Love is long, not unhappy: love is deep and unconscious

Apartment.

Ye Sang sat on the sofa, his fingers were uncomfortably intertwined in front of him, his eyes drifted to Lan Mufei who was standing not far away from him from time to time, biting his tender lips tangledly, lowering his eyes and not knowing how to speak.

Lan Mufei leaned on the table, her slender arms crossed in front of her chest casually, because the angle of her standing eyes seemed to be looking at her condescendingly, and her eyebrows were full of coolness.

The atmosphere was low, and the quiet breathing and heartbeat could be heard, and finally Ye Sang couldn't help but open his mouth: "Things are not what you think, I didn't know that person was her boyfriend." ”

Lan Mufei's thin lips pursed, and she listened quietly to her.

"After I knew that I was an illegitimate daughter, I lived a very unhappy life for a long time, hating my mommy as a mistress, and hating my daddy even more! I started to learn bad, smoking, drinking, and going to bars, and I learned whatever was bad...... There were several times when I was unwilling to run to the vicinity of Song Xiaowan's house, and I wanted to ask my father in front of them, since I was so reluctant to divorce, why did I provoke my mommy, why did you give birth to me and let me appear in this world. ”

"I've always thought like this, but I don't have the courage to do it. To put it bluntly, the person who can't see the light of being a junior is still my mommy! Once, I accidentally bumped into a boy near their house, I didn't know he was Song Xiaowan's boyfriend at the time, and I would never have approached him if I knew. Until one time I drank too much at the bar and was almost taken away, it was he who came to protect me and took me home, and it was a matter of course. I thought he didn't have a girlfriend until Song Xiaowan's mother died, and she came to his house and bumped into us......"

"After knowing that he was Song Xiaowan's boyfriend, I immediately broke up with him. My mommy has already been her mommy's mistress, how could I be with Song Xiaowan's boyfriend and continue to be a mistress! I didn't think that he would break up with Song Xiaowan for me, he said, he just wants to be with me, but it is impossible for me to be with him anymore. ”

When Ye Sang said these words, pain and helplessness inadvertently flowed through his eyes, and he bit his red lips with his white teeth from time to time.

Lan Mufei thought that maybe Ye Sang really liked that boy at that time, so when he mentioned that boy now, his expression was both helpless and contradictory.

Ye Sang held his face in both hands and breathed deeply-

"And then?"

She didn't speak for a while, and just when Lan Mufei frowned, a low voice sounded: "Once I was playing in a bar and met a street thug who dragged me to open a room. I didn't want to go, it was he who showed up to protect me, and I was almost beaten to death. Then his parents took him out of Paris and into England, asking him to leave me far away. Later, I heard that Song Xiaowan went to England to look for him, but it seemed to be fruitless...... I never saw him again. ”

If he wasn't Song Xiaowan's boyfriend, if she wasn't Song Xiaowan's half-sister, maybe she would really be with that boy, because the days with him were really happy.

Young and frivolous, they don't know sorrow, they are full of love and water, who knows that fate has played a joke on them again, which is extremely ironic.

Her mother is the third party in Song Xiaowan's mother's marriage, and she has become the third party in Song Xiaowan's love.

Not to mention Song Xiaowan, even she herself felt sarcastic and ridiculous!!

It's no wonder that Song Xiaowan hates her to the bone, but she can't help herself.

It's all fate.

Lan Mufei was silent for a long time and didn't speak, quietly looking at the faint sadness hidden in Ye Sang's eyebrows. Everyone has a wound in their hearts that cannot be healed, maybe that boy is Ye Sang's injury, after the passage of time, no matter what happens, he can't forget it, but he can't turn back.

Because one Song Xiaowan is the biggest impossibility between them.

The phone was buzzing in his pocket, Lan Mufei took out the phone and saw the unread text messages.

- Walk through the clouds.

From: Louis Widow.

What is she doing at this point in time when she is asked to walk in the clouds? Liu Xian's brows frowned slightly, she didn't want to go, and the corner of her eyes glanced at Ye Sang, maybe now she wanted to be alone and quiet.

