689. Chapter 689: Shadows
"Wife, do you remember the time you tempted me? It's also a snowy day...... I never told you, it was exciting, and I always wanted to reminisce about it......"
Snow was half-lying on the window, her long black hair floating in the air.
Apricot eyes were dyed with love and desire, and the fog was seductive, she looked at him, and suddenly the corners of her mouth raised a bewitching and extreme smile.
"Then enjoy it!"
This is an invitation, an invitation to Chiguoguo!
How could Su Yan not go?
Suddenly, the beast's blood boiled, and it suddenly seemed to transform into a werewolf, and he just wanted to howl at the moon a few times excitedly.
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Wang Ningning didn't see Lu Yiyi when she left in the morning, and when she came back to eat, Lu Yiyi didn't come out yet, she frowned.
"Qiongbai, what's wrong with Yiyi?" Such a foodie, suddenly not eating, there must be something, it's not a trivial matter!
Qiong Bai sighed and told the two of them about it.
"You're the one you used to be?" Wang Ningning's face was shocked.
"Yes."
After Wang Jingjing for a while, he sighed, "You guys really have fate!" ”
Immediately, "This should be a good thing!" Why is Yiyi still hit? ”
Qiong Bai said depressedly, "She is now in the tip of the horns, she has to think that she has ruined the minor!" ”
Wang Ningning was stunned for a moment, and then, "You really seem to be a minor at that time, right?" ”
"Is that the point?" Qiong Bai didn't have a good airway.
Wang Ningning thought for a while, "It doesn't seem to be." ”
"That's right! It's obvious that small things shouldn't be cared about, why do you think she cares so much? This is trying to torture me to death! Qiong Bai felt that his worried hair was about to turn white!
"Don't worry, I'll try to persuade her."
"Bodhisattva, you are really a living Bodhisattva!" Qiong Bai looked grateful.
Wang Ningning snorted and was happy, this Qiongbai is really a treasure!
She went to the kitchen to prepare something, came to the door of Lu Yiyi's room, and knocked on the door.
"Qiongbai, can you let me be quiet alone?" Lu Yiyi's weak voice came from inside the house.
"It's me." Wang Jingjing spoke.
When Lu Yiyi heard that it was her, she didn't want to open the door, but after thinking about it, she still opened the door.
Wang Ningning was startled when she saw her, "Yiyi, what are you doing here?" ”
A chicken nest head, two big dark circles, a pale face, and dirty all over his body, as if he had just been checked out of the trash.
"I'm worried! My hair is about to be pulled out! Lu Yiyi said that she was about to pull her hair.
Wang Jingjing hurriedly stopped her.
"What are you worried about?"
"Quiet, I actually ...... I've actually harmed other people's minors! Oh, my God! As soon as I thought that he was only seventeen years old at the time, I ...... I'll just ...... I was so devastated that I wanted to kill myself! ”
Lu Yiyi is a person with a very serious sense of morality, she looks down on those who harm minors, she never thought that she would become such a person!
"You say, my old woman of one or thirty years old actually gnawed on such a tender person, he is so young, I can be his mother! Ah......h
The corners of Wang Ningning's mouth twitched, "Miss, let me ask you, you are a doctor!" Do you think a twenty-one-year-old girl can give birth to a seventeen-year-old boy? At what age do you have to get pregnant? ”
Lu Yiyi was stunned, and thought to herself! She was twenty-one at the time! Not thirty! I really can't give birth to such a big child!
"But he was still a minor at that time!" She still struggled with that.
"Why are you so entangled in this?" Wang Ningning felt that her entanglement was abnormal.
"The imperfect physical and mental development of underage people is the most susceptible to the influence of things for life, I think he is so obsessed with me, it is because he has not fully developed at the beginning, it is a freak love." Lu Yiyi said in a muffled voice.
Wang Jingjing finally understood why she was so entangled in this problem.
"Are you afraid that he doesn't really love you, but just has a problem in his heart?" She hit the truth with one word, and Lu Yiyi didn't think about it deeply.
Lu Yiyi, who was lying on the bed, her body tensed, she didn't want to admit such a fact, but she couldn't deny it.
"Yiyi, you are in love with Qiongbai."
Lou Yiyi, "......"
Is she in love with Qiongbai? Fall in love?
How did she not know? She's been waiting for Qiong Bai to dump her!
She was exhausted from her last relationship, how could she still love someone?
She didn't want to be hurt like that, hurt like that!
She really doesn't want to do it anymore!
She admits that she is cowardly, she is cowardly, but she is really a person who is super afraid of pain!
She didn't want to experience it again, that painful feeling of not wanting to live!
She doesn't want to love anyone anymore, she doesn't want to be abandoned anymore!
I really don't want to hurt anymore!
She sat up suddenly and said excitedly, "No! I didn't fall in love with him! I didn't! ”
Wang Jingjing stepped forward, "Yiyi, don't be so excited. ”
Lu Yiyi threw herself into her arms, "Jing, I don't want to love people anymore, I just want to eat and drink, and live the rest of my life carefree, I really don't want to love people anymore......"
