"I don't know, when I started to be able to control myself as soon as I started to do it, and it was a little itchy after a few days of not doing it, and it didn't fall." Han Zhaoqi scratched his head a little embarrassed and said, "I once thought that if I left the army, I would be able to live a peaceful life, but the facts found out that I was wrong, wrong, I regret it, but I also know how difficult it is to take off that military uniform and put it on again!" I really miss my comrades. Think about it in the army, or in the army, everyone has one thing to say, two to say, happy and cry together. Although the army is too hard, the training is hard, but also gritted his teeth and persevered, this is the discipline of the restraint is also for the honor, no one wants to be a bad seed, every day is a painful and even nightmare memory, have you ever felt that you fly all over the house every day, flying is kicked and beaten by the squad leader, a day without being beaten feels like the New Year, this is a true portrayal of me when I first entered the army. But thanks to the training of the squad leaders, I know that compared with the real battlefield, the training is simply a heavenly enjoyment. ”

"That's right! Sweat more in peacetime and bleed less in wartime. Li Qingjie smiled and said, "Hehe...... That's how we all came here. Sure enough, the body is the capital of the revolution, and the hard training during that period gave me more hope of surviving on the battlefield. ”

Han Zhaoqi glanced at him, this was the common language he was busy with, and Fang Monan and Wang Ting were purely listeners.

"The simple joy of life." Han Zhaoqi's eyes darkened, "But when I retired from the army and returned to the place, I seemed incompatible with them." It's really a black crow in the world, it's not as simple as being in the army, it's like a wall between people, you have to guess. In order to know what others are thinking, office culture is darker, too complex and too tiring than swords and swords. I don't have any friends. I don't have a common language with others. ”

"Yes! Yes drip! Li Qingjie echoed, "When I first entered the factory security department, they all surrounded me and asked me to talk about the battlefield. I thought it was fun to listen to it, so I was like Xianglin's sister-in-law, and I took the trouble to say it over and over again. He frowned, "Every time it was a painful memory, and then I said that fighting is not fun at all, that people will die, and that the Vietnamese are all soldiers." Also very brave. As a result, they thought there was something wrong with my thinking, and then I gradually drifted away. ”

"So you have the same experience!" Han Zhaoqi held Li Qingjie's hand and said excitedly.

"That's right! I'm even worse than you. Li Qingjie's face was gloomy, and he said sullenly, "You know that I was disabled, and I am most afraid of the sympathy and pity of others." Sometimes I even think that it is better to die on the battlefield, and I am a hundred. But when you think about the mother at home, think about the poor martyr's pension, it is not as good as the price of an old sow. I'm glad that I survived, I didn't have to send my mother to the white-haired people, and I suffered the pain of losing my son. survived, and could still marry a wife, have children, and support the elderly. ”

Talking and talking. Li Qingjie smiled, "How can there be a real paradise in this world, where there are people, there will be struggles, hey!" Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory, you can only adapt to it yourself, can't you let the earth revolve around you? ”

Han Zhaoqi is rare. It is difficult for ordinary people to admit that they have a mental illness in their hearts. Many of them are avoiding medical treatment, and it is rare to be able to say it so frankly. It is even better to have someone in the same situation to talk to him.

Fang Monan echoed, "The world is not as gloomy as you think, if you only see unpleasant places, your life is without sunshine, how boring it is." She looked at Han Zhaoqi and said, "I can understand that you want to live an ordinary and quiet life, and everyone has a way to live." Think about the people who go to work, or your co-workers, who are busy making ends meet, maybe happy to get that little bonus that month; And then there are the roadside vendors, who may find themselves looking for more money from their customers after the end of the evening and regret it. But this is life, everyone's life has different trajectories and different goals, and there are students who you think they are simply living in a blessed nest, but they are also worried about their academic performance, not doing well in the exam, and inevitably having a meal of fried shredded pork with bamboo shoots. In your opinion, they are very happy, in fact, everyone has their own troubles, but the ugliness of the family should not be publicized, you can't see it, and then it depends on your attitude towards life. If you can't understand others, how can others understand you? Everyone should have the right to live according to their own way, as long as they don't get in the way of others! She tilted her head to look at him and said, "Understand?" ”

"I don't understand." Han Zhaoqi shook his head and said.

"I understand, if you follow us to do good deeds, you will understand, there is truth everywhere in the world." Li Qingjie clapped his hands and said. "Just resign, there is a shadow in the heart of the province. Let's go with me to see those old comrades-in-arms who are buried underground, and then the Foundation is also employing people, so why don't you come and help us calculate. ”

Han Zhaoqi was a little moved, but Wang Ting said first, "This ...... He is the pillar of our family! "It goes without saying that you took the head of the house away, what did their mother and son eat! If it's one day, two days, ten days and half a month, it's okay. How can this be made all year round, it is an iron rice bowl!

