Volume 3 Chapter 33 Insulted Full of sorrow and life and death
On this day, Principal Fang called Lin Meijiao to the office, and he told Lin Meijiao that the higher authorities had recently prepared to send new teachers to the school, and he had approved Lin Meijiao's resignation application, and he asked Lin Meijiao to persist in her work for a while longer, and Lin Meijiao could leave the school after the new teacher came to report to the school. Hearing Principal Fang say this, Lin Meijiao's hanging heart finally landed.
Lin Meijiao didn't care about dinner after work, so she went straight to the town middle school in a hurry.
After Lin Meijiao arrived at the town middle school, she told her uncle Lin Nanhui the news that the school agreed to her resignation, and Lin Nanhui was also very happy. Lin Meijiao is finally going to get rid of Yang Xinmin's entanglement, and she wants to invite her uncle and Wang Hongju to dinner to celebrate in the evening.
Lin Nanhui told Lin Meijiao: "Wang Hongju is going out to meet friends tonight, not at school." ”
Lin Meijiao said disappointedly: "Then let's talk about it in two days." ”
"Gillian, I bought half a roast goose this morning, and I'll go out to buy a fish later, and we'll cook by ourselves tonight."
"Uncle, I'll make tonight's meal!"
"Okay!"
After work, Lin Nanhui came back from buying fish outside, Lin Meijiao cleaned up the fish and washed the vegetables and started cooking quickly, and after a while, the fragrant meal was brought to the table. Lin Nanhui tasted a bite of the fish and said, "Gillian, you have not only learned to cook, but also your cooking skills have improved greatly, and the taste of this fish is the same as your mother's cooking!" Then Lin Nanhui said a little sadly: "I haven't eaten my sister-in-law's cooking for a long time!" Find a time to go home and see my brother and sister-in-law in the future. ”
Lin Nanhui took out a bottle of wine from under the table, poured herself a full glass and drank it all.
Lin Nanhui's words aroused Lin Meijiao's thoughts about her parents, she wrote several letters to her family during her time in Hainan, and her father's replies were always very good at home, don't read things like that. She didn't know what was going on at home. Lin Meijiao said to Lin Nanhui: "Uncle, I want to go home to see my parents before I go to work at the Fisheries Bureau." ”
"I don't think you'd better go back."
"Why?" Gillian asked puzzled.
"Your father wrote to me a few days ago, and the letter said that Luo Nanhai asked a matchmaker to come to our house to say that he wanted to marry you."
Lin Meijiao felt amused: "Uncle." Why didn't my Abba write me directly about it? What is the use of him telling you this? ”
"He's letting you work in peace and doesn't want to mess with you."
Lin Meijiao felt that Luo Nanhai was the same age as her uncle, and it was ridiculous and impossible for him to marry her. "Uncle, this Luo Nanhai is as old as you, we are not a good match!"
Lin Nanhui said: "He is now the mayor of our town!" He wants to marry you, that's what he looks up to you! Someone wants to climb high, but he can't climb high! ”
"Huh? Luo Nanhai became the mayor of the town! Lin Meijiao's eyes widened in disbelief.
"What's so strange about this! When people go, they are lucky, maybe one day a pie will fall from the sky and hit my head! Luo Nanhai has been my brother since he was a child, I know him better than anyone else, this guy can speak well and is resourceful. When I was a child, when I led people into group fights, he was the military advisor who gave me advice. He's got a lot of ideas in his head! However, he is clever and clever, but his heart is not bad and decent, and he is an official material! He used to be so poor that he couldn't even eat, and he didn't dare to think about pleasing his wife, but now that he is the mayor of the town, of course, he has to ask a woman who can be used as a wife! Hey! Lin Nanhui grinned after speaking.