Besides, Louis Widow doesn't like to be rejected by others, so it's better to anger him less now!

poured a glass of water and put it in front of Ye Sang, and his voice was shallow: "I am your agent, I hope that no matter what happens, you will trust me and not hide it from me." ”

Ye Sang looked up at her, his eyes were a little red

"Have a good rest, don't worry about Paris Fashion Week, leave it to me."

Lan Mufei patted her shoulder with relief, her clear eyes flashed with tenacity and radiance.

……………………………… The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket....................................

Louis Ying didn't snatch the phone back, and let Luo Ruochen use his mobile phone to send a text message to Lan Mufei, not because he wanted to see Lan Mufei, but because the act of grabbing things would not only affect his image but also make him look weak.

Whether Lan Mufei comes or not has nothing to do with him, anyway, the embarrassed person will definitely not be him.

Waiting for Lan Mufei to come over, the manager took her to the earl's box, and there were three people who were stunned as soon as she entered the door.

Hang Hang, Feng Chen, and Lan Mufei standing at the door. No matter how stupid she is, she can feel that this is their private party time, what does he mean by calling himself?

looked at Louis Ying, who was sitting on the sofa with a calm expression, hoping that he would give a sentence so that she would not be embarrassed. Unexpectedly, the man's leisurely look, his eyes didn't fall on her at all, when she didn't exist.

The atmosphere, subtle and awkward.

Lan Mufei stood at the door for a while, neither entering nor retreating, and didn't even know how to open his mouth to break the tranquility.

The first to react was Hang Hang, who got up and walked in front of her, smiling: "Come, sit." ”

Lan Mufei's eyes were full of gratitude when he looked at Hang Hang, and thanked him for helping him out of the siege.

Say hello one by one, and be arranged by Hanghang's side, drinking pure water like him.

Feng Chen's eyes suddenly wandered between Lan Mufei and Louis Ying, both of whom did not look at each other, pretending to be unfamiliar.

It was Luo Ruochen who was a positive gentleman and stretched out his hand to Lan Mufei, "Luo Ruochen, I saw it at the party last time, Huang Xiwen's husband, you should still remember it, right?" ”

Lan Mufei's thin lips smiled with three points, "Mr. Luo, hello." ”

Luo Ruochen glanced at Louis Ying, who was drinking alone, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became thicker: "Today is a private event, so you don't have to be restrained." You call me by name, and knowing is a friend! ”

Lan Mufei didn't respond, pursed her lips and smiled.

On such occasions, there are more words and more mistakes, less words and fewer mistakes, and it is always right to laugh, but this smile must also grasp the scale, more will look like you are stupid, and less will appear that you are putting on a score.

Fortunately, she used to follow Long Lifei, and she also learned to be a little fur in terms of etiquette and entertainment, and she answered when she should answer, but she didn't say much, and she stopped at the point, neither showing herself, nor being silent and not showing no sense of existence.

The four men talked eloquently, but they didn't shy away from Lan Mufei's presence, from economics to politics, they can talk about everything, and Hang Hang took care of Lan Mufei a lot, occasionally throwing light topics to her to pick up, and her answer was also unpickable.

During this period, Lan Mufei had to go to the bathroom.

This box is large and contains a series of entertainment facilities such as billiards room, video room, lounge, squash room, etc. To get to the bathroom, you have to go through a long corridor, and it takes three or four minutes to go back and forth.

Lan Mufei came out of the bathroom, and when she looked up, she saw a figure leaning against the wall, slender and tall.

With one hand in his pocket and the other fingertip holding a cigar, the silhouette softened in the warm orange light, and the dark blue eyes are like a whirlpool of the deep sea, constantly sucking people in, powerless to struggle.

If it weren't for understanding his temper and character, Lan Mufei would be willing to admit at this moment that Louis Ying's widow put aside his noble identity and family background, and his appearance alone is enough to make all women excited.

It's a pity that his temper is too bad, and no matter how good-looking he looks, it's useless.

Lan Mufei was about to say hello to him and leave, but before he could get in front of him, his back spine kept and quickly pressed her against the wall and between his chest, weak and thin, she was as small as a canary in a cage in front of her.

