"I don't know what your mother is like and how she treats you, but I still envy you, you at least found her, but I don't even know where she is."

Jo Yusen sat down beside her, looked at her with a dodgy look, and asked her with a hint of timidity:

"What if your mom was like my mom?"

"Then I will rely on myself to live better than any of them, and let them regret not wanting such an excellent daughter as me!"

Jo Yusen was silent.

Xu Ke glanced at him and patted him on the shoulder, although he wanted to comfort him, but because he was too young, this thing looked a little cute, but it was a little less solemn:

"But I still believe that no mother doesn't love her children, maybe your mother is really for your good. You should try to observe her and see if it is not what you imagined. ”

Jo Yusen listened to Xu Ke's words, and learned to discover something that he might not have seen, so he saw the truth of that disgusting thing, he misunderstood his mother, and it was from that moment that a seed called hatred was planted in his heart, and it was also from that moment that a different kind of friendship arose between him and Xu Ke, they would meet at a specific time, and then share some things, and gradually became good friends who talked about everything, But Jo Yusen never knew the name of this little girl who had given him a lot of help.

Until one day, he still stole a lot of delicious food from home, and wanted to give it to Xu Ke, but he waited in the park all afternoon and did not see Xu Ke, he thought that he had misremembered the time of meeting, and felt very frustrated, and walked towards the entrance of the small park in despair, Xu Ke finally appeared.

Qiao Yusen was as happy as if he had lived in a rainy day for a century, and suddenly saw the sun, and handed the bag in his hand to Xu Ke in one go:

"You're late today, and I didn't want to give you snacks according to our agreement, but for the sake of you still coming, I decided to give it to you."

Xu Ke smiled and handed back the whole bag of snacks to Qiao Yusen:

"I don't want it."

Jo Yusen thought she was angry:

"I'm kidding, I'm here for you."

"I'm not angry because I don't need it anymore and I won't be hungry."

"What do you mean?" Jo Yusen sensed something.

Xu Ke smiled: "I'm going to be adopted, and I can leave the orphanage soon." ”

Qiao Yusen didn't smile, he lowered his head in front of Xu Ke, these days of getting along almost made Xu Ke forget the taciturn and even a little autistic Qiao Yusen, at this moment he suddenly made such a move, which made Xu Ke a little puzzled:

"Aren't you happy for me?"

Jo Yusen wanted to say, 'Why should I be happy for you, I'm left alone when you're gone, it's too late for me to be sad!' But when the words came to his lips, he still did not say this sentence willfully, although he was a little in front of him, he still smiled:

"Of course it's fun." Then he raised the heavy snack in his hand: "Then let's eat all of these today, okay?" ”

Permission can smile sweetly:

"Okay."

Two children, one 7 years old and the other 10 years old, sat on a bench in the park in early autumn, sharing a big bag of snacks, and laughing from time to time, as if it was the most precious time of their lives.

The snacks were eaten quickly, which also proved that they were about to separate, Qiao Yusen looked at the half-eaten compressed biscuits in his hand but couldn't eat them anymore, Xu Ke raised his eyes and looked at the sky above his head, and said lightly:

"It's getting dark soon, so let's finish the last piece and go back quickly."

Jo Yusen turned his head and looked at her with some sadness:

"Where will I find you in the future?"

Xu Ke was not surprised by Qiao Yusen's question, as if she had already guessed that Qiao Yusen would say this, she withdrew her gaze from the sky and smiled faintly:

"Why are you looking for me? I'm not who you! ”

"You're my friend!" Qiao Yusen's righteous words seemed to be impossible to shake his cognition, but fortunately, Xu Ke did not challenge this aspect, she just kept the faint smile on the corner of her mouth: "Really? But do you know my name? You don't even know my name, so how can you be considered a friend? ”

"You didn't tell me yourself!"

"Then it proves that I don't want to be friends with you, don't you understand?"

"Why?" Qiao Yusen was very sad, after getting along for almost half a year, he thought that he had been treated as a friend by her, but he didn't expect that in the end, he was nothing.

"No, I just wanted to teach you something."

"What's the matter?"

"People, you must rely on yourself!"

