41 How to choose

As soon as Qin Yunuo heard Jiang Zhixin's words, he immediately looked at her with wide eyes, Jiang Zhixing looked at Qin Yunuo's expression, and couldn't help laughing: "I don't know, how many things you still have to hide from me." ”

"Zhixing, I didn't want to hide it from you, but"

"Enough, don't say any more." Jiang Zhixing interrupted him, Jiang Zhixing smiled bitterly: "I know, he is your uncle, but you should tell me, at least then I won't feel embarrassed, and I will make some choices earlier." ”

"Choice? What are the options? Qin Yunuo looked at her.

Jiang Zhixing raised her head, not wanting the tears rolling in her eyes to fall. "If, at the beginning, you told me that my enemy Fan Xiangtian was your uncle, then I would not have anything to do with you. I won't be like this, neither advancing nor retreating. ”

As soon as Qin Yunuo heard her words, he pulled her into his arms hard, and Jiang Zhixing fell into his arms unprepared. Qin Yunuo hugged her tightly: "Please, I beg you, don't say such things again, okay?" You don't know, every time you say something like that, you don't want to have anything to do with me, you don't know how bad my heart is. It took me so much effort to keep you around. However, when you say such things again and again, I don't know what will become of me in the future and future without you. ”

Jiang Zhixing's chin rested on his shoulder, and tears slipped down her eyes. She knew what Qin Yunuo felt in her heart, because she was the same, and she sometimes thought about how she would live if Qin Yunuo was not by her side.

Qin Yunuo continued: "I know that you feel uncomfortable, seeing that the enemy you have been looking for for many years is right in front of your eyes, but you don't know what to do. However, may I beg you? Don't think about revenge anymore, okay? ”

As soon as Jiang Zhixing heard his words, she pushed hard and pushed Qin Yunuo away.

"weishenme won't let me take revenge, don't you know that I watched all the people in the nunnery die in front of my eyes, do you know how I feel in my heart? I was an orphan and had never seen my parents since I was a child, and the teacher in the nunnery raised me as if I were her own daughter. They didn't make any mistakes, but what if Weishenme was going to die tragically at the hands of Fan Xiangtian? Is it because he is the elder brother of the queen's mother, is it because he is the uncle of the country, so no one cares about the things he committed? ”

Qin Yunuo hurriedly grabbed her shoulders: "Zhixing, you calm down, don't be excited, you are still pregnant with a child." ”

Jiang Zhijing cried bitterly: "Child? Child? I hope this kid doesn't have it now, in this case, I can have nothing to do with you at all, in that case, I can kill Fan Xiangtian. ”

Qin Yunuo couldn't believe it, these words came out of Jiang Zhixing's mouth, and Qin Yunuo lowered his head.

"Zhixing, is it possible that in your heart, I can't compare to the hatred in your heart?"

Jiang Zhixing was stunned, Qin Yunuo's words, if the needle was the same, pierced her heart. Does he matter? Of course he's important, he's the most important person in this shijie, there's no one.

However, when she saw that the enemy she had been looking for for so many years was in front of her eyes, but she couldn't do anything, she felt a sense of guilt.

Qin Yunuo continued: "If you really feel that revenge is very important, then I won't stop you, and I will let you go." Saying that, Qin Yunuo stood up: "I will ask Imperial Doctor Yuan to give you a pack of fetal pills, and when your child is misflowed and his body is well, you can go to take revenge." ”

Jiang Zhixing looked at him with wide eyes, she didn't expect Qin Yunuo to say such a thing. She finally conceived the child, but he said it so easily and asked her to get rid of the child.

Qin Yunuo didn't look at Jiang Zhixing again, turned around and slowly walked out of the room.

Jiang Zhixing watched him go out of the room, slowly lowered her head, hugged her knees with both hands, and cried loudly. weishenme has to face such a choice in her life, one is the person she loves, the other is the person she is important to, and she is reluctant to do both. Does she really want to give up her husband and children for a hatred? However, if she doesn't take revenge, then how can she be the master who brought her up.

Qin Yunuo didn't leave, he listened to Jiang Zhixing's cry, and his heart was broken. It is the saddest thing for a man to see his beloved woman crying like this, but there is nothing he can do.

Qin Yunuo sat down against the pillar, he would not let Jiang Zhixing kill Fan Xiangtian, because that was also his important person. Fan Xiangtian is not only his uncle, but also his biological father.

Two people, one sat in the room all night, and the other sat outside the room all night, although they were so close, but they felt so far away.

Early in the morning, Jiang Zhixing packed some things she had brought with her and prepared to leave the palace to live in Hufu for a few days. As soon as he left the door of the room, he saw Qin Yunuo sitting in front of the door, Qin Yunuo heard the sound of the door opening, and raised his head to look at Jiang Zhixing.

Jiang Zhixing looked at Qin Yunuo with some blankness, thinking that he had left last night, but she didn't expect him to sit outside for a night. It was only one night, Jiang Zhixing clearly saw that Qin Yunuo's chin actually grew a beard.

Qin Yunuo looked at Jiang Zhixing with the burden in her hand, and he smiled bitterly: "Are you ready to leave me?" ”

Jiang Zhixing didn't answer, she felt a kind of distress in her heart, because from Qin Yunuo's eyes just now, she saw a kind of depression.

Qin Yunuo stood up from the ground, patted the ash on his clothes, held Jiang Zhixing's face with both hands, and lowered his head to kiss her on the forehead. Jiang Zhixing was taken aback, she thought that Qin Yunuo would be angry, but she didn't expect Qin Yunuo to kiss her.

Qin Yunuo said softly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

β€œweishenmeοΌŸβ€ Jiang Zhixing lowered her head.

"I'm embarrassing you again, last night, you shouldn't have said such a thing, please give me some time, I will definitely give you a haode answer. It's just that in these days of waiting for me, don't be sad, don't be sad, and don't do anything that hurts you, hurts me, and hurts our children. If you feel bored in this palace, then you can go to Yunhong to live and let Qi Qi'er talk to you. I'll definitely come up with a more haode way to make it easy for you to not be embarrassed. Qin Yunuo said every word and sentence very softly and gently, because he was afraid, he was afraid that if he said it louder, then Jiang Zhixing would really stay away from him.