She was startled, the distance between the two people was too close, the handsome face was in front of her, and the breath swept through Bai Xi's neck as if nothing, this feeling was not very good.

"You, what are you doing?"

Louis Widow propped up his hands on the wall, looking down at her with proud eyes, as if he was looking, while the cigar ash from his fingertips slowly fell, and some of them fell on her white shirt, as if the dust had settled.

"Why come?" His deep voice and inaudible emotions were as deep as his deep blue eyes, which could not see through his soul.

Lan Mu's eyes flickered, his temper was not controlled for a while, and his tone was slightly cold: "You sent a text message to call me over." ”

What does it mean to block her here and question her now?

"In your mind, I'm someone who can edit text messages at leisure?" There was a clear mockery in Louis Young's words, mocking her stupidity.

So when I saw her embarrassed, I turned a blind eye to her, and smiled in my heart: Should!

Lan Mufei was stunned, she really didn't think about this problem, and when she saw that it was a text message from his number, she came over.

When normal people see such a text message, they will think that it was sent by the owner of the mobile phone, and her reaction is within the range of normal people, why use such a cynical tone to her.

Unconvinced, he glanced at his eyes and planned to fight on the basis of reason, his thin lips were just pursed, only to hear his cold voice ringing in his ears: "If your cleverness is so much, it has been used up, I think you still go to the first floor to sell wine, that is not brainless, it is more suitable for you!" ”

His back froze against the cold wall, and there was a few seconds of frustration in his eyes.

Louis Ying's eyes flashed with contempt, the faint smell of tobacco lingered under her nose, her thin lips hooked a wicked arc, she blew on her shoulder, straightened her waist and walked to the bathroom in a dashing manner.

Lan Mufei was still leaning against the wall for a while, but his eyes involuntarily moved with his back.

He always speaks hurtful and angry, but when you calm down and think about it, you can understand that his words are very reasonable.

Today someone took Louis Widow's mobile phone to send a text message to himself, and he came over without the slightest suspicion, what if today is not a private party, but a trap for himself?

Winning Song Xiaowan this time was not only because of her cleverness, but because she was lucky to hear the conversation between Song Xiaowan and Feng Chen, she guessed that she would take out all the things that were unfavorable to Ye Sang if she couldn't hold her breath, so she asked Hang Hang to recapture the things and destroy them; So what to do next time, the next time the same thing happens?

It's not going to be so lucky every time, and it's not going to be someone to help you every time!

There is still a long way to go, and if she starts to let her guard down when she walks here, then she can indeed wander through the clouds and sell wine, because the big tree of Louis Widow will not let herself cool forever, unless she can become strong on her own and establish her own territory and network, sooner or later, she will still fall back into the abyss with nothing.

Lan Mufei went back first, Feng Chen and Hang Hang went to play billiards, Luo Ruochen sat on the sofa alone and drank, and saw her squinting and smiling: "Lan Mufei, my wife is looking forward to you being a guest at the cold house." ”

Surprise flashed in the black pupils, and he said softly, "Mrs. Luo is polite." ”

"She loves making friends and admires you." Luo Ruochen's voice paused for a few seconds, thought for a moment and said: "It's better to hit the day this week and Saturday, and then I'll let Hanghang pick you up!" ”

His tone didn't give Lan Mufei a chance to refuse at all.

Lan Mufei couldn't refuse, so she simply asked tentatively: "It's better to be respectful than to obey your fate, I just don't know if it's inconvenient for Fang Sang to go with me, you also know that she has been in a bad mood recently, and I also want her to go out for a walk." ”

"Of course, it's convenient, but the more people there are, it's more lively." Luo Ruochen is also a smart person, knowing that Lan Mufei brought Ye Sang to the appointment, because his wife was a designer, he didn't break it, but obeyed her wishes.

As far as he knows, his wife's design works this year have not yet found a satisfactory model, and whether it can be successful depends on his wife's choice!

Lan Mufei said thank you.

Louis Ying didn't come back for a long time, Hang Hang and Feng Chen played billiards, Luo Ruochen was not interested, it was not interesting to drink alone, and invited Lan Mufei to sing.

