914.Chapter 914 - If You Can't Go Back, Don't Go Back
"Impossible! Xun is a person who pays great attention to his private feelings, and he won't tell us friends about his feelings, so how can he tell you? "The father he knows will never tell outsiders about his feelings, let alone show his tiredness and can't stand it!
"This shows that Brother Xun, the feeling for me is different from that for you! is willing to say anything to me, which means that Brother Xun has different feelings for me, and we will definitely be together! Xia Yun said proudly.
Xia Long looked at her, "You are so arrogant and speechless, you died that day, and you don't know how you died!" ”
"Can't you just stop cursing me?"
"Xia Yun, I order you, stop your stupid thoughts immediately, and tomorrow I will have someone send you to study abroad!" Xia Long didn't want to care about her, a person who didn't know whether she was alive or dead, but after all, she was his own sister, and he didn't want her to have an accident.
"What are you kidding! To go, you go! Leave me alone! "Xia Yun doesn't like him at all, she won't listen to what her parents say, let alone his!
After Xia Yun left, Xia Long was angry, but he involuntarily remembered his sister's words, she said that Yuan Xun personally told her that he was tired of Wang Ningning, with his understanding of Yuan Xun, this was absolutely impossible!
But there is no need for Xia Yun to be so panicked......
His brow furrowed even more.
The cold war between Yuan Xun and Wang Jingjing continued.
Although Wang Jingning has set up his own studio, he is also the queen designer of Bai Xue's clothing brand.
"Jing, how are you doing with the Father?"
"In the Cold War."
Bai Xuedai frowned slightly, "Why are you still in the Cold War?" ”
Wang Jingjing sighed and said, "I don't know how to go on." ”
"I heard that you slapped Xia Yun at the banquet, and you solve the problem like this...... of course there will be a stalemate.
"I deliberately chose this very stupid way to solve this problem, and he could see that I was doing it on purpose, and he was angry with me, angry that I deliberately wanted to separate from him, and I was also disappointed, very disappointed in what he did and like that, and we didn't talk again after that night, so I didn't know how to continue, so I could only insist on it coldly."
"The Cold War is not the solution."
"I know, but now I can only wait." Wang Jingjing smiled bitterly.
"What are you waiting for? Waiting for him to be completely tired of you breaking up with you? Bai Xue raised her eyebrows.
"Why don't you say I'm waiting for me to die to him and break up with him?"
"Jing, is this the result you want?" She got back together with the Father just to break up again?
"No, it's not the outcome I want, it's the outcome I'm most afraid of." Wang Jingjing said in a deep voice.
"Then why did you choose this way?" There are so many ways to solve this kind of thing silently, why did she make this the way it is, and let their relationship get to this point.
"The last marriage change made me have always had a shadow in my heart, no matter how I wanted to get rid of it, I couldn't get rid of it, it became my inner demon so that I couldn't help but be afraid every day, afraid that one day he suddenly didn't like me, I was afraid that I was old and decrepit at that time, and I didn't have the strength to start over, the better he was to me, the more afraid I was, afraid of losing him, I couldn't live, I knew that such thoughts should not be, I knew that no one could guarantee to love only one person for the rest of my life, I knew that such thoughts were superfluous and neurotic, But I just can't get rid of them, I can only suppress them hard, but the more I suppress them, the more they bounce back, and a little wind and grass can make me afraid as if I will lose him, and even think of him as terrible, thinking that he loves me so much and betrays me behind my back......"
"Jing ......" Bai Xue looked at her like this, and she was very distressed.
"Because I was afraid, I didn't dare to love him with all my heart like before, and I always wanted to keep my distance from him to protect myself, so that he was afraid, afraid that he would lose me, and love me more carefully and please me."
"I don't want this, this kind of love is too tired, I don't want him to be so tired......" In the final analysis, Wang Ningning still loves Yuanxun too much, and he is reluctant to make him uncomfortable.
"I don't know, I really don't know what to do...... I want to love him like I used to, but I can't, I can't, I don't know how to change myself......"
"I'm afraid that I'll be like this, sooner or later he will not be able to stand it, and I'm afraid that he will be too tired to love, and in the end he can't love it, love shouldn't be like this...... Love should be a happy thing......"
"So I want to take this opportunity to remove this shadow, I don't know if the end result will be that the shadow will kill me and separate me from him, or if I can kill the shadow and be truly happy...... I put this victory in his hands......"
"Jing, I used to have a time like yours, yes, we can't go back to the past, but why should we go back to the past? The past has passed, and we can love simply in the past, but now we are not pure, how can we love simply? Some people say that love between people is like a piece of paper, once there is a crack, it will not be restored, but why do you have to restore the original state? Wouldn't it be enough to try to turn the love for him into a new blank slate? Since we can't love as we used to, why don't we start our new love, why do we have to go back to the love of the past without ego? Love is not only to give, but also to reciprocate, love is not to lose the love of the self is true love, to lose the love of the self to love a person, you will not get his cherishment, his true love, love is two-sided, only both sides pay can last forever, you say that he is afraid of losing you, so love is very tired, want me to say, so not tired, or should, everyone should have a heart of distress for their beloved people or things, only fear of loss will be cherished, will be carefully maintained! ”
Bai Xue's words made Wang Jingjing stunned, and she felt that she was moving towards a shadow of despair, but what Xue said was nothing, and this shadow should not exist at all.
"Jing, if you love him, love and don't want to lose him, you shouldn't be afraid, but always keep your freshness, find a way to let his heart always be on you, this is the king, if you feel that he is not worth your effort, if he makes you sad and disappointed, you will leave him, then you should not be afraid, you should let yourself live a happier and more colorful life, improve your life level to contact more men, you are liked by many people, there will be a better substitute for losing him, do you still need to be afraid of losing him?"