Lin Meijiao asked with interest: "Then what did my parents say?" ”
"What can they say? Last time, you had to mess up the marriage with you alive or dead, how dare they arrange it for you this time! That Luo Nanhai is the deputy mayor of the town, and his face can't be refuted, your father can only say that you are working in the field, and the matter of proposing relatives will be talked about when you go home! If you want to go home at this time, don't you just hit Luo Nanhai's muzzle! ”
"Then I won't be going home for a while." Lin Meijiao felt that what her uncle said made sense. I temporarily dismissed the idea of going home to visit my parents.
Lin Nanhui looked at Lin Meijiao with loving eyes and said, "Gillian, you are a well-known beauty, then Luo Nanhai is many years older than you, you two are not suitable!" If you want to marry, you have to marry a good man, uncle, I'm afraid that you will put flowers on cow dung in the future! ”
Lin Meijiao laughed: "Uncle." Look at what you said! Why don't you think about a good place! I will definitely marry a good man in the future! ”
"Hey! In my opinion, only Wang Hongju is worthy of marrying you in this world, and the two of you are a natural pair of talented women and beautiful women! But things in this world always like to joke with people, haven't you heard that a good man has no good wife. Lai Han climbs the flower branches. It's a pity that you and Wang Hongju have no fate! It's not a hooligan like Yang Xinmin who pursues you, or an old guy of the same age as me! Lin Nanhui's blurted out whining words made Lin Meijiao sad, she lowered her head and didn't speak, and her eyes were red.
"Hey. Let me tell you, that woman named Huang Tingting sent a letter to Wang Hongju. ”
"Huh? It's true! Lin Meijiao raised her head curiously.
Lin Nanhui said vividly: "I personally sent the letter to Principal Wang that day, and after he got Huang Tingting's letter, he was so beautiful that he hugged a chair and circled in the room. He must have taken that chair for Huang Tingting! Lin Nanhui limped to learn Wang Hongju's dancing movements when he spoke, and he looked very funny.
"Uncle, he has been waiting for Huang Tingting for many years, and I understand his feelings."
"Silly boy, I can see that Wang Hongju likes you, if it weren't for Huang Tingting's existence, then you would definitely be his woman! Hum! Our Gillian is a well-known beauty, where can she compare to that Huang Tingting! Lin Nanhui pouted unconvinced.
Lin Meijiao said helplessly: "It's yours who can't run, and if it's not yours, you can't force it, this is fate, I admit it!" ”
Lin Nanhui asked Lin Meijiao if she still had Wang Hongju in her heart, and Lin Meijiao didn't answer positively but nodded. Lin Nanhui knew that Lin Meijiao was still infatuated with Wang Hongju, and he felt uncomfortable when he saw his niece's somewhat sentimental appearance. After that, the two of them bowed their heads to eat and said nothing.
At about ten o'clock the next morning, the postman knocked on the door of the communication room and walked in, placing a few pieces of mail on the table.
After Lin Nanhui received the mail, he handed the postman a glass of water and said, "It's hot and dead, you can sit down and rest before leaving." ”
The postman stood up after drinking the water and said, "Thank you!" There is a lot of mail today, and I have to leave soon, so you can quickly bring me the letter you want to send. ”
Before Lin Nanhui came to the town middle school, the letters to be sent in the school were directly placed on the table in the communication room by the sender, and when the postman came, the janitor handed him over, which was not conducive to storage and easy to lose. After Lin Nanhui came to the school, she nailed a mailbox to the outer wall of the communication room. All teachers and students who send letters can stuff the letters they want to send into the mailbox, and when the postman comes to pick up the letters, Lin Nanhui will open the mailbox and take out the letters and hand them to him.
Lin Nanhui asked the postman to rest in the house and took the key out of the house to pick up the letter, when he opened the mailbox to pick up the letter, he accidentally dropped a few letters on the ground, when he bent down to pick up the letter, he saw a letter addressed to Huang Tingting, and he took a closer look at the handwriting on the envelope was Wang Hongju. Lin Nanhui's nerves suddenly became sensitive, and he felt uncomfortable as soon as he saw Huang Tingting's name, and somehow he had the psychology of wanting to take revenge on Huang Tingting. Lin Nanhui saw that there was no one next to him, so he secretly raced the letter into his trouser pocket.
After the postman left, Lin Nanhui secretly opened the letter written by Wang Hongju to Huang Tingting and read it with curiosity.
Wang Hongju's letter was full of thousands of words, and in this letter, he first affectionately poured out his thoughts about Huang Tingting over the past few years, and apologized for his misunderstanding of Huang Tingting due to his arrogance and conceit; Then he reviewed many past events between him and Huang Tingting when they were in the university when they were in trouble. talked about the deep friendship they formed here, and then clearly expressed their willingness to renew their old relationship with Huang Tingting and share a love relationship; At the end of the letter, Wang Hongju also used the Tang Dynasty poet Bai Juyi's poem "I wish to be a winged bird in heaven and a branch in the earth" to express his eternal love with Huang Tingting. Wang Hongju's letter is beautiful and sincere, if Huang Tingting sees this letter, she will definitely be moved to tears, but the person who read this letter is indeed Lin Nanhui!
After reading the letter, Lin Nanhui was not moved by Wang Hongju's true feelings for Huang Tingting, but selfishly. "Old comrade-in-arms, I have to withhold your letter for Gillian's sake, I'm sorry!" After reading the letter, Lin Nanhui locked it in his drawer.
Lin Meijiao went to work in a new work unit, the leaders and colleagues of the new unit treated her very well, she was very happy at work, and all the troubles when she was a teacher in a primary school have been forgotten. On this day, the fishery company brought in a large number of seafood. All the employees of the company worked overtime until late before leaving work. After getting off work, Lin Meijiao and several female companions left the unit together, and broke up halfway through. Lin Meijiao was walking alone on the dark path, when the wind suddenly blew, and the rows of coconut trees rustled with the wind wrapped in rain. Dull thunder rolled in from afar. It was going to rain, and Lin Meijiao walked quickly to her residence.
Lin Meijiao walked but suddenly stopped, her intuition told her that someone seemed to be following behind her, and when she looked back, she was just in time for a flash of lightning to pass through the sky. By the light of lightning, she saw a ghostly figure not far behind her and disappeared in a flash, Lin Meijiao couldn't help but feel numb in her scalp, she quickened her pace and walked forward. But as she walked, she still felt someone behind her. She stopped again and looked back, and the shadow flickered and disappeared. Hell or did you run into the bad guys? Thinking of this, Lin Meijiao, who was panicked, ran up.
"Gillian, don't run! It's me! The figure who had been following behind shouted.
Lin Meijiao felt that this person's voice was very familiar, so she slowed down, and the person who followed followed chased in front of her, Lin Meijiao took a closer look at this person and turned out to be Yang Xinmin, and she came back to her senses from extreme fear.
"Scared the hell out of me! Why are you stalking me secretly? Lin Meijiao clutched her chest and asked very dissatisfied.
"It's getting dark, I'm here to protect you, where is the tracking!" Yang Xinmin defended his actions.
"I have nothing to do with you, why should you protect me? Besides, is there someone like you who is sneaky and protective of others? ”
"Gillian, don't you know? Recently, there have been several crimes in our town, including roadblocks and robberies, as well as rape and insulting women. ”
Lin Meijiao didn't appreciate it at all: "That's a good thing, you know my every move, it turns out that you have been secretly following me, despicable!" ”
Yang Xinmin said aggrievedly: "Gillian, I know you hate me, so I don't want you to see me." I'm really protecting you, you have to understand my painstaking efforts! ”
"Well, then I'll thank you! I want to go alone, please leave me immediately! ”
"Gillian, you left school, I can't bear to let you go. And I have much to say to you, so invite me to sit down at your house. Gillian, I love you, I'm going to take out my heart for you to see! ”
"You're shameless!" Lin Meijiao quickened her steps and wanted to get rid of Yang Xinmin.
"Gillian, you wait for me." Yang Xinmin has been following closely. In order to get rid of Yang Xinmin, Lin Meijiao had to run.