Lan Mufei didn't want to save his face, so he went to the video room with him. Probably because she studied classical music a lot before, she was not very familiar with pop music, she had never heard most of the songs, she was listening to Luo Ruochen singing.

Time passed until more than nine o'clock in the evening, although he didn't eat the main meal, but when he was singing, Luo Ruochen thoughtfully ordered a lot of snacks and juices, and Lan Mufei ate some as dinner.

At the end of the game, Hang Hang wanted to send the earl back, Luo Ruochen wanted to go home to accompany his wife, only the dust was left, but fortunately, he was still a gentleman in public, and took the initiative to send Lan Mufei back.

Lan Mufei's polite excuse was really rather than walk back than let Feng Chen send it.

However, such an occasion did not allow her to insist too much, and after a few words, she stood helplessly at the door and waited for Feng Chen to drive over.

The car that seals the dust is not very expensive, but the price is not low, about one or two million, Lan Mufei originally planned to sit in the back position, and subconsciously thought that the man's co-pilot was exclusive to his girlfriend or wife.

Feng Chen opened the co-pilot's door for her, she was embarrassed to refuse, and sat in hard.

The road was relatively silent, the carriage was silent, only the breath of vagueness was entangled, in order to avoid embarrassment, Lan Mufei looked sideways at the window, pretending to be looking at the scenery.

Feng Chen's expression was calm, holding the steering wheel with both hands, the light in his eyes swept over her side face from time to time, and he said abruptly: "Lan Mufei." ”

She came back to her senses and looked at him, "What's the matter, Mr. Feng?" ”

"It's time to get off work, you can call me Dust."

Lan Mufei pursed his lips and smiled faintly, not knowing what he wanted to do, he wouldn't say anything more easily.

"You hate me?" Feng Chen saw that she was silent and looked sideways at her.

Looking at each other, Lan Mufei did not shy away from it, and was as calm as ever: "This sentence is more like my lines!" ”

Feng Chen thought of something, hooked his lips and smiled: "That's right, I hated you at first!" ”

Lan Mufei didn't ignore the three words "at the beginning", what does he mean that he doesn't hate it now?

"Where have I ever offended you?"

"Nope." Feng Chen's eyes retracted and looked ahead, and his voice was low: "But in fact, before you entered ME, I knew the name Lan Mufei." ”

Lan Mufei hadn't reacted yet, and heard his voice ringing in his ears: "Seven years ago, you were pregnant with the earl's child!" ”

His face turned pale in an instant, and his eyelashes, which were as thin as cicada wings, trembled violently, like a clown stripped naked and thrown on the street, with nothing to hide.

The unbearable and painful scenes of the past emerge one after another.

The fingers on the knees involuntarily crumbled, and the green tendons loomed......

How would he know?

The things of the time were so secretive that no one else knew about them except the people close to the earl.

Is it Hangzhou Airlines?

"It's not Hangzhou Airlines." Feng Chen denied the random speculation in her heart, pondered for a moment, and considered the words, "You once made her very miserable!" ”

"I courted Grace, but in the end she chose the Earl!"

Lan Mu was stunned.

I didn't expect Feng Chen to pursue Grace, so he and Song Xiaowan-

"Song Xiaowan is a very scheming woman, I drank too much that night and fell in love with her. This doesn't mean that I'm a very casual man, I still have an aesthetic! ”

Feng Chen saw doubts in her eyes, and could think of what she was wondering about.

Song Xiaowan is just a woman who will do anything to achieve her goals, and her body is the best weapon for her, but in Feng Chen's eyes, she is no different from other women. That drunkenness was an accident, and only that once!

After all, Song Xiaowan is more than ten Song Xiaowan from Grace, and no matter how hungry he is, he will not fall in love with a woman like Song Xiaowan.

Lan Mufei remained silent, firstly because of the embarrassment seven years ago, and secondly, Feng Chen's private feelings had nothing to do with her.

