195, deformity
Xin Yi looked at her with a cold face, and her eyes were also cold, Xiaoli was a little unconfident by Xin Yi.
Xin Yicai said:
"You're always your mom talking, your mom is saying, you listen to your mom for everything. What if, I mean, you're like me, and all of a sudden your mom isn't there? Your mom can give you decisions about big things like what university to go to and what major to choose. But can your friend have a little bit of his own persistence? ”
Xiaoli was also unhappy, and also looked at Xin Yi coldly:
"You're dead yourself, Mom, don't curse others, okay? You're too bad-hearted, aren't you, why are you cursing my mother so well? I'm telling you about Yang Yan, I'm for your good, but you cursed my mother for dying early, and the dog bit Lu Dongbin, I really saw through you Xin Yi. ”
Xin Yi was stunned, and suddenly looked at Xiao Li strangely, her original words had just fallen, why did Xiao Li say it like this as soon as she turned around?
Xin Yi stopped talking, turned her face to the window, and stopped paying attention to Xiaoli.
I'm sober now, and I've finally learned to look at things a little rationally. Looking at Xiaoli now, you can imagine what she was like before.
When the two went to the hospital, the knot was untied, and when they came back, they froze back to the original point.
Back at school, Xin Yi and Xiaoli entered the dormitory one after another.
It was already past noon, and Xin Yi came back with an apple, so she didn't plan to go out to find something to eat, and planned to nibble on the apple for a meal, just waiting for the evening.
Xiaoli didn't go downstairs for long, and when she came back, she had two sets in her hand.
"Here you go." Xiaoli put the rice in front of Xin Yi and said.
Xin Yi looked back at her and said, "Thank you, you can save it for the evening, I'll eat the apples." ”
"If you don't lose weight, can you eat apples to fight hunger? If you're still angry, just say it, as for that? Xiaoli snorted angrily.
Xin Yi was helpless:
"I'm not still angry, I said the wrong thing and made you unhappy, you should be angry, where can I be angry?"
Maybe at the moment, she did think that Xiaoli had overreacted, but then she thought about it from Xiaoli's point of view. Xiaoli's mother spoils her so much, Xiaoli listens to her mother for everything, and even asks her mother what clothes to wear every day, what clothes to match, which shows her mother's position in her heart. So when you hear yourself say something like that, can you not get angry?
If it was before, Xin Yi's own mother was still there, and she would have been angry when she heard someone compare her like this.
After Xiaoli listened to Xin Yi's words, she climbed on the table to look at Xin Yi, and she felt that Xin Yi was a little different.
In the past, the two of them would have quarreled, but now, she actually admitted her mistake, which is too strange.
Xiaoli asked in a whisper:
"Xin Yi, are you stimulated by something?"
Xin Yi looked at Xiaoli, gritted her teeth, and was a little deflated, and said:
"No, I just think I used to be quite annoying, and I have to learn to grow up."
If my mother had faced life head-on after she left, she might have been stronger now.
But at that time, Tang Jingtao appeared. She subconsciously shrank herself up again, hiding in Tang Jingtao's gentleness and ignoring reality and life. I didn't have anything to rely on, so I immediately found another one. In fact, it is an escapist approach, she is like a parasite, and if the person she parasitizes is gone, she herself will not be able to live.
Now, I have a backer again. But this backer scared her, so she had to face the reality on her own.
She thought she was strong, but no, she didn't.
She's not strong at all, she's just a wretched creature who begs people everywhere when there's something, she doesn't know anything, she doesn't understand anything.
Xiaoli put her share of the package in the position of Ahri next to Xin Yi, pulled over the chair and sat down, then gently held Xin Yi's hand and said:
"Xin Yi, you have a hard time without your mother, right?"
is really sympathetic to Xin Yi, Xiaoli can't imagine what will happen if her mother suddenly disappears. It must be the end of the world for her.
Xin Yi was stabbed in the heart by Xiaoli's words, and immediately burst into tears.
It should be that only people who are also as dependent on her mother as she are can understand the pain of losing her mother, so Xiaoli understands.
"In the future, I will be good to you Xinyi. Although I have a bad mouth, I have never hurt others, and I will be good to you. Xiaoli said seriously.
Xin Yi nodded, the tears rolled down and quickly wiped them away, and said with a smile:
"Hinder, don't say these meaty words, really, we are invincible, King Kong is not bad female men, how can we shed tears like this, right?" Xin Yi said as she wiped the tears that kept tumbling.
Yes, learn to be strong, even if you are not strong now, then pretend to be strong.
"Please eat, don't give me money, don't give me either." Xiao Li said with a straight face.
Xin Yi nodded: "Thank you." ”
On the other side, Yang Yan was taken around the city by Xie Tianhua.
Xie Tianhua only found out about this today, so he only thought about renting a house to find a nanny, and he didn't do it yet, so he started looking for it after picking up Yang Yan.
Xie Tianhua thought about it, and still found a house near the school to live, the house near the school is much cheaper, and the daily and monthly rental methods are very in line with the rental habits of students.
After Yang Yan moved in, Xie Tianhua ran around to find a nanny in person, but it was really difficult to find such a short-term one, and in the end, he still hired a part-time worker to be responsible for eating three meals a day.
Xie Tianhua himself is also busy, his company is not big, but in the end he is the boss, and he has to do everything big and small in the company, of course he can't guard Yang Yan all day long.
"If you want to eat, let Auntie buy it, and I'll come and see you when I have time." Xie Tianhua is about to leave after arranging it.
Yang Yan turned over, turned her back to him, and didn't say anything.
Xie Tianhua looked at Yang Yan and left directly.
The aunt came in, greeted Yang Yan, and said something almost like this:
"Now you have to look for a man like this, it doesn't matter if you're older, the key is that he has everything, and women will not suffer with him. It's okay to be older, it hurts. ”
The aunt waited for Yang Yan to speak, but she stood at the door of the room for a long time and didn't wait for half a word.
Auntie squinted her eyes and turned to get something to eat.
Now these female students know how to play tricks before they leave society. Look, how much does a woman's miscarriage hurt? If you can't take care of the disease, you have to follow it for a lifetime.
I want to get something for nothing, and this society can't be changed, can I live a good life? Serious ideas don't work in the end.
Yang Yan's feelings for Xie Tianhua are not simple, she may have been moved when she was close, but the pleasure of revenge is obviously more violent.
Tormented by deformed relationships and life, her mentality has been distorted.
Since she is not forgiven, let's go to hell together.