As in the past, she took it from her brother's hand, her face flushed with red clouds, and she subconsciously brought it close to her heart, as if there was still the warmth of the writer on it.

The letter is cold, but the heart that writes the letter must be hot and hot.

She has always believed so, and has kept such thoughts in her heart for many years. Day after day, as long as she thinks about it, she feels a warm feeling in her heart, even in the middle of winter, she does not feel cold. She relied on this warmth to live lonely and lonely until now.

Yan Jing and Wan Jidao were young best friends, and both of them were at the age of full of enthusiasm at that time, with similar temperaments and good friends. In addition, Yanjing has no brothers, so he is like a brother and sister with Wan Dao. Xiao Wan naturally knew about him like this early on.

She also secretly watched him, hiding in a secluded place, like a startled deer passing by by accidentally, seeing the clear spring murmuring, and when she saw it, she was reluctant to move her steps, and even couldn't bear to look away. Even today, many years later, when she thought about the moment she first saw Yan Jing, she was still shocked in her heart.

That's probably the so-called love at first sight.

At that time, although she was young and old, she had a quiet temperament, and she was even more silent, but she was indeed just a girl who was just beginning to fall in love.

Yan Jing was born with a good skin, and his background is good, and he is also a famous young talent in Beijing. In her selfish opinion at that time, he was much more powerful than her brother. Mo Shang is a young man like jade, after she saw it, that figure was deeply engraved on her heart, and it appeared from time to time, making her heart numb and faintly happy.

She has always looked down on her eldest sister's temperament and behavior, so she has always been reserved. Although he has a good impression of Yan Jing, he only dares to hold it in his heart, even the closest maid around him. It's also half a word that can't be mentioned.

Until Yan Jing was bold and entrusted her with a letter.

She said that he was frivolous Meng Lang, but her heart was full of joy, and her joy was uncontrollable, rendering the corners of her eyes and eyebrows into a crimson color. She only knew that her brother was good friends with Yan Jing, but she didn't know that they had become so good that they even had such a letter. Dare to help with delivery.

Xiao Wan still remembers that it was the first time his brother spoke to him in such an intimate and cautious tone.

Everyone in the family likes the eldest sister more than her, and the elder brother is no exception. She bumped into her brother talking to her sister many times. I've heard it with my own ears, I've seen it with my own eyes. When talking to my sister, my brother's expression can't help but show doting, and the tone of his voice is like honey. Unusual closeness of tone.

But he. Never spoke to her like this.

Obviously, they are all daughters of the Wan family, born from the same mother, and they are all his sisters, but he treats them so differently.

Looking around, although the servants and women respected her, none of them would smile as sincerely when they saw her as when they saw their sisters. Her parents also love her, but they are far less than Cheng Dù, who loves her sister.

Since she was sensible. She knew that she would never like her likable sibling.

Who let them. I like her more than I like myself......

Perhaps it is precisely because of this that her relationship with her sister is very estranged, and sometimes she is not closer than to the servant women around her.

Around the age of seven or eight, my sister still likes to stick to her, but she can run around under the porch, picking flowers in the summer and playing in the snow in the winter, this kind of thing, even the maids in the house are more like famous ladies than sisters.

She understood at that time that although the two sisters were born to the same parents, they were really two people with two personalities, and if they didn't get along, they couldn't get along.

Thinking about it, the young Xiao Wan began to consciously avoid his sister, and only secretly despised it in his heart.

But on the one hand, she looked down on her sister, and on the other hand, she couldn't help but feel envious of her.

Everyone likes her sister more than herself, she seems to be the shadow behind her sister, the darkness will disappear when it comes, but even if she stands under the scorching sun, she is still just a vague shadow, as inconspicuous as she is.

When she occasionally thinks of these things at night, she will toss and turn on the bed and cannot sleep, and it is common for her to toss and turn until dawn.

Sometimes I get up in the morning to say hello to my mother, and when I meet my sister on a whim, the two of them go together, and she will always subconsciously take half a step forward, as if in this way, she can pass her sister. Or, as she walked, she couldn't help but bite her lip and wonder if one day if her sister died, would everyone like her as much as they liked her.

The thoughts of the yin owl will come to my mind from time to time.

Her words became less and less, for fear that she would blurt out her heart as soon as she opened her mouth.

She was silent and silent, and when she was so old, she had only a handful of words with her brother, but very little.

So when her brother came looking for her, she was astonished.

When her brother smiled and took out the letter and quietly slipped it into her, her eyes widened in surprise.

Similarly, she has always remembered the doubts in her brother's eyes at that time. Naturally, she should be puzzled, a girl like her was originally inconspicuous, not to mention that there was a bright moon and a delicate sister above, who could see her.