After being silent for a while, Feng Chen spoke: "At first, I thought you were a woman who relied on your body, plus you made Grace very miserable seven years ago, how much I resisted you in my heart, and deliberately made it difficult for you!" However, these days, you are serious about your work, and with the words of Hangzhou Airlines, I believe that you are different from what I thought before. ”

"Seven years ago it was just an accident, and now I'm just here to live." There is no need to explain her private affairs to Feng Chen, but he is his boss, so he still has to explain it somewhat.

For Louis Ying's widow, she has a request, but she definitely did not sell her body and do those disgraceful things!

Feng Chen's thin lips hooked slightly, and he seemed to smile, "I believe in you!" ”

"Thank you."

“……”

The car couldn't drive into the alley, and stopped on the side of the road, Lan Mufei unbuckled his seat belt, pushed the door and was about to get out of the car, when the sound of sealing the dust sounded in the carriage again: "Lan Mufei——"

"Huh?" She paused, looked at Feng Chen, and waited earnestly for him to continue.

Under the dim light, his eyes were serious and serious, and he said in a deep voice: "Seven years ago, you were only 17 years old, very young, it doesn't matter if you make some mistakes, seven years later, you will be 24 years old, you should not have illusions or luck at this age." Some dreams, although beautiful, are also extravagant and not something we can do in a delusional way. ”

Lan Mufei's expression was hidden in the dim night, she was silent for a moment, and her voice was low: "Your dream, have you woken up?" ”

Feng Chen's thin lips faintly smiled, but it was not as good as the bottom of his eyes, "I'm not a love saint, I can't have a luxury dream, at least I have other dreams to do." ”

And that dream will become the most beautiful and complete dream in his heart.

Lan Mufei was silent for a long time, her fingers subconsciously touched the bracelet on her wrist that was contaminated with her body temperature, and her voice was very soft and fermented in the air.

"What you're worried about never happens. Because many, many years ago, I had a city in my heart* that no one could reach. I am willing to have a luxurious and sad dream, even if there are only tears left in the dream, I am willing to live this life without waking up. ”

Love is deep and unconscious, no complaints and no regrets.

After speaking, he got out of the car, said good night to him, and turned around to look very thin under the cool street lamp.

Feng Chen's brows furrowed, he believed Lan Mufei's words, and knew that the dream in her mouth did not refer to Louis Ying. When she spoke just now, she touched the bracelet, and her eyes were both gentle and sad.

The person who gave her the bracelet is what she calls a "dream".

What kind of "dream" is that?

……………………………… The young master asks for the dividing line of the monthly pass.................................

Lan Mufei came home, Yun Gu hadn't slept yet, knowing that she hadn't eaten anything at night, she immediately went into the kitchen to cook something for her, whether it was delicious or not was one thing, at least she couldn't be hungry.

During the meal, Lan Mufei asked Yun Gu if he had any thoughts about the future, such as going to read more books.

Yun So's ability to read and write depends on her teaching, but after all, what she has learned is limited, and it is a pity that she couldn't finish college, she hopes that Yun Gu can read more books and enrich herself, at least when talking to others, she will not show that she is barren in speech, shallow and ignorant.

Yun Gu is 21 years old this year, and he has never studied in school, he is afraid that he will not be able to adapt, and studying is a huge expense.

Regarding the cost, Lan Mufei told him not to worry, the current work in ME is quite smooth, although the salary of one year is advanced, but there will be a fixed salary into her account every month, which is higher than the salary of several jobs before, as long as she works harder, there is no problem at all to bear the life of herself and Yun Gu.

Yun Yu knew that everything she did was for herself, and she didn't refuse her suggestion, so she found a cram school to tutor first, and he could also find a part-time job on weekdays to reduce her burden.

In fact, Yun Gu's heart also hopes that he can learn more and understand more, and he doesn't want to be looked down upon.

The bowl was washed by Yun Gu, Lan Mufei went to take a shower, and when she returned to the room, Yun Gu had already washed the dishes and put a cup of hot brown sugar ginger tea on her * head.

Lan Mufei saw the brown sugar ginger tea, and her eyes couldn't help but fill with warmth and smiles.

Seven years ago, everything that happened to her after her miscarriage destroyed almost her entire body, and then she was in bad health for several years, especially menstruation, which was interrupted for a long time.

