Chapter 62
Since Lu Si and Steward Weng returned, Pan Lei has moved out of the basement.
She moved back to her previous room, but her mental state was still not good, but Lu Zhong still seemed to be quite happy.
He won't go to the Lu clan now, it is said that Lu Si is in charge, and he is too lazy to go and doesn't want to go.
He was okay to go around Pan Lei, Pan Lei didn't like to move, so he took her outside to bask in the sun.
The spring sun is warm, Pan Lei is drowsy every time, Lu Zhong doesn't care, he moves her back and forth every day, and he is very satisfied.
Occasionally, Xiao Jin would quietly crawl over to ask for attention, and every time he was brutally kicked away by Lu Zhong.
But when Lu finally went in to get the juice, it persevered and crawled back.
This is repeated, but it is also enjoyable.
Pan Lei is still sick.
The doctor said that there was no big problem with her, but there was a psychological hurdle that she couldn't get over.
Lu Zhong and Pan Lei both knew that it was because of Weishenme.
For Pan Lei, she was probably hurt by Lu Zhong, and the person who had no self-confidence is even more lost now.
So I'd rather shrink myself into my shell than come out and accept reality.
For Lu Zhong, it is caused by his own character.
's blind possessiveness of Pan Lei hurt Pan Lei and hurt herself.
Su Jue's matter, Pan Lei never said.
But on this day, the sun was really good.
She looked at the man who was chasing Xiao Jin all over the yard in the sun, and the corners of her mouth curled slightly.
She's useless.
But she didn't want to remember so much hatred.
Luce later spoke to her.
She was so desperate in the basement that she even thought that death would take everything.
But Lu Si said that even if she died, Lu would keep her body in the end, and as for what to do, please make up for it yourself.
That picture inexplicably made Pan Lei shudder, thinking that there would be no peace after death, and she suddenly didn't even have the idea of death.
Look, the sky is so blue, the buds on the branches are starting to emerge, the flowers are starting to bloom, life is so beautiful, even if there is no aiqing, there are others.
Why be stubborn and go to a dead end.
Lu finally didn't catch up with Xiaojin, and he was very angry.
Childishly kicked off a lawn that had just sprouted.
Looking back at the small smile on the corner of Pan Lei's mouth, the man instantly smiled and strode to her side.
"Good cat, let's go play tennis."
Pan Lei shook her head.
She has always disliked sports and would rather stay at home.
Lu Zhong didn't force her, rubbed her hands, and rubbed them affectionately, "Then are you thirsty, I'll pour you juice?" Freshly squeezed ......"
Lu Zhong is already very good at squeezing juice now, probably because Pan Lei used to love to drink Lu Zhong and then fell in love with him, and now he has developed a good skill.
It's just that now she didn't want to drink it, and shook her head, Pan Lei pursed her lips and said, "Lu Zhong, nothing happened to me and Su Jue. ”
Even though this explanation came relatively late, even though she paid a lot of money to figure out this matter, even though Lu Zhong already knew, Pan Lei still couldn't help but say.
She doesn't want to be so confused, she is innocent, and there is nothing she can't say.
"I didn't have him. Not before, and not ever. ”
Lu Zhong stood still in front of her, his head a little low.
He looks a bit like the nerd deer he used to be.
"Good cat, I just don't like him looking at you."
"You have to get used to it." Pan Lei sighed, "I am a human, not an animal. ”
"Good cat, I can't stand it......" Lu Zhong's voice was aggrieved, but the words he said were ruthless, "Other men look at you, I just want to kill them." ”
“……”
Now, this thing is completely undisguised as cruel.
Pan Lei sighed, feeling that she couldn't reverse Lu Zhong's three views. As Lu Si said, she really liked such a terrifying man because of her ancestral grave.
Seeing Pan Lei turn her head, as if she was angry, Lu Zhong leaned over cautiously.
"Good cat, are you angry?"
Pan Lei snorted. She's not angry, she's angry and she doesn't have the strength to be angry.
Lu Zhong walked around, "I will listen to you in the future, don't be angry." ”
Pan Lei raised her eyes and glanced at him, she was full of doubts about Lu Zhong's words.
"I begged you, what did you do to me?"
Thinking of these few months, Pan Lei's eyes will still be sour.
She really couldn't forgive Lu Zhong so easily.
Lu Zhong wanted to say something, Pan Lei had an unforgivable heart at this time, so she shook her head, "I'm tired, you push me back." ”
Pan Lei has a thorn in her heart, and her temper has not been very good recently.
Lu Zhong was obedient during this time, but he would still run over at night to beg for joy.
Pan Lei pushed him a few more times, and he immediately went down.
"Good cat, you've done it to me before...... Do it for me again......"
Whenever Lu Zhong said in such a degrading tone, Pan Lei wanted to give him a claw.
Naturally, she also gave.
But Lu finally thought it was a little fun on the bed, and besides, Pan Lei's little effort was nothing.
Catch it.
But gradually, Pan Lei couldn't get by.