That person is still Yan Jing......

The brother asked her, when had she seen Yan Jing?

She thought about it but couldn't answer, reasoning, they had never met, only she peeked at him a few times...... Could it be that at that time, he accidentally asked him to find out? Thinking like this, her face immediately turned red like a fire, like a whole box of rouge on it.

The elder brother smiled when he saw her, thinking that she was shy, so he didn't chase after her and asked again, but only said a few words before leaving first.

She grabbed the letter and pasted it in her heart alone, standing by the window and looking at the blue sky, her expression changed from doubtful to shy to proud.

Finally, I finally told her to wait until this day, and finally someone crossed her sister to see her!

Such joy and excitement, Xiao Wan's has felt it again in his life.

She remembered that she hastily took out the letter and read it, and carefully read the direction of each word. Crediblely, it makes her so strange. It's so strange that it's like reading someone else's letter. But looking at the beginning of the letter, there is nothing wrong with this letter clearly for her again.

The elder brother is not a person who can take the wrong thing, although he has been practicing martial arts since childhood. But his temperament is cautious and delicate.

She took the letter and read it back and forth several times, and her heart gradually became suspicious.

The more she looked at it, the more she felt that the letter was addressed to her sister and not to her. As stated in the letter, every word can be applied to my sister's head, but not a single word can be applied to her.

Suspicions are getting thicker. Suddenly, a thought floated in my heart, and my hand exerted force. She almost crumpled the letter in her hand.

Will?

Could it be that the letter was not addressed to her at all?

She has always known her sister's temperament, she likes to play around, and she loves to play with others. They were kids. Because everyone likes my sister far more than her. She was too young to know what she was thinking, but she showed it all on her face, but she asked her sister to take a look.

My sister pulled her and said that she was going to change her identity to play.

She became her sister, and her sister became her.

When they are as young as they are, they think that if they change their words and call each other their sisters and sisters, others will not help but believe it, which is ridiculous.

She didn't try it a few times. He threw away his sister's hand and fled back into the house.

But sister. said her name, but she came out of her mouth, and people will never be able to see the appearance of a lie.

Could it be her, pretending to be her own name to see Yan Jing?

As soon as Xiao Wan thought of such a possibility, the letter in his hand turned into a hot potato.

But she was reluctant to throw it away, reluctant to ask.

She sat down on the couch, clutched the letter, and told herself over and over again that the person who said it was that she was not wrong, and that there was nothing wrong with her. In this way, she hypnotized herself over and over again from sunrise to sunset, and from late night to dawn.

Later, she felt that she had really believed, and the person depicted in the letter was herself.

She picked up her pen, carefully avoided what she didn't know, and wrote a reply to Yan Jing.

With his brother in the middle of the wild goose to pass on the book, it has become a natural thing.

But in the end, he married his sister.

At that time, she had sunk into this liking, and she couldn't extricate herself anymore, and she also decided that he was also devoted to herself.

Even if she died, she didn't want to let go.

So when her sister was dying, she burst into tears in front of her sister's hospital bed and forced her to return Yanjing to herself.

After getting married, she said that she didn't know that she and Yan Jing's sister admired each other, and at the last moment of her life, she finally agreed to her request and begged Yan Jing to do her best to continue the string.

Who knew that Yan Jing didn't agree......

How dare he not agree!

Xiao Wanshi recalled the past, couldn't help but take a deep breath, walked out of the warehouse quickly, and stood under the skylight.

However, the memories were still shaking in front of her eyes, and she remembered the aunt who was trying to calm down in front of Yan Jing and emphasized in every way that she was Yan Huai's in-law, and she would treat him as her own.

She even wanted to be a filler, but it was so difficult.

She could only tell herself repeatedly, Yan Jing was reluctant to marry into the Yan family as a stepmother, he was feeling sorry for himself.

Only by thinking like this did she feel that there was still hope for the future.

But she also knew that from the moment she put Yan Jing in her heart, she was already crazy.

Sober and confused, pathetic and contemptible.

But it doesn't matter, anyway, the one who wins in the end is still her!

Yan Jing drank the poison she prepared with her own hands, and closed his eyes in her arms, he still loved her until he died, didn't he?

If he didn't love it, how could he take those chronic poisons without scruples?

Xiao Wan walked down the steps, step by step more steadily than ever.

In the distance, a man walked by.

She looked over and saw that it was her son, and hurriedly greeted her.

Yan Lin stood still waiting for her to approach, and then said, "The body has been transported back." ”

Xiao Wan was slightly stunned, his eyes changed, and he sneered: "It's time, the mourning hall is almost arranged." (To be continued......)

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