"Yiyi, don't be like this, not everyone is a bastard like Lin Qingyi! Qiongbai is a very good person, as long as you don't leave him, he will definitely not abandon you, let alone do anything sorry for you and hurt you! Wang Jingjing said distressedly, and encouraged her at the same time to believe in love, there are still people in this world who are worthy of her love.
"What if he's just crushed, freaked, and just doesn't get the sense of conquest he wants?" Lu Yiyi's words were full of uncertainty and fear.
"Yiyi, you have a little confidence in yourself, you are so good, it is normal that he will like you and you will never forget you! Don't think so! Wang Jingjing reassured, in her eyes, Lu Yiyi is very good, and she deserves the best man to love her!
Why can't Qiongbai really fall in love with her?
"I'm not good, I'm good for nothing, I'm not even a good doctor, kill people......" Lu Yiyi wanted to have confidence in herself, but she really didn't have confidence.
"Yiyi! Don't think so, that woman's death is not your fault! Wang Ningning said solemnly, feeling even more sorry for Lu Yiyi in her heart, she is so unconfident now, it was all caused by that bastard Lin Qingyi!
In the past, Yiyi was so confident and a gifted student in medical school.
When she was a student, she participated in major surgery, she was a genius girl who was envied and praised at that time, so confident and energetic, but later, she ......
A medical accident ruined her.
Lin Qingyi's girlfriend at that time was injured and admitted to the hospital, because he was a senior in Yiyi's different departments, and knew that Yiyi's medical skills were good, so he let Yiyi take charge of the operation, and the operation was very successful, but Lin Qingyi's girlfriend still died, because the amount of bleeding was too large, and the blood could not be transferred in time.
Lin Qingyi blamed Yiyi for his girlfriend's death, saying that she didn't estimate the amount of blood she used, so that she temporarily added blood later, which led to his girlfriend's death.
She felt that this was a pure and unwarranted sin! Surgery is inherently risky, and even if the blood is transported, the woman will not necessarily die!
Yiyi paid special attention to him because of his crush on Lin Qingyi, because of his pain, his accusations felt that it was his own fault, and he had a psychological disorder, so he no longer operated on the surgery, changed to internal medicine, and later became an internist who only sees chronic diseases of the elderly.
"But it's true that I didn't estimate the amount of blood to use, if I could prepare more blood, I wouldn't have to adjust the blood, and she wouldn't die because she couldn't wait for blood......" Lu Yiyi blamed herself for this incident and felt that it was her own fault.
"At that time, there was so much blood in the blood bank of your hospital, and the doctor who was the chief surgeon with you was the vice president, and he said that the spare blood was enough, and there was no need to transfer it for backup, why was it your responsibility?"
"If I had ...... at the time," Lu Yiyi wanted to say.
"No ifs! There are no ifs in this world! Yiyi, it's really not your fault! No one could have predicted that! It was an accident, not your fault! Wang Jingning grabbed her and shouted, as if he wanted to brainwash her, and as if he wanted to wake her up.
Lu Yiyi was caught by her, but she couldn't speak, and the demons in her heart for many years could not be solved by her words or two.
"Let's not talk about that! That's too far. Wang Jingning returned to the topic and let go of Lu Yiyi.
Lu Yiyi lowered her eyes and said that those things were indeed a bit far away.
"Yiyi, I think you can slowly let go of the past and slowly get back to your former you, believe me, believe Qiongbai, you are a very worthy of love, you have many advantages, you are not nothing!"
"Jing ......" Lu Yiyi hugged her, and suddenly wanted to cry.
She also wants to get her old self back, but how to find it?
Wang Jingjing persuaded Lu Yiyi for a long time, and waited for her to fall asleep before coming out.
Qiong Bai had been waiting outside, and when she saw Wang Jingning coming out, she immediately stepped forward.
"How?"
"Her main knot is not in your age, but in her heart, she is not confident, she is afraid of you because she is young and ignorant, she is infatuated with her, deviant, and can't get the sense of conquest she wants more." Wang Jingning sighed and said, the knot in her friend's heart, she has not untied it for so many years, and she doesn't know when it will be untied.
"I was eighteen at the time! How old a person, even if I was infatuated at the time, how can I not know what I want now? How can you not know what infatuation is! What is really liked! Qiong Bai was angry at Lu Yiyi's distrust of him.
"It's not that she doesn't believe you, she's not confident!" Wang Jingjing rolled his eyes at him, she said it so clearly, he didn't understand.
She told Qiong Bai about writing about Lu Yiyi's past.
Qiong Bai was distressed after hearing this, and gritted his teeth, "Damn that bastard!" It ruined my family! I must have beaten him up when I met him that day! ”
"I agree with this, you must beat him up!" Wang Jingjing is impulsive, she has long wanted to beat Lin Qingyi.
"Don't worry, I'll beat you one by one!" Qiong Bai wanted to leave Lin Qingyi so much, not only because he was not good to Lu Yiyi, but also because he occupied Lu Yiyi's heart!
The most important thing is not that he occupies Lu Yiyi's heart, but that he occupies Lu Yiyi's heart but does not cherish her, which makes her hurt and uncomfortable!