"What?" Zheng Yu's words surprised Qin Fang, she looked at Zheng Yu with an embarrassed expression, and then subconsciously turned her head to look at the guy standing in the verandah with a mask behind her.

Qin Fang's actions were nothing more than the excitement and shyness of his own young lady in Zheng Yu's eyes, and he said softly and seriously: "Eldest Miss, in fact, at the earliest, I was quite opposed to Gongzi Cang being with you, not that I despised you, but the strength behind Gongzi Cang, which was too deep, so deep that no family would not be afraid of him, but ......"

Zheng Yu rubbed his hands: "But Gongzi Cang asked me to bring a message back to the patriarch and ask if I could promise you to her, this is naturally a sincere desire to marry, otherwise his behavior is just a joke of our Qing family, I think Gongzi Cang is a person who is bright and straightforward, and he will never come nonsense." ”

Aboveboard......

Qin Fang's hands clenched into fists: Where is he in the open? A person who has calculated everything, you say that he has a black heart, black lungs, black liver, black spleen, and black kidneys, which is almost the same!

"Miss, when you are in the capital, I can still see that Gongzi Cang has a caring heart for you, if the eldest lady also likes the other party, in the end, this is also a good story, not to mention that Gongzi Cang is behind the Sword Alliance, if there is this strength to support, the Qing family will not be bullied, so, the eldest lady ......"

"Uncle Yu, you are very much like a matchmaker now, do you know the way?" Qin Fang stretched out his hand to stop Zheng Yu from continuing to speak: "Could it be that he also taught you to pass on these words to the patriarch?" ”

"No, he said if he could promise you to him, everything else I wanted to say." Zheng Yu hurriedly made it clear honestly, Qin Fang reached out and patted Zheng Yu's shoulder again:

"Uncle Yu, you are the old man next to my father. So I understand that you are saying these things to me from the bottom of your heart. But. It's my life's work. So, I want to decide for myself. Don't mention what you're saying here today to anyone outside, okay? ”

"Miss, I'm not a broken-mouthed person, don't worry, I won't mention it to others again, but. I sincerely advise Miss you to think about it, some people miss it, maybe they won't have a chance again! Zheng Yu said and looked at Ming Tsai beside him, stretched out his hand and touched his head: "It's like Ming Tsai's mother, if you miss it, you will lose your ...... forever."

"Uncle Yu......"

"Miss, I rarely talk to you about your biological mother, Jiang, that is, the late wife of the Qing family, because the master has raised the Ge family as a positive, so we don't dare to say anything about it. But today, I want to tell you. No matter what rumors are about your mother outside, and no matter how cold the Qing family's attitude towards this lady is. But in the days when the master was with her, we could always see him smile happily, and after she died, we hardly saw the master smile. ”

"You mean, my father actually loved my mother dearly?" Qin Fang raised her eyebrows, in fact, in Old Man Hu's story, the Jiang family seemed to be conquering everything by force, but she knew that if Qingyue was not willing, they might not be together.

"Yes, he may not be able to say some things and do some things, but everyone is not a fool and can see it with his own eyes. So Miss, you must find your own happiness, if the lord is here, I should also hope that you will marry in style and have a good home! ”

"Is he a good place for me?" Qin Fang muttered softly: "The gap is an invisible chasm, why should I fall on my head and bleed?" ”

"Miss, if Madame is here, when she hears what you say, she will definitely tell you that happiness depends on her fists to fight and rob, what she often says is, how do you know that you can't do it without fighting? I haven't grabbed it, how can I know it, I can't grab it! You see, wasn't the master snatched by Mrs. She? ”

"But is my mother happy? After she died, my dad flew with someone else......"

"That's for the Qing family, the Ge family's vein has long been fused with the Qing family, and the patriarch has a great career, and he can't lose it at all. As for Madame, I dare not say for her that this life is happy, but on the day she died, we all saw her smiling and closing her eyes in the arms of the master. ”

After Zheng Yu said these words, he pulled Ming Tsai and left the courtyard, leaving Qin Fang standing alone in the courtyard drenched in the drizzle, a little dazed.

Smile and close your eyes, what is that? Is it no regrets?

Qin Fang seemed to see a beautiful woman's eyes full of satisfaction, even at the moment when her life returned, she was smiling......

She suddenly felt that she was not like a person of the future in comparison, because she had no courage to face an emotion that seemed to have no happy end.

"It's raining, let's go down the cloister!" Behind him was a familiar soft voice, Qin Fang pursed her lower lip: "Cangyun, tell me, in your eyes, what is happiness?" ”

"Satisfied." But after a few seconds of silence, he gave an answer.

Qin Fang's shoulders raised slightly: "Then if you marry me, what will you be satisfied with?" ”

There was silence behind him again, this time for a long time, and when Qin Fang almost gave up his answer, he said faintly: "I'm afraid of pain." ”

Qin Fang looked back puzzled, but he looked into her eyes, focused and serious: "I don't understand what makes me like you, care about you, and worry about you, but I know that I already have you in my heart." If I don't marry you, you will definitely leave me, and my heart will ache. So you ask me, what can be satisfied, that should be my heart, with you, it won't hurt. ”

Once upon a time, he became ruthless, but was he ruthless in the first place?

