sorry, it's all Mommy's bad, Mommy doesn't even know if you're unhappy."
Long Ziqi looked up at her with tears in his eyes, and his voice was cautious and pleading, "Mommy, don't quarrel with Daddy, okay, Ripple said that her uncle and aunt quarrel like this, and no one will pay attention to anyone, and if you don't live together, no one will want her brother."
Gu Mingxi herself grew up in an environment without father's love, she understands too well the feeling of not being cared for and protected by her father, and she also knows that Yan'er admires and relies on Long Pei.
"Yan'er won't be a child that no one wants, Mommy guarantees that Yan'er, you are Mommy's biggest baby, how can Mommy be willing not to want you?"
The choked voice was full of self-blame, how could she make such a mistake, how could she let her daughter worry about herself!
Long Ziqi Dou's big tears slipped down his eyes, and he asked not quite surely, "Really?" So is Mommy really not going to be daddy? ”1csAp。
Gu Mingxi was stunned, her fingers wiped away her tears, but she didn't know how to answer her daughter's question.
There are many problems between himself and Long Pei, the biggest problem is that Yi Ruo thinks that he lost his child for Yi Ruo, and his heart is like a knife, and he hates and resents him.
Long Ziqi grabbed the corner of her clothes with her little hand and pulled it, and begged: "Mommy, don't be angry with Daddy again, let Daddy go home, okay?" ”
"Yan'er" Gu Mingxi wanted to speak and stopped, his eyes flashed with uncertain light, and he was in a dilemma.
She couldn't tell Yan'er that Long Pei's behavior ruined his god-like image in Yan'er's heart, but if she was asked to forgive Long Pei and take the initiative to find him, it would be even more impossible!
"Mommy, in fact, it's daddy who wants me to try to make you happy these days, and he says that you will be happy when you see me, but no matter how hard I try, you're not happy, is daddy lying to me?"
Long Ziqi's lost voice made Gu Mingxi's face stiffen, "What did you say?" ”
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