40: I don't rush you, I'll wait for you

The warm palm patted Pei Yunzheng's back, and gave it a moment, "Yunzheng, it'll be fine"

Xin Tian tilted his head, like holding his own child, and his nose was full of blood, which belonged to the bloody smell of the early morning.

She and Yun Ye came out of the dean's office and rushed to the operating building, where they saw Pei Yunzheng crying suppressedly while running around the flower bed.

It was uncomfortable to see her.

This child was grown up by her.

He was sad and painful, how could she not see it.

He had grown into a man as tall as his father, and the sorrow and remorse in his words were sharp blades that pierced the tip of his heart, making people cold and painful.

"Mother Tian knows, you have always been good to Chenchen, Yun Zheng, don't blame yourself like this." She herself shed tears and comforted her children as they watched them grow.

Pei Yunzheng seemed to be dreaming, his head lowered and fell on top of Xin Tian's head, he was choked in a panic, and inch by inch was spreading, "I treat her badly, I always force her, force her to do things she doesn't like, and rob her of things she likes."

When she gets better, I'll never be like that again, she will do whatever she likes."

"How can she let her temperament come. If you don't force her to eat some meat, no one in our family can do anything about her, and over the years, her anemia has not been strict, all of which is the credit of Yun Zheng.

She can only eat half of the ice cream, and it will be cold if she has more.

Yun Zheng, you are good to Chenchen, and your sweet mother knows it. ”

Pei Yunzheng was so sad that he couldn't suppress it, the Pei family was well educated, but it was the first time he had encountered such a thing, he couldn't bear it, he didn't want to face it, he blindly wanted to escape from reality, he couldn't be strong, and he didn't feel like a man.

Yun Ye stood two meters away from where Xin Tian and Pei Yunzheng hugged each other.

He watched quietly, and at such a time, he could not hear the cry, especially such a fragile cry

The sky was glowing with a bright cyan, the cyan thinned and turned orange, the sun shone with thorny light, and Bae Yun-jung stayed downstairs*.

Neither Shen Xuan nor Pei Jincheng came downstairs to call him and let him go.

The sun shone on the body, and the coldness of the night was dispelled by the orange light, and the skin had a warm temperature.

The weather in September will still be very hot in G City, but Pei Yunzheng only feels warmth under the sun.

He knew that he was afraid he was sick.

At this time, he shouldn't be sick, if he is sick, he may miss it at the first glance when he wakes up in the morning.

He immediately went to the doctor and got cold medicine.

I went to find a place to have breakfast and then take medicine.

As before, start your life with a very regular pattern.

Every day, he appeared in front of the adults very easily, and never stopped taking care of the people of the Mo family.

Each of them needs comfort.

From the arrival of foreign specialists to the hospital, it was more than two months.

For more than two months, Pei Yunzheng felt that except for the nothingness on his face, his heart was as difficult as living in a hell where there was no light.

In order to understand what the experts are saying, he makes up for the areas he has never touched before.

From medicine to biology, every day with a thick notebook and a voice recorder, with the experts, stand behind them, and record what they say without saying a word.

Every time he listened to the experts start to argue, his heart tugged, and he felt that he was nailed to the shelf, and anyone could come and cut him, and he couldn't resist.

Chu Chen is not a guinea pig, arguing represents disagreement, and disunity means that the technique is flawed, which shows that even if it is surgery, there is no complete certainty.

Pei Yunzheng held the pen, the blonde medical expert was talking, and his pen was constantly writing.

Suddenly, the ponytail biologist shook his head, No!

Bae Yunzheng felt that he was about to be tortured by them and went crazy.

For more than two months, he couldn't sleep, and his nose became more erect because his eyes were sunken and his cheeks were sunken.

He goes through this stage every day, where one expert gives a little hope and the other "no".

It's as if the condemned prisoner went to the execution ground, and the machetes were raised high after spraying alcohol, and suddenly someone shouted, "Keep people under the knife."

After a pause, the next execution card was thrown down.

The knife was about to be cut off, and someone shouted for the knife to keep people.

And so on and so forth, and so on, and so on, and so on.

Pei Yunzheng leaned on the back of the chair outside the expert and almost fainted.

Stick to it again and keep recording.

He didn't know if the things he had recorded were useful, because even if he looked at them every day, he was still very ignorant and too deep.

Knowing that there was today, he chose to double major in medicine and biology.

In the middle of the night, Pei Yunzheng made neat electronic documents of the things he recorded during the day, including some charts he drawn, and stored them in his computer.

Tonight.

He posted the results of the discussion for more than two months to foreign professional forums, hoping that more people with in-depth research on genetics could help him.

"On November 27, Qing, Chenchen has been admitted to the hospital for more than two months, although the initial hemostasis is good, but because of the defect of the gene itself, it will always bleed again, and he is still in a coma.

The results of today's discussion are still not all clear, and I have imagined many ways to solve them, but experts say that they are not feasible.

Today I went to see her, her nostrils were bleeding again, her face was pale, she was bleeding while transfusing plasma, everyone was in a hurry, and I looked very calm.

Because I don't know how to mess up, I don't think I have the strength to mess up, and I have to save my strength to record and find more ways.

We grew up together, and if one day, I don't have a little pea by my side, I will definitely not get used to it.

It's not that I'm not used to it, it's that I can't accept it, and that feeling must be worse than death

I don't think I can live without her.

Fortunately, Mom and Dad later gave birth to a younger brother and sister."

Pei Yunzheng finished writing his diary like a last word, and left his contact information and phone number below, hoping that people who have a way can contact him.

After turning off the computer, Pei Yunzheng lay down on the accompanying chuang.

Chu Chen was not in the ward, but today he was in the monitoring room, and his body must be full of tubes, and he didn't want to go to see it.