"Say what? If I don't give money, I will do it, I can help more people, why not do it. Han Zhaoqi pulled her hand.

Men are always hot-headed, and married women are more rational and realistic.

"Sister-in-law, you misunderstood, we also have a salary." Li Qingjie continued, "Doing good deeds can't make you hungry, but the salary is not high, and you have to go out for a long time." ”

"Huh...... I'm okay with that, as long as he wants. Wang Ting waved her hand hurriedly, and a trace of shame flashed in her eyes. I'm sorry! ”

"It's that I didn't explain it clearly." Li Qingjie stopped himself from the fault, after all, this has to be out for a long time, how can it be unstable in the rear.

"Hurry, hurry, the fish is hooked." Fang Menan pointed to the water and said.

Han Zhaoqi pulled the fishing rod and really caught a small fish that was an inch long.

"Ahh It's so small, let it go! Even if you eat it, it doesn't taste good. Long and long. Li Qingjie said with a smile.

"Ugh! Good! Han Zhaoqi pulled the fishing line, took off the small fish, and 'pounced' it still in the water, and soon there was no trace of it. Then he continued to hang the bait and flick the fishing rod.

In the evening, the sun converges its blinding light and turns into a golden disc. The setting sun dyed the clouds a terrible red, and in the blink of an eye, the layers of clouds turned into dazzling roses, moving across the sky. The sun sets, the lake is sparkling, the golden sunset dyes half of the sky, the wisps of red light flow down, and the clouds and mist floating in the middle of the mountain are dyed into colorful clouds, like a fairyland on earth, the broad sight makes people's minds open up instantly, seeing such a beautiful scenery, Li Qingjie put his hands around his mouth and shouted loudly at the water:

"Ah......h

The sound layer came out, swirling away, like a natural echo wall, Fang Monan looked at the scenery in front of him with some fascination, and couldn't help but whisper:

"The white horse passes through the gap, and the vicissitudes of life in an instant, does it mean this feeling?"

"The magic of nature." Han Zhaoqi said with emotion.

"It feels like we're so small in front of it." Wang Ting looked at the beautiful scenery in front of her, how long had it been since she had calmed down to appreciate it, worried about this, worried about that. As the sun sets, the sunset reflects half of the sky, and then reflects into the river, and the river turns red in an instant! It's really like red lotuses blooming in the river.

"It's time to eat!" Qiu Lian came to the reservoir and shouted.

"Hey! Okay! Fang Menan stood up and packed his things. Let's go! Eat and go. ”

"Nothing at all." Li Qingjie said in frustration.

"Who said that, we have gained a lot today." Fang Monan said with a smile. "That's a lot of credit to you."

"Really?" Li Qingjie scratched his head and smirked.

"Untie the knot, and the illness will be more than half cured." Fang Monan smiled with his eyebrows, "Heart disease still needs heart medicine." ”

"Okay, after eating, check the pulse again, do you need to take medicine." Fang Menan continued.

"Don't mind the coarse tea and light rice." Old Man Lin sat there and said.

Dinner was very ordinary, millet porridge, but there were a lot of cooking, because the people gathered by Li Qingjie came, and there were a lot of people. Grandma Baozi brought two large dustpans and big white buns from the restaurant, which was absolutely enough and full.

After eating, "Qiu Lian, come and check the pulse." ”

"Hey! Okay! Qiu Lian rushed her hand, wiped her apron on her body, and sat on the chair. Han Zhaoqi's hand was on the dining table, and Qiu Lian's three fingers were on his wrist.

Shaoqing loosened, '" The liver qi is stagnant, and the time has been five or six years for a long time, and I have to take Danzhi Xiaoyao Pill. In fact, the key to the problem lies in how you regulate yourself, and if you adjust your mentality and pressure, it will naturally be good. It's up to you to manage stress and regulate your mindset. Qiu Lian said.

"Hmmm! Yes, very much! Fang Monan said with relief, "I'll go back to the house and get you some pills, so it's easy to carry." ”

"Thank you." Wang Ting said.

"It should." Fang Monan smiled and walked out.

After Fang Monan came back with the medicine, the old people who gathered here already knew the name of the little miracle doctor, and they had to let Fang Monan take a look at everything, it was a rare opportunity. So they lined up in a long line, and Fang Monan began to take the pulse, and then prescribed medicine. Older people have some chronic diseases.

Because it was a midnight train, the old people who had seen the doctor were properly placed, and the young and middle-aged people simply chatted together, waiting for the pulse, and if there was a disease, it was regarded as a physical examination. Anyway, I got on the train in a few hours and didn't sleep.

Fang Menan's farm is not far from the train station, and it is only half an hour's walk away, and Li Qingjie specially borrowed a bus from the fat man's company to send these respectable and admirable mothers and fathers to the train station.

The next day, Wang Ting also said goodbye and left. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )

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