Chapter 93: The Night Without a Bright Moon Flower Solo: What's wrong with me being selfish?
Sure enough, Wang Zhe listened to his words, not only did he not get rid of his grief, but he became even more excited. In grief and indignation, he clenched his hair, wanted to cry without tears, and his suppressed voice swirled in his throat, "I hate myself! It's all because of me! Because I! I'm a bastard! I'm useless! Why wasn't it me who had the accident? Why wasn't it me who died! ”
Xiao Yiting has been smooth sailing for more than ten years, has never experienced ups and downs, has never seen joys and sorrows, his brother's tragedy and grief made him speechless and choked, patted his back, and clumsily repeated some words of comfort without strength, Wang Zhe, who was originally suppressing grief, was out of control in the painful process.
Seeing this, Ye Qinghe walked out quietly.
"Sister, where are you going?" Xiao Yiting stopped her. He didn't want her to leave at this time, in the face of such a Wang Zhe, he was at a loss, one more person to accompany him, he had a little more confidence in his heart, if his sister also left, how should he persuade Wang Zhe?
Ye Qinghe glanced back at him, "Come when you go." Eye"
She didn't go far, she came back after a turn at the commissary at the entrance of the alley, and she didn't go in, she stood outside the door, and heard Wang Zhe's cry from inside.
There are two things in this world that will make people feel distressed, men cry and women bleed.
And it seems, women / bleeding far less tragic than men / tears owl.
It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but it's not time to be sad. A man can cry only a handful of times in his life.
It's just that there is some pain, and it has to be turned into tears in order to become yesterday's thing, and to achieve the transformation of the extreme pain and the afterlife. And this process does not require a woman to be around, especially a woman in her relationship.
After standing outside the door for more than twenty minutes, the sound inside gradually became quieter.
With a bottle of wine in her hand, she knocked on the door.
It was Xiao Yiting who opened the door, and at first glance she saw the wine bottle in her hand, her eyebrows slightly spread, "It's good!" That's what you need! ”
He snatched the wine bottle from her arms and poured two glasses directly from the teacup, one was his own, and the other was placed in front of Wang Zhe.
Ye Qinghe has restrictions on him drinking, since Su Zhishan's birthday, she has not allowed him to drink again, today she brought the wine bottle herself, and he understood that he could accompany Wang Zhe to drink this cup.
However, Wang Zhe, who had just experienced a violent emotional change, was obviously not interested in the contents of this cup, and his expression was still gloomy, and his eyes were gloomy.
"Sister, just now Wang Zhe said that he doesn't want to go to school, even if he is admitted to university, there are still four years, and his mother has to provide for him for four years, it's too hard, he doesn't want to be sorry for his father, and then sorry for his mother." Xiao Yiting said softly in her ear.
Ye Qinghe didn't say anything, only bit his lip and looked at Wang Zhe.
Xu is Xiao Yiting's words to her were heard by Wang Zhe, he looked sad, and suddenly picked up the wine glass and poured the wine into his mouth.
"Wait!" Ye Qinghe usually spoke softly, but at this time, he suddenly shouted loudly, which made Xiao Yiting and Wang Zhe both slightly surprised.
I saw her step forward and snatch the cup from Wang Zhe's hand.
"Do you think I bought the wine for you two to drink?" She put the cup in front of the portrait of Wang's father, looked at Wang Zhe with a serious expression, "Come here." On your knees. ”
Wang Zhe didn't know what she meant, but kneeling down to his father, he would definitely do it.
"And now thou wilt kneel before thy father and touch thy conscience and say, Do thou love thy father?" She looked solemn.
I have never seen her like this, even if she is cold, but not harsh, even if she is outnumbered, but not sharp, at this moment, she is like a sharp blade The light reflected in the glass lens pierces Wang Zhe, making Wang Zhe and Xiao Yiting both a little stunned.
"You say!" She asked.
Wang Zhe looked at his father's portrait, nodded with sadness.
"Good! Then you tell me! What did you do for your father when he was alive? And what does he expect from you? Do you expect to have nothing to do, nothing to strive for, and fight all day long? Do you expect you to give up on yourself and break the can to make your mother sad? You touch your conscience and think, how many happy days did you let your father have? ”
In his vision, his father's face blurred.
That's right, he is a bastard, he has never done anything to make his parents proud and happy since he was a child, except for making his parents angry or worried, and in the end, because of him, his father passed away......
The pain swept over again, and he held his forehead and choked, "yes, that's why I ...... the damn one."
Ye Qinghe trembled with anger after hearing this, Wang Zhe actually had such a bad side!
"Wang Zhe! You're a bastard! A shrunken turtle! You're not a man! No! You're not human! Do you think that by blaming all the blame on yourself, you are taking responsibility? You keep saying it's you who damn it, and where did you put your mother? The loss of her husband has broken her heart, isn't your appearance of dying and not rubbing salt in her wounds? Wang Zhe! You're now the only man in your family! Your dad is gone, you have to take over from your dad and become your mom's support! Give your mom happiness and warmth! And not here to die or live! That's what women do! No! Even a woman wouldn't be as seedless as you!