When the menstrual period comes again, there is also a problem of dysmenorrhea, and when the condition is serious, it will vomit and diarrhea, and even faint.

I don't know how many times I've fainted in the past few years.

Because the poor look down on the doctor, it is impossible to buy medicine to recuperate, so every time her period is approaching, Yun Gu will cook brown sugar ginger tea for her to drink, although it can't solve the root, but at least it is an auxiliary and can relieve some menstrual pain.

And every time Yun Gu remembers her menstrual period, it will be more accurate than she remembers.

From the two people who were embarrassed at the beginning, they are now used to it.

After seven years of dependence on each other, they have no blood relationship, but they have long surpassed blood and become a family member connected by blood and blood.

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I went to Huang Xiwen's house on Saturday as a guest, and Hang Hang also came, as for the earl, I heard that Baozi was pregnant, so he took Baozi to the *Wu Hospital for an examination, and it is still unknown whether he will come.

Huang Xiwen's impression of Lan Mufei seems to be very good, and she even walked to the door to greet them, and the lunch at noon, from the appetizers before the meal, the main course to the dessert was also prepared by Huang Xiwen herself.

In addition to her love for fashion design, Huang Xiwen's biggest pastime is cooking, Chinese food, Japanese food, French food, curry, ...... Either way, she likes to experiment.

She said: "People don't live in this world just to eat, and if they don't eat, they will die early; In addition, being able to make delicious food for a loved one and seeing him eat happily is also a thing that can make people feel happy! ”

Lan Mufei was helping in the kitchen, and when she heard this, she felt inexplicably regretful that she had never cooked a meal for him since she was a child. She also deliberately learned Chinese food with that Chinese female classmate before, but unfortunately she didn't have the opportunity to cook it for him.

Huang Xiwen knew the purpose of bringing Ye Sang here, and she didn't shy away from it, and directly asked her if she had contacted Teacher Meili.

Lan Mufei didn't hide it, although Teacher Meili wanted to fight for it, he also had to make other preparations. There is no way to win the work of Mr. Merry, at least let Ye Sang appear at Paris Fashion Week for a month.

Huang Xiwen thought for a while and said, "Try it again, after all, Mr. Meili's work is very influential." I really can't do it, I'll try to do another design this month, and the previous design doesn't suit her! ”

Lan Mufei's eyes flickered, and there was an indescribable emotion in his heart, "Why are you helping us like this?" ”

Although Huang Xiwen is also tactful, gentle like water, and humble to others, this feeling is completely different from the feeling given by Song Xiaowan, without the slightest fraud, I can feel that she wants to help others from the bottom of her heart.

Huang Xiwen smiled: "It's not to help you, it's to help you!" ”

Lan Mufei was puzzled.

"I've heard of Ye Sang, I don't know much about it, and it's not easy to evaluate; But I think I'm quite close to you, and I want to help you! ”

Lan Mufei is an agent, and the models she brings can stand at Paris Fashion Week and shine, which also gives Lan Mufei's identity as an agent a layer of gold, which can be regarded as opening up popularity in this circle.

So she really wants to help Lan Mufei, not Ye Sang!

"Thank you!"

The Earl didn't come to lunch, Ye Sang was usually arrogant, but today he was also very restrained, and he didn't talk nonsense!

Luo Ruochen is a master of a very active atmosphere, coupled with Huang Xiwen's hospitality, the atmosphere is not bad, and everyone is as warm as old friends.

Not long after the meal, Ye Sang received a phone call, saying that Mommy's former relatives were looking for her to leave early.

Lan Mufei sent her to the door and told her not to go to some messy places, and to call herself if she had something.

Ye Sang nodded hurriedly to reassure her.

The car disappeared from sight, and when Lan Mufei turned around to walk in, he suddenly heard the sound of sudden braking.

Turning around, a black sedan was parked only 20 centimeters away from her.

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Young Master: The two chapters were merged into one chapter, and there were no two of you in a day, and 115 words were sent, no thanks, I'm really getting more and more generous! On the last day of doubling the monthly pass, don't forget the monthly pass in your hand O(∩_∩)O