His eyes were closed, but he was not asleep, he was counting with his eyes closed.

Thinking that he had become a doctor, he used a very miraculous method to wake up Chu Chen.

Human willpower does not know how long it lasts.

He has no willpower now, only one belief, she lives, he lives well.

If she has a good character, he will go and kill Qin Tian, and then go to accompany her.

He can't make himself sunny, the world is black, it's not fair at all.

So many nasty people, vicious people live well.

What did Chu Chen do to live such a painful life.

Black, all black, hopeless black, this is his current state of mind and the current state of life.

In one night, Pei Yunzheng answered hundreds of phone calls.

When he received it, he found that his mouth was dry, so he looked for water to drink, and when he was hungry, he looked for biscuits.

Xin Tian and Yun Ye went back to their room to sleep late at night. They have also been living here all this time.

There was a third escort Zhang chuang in a VIP room, originally Pei Yunzheng and Xin Tian Yunye lived separately, but then the ward was not enough, and he was unwilling to go back to Pei's house to live, so the three of them lived in one room, because most of the time, Chu Chen was in the ward.

No one wants to leave.

Xin Tian and Yun Ye both sat up, watched Pei Yunzheng answer phone calls one after another, and then looked for the cup, and saw that the cup was empty.

Xin Tian hurriedly jumped off the chuang to pour water for Pei Yunzheng.

Pei Yunzheng listened to the phone and communicated in English, and after chatting for a long time, he asked for the other party's information and took notes.

Xin Tian handed over the water, and Pei Yunzheng took a few sips.

The phone didn't stop, Pei Yunzheng opened the drawer again, took out the biscuit box, there was another piece in it, stuffed a whole piece into his mouth, chewed a few times and poured a large mouthful of water.

Xin Tian immediately went to find something to eat, there was a lot of food in the room, but Pei Yunzheng didn't know where to put it.

Seeing Pei Yunzheng looking for something to eat in the middle of the night, Xin Tian was very happy, for more than two months, he had never seen him eat like this.

Even Yun Ye put on his coat and got out of the chuang, did not interrupt Pei Yunzheng, and whispered to Xin Tian, "I'll go to their duty room to order a bowl of noodles for Yun Zheng, don't let him eat too many biscuits, he has been a vain fire for the past two months." ”

"Then there you go." Xin Tian nodded.

Pei Yunzheng called from across the ocean all night, all of which were calls to discuss Chu Chen's condition with him.

Some authoritative experts Pei Yunzheng asked for contact information, and when the time was arranged, he took the initiative to ask them for bank card numbers, and was willing to call the fee first, hoping that they could arrange time to come to country C immediately.

One night's phone call, I don't know how many are true and how many are false, but Pei Yunzheng treats each one as if it were true, sincere and innocent.

Yun Ye brought the noodles into the room, put them on the table, and didn't speak, just motioned for Pei Yunzheng to eat first.

Pei Yunzheng picked up chopsticks to eat, trying not to let himself make a noise for the person on the other end of the phone to hear.

He was so hungry that he hadn't felt hungry for a long time.

Yun Ye and Xin Tian didn't sleep anymore, sitting beside Chuang, watching Pei Yunzheng busy in the crowded room.

They could understand what Pei Yunzheng was saying, and their nerves collapsed.

Starting at six o'clock in the morning, due to the time difference, the phone calls are getting less and less.

A dense book, mostly with the names of experts.

One = night call, no one told him his account, and they all said that they were willing to come over at their own expense to discuss with the experts who had arrived here.

There are even more than a dozen experts in their countries who have had successful cases of this kind of blood disease, but the reasons for the obstruction in many fields have not been announced.

Pei Yunzheng felt that his black world was torn open, and a little light shone in.

He smiled lightly when he said thank you.

When Xin Tian and Yun Ye saw the corners of Pei Yunzheng's gently curved mouth, their eyes were astringent, as if they also saw hope.

From the second day, Pei Yunzheng's daily work is no longer just to take notes during expert meetings, but also to pick up people from the hospital to the airport, because of the time difference, most of them have arrived late at night or early in the morning.

Sometimes there are four or five trips a day.

He could also send it to someone else to do it, but he felt that he was sincere enough to go in person.

Although he is more tired than before, Pei Yunzheng's spirit is better than before, and he is no longer decadent, and every day is treated as a new day.

He applied for exams only at school, did not attend classes, and was preparing to apply for the postgraduate entrance examination in biology.

In June of the following year, after countless DNA tests, all the experts agreed to perform the operation, and the bone marrow transplant could only change part of the DNA, and all the DNA alteration techniques were very long, and the implantable cloning was slowly changed according to the different cell growth cycles of the human body.

The process of changing DNA is day after day, but every day I hear good news, and no matter how long the days pass, it flies quickly.

Pei Yunzheng cloned and cultivated the roses he cloned and cultivated, and inserted them into the small vase of the chuang head cabinet in the early morning every day.

Every rose is exactly the same.

The stars rise and fall, autumn goes to spring.

Seeing that the sick girl would no longer bleed in her nostrils, and her face was slowly ruddy, Bae Yunzheng had no excited expression or sad look.

Just sat beside Chuang and quietly watched her sleeping face.

Looking at her eyelashes, looking at her skin, and the delicate skin that seemed to be so thin that it seemed to have no pores, he always liked to do this with his palm, and after caressing it twice, he kissed her lightly on the forehead.

"I don't rush you, I'll wait for you"

The world is silent, only them, every sound, every hand-holding, every shallow kiss, it seems to be forever, so unhurried, because he still has a lifetime to wait

I don't rush you, I'll wait for you

The sea is dry and rotten, and the earth is barren

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[Maybe it will end the day after tomorrow, maybe, don't rush me, wait for me]