He loved his younger brother deeply, and loved his father and mother deeply, but as a result, he lost this love in that fire.

From then on, he didn't dare to love people, nor did he dare to be emotional, because the heartache made him unforgettable.

The good-looking boy in the snow did not look at him with concern, because he was unwilling to care, and he was afraid that after the care, the boy would die, and he would definitely be hurt.

The junior sister who announced the master who was betting on life and death stood in front of him, and he didn't say a word, because he had long believed that everyone has their own life, and when you try to do something, maybe you will lose it.

When the younger sister was dying in the path of life and death, he rushed in and rescued her.

On the path of escape from a coma, she woke up briefly. She was surprised that the emotionless senior brother would appear. And he asked, "Do you regret it?" ”

"No regrets. I'd rather die than regret it. "The little body, when it was dying, said such words.

He was shocked, he was puzzled, and it was not until he saw the beautiful boy crying and trying to transmit his pitiful strength to her, that he realized that he was envious of such a picture.

Because. That's love, that's love, that's each other's care and concern, and he, who can he miss in this life?

The moment he saw his brother again, the emotions in his heart were completely cathartic, which was one of the only few emotions in his life.

That night, the moment when the two brothers slept together, holding hands. He suddenly realized that he could no longer hate his parents. Because he can't refute the vision of his father and the sacrifice of his mother, he knows that everything is for that long-cherished wish, the long-cherished wish of the Xuanyuan family.

So he knelt at the feet of the master, made that vow, and got the sword alliance.

He thought that what he paid was the most contemptuous piece of his whole life, because he had brothers and brothers, and his life was not empty.

But at this time, with the person in front of her in her heart, even if she knew that she was not well-behaved, and she was not obedient to hand over the Qing family to herself, she was helpless.

Can't he kill her? At this moment, although she is using the power of life, as long as he wants to, she is not his opponent at all.

Can't he destroy the Qing family? The family of iron riders, the fundamental lifeblood is in his hands, if he suppresses it by means, the Qing family can be destroyed overnight!

He has the means, he has the path to suppress, but he can't do it.

He couldn't imagine the image of her standing opposite him with indifference, and he would feel that his heart hurt.

For half a month, he has been tormenting and struggling, because he knows what kind of role the Daoqing family has in his big plan.

But when he saw her sitting under the verandah in the morning, looking at the flowers in the rain with a sad look, the distress made him lose his armor.

He surrendered.

He felt that maybe he could give her a surprise, that is, the future of the Qing family depended on her!

It's a big deal, he doesn't want the Qing family's iron horse, as long as she doesn't take the Qing family to make trouble, it's better than anything else? He's just swallowing up a little slower, but that's better than her standing across from him!

So he went to pick some flowers and plants, and he wanted to tell her, it's up to you, you can love it, and I won't fight it...... It's just that he didn't expect that she actually read the message of the secret pile, and he didn't expect Zheng Yu to return to Qing's house at this time and tell her what he said that day......

"I don't know what you're doing about it, and you've been rejecting me. But I feel that you care about me, and even, like me as much as I do. Perhaps, what you are afraid of is my background, perhaps, you are worried that I am just using you like the third prince. But I want to tell you, Qin Fang: What I like is you, whether you are Qinghuan or Qin Fang, I don't care, what I like is you, I really want to be with you! ”

"With me, you might hurt more." Qin Fang's eyes flashed with a touch of crystal.

"Didn't he say that? If you don't try, how do you know if you can't do it? How do you know that you can't grab it, and you can't get it? Cangyun's eyes flashed with surging emotion.

"Aren't you afraid, after I am with you, one day I will be like my mother, I will leave early, and then leave you alone in pain?"

"Pain?" Cang Yun shook his head: "You are wrong, your father is not painful, he has a lot of beautiful memories to take him to face every day without your mother, on the contrary, standing in front of you like me, obviously liking, obviously caring, but can't hug each other, who is more painful?" ”

"Cangyun ......"

"Give me a chance, Qin Fang!" Cang Yun said and took a deep breath: "Don't reject me again, okay?" I'm willing to give up the Qing family, not touch it, and ensure that he exists in this world in peace until the day when I can't protect him, okay? ”

"What did you say?" Qin Fang was surprised: "You don't want the Qing family anymore?" ”

"Yes, in order not to stand across from you, I just don't want it." Cang Yun said with a bitter smile helplessly, smiling so that the fake face looked ugly.

Suddenly, Qin Fang reached out and grabbed Cangyun's ears, and at the moment he was surprised, she stood on tiptoe and her lips touched his.

"Let's socialize!" When the lips parted, Qin Fang smiled and said: "Also, your fake lips are not comfortable to kiss at all!" (To be continued......)