Chapter 56: Hatred Hides Deeply
Next to the hot spring pool, Fu Li strokes a sandalwood guqin, the sound of the piano is long and long, the sound of the pulse and the piano, the fragrance of tea is diffuse, the heat is steaming, not like the world.
The shadow sword was placed at his side, his eyes closed, his eyelashes hanging down like two dense fans, as if he had abandoned all distracting thoughts, as empty as a mirror, as if he was in the present world.
The man on the soft collapse on the side was dressed in a snow-white robe, breathing lightly, and seemed to be sleeping extremely peacefully.
Sanqing slowly woke up from his deep sleep, it had been thousands of years, he had lost consciousness for too long, he stiffly stretched out his hand and touched his face, and slowly supported his body with strength.
The moment he opened his eyes, it was like a pool of clear water, indescribably clear, as if all the gentleness and purity in the world were packed into his eyes, the gentle wind in March, the drizzle in June, the fallen leaves in September, and the snow in the winter moon.
It was obviously Jiang Yi's face, but he could clearly see that these were two people.
The twilight outside the window was divided, there was silence all around, Fu Li's eyebrows tightened, his hands spread on his knees trembled unnaturally, and his originally steady breathing began to be disordered with his emotions, and his expression was also complicated.
He was stunned, slowly stood up, walked to the man's side, slightly restrained and stiff in his actions, he bowed his head slightly, and looked at Shang Sanqing's eyes full of indifference and alienation, obviously such a gentle gaze, but the cold wind like a knife pierced into his heart one by one.
Fu Li didn't speak, and handed the wine to the man for the first time, but Sanqing didn't appreciate it.
Sanqing took the wine jar and put it aside, unceremoniously blocked Fu Li's hand, and then reached out to bring the white jade tea set on the table, made a cup of hot tea by himself, and drank it all with his head up.
"The emperor should know, this soul body can't get the slightest smell of alcohol now. The tone was extremely cold.
Fu Li's dark eyes were as silent as night, and he lowered his head and said: "Sanqing Shenzun has always been unhappy without wine and a thousand cups. β
Sanqing paused, raised his eyes and looked at Fuli from a distance: "Emperor Wang, remember, you are now the Fuli Emperor of the God Clan, and my divine soul is also Jiang Yi, and it has nothing to do with the long-deceased Sanqing." β
Fu Li also picked up a cup of tea, and the corners of his mouth pursed a gentle arc: "Sanqing, Jiang Yi, aren't they all you? What is the difference? Why do you deliberately anger me." β
Hearing this, Sanqing seemed to have heard something extremely funny, and the deep pool under his eyes that had no waves rolled up ripples, cold and dry, even colder, he snorted coldly, evoked a mocking smile, and said: "It's really no different, after all, it's just a chess piece that you play with in the applause." β
Fu Li instantly dodged and grabbed Sanqing's wrist, as usual, the strength was not heavy but it was impossible to break free, only a poured white jade cup was left on the table, splashing the fragrance of the case.
He said lightly: "I have never treated you as a pawn. β
Sanqing didn't look at him, picked up the covenant sword placed at his side, drew the sword out of its sheath, his eyes flashed a trace of nostalgia, he stretched out his fingertips and gently flicked the sword body, and immediately glowed with a faint light of ice crystals.
After a long silence, he said in a condensed voice: "I didn't come out to argue with you about this. β
"You must know very well who Hua Xu is, you don't need me to remind you more, I can't control and can't care about what you're calculating, but he has already died in your hands once, and only a trace of remnant soul is left to survive, I only hope you can let him go in this life." β
Fu Li's deep and deep eyes suddenly burst into strange emotions: "You don't believe me." The grievances and grievances in the words are self-evident.
A moment of astonishment flashed on Sanqing's face, and his thoughts gradually drifted away in front of his eyes: "I used to believe in you." β
Taishang forgetfulness, a person has waited so long at the beginning of heaven and earth, the first time he has emotions, is to the little figure that is so weak that the breeze can break off, he is both surprised and panicked, obviously has calculated that all the disasters in this life will start from this fateful encounter, he still insists on taking him with him.
"But this trust has been destroyed by you little by little, stepping on so many bones, after thousands of years of calcination, there is no possibility of recovery. β
Fu Li's expressionless face was stained with frustration: "It's still the most hurtful, Jiang Yike has never said such heavy words to me." β
Sanqing avoided Fu Li's gaze, lowered his head and fiddled with his slender fingers, and replied flatly: "Jiang Yi has forgotten everything, of course he won't speak coldly to you." β
"You deceived him and deliberately blinded him, so you never thought about how he would react if he remembered it one day?"
There was no response.
Sanqing fiddled with the covenant-keeping sword, gestured with various moves, and said calmly: "Before leaving, you begged me to give you a chance, and I gave it to you, but what was the result?