Jo Yusen looked at her:

"You told me this sentence when we first met."

"But you didn't." Xu Ke blinked at him with big eyes, very cute, Qiao Yusen only saw something similar to her age from her at this moment, but he didn't have much time to immerse himself in the cuteness she exuded, because it wouldn't be long before he would never see her.

Such sadness almost overwhelmed him.

"I did it!"

"You don't!" Xu Ke looked at him very firmly: "If you did it, you wouldn't show up here on time every week to wait for me, you rely on me, so you didn't do it completely on your own." ”

Qiao Yusen had nothing to say, he didn't know that his meeting with her still had such a recognition in Xu Ke's eyes, and what she said was right, she did rely on her, and she wanted to talk to her whenever she had something to worry about, and sometimes the meeting between the two was just her own crackling from beginning to end, and Xu Ke didn't have any chance to speak.

He regarded Xu Ke as a friend, a confidant, and a teacher, although she was even 3 years younger than himself, but strangely, he got more from Xu Ke than he had in the past ten years, it was she who taught herself to rely on herself, and she also gave herself a mother, it was she who took herself to see this not very beautiful world, and it was she who taught herself to laugh.

Shouldn't it be taken for granted that he relies on such a person? He didn't feel anything wrong.

Xu Ke swallowed the last cookie and smiled:

"No one will be with you forever, and no one will be with me forever, after today, I will forget you, and you will forget me."

These days together made Jo Yusen feel particularly frustrated when he learned that things that could be decided as long as they were allowed rarely changed:

"Does it have to be like this?"

"Hmm." Xu Ke nodded firmly, then jumped down from the bench and looked back at Qiao Yusen with a smile: "I'm leaving." ”

She didn't even say goodbye, it seemed that she really didn't want to meet her again, Qiao Yusen felt powerless about such an ending, he thought that he could get along with this little girl who didn't know her name for the rest of his life, she was the only one who made him feel happy, this feeling didn't even bring his mother to himself, if he let her go, he couldn't find her for the rest of his life, then he wouldn't be happy for the rest of his life?

The more Qiao Yusen thought about it, the more frightened he became, so prompted by endless fear, he ran over and stopped in front of Xu Ke like he had done countless times before:

"My name is Qiao Yusen, I will definitely find you, and I will definitely marry you!"

Xu Ke was amused by Qiao Yusen's appearance, he never told his name in order to be angry with himself, Xu Xu Ke didn't care, she thought it was very good, there was no burden, and she wouldn't deliberately do something in order to forget a name, but at the moment of separation, he suddenly told himself, and made a promise to marry him, which made Xu Ke a little ridiculous.

"Do you know what it means to get married?"

Jo Yusen nodded:

"Just to make you my wife."

The permission should have been refused, but I don't know why, maybe it was because Qiao Yusen's appearance was too sincere for her to bear to hurt, or maybe it was because the good mood of leaving the orphanage tomorrow made her want to do another good deed, so she nodded:

"Okay, if you can find me, I'll marry you!"

"I'll find you!" Jo Yusen has never been so determined as he was at this moment: "I will give you the best life, and I will be the man you can rely on!" ”

Permission curled his eyebrows ridiculously:

"Then I'll wait for you!"

She wanted to leave after saying this, but Jo Yusen didn't plan to let her go:

"I don't know your name yet."

Xu Ke had a short thought because of Qiao Yusen's words, because it was completely out of her consideration, but he had sworn to himself so much just now, and was looking forward to his answer so sincerely, Xu Ke wanted to refuse and was stuck in his throat.

Jo Yusen saw Xu Ke's hesitation, but he couldn't accept such an ending:

"You tell me to go to you, you have to tell me a name, I don't ask anything else, just a name, can't you?"

Xu Ke was silent for a while, and finally spoke, but there was a brief hesitation when she spoke, as if there were two names that made her tangled, but fortunately, in the end, she finally made a decision:

"You remember, my name is Xu Ke, Xu Ke, you can Ke, if possible, you must come to me."

Jo Yusen nodded heavily, as if this was the only way to show his determination to find her:

"I will, I'm sure I'll find you!"