When Gillian ran out of breath to a dense banana plantation at the head of the village, Yang Xinmin quickly caught up from behind, and he stood in front of Lin Meijiao.
"If you pester me again, I'll call someone!" Lin Meijiao warned Yang Xinmin.
At this time, Yang Xinmin saw that there was no one around, so he said with a lewd smile: "Gillian, I have no malice, I just want to find a place with you where no one is around!" "Say it. He rushed over and hugged Gillian tightly.
Lin Meijiao shouted loudly while struggling hard, Yang Xinmin hurriedly covered Lin Meijiao's mouth with his hand, and he dragged Lin Meijiao, who was struggling wildly, into the banana orchard.
Into the depths of the banana orchard, Yang Xinmin rudely threw Gillian to the ground, looked at the frightened Gillian and said with a smile: "Gillian, don't tremble, are you scared?" Afraid I'll clean you up today, aren't you? ”
Lin Meijiao sat on the ground and couldn't stop moving her body back, Yang Xinmin let out a wicked smile and pressed step by step: "You can't run out of my palm tonight!" ”
Lin Meijiao begged Yang Xinmin and said, "Please, please, let me go!" ”
Yang Xinmin said viciously: "Gillian, usually my poor begging you." Be kind to me, give me a little love. But you are proud like a princess, you never take me seriously, and you hurt me again and again. It breaks my heart! Today you finally begged me pitifully! Where is your reserve? Where is your pride? Do you think I can grant your request? As he spoke, he seemed to have suffered a great grievance, and his heart was full of anger.
Lin Meijiao resigned and left school, and Yang Xinmin knew that Lin Meijiao was doing this to get rid of herself, which was something he didn't want to see. The beautiful Lin Meijiao has already made him swoon! He can't live without Lin Meijiao! Yang Xinmin regards Lin Meijiao as a beautiful flower, this beautiful flower can only be enjoyed by him, and others have no right to appreciate and pick. If he can't get it, he would rather destroy this beautiful flower, so Yang Xinmin will never let Lin Meijiao go tonight!
Lin Meijiao knew that she was unlucky today, so she asked in a trembling voice: "Yang Xinmin, what do you want to do to me?" ”
Yang Xinmin squatted down in front of Lin Meijiao, he held Lin Meijiao's chin with his hand and said, "If you promise to marry me, I will let you go." If you don't agree to marry me, I'll ruin you today!" ”
Lin Meijiao said with a heart: "Yang Xinmin, if you die of this heart, I won't marry you if I die!" If you don't let me go, I'll call someone! ”
"If you shout loudly, I will not be afraid! It's going to rain, and there are people around this dark sky! Ha, haha! Yang Xinmin looked up and laughed proudly.
Lin Meijiao got up and wanted to run, but Yang Xinmin grabbed her all of a sudden. "Gillian, since you rejected me, then I'm welcome!" Yang Xinmin forcibly picked up Lin Meijiao's clothes as he spoke.
"You bastard!" Lin Meijiao was desperate, and she slapped Yang Xinmin in the face. The angry Yang Xinmin replied to Lin Meijiao fiercely. Yang Xinmin pushed Lin Meijiao to the ground, and then pounced like a hungry wolf.
Lin Meijiao whimpered and begged Yang Xinmin to say, "You let me go, you and I can talk about things well." ”
Yang Xinmin said viciously: "Don't play tricks with me, I let you go today, and you will change your hexagram tomorrow!" And you're going to call that Wang Hongju to beat me. I'm not easy to deceive! After he finished speaking, he tore Lin Meijiao's clothes hard.
"You bastard don't die well!" Lin Meijiao was desperate.
"Don't eat the fat in your mouth? Am I a fool! ”
Yang Xinmin had already peeled off Lin Meijiao's shirt, he rubbed Lin Meijiao's chest greedily, his exuberant lust made him crazy, and he pulled off Lin Meijiao's pants at once.
"Yang Xinmin, don't do this! Emotional things can't be forced! Lin Meijiao said weakly.