Fu Li lowered his head and replied in a low voice as if he had just heard the question just now: "You are him, how do you not know how you will react." β
Sanqing saw him fleeing, and a pair of eyes that made heaven and earth fade flashed with rare disappointment and determination: "He will personally break off with you." β
Fu Li was silent for a while, not saying a word.
"My consciousness can't come out for a long time, but it has been hidden in his heart, if it weren't for the sense that Hua Xu was almost dissipating, I didn't want to see you. β
"In fact, after so many years, I have been asking myself, do I blame you or not?"
"Now that I think about it, I must have complained, I have been a god for so long, and a few things that can be cherished have been destroyed by you, the apprentice is dead, the gods are gone, and even if you are bored and want to save the common people, you have been labeled as destroying the world, and finally forced yourself to play with your life, so as to save some of the dignity of God. β
Sanqing forcibly broke Fu Li's fingers one by one, freed his wrist, and then turned around and tore off a piece of white cloth, gently wiped the sword body of the covenant, and continued: "How can I not blame you?"
Fu Li's face turned pale, and his lips moved up and down, but he didn't say anything in the end.
Sanqing continued: "But, although I blamed you, I didn't hate you so much that I wanted you to die, you were raised by me with all my hard work, I have feelings for you, although it is not the kind of feelings you expected." β
"Before leaving, I saw that you were crying to death and alive, your face was full of snot and tears, I almost couldn't look at it when I thought about it, I felt that I owed you a lot, although the situation deteriorated like that, in the end, it was all your fault, but there is also my responsibility, right, blame me for not teaching you well, after all, I have been by my side for so long, I didn't see when you gave birth to deviant thoughts, I would have known that it was like that, I would never have done it against you, isn't it just that I was entangled by the bastard stuff that is regarded as a parent, not to the point of not dyingγ β
Fu Li lowered his eyes, and the scattered green silk was spread softly on his back, looking a little well-behaved: "It seems that you don't hate me very much, and it's still so ugly to scold people."
Sanqing lowered the covenant-keeping sword in his hand, and the tip of the sword let out a roar, and he sighed and said, "But Jiang Yi hates you." β
When Fu Li heard this, his fingertips trembled invisibly, and the bottom of his eyes was dyed with a thin layer of water.
"You have done a good job over the years, the Protoss has finally reached its peak in your hands, and the Six Realms are also under your control, you are very happy, stepping on the bones of your lover to the Supreme, that must be wonderful. β
Fu Li's fingers were about to bleed in the palm of his hand, and he finally couldn't hide the pain and muttered, "No...... I'm not here for the throne......"
"I've never ...... Take those false names in your eyes...... I'm not a man of power......"
Sanqing's tone suddenly became cold: "So what? Could it be that it wasn't you Fuli who deliberately provoked the dispute between the human race and Yingyue? Jealous of Yaoguang's divine power, I was worried that he would shake your position in the divine realm and incite the gods to be his enemy? Wasn't you the culprit who caused his heart to die?"
"I didn't know he was you......"
"Oh, I don't know if it's me. β
Sanqing sneered, his eyes full of sarcasm: "Fu Li, even if you have no memory, even if you don't know that he and I are the same person, you are also moved by Jiang Yi, I can see it clearly, you can't hide it from me." β
"This is the most unforgivable part, if you don't love him, I just think you have no intention, but you obviously love him in your heart, but you can still do those things to hurt him. β
The vast night hit, in the dark, Sanqing's eyes were as bright as stars, and his eyes were like a sharp knife light shooting straight towards Fuli, who was usually as misty as smoke and light as water at this time, and could not extricate himself.
Sanqing continued to say hurtful words that didn't see blood: "You used to always say that I was ruthless, so can you blame me? I was born without knowing what love is, and I can't respond to anyone. β
"What about you? Are you affectionate? Do you know how to love people? You ask yourself if you really do better than me?"
Fu Li's expression darkened, there was a faint stinging pain in his heart, and the Adam's apple rolled before he could barely press it down, he took Sanqing's hand and said softly: "Sanqing, Jiang Yi, I know it's wrong, don't be angry......"
Sanqing turned his head and didn't look at his aggrieved appearance, and hesitated for a while before saying fiercely: "You are the emperor, you don't need to use these tricks anymore." β
Sanqing's heart was sour, how to say that he looked at the crooked child: " Although these words came out of my mouth, they were not to the point of no return, but Fu Li, you must know that although Jiang Yi and I are the same soul, we have different experiences and cognitions, and our ability to bear love and hate is also different, I am cold by nature, although I look at the things you did to him clearly, I can't empathize with you after all, I can show up and tell you this because this is not unbearable pain for Sanqing, but Jiang Yi, he really hates you. β
"You still haven't seen any growth, you can't even respect him, what kind of love can you talk about?"
"Listen to me, stop hurting him and his friends, and stop hurting yourself. β
"If he never remembers those things, if he does, what should you do? β
"That's all I say, you're doing it yourself. β