Do you think you are the most miserable in the world? Do you think that only your life is the most painful? Do you think you can save your home by not studying? You just continue to be a shrunken turtle! You're just making excuses for being a bad seed! You're just trying to punish your bad past in this way! You just want to make your own conscience a little better! But have you ever thought about your mother? Her husband is gone, her children have dropped out of school, her future is ruined, she has to live in sadness and guilt for the rest of her life, she will feel that she has no ability, has not fulfilled her husband's last wish, has no ability for you to continue studying, she will feel that she is dragging you down, dragging down your life and future, she will blame herself for a lifetime! Wang Zhe! You are so selfish! Use a way to hurt your mother to make your own conscience better! Wang Zhe! I look down on you! ”
She had never said so many words in one breath, she was angry and excited, and she gasped and trembled after she finished speaking.
The most anxious is Xiao Yiting, who is worried that she will be angry and healthy, and on the other hand, she is worried that her words are too serious and hurt Wang Zhe.
"Okay, sister, let's not talk about it, let's not talk about it." He held her shoulder, anxious.
"Second brother! You let go of me! I'm not done yet! She adjusted her mood to calm down as much as possible, and her tone became heavy, "Wang Zhe, everyone's life has unavoidable pain, it's not you the worst in the world, at least, you still have your mother, what about me?" Aren't you all curious about why I live in the Xiao family? Don't everyone wonder where my family is? Then I tell you now, in two days I lost both my father and my mother, and like you, I felt that the sky was dark and there was no way forward. However, I remember what my dad wanted from me: he wanted me to be a beautiful and happy girl. He said that nothing in the world can stop a person's happy footsteps, even if life and death, even if the sky falls apart, as long as you think, you will be happy, as long as you are strong enough, you will be happy.
I couldn't see the meaning of that sentence. I knelt all night in front of my parents' pictures, and I thought I would never be happy again without my parents, but I was wrong, I could have done it. Because, happiness is the way my dad guided me to live, and if I love him, I have to follow the way he gave me and become the person he wants me to be. In my opinion, this is the real love for him. And I always believe that my parents have never left, there are two stars in the sky, they look at my eyes, they accompany me every day, watch over me, supervise me, whether I am their qualified, strong and happy child.
So, Wang Zhe, you today make me despised. ”
She finished the final summary, picked up the glass of wine, and slowly poured it on Wang Zhe's face, "Wang Zhe, I bought this bottle of wine to let you swear in front of Wang's father, and the man swears by wine, which means that you are an adult." However, I said, I misjudged you, you are a bad seed, a bad seed who will always hide from the wind and rain in your mother's arms and make your mother sad! I look down on you like this, and you don't deserve to be friends with me! From now on, my second brother and I just don't know you! Good bye! ”
After speaking, she pulled Xiao Yiting's arm, "Second brother, let's go home!" ”
Xiao Yiting was reluctant, and gave her a strong look, "Sister, don't...... Not to ......"
"Do you want to go?!" Ye Qinghe tried him angrily and pulled him hard.
Xiao Yiting was helpless, and looked back at Wang Zhe, who was still kneeling in front of Wang's father's photo, "Wang Zhe, I'll go back first, and I'll come back another day......"
Before he finished speaking, he was dragged to the door by Ye Qinghe, and opened the door forcefully, only to see Wang's mother and Su Zhishan standing outside the door, both of them in tears.
"Mother Wang, let's go first." Ye Qinghe said softly, pulling Xiao Yiting out of the Wang family.
"Then Su Zhishan......" Xiao Yiting kept looking back.
"Stupid! How can there be such a stupid person as you! Ye Qinghe muttered and pulled him to trot. She gave Wang Zhe a dose of fierce medicine, Wang Zhe was overwhelmed at this time, and next, he needed to attack gently. With her fierce medicine and Su Zhishan's tender comfort and encouragement, she didn't believe that Wang Zhe couldn't come back!
As she expected, Wang Zhe came back to life.
The next day, he reappeared in the classroom.
Su Zhishan came to Ye Qinghe almost with tears in her eyes, not only on behalf of herself, but also on behalf of Wang's mother to thank her.
She didn't want thanks......
What does she want?
Looking back at Xiao Yiting, I saw him walking towards her with open arms, hugging her into his arms without any scruples, and rubbing his chin against her hair, "Sister is awesome!" ”
This kind of hug, not to mention that Su Zhishan and Wang Zhe are commonplace, ordinary classmates are used to it, Xiao Yiting's baby sister, is a well-known thing, even in the second year of high school, Teacher Chen called the parents of the two of them and failed to get the desired statement. Perhaps, people are really just brother and sister, maybe there are others, but so what?
Wang Zhe walked out of the classroom after Su Zhishan, walked slowly towards the three of them, with shyness on his face and the light after Nirvana, stood beside Su Zhishan, and asked her, "Can we still be friends?" ”
Ye Qinghe didn't speak, just smiled, the corners of his lips slightly curved.