Because every time she swung her claws, she grabbed Lu Zhong's face. Lu Zhong has a good face, and when she is caught, she likes to accompany her to walk around the nearby shopping mall.
After a long time, there are countless heads of heads on the road, and there are gossips.
Pan Lei is thin-skinned and can't stand it, who wants a girl to be pointed at her back and say that this woman is fierce in bed.
Lu Zhong also noticed it, and every time he spoke ill of each other.
"Look at what! Look at the gouging out of your eyeballs. ”
“……”
After a long time, Pan Lei doesn't like to go out anymore.
After Lu was finally able to speak, he was full of violence at all times. She even feared that one day he would fulfill what he had said.
Believe her, Lu Zhong has this possibility.
But because of this, Pan Lei restrained a lot in bed.
At the very least, the wound will be scratched in other places that cannot be seen.
Lu Zhong is tired of bed, and occasionally Pan Lei is not happy, he will also seduce her in various obscene ways, and then continue to play.
Pan Lei was still a little resistant, but every time she was licked by Lu Zhong for a while, she got wet, and she wanted to pick up the festival, but there was no way.
In the last few times, Lu Zhong has not worn a condom anymore.
When it's done, I don't pull it out.
Pan Lei vaguely understood.
"Do you want children?"
Lu Zhong hugged her waist and snorted, "General." ”
Pan Lei keenly discovered, "You don't like children? ”
Lu Zhong snorted, and only replied after a while: "I don't like it very much." ”
Pan Lei thinks too, with Lu Zhong's character, it is difficult to be interested in all cute things. Just look at him to Xiao Jin.
Who knows if she will be kicked as a ball by him when she gives birth to a child.
Pan Lei also doesn't want children.
Especially now.
She wasn't ready.
"That ......"
She was about to open her mouth to ask Lu Zhong for contraception, when she heard the person behind her say again: "What if the child is like me?" ”
At this time, Pan Lei understood that the reason why Lu Zhong didn't like children was because he was afraid.
Thinking that he himself understands his character.
Dark, perverted, possessive, and unfit to be a good father.
It's no wonder that he has been going around a lot lately to see where his father has gone, and he is still tossing all kinds of cooking skills, it turns out that this is because of this.
I don't know why, Pan Lei wanted to laugh a little.
Her chest shook, and Lu Zhong immediately came over.
"You're laughing at me?"
Pan Lei shook her head, "No." It's just that I don't want children to be like me. ”
When Lu Zhong heard this, he immediately raised his head, leaned over and said, "Why don't you want the child to be like you." Lovely and gentle, the best. ”
It turned out that Lu Zhong looked at her like this, Pan Lei blinked her eyes, "Do you like girls?" ”
Ever since Lu finally could speak, he rarely showed a shy expression.
At this moment, his face was red, and seeing that Pan Lei had been looking at him, he couldn't help but lower his head and rubbed her neck, "I like it." I like you the most. ”
This......
Is this a confession?
Pan Lei's eyes were sour, but she couldn't give the same response.
Perhaps, she is still too hypocritical.
Life is so long, but she must not get along with herself.
Lu Zhong didn't get a reaction, obviously a little disappointed.
He let go of her waist and turned his back to her to sleep.
Pan Lei knew that he was throwing a tantrum, but she had no intention of coaxing him.
This person is always like this, thirty-six tricks succeeded, and her kind of caution is not his opponent at all.
He killed her every minute, so she was determined not to be fooled.
Lu Zhong hummed for a while, and sure enough, he turned around again and hugged her soft waist again.
"You don't coax me ......"
"You're such a big person, you don't need me to coax you."
"You used to kiss me, and now you don't kiss me anymore."
“…… Lu Zhong, are you still young? ”
As soon as these words came out, the person who originally pretended to be a child and sold cuteness immediately showed his fox tail, biting Pan Lei's ear, and jokingly.
"I'm not small, don't you know yet?"
Cheap dog! Sure enough, I can't change my character of eating!
Pan Lei rolled her eyes and firmly pushed away the big hand that slid between her legs, "I'm tired, sleep." ”
Since the last time Pan Lei was dying, the doctor said that the intense sex was part of the reason. The so-called harvesting yin and supplementing yang is probably what it means.
But since then, Lu Zhong has done a lot of duty.
He is still energetic every night, but when Pan Lei shouts that he is tired, he endures it even if he wants to.
Not only endured it, but halfway through the night, Pan Lei also found that he would wake up from his dream, and then nervously test her breathing.
It seemed that he was afraid that she would die suddenly.
Occasionally, Pan Lei felt that Lu Zhong was very pitiful.
It's really pathetic.
Occasionally, she would feel pitiful.
But when it came to Zuihou, she didn't know what she was thinking.
It's just that slowly, time has really changed a lot.
For example, she didn't like the hooligan Lu Zhong very much before, but now she actually thinks it's okay.
He is cute under the bed, and the hooligan temperament in the bed is actually her ideal man before he was put in.
The reason why she hasn't been happy physically and mentally now is probably because the shadow of the last time is still there.
The heart is broken, and I can reconcile.
But the rift remains.
She didn't know this, if time could save it.