"I'm going to force you today!" Yang Xinmin said as he freed up one hand to untie his pants.
A bolt of lightning streaked across the dark night sky, followed by a thunderclap. Lin Mei's delicate and weak body couldn't resist Yang Xinmin, who was already crazy, and she closed her eyes in pain. ……
Yang Xinmin put on his clothes with satisfaction, he looked at Lin Meijiao lying on the ground and said, "You finally didn't run out of Lao Tzu's palm!" From now on, you can marry whoever you want! But you have to remember that I, Yang Xinmin, is your first man! I, Yang Xinmin, have left a mark on you that you can't wash away for the rest of your life! Ha ha! The most beautiful woman in the world is possessed by me! Joyfully! Ha ha! It's a pleasure! Yang Xinmin looked up to the sky and laughed wildly.
Lin Meijiao sat up with grief and indignation, and covered her naked body with her clothes.
"You scoundrel, I'm going to sue you for raping women!" Lin Meijiao covered her face and cried bitterly.
"To tell you the truth, Lin Meijiao, I thought you would sue me, but what did I do to you? Who saw me rape you? I also want to ask you: Do you still have the face to live in the world after you have a reputation for being raped by a man? Don't the men in this world think you're dirty? Gillian, your reputation in school is already very bad, if you don't care about your reputation, you will sue me, and you must be the one who will be ruined in the end! Try it if you don't believe me! Yang Xinmin threatened Lin Meijiao.
It was raining, and the dense raindrops hit the banana leaves like beans, and Yang Xinmin hurriedly got dressed and turned around and slipped away. Lin Meijiao wanted to stand up, but her whole body was as soft as no bones and couldn't move. She sat down on the ground and was whipped by the bitter wind and rain.
The rain stopped, the clouds dispersed, and the moon showed again. Lin Meijiao, who was drenched in rain, walked out of the banana orchard tiredly, and the cool breeze made her shiver. Although her heart was like a knife, she couldn't cry anymore, and at this time she felt that life was worse than death, and only one death could get rid of all the pain and humiliation.
Lin Meijiao slowly came to the Wanquan River, because it had just rained, the usually gentle river became panting. Lin Meijiao looked at the river flowing in front of her and wanted to jump into the river, but she didn't have the courage to jump down, she had seen the drowning person's stomach swell like a ball that had been blown up, and she was untidy, she didn't want to die so ugly; She wanted to find a tree to hang herself, but she thought that the hanged person was ugly and terrifying with his head tilted and his long tongue out, and she thought that even if she died, she would leave a beautiful face to the world, so she didn't want to hang herself. How do you die, how can you die with dignity? Lin Meijiao lingered by the river.
To live or to die? The Nai Ho Bridge is in front of you, but it is not an easy task to cross the Nai Ho Bridge with your legs raised. Lin Meijiao thought of her parents who worked hard to raise her and her dear uncle between life and death, and she thought of how sad they would be if she died! She couldn't help but ask herself: If she died in an unknown way, how could she afford these people who loved her deeply? Who will provide for them in the future? She still has a person who can't give up, that is her beloved Brother Hongju, and she is still looking forward to Brother Hongju falling in love with her one day! After thinking about it, Lin Meijiao gradually wavered a little about death. Death, she still has a lot of reluctance in the world, and she can't get rid of the humiliation and pain in her heart when she lives,......
The day is about to dawn, Lin Meijiao finally made the difficult decision to bury the humiliation and pain in her heart, she wants to live strong for herself, for the people who love her and the people she loves, she wants to live to see the wicked punished by God! Lin Meijiao straightened her clothes and walked back to her residence with heavy steps.
Lin Meijiao was afraid of the discrimination against women who lost their bodies in the traditional society at that time, she was afraid that she would be raped and ruin her reputation, Lin Meijiao was only dumb and didn't dare to speak up, no matter how uncomfortable she was, she had to endure it, and she didn't even tell Lin Nanhui and Wang Hongju. And after Yang Xinmin raped Lin Meijiao, he was like no one. (To be continued......)