It was Xiao Yiting, who punched him in the shoulder, "Of course! Friends, of course! ”
Wang Zhe kept looking at Ye Qinghe, "Really?" Still...... Can you afford me? ”
In fact, her smile is the best answer, she really doesn't like to talk too much, that day, she herself felt incredible, is it crazy?
Xiao Yiting hugged her shoulders hard and promised Wang Zhe, "Does she dare?" She dared to say that she looked down on me and went home to clean her up! ”
Every time Xiao Yiting said this, Su Zhishan wanted to laugh.
When the class bell rang and the four of them were going back to their respective classrooms, Su Zhishan held back the urge to laugh.
Watching Xiao Yiting lazily take Ye Qinghe's shoulder back to the classroom, Su Zhishan sighed, "Xiao Yiting himself knows what a precious sister he has......"
Wang Zhe agrees with this evaluation.
Ye Qinghe is indeed a girl who is too special.
"Wang Zhe, you said that Xiao Yiting and Ye Qinghe are not brothers and sisters, they are like this...... Is it interesting? Su Zhishan has been thinking about this question for a long time.
Initially, as soon as the sunny and handsome Xiao Yiting appeared, he crashed into her eyes and her heart. With her girl's unique sensitivity, she feels that Xiao Yitingkong has a flowery name, and she takes this sister very seriously.
But all indications were that he had no other intentions for her. It must be like if no one is close to her, drinking her water, holding her, so open, how can there be any sign of love? Ye Qinghe is even more indifferent, she is indifferent to everyone, including her second brother, and she really doesn't like Xiao Yiting......
Wang Zhe shook his head, "Why do you care so much!" It's class! ”
That's right, too! Why do you care so much! No matter what the relationship between Xiao Yiting and Ye Qinghe is, both of them are her good friends, and that's enough! And she, as long as she can be with Wang Zhe, it's fine!
The college entrance examination is approaching, and the students are thinking about what major to take, and Xiao Chengxing also put this matter on the agenda, and he wants to hear the children's thoughts.
The first person to ask was Ye Qinghe.
It's just that if you ask, it's better to give her an idea, "Qinghe, how do I see you learning Chinese language and literature?" Your dad once mentioned that he wanted you to go in this direction. ”
Ye Qinghe seemed to hesitate for a moment, but finally nodded, "Yes, Uncle Xiao." ”
Xiao Chengxing was very satisfied, with a loving smile on his face, "Qinghe, your temperament is very suitable for classical Chinese literature, this is also your father's wish, and I am comforted to be able to help him fulfill this wish." ”
Ye Qinghe lowered his eyelids and did not speak.
Then, Xiao Chengxing asked Xiao Yiting, "What about you?" What major you plan to study. ”
Xiao Yiting was silent, not knowing whether to think or refuse to answer.
Ye Qinghe glanced sideways, and saw that his eldest young master's face was gloomy, as if he was angry?
"Haven't thought about it yet?" Xiao Chengxing asked patiently.
Still silent.
Xiao Chengxing understood that his son was angry, but he didn't know why. The change of his son in the past two years has also completely changed the way he communicates with his son, no longer always yelling at him angrily, and going down the steps, "Since you haven't thought about it yet, let's think about it again, don't worry, you go back to the room first." ”
Xiao Yiting turned around and left, without saying hello to his father.
"What's wrong with him?" Xiao Chengxing asked Ye Qinghe suspiciously. Now, he can't control his son's mind more and more, and he has to ask her a lot of things.
It's just that this time, Ye Qinghe is also inexplicable......
She shook her head helplessly at Xiao Chengxing. "Forget it, you go back to study first, and it will be fine in two days! This stinky boy! Xiao Chengxing pinched his eyebrows, his son is older, and he has endless troubles......
"Yes, good night Uncle Shaw." Ye Qinghe went back to the room.
It's game time, and she's online.
As soon as he landed in, his private chat came: one by one. I'm waiting for you.
She smiled.
"Yiyi, today is the last time I'll be online."
After a slight pause, she continued to give him a smile.
"You're still laughing? Aren't you sad? ”
What do you want her to say? She wasn't sad at all because she was there for him every day?
"One by one, we said okay, let's go to the end of the world together!!" Three exclamation points in a row.
She hesitated for a moment and typed out a line: There is no banquet in the world that will not be dispersed.
"Don't !!" Continue with three exclamation points. "I don't want to end! Don't be scattered! I hate parting! I'm just about to take the college entrance exam, and we'll go play a new game together after the exam, okay? ”
"One by one, I hope that all the people can surround me and not leave me. My family, my friends, my sister. ”
The typical self-centered young master has a temper......
She sighed on the computer side and replied: "City Lord, you are so selfish.
"Yes! What's wrong with my selfishness? I want the person I like to be with me forever! One by one, let's keep playing together, okay? ”
She didn't hesitate and replied with one word: OK.
He sent a happy expression: It's still your best, one by one.
She smiled.
"Yiyi, are you a boy or a girl?"
"......" Well, still smile, smile to the end.
He also laughed: naughty! Well, it doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl, as long as we're good friends!
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See you tomorrow~!