Chapter 589: Meijia's Pain
Meijia set her eyes on the staff again: "Please hurry up, I still have something." Not all stations are the first romance starters, search + read the book network and you will know the way. ”
The staff looked at Ke Tengkai on the opposite side again, it seemed that the man didn't seem to be willing to divorce, Ke Tengkai's face looked a little tired, Meijia's resoluteness made him feel more tired, and there was no room for maneuver. As a man, he can't leave Meijia alone to raise the children, but Meijia insists on divorce.
Ke Tengkai glanced at the staff and motioned for her to seal it, and the staff stamped the two divorce certificates, and then, the two of them divorced easily.
But Ke Tengkai still helped Meijia's dangerous body to leave the Civil Affairs Bureau, and after walking out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Meijia felt what is called divorce, her husband divorced her just now, and now they are going to part ways.
"Let's go, my mother will come to pick me up later, she will definitely scold you when she sees you, maybe she will do it." Meijia's face was calm, as if she was talking about someone else's business, her mother wanted to know that she had divorced Curten Kai like this, and when she was still a month away from her due date, she would definitely scold Curten Kai to death.
He looked at the passers-by in front of him, felt that the entire world was gray, glanced at Meijia beside him, and smiled coldly: "Then let your mother scold, this is all my deserving." ”
"Don't you think I'm going to forgive you like that, don't you miss her? Then go with her to die, now you don't have anything to worry about, the marriage is divorced, and I will soon find a man to be the father of your child, you don't have to worry, go, go with her, sleep underground together. ”
Meijia said in one breath the anger she had been holding back in her heart for so many days, she just hated the decadence of Ke Tengkai during this time, his depravity, after Xia Yanran's death, Ke Tengkai seemed to be a different person, he was lifeless all day long, as if he had also died in the past, is he really so loved? Love to this extent? Since this is the case, then she decided to fulfill them, she doesn't understand Ke Tengkai's feelings for Xia Yanran, and she doesn't want to understand, so let's stop here, rather than both of them being tortured, it is better to divorce.
There was a hint of impatience in Curtenkai's expression, and he frowned and said sharply: "Who said I was going to die?" What will you do with the child when I die? I told you to give me a little time, didn't you hear! ”
Meijia let out a sneer helplessly: "I heard it!" And listen to it clearly! But how much time do you really need? I don't have time to wait for you! I don't want my child to be born, but to see his dad so decadent! Still thinking about another woman! I don't need an irresponsible father like you! You continue to be decadent, go to depravity, I won't care about you anymore, and I won't be qualified. ”
During this time there were only endless quarrels between the two of them, tired, tired, tired, so be it.
The love in Meijia's fantasy was finally defeated by reality, but now that she is parting, she wants to make some things clear, she smiled so sadly, looked at the passers-by, held back her tears, and said: "Actually, I want to tell you a secret, a secret about you." ”
This may be the calmest moment between them after Xia Yanran's death, Ke Tengkai did not speak, looked at her silently, waiting for her to say something.
Meijia smiled and said: "I have never told you one thing, in fact, my first time, it has always been there, and it was given to you, but you don't know the way." ”
She said this in such a relaxed tone, but Ke Tengkai's eyes were full of shock. How is this possible? Why is he not impressed at all?
"Don't doubt it, it's just given to you, I said it, you just don't know the way. Because I was only fourteen years old at the time, I couldn't speak, and you couldn't know the way. When I was fourteen years old, at your grandfather's birthday party, I went to change clothes, and you got drunk, took me for a woman, and then pulled me into the room...... "Meijia calmly seemed to be narrating other people's affairs, because she didn't care, so she let it go, there was no embarrassment, and there was no heartache, in fact, the best love for him was to let go."
Curtenkai stood there, his figure stiff, looking at the weak girl in front of him in a daze, searching his mind for memories of six years ago, but he couldn't find anything.
Meijia's eyes were filled with tears, and she looked at this vague world and continued: "At that time, I was very scared, and it hurt, it really hurt, I didn't lie to you, I didn't know what to do, so I could only run away secretly."
Do you know what kind of mood Lu Dao was in at that time, I was raped, I can't marry Lu in the future, I don't dare to fall in love, they will dislike me, let alone tell anyone, they will look at me with strange eyes. So naively, I want to marry you, because you took away my first time, I know that you are drunk, and you may not know anything when you wake up, and I have tried to tell you many times, but I have never found a chance, and I have no courage. It wasn't until later that I finally got my wish and married you, but you loved another woman, I thought that love could be cultivated slowly, but now I found out that it was all a lie. ”
"Arguing with you every day, watching you decadent and degenerate, I'm also tired and tired, let's stop here."
"Why didn't you tell me earlier!" Curten Kai stared at her face, what did he do back then! I actually raped a fourteen-year-old girl after drinking! Even he felt like he was mad!
Meijia smiled faintly: "What can you do?" Is it good for you to marry me because of guilt and treat me from now on? Love is not like this, I have told you countless times, I like you, I have always liked you. Love needs to come from the heart and not be mixed with any impurities. I tried, but I didn't make it, so give up. I just want you to know this, I haven't been sorry for you, never, I have a clear conscience. ”
After finishing speaking, Meijia slowly turned around and said with a smile: "You stand there and don't move, watch me go, every time I look at your back, this time for you, you also taste this taste." ”
She took a step forward and walked forward, this time she decided to go first, each time she could only look at Curtenkai's back pitifully, this time she didn't want to look at his back again.
Ke Tengkai stood there with a solemn expression and looked at Meijia's back as she left step by step, a tear actually flowed from his inky eyes, this is probably the first time he shed tears for Meijia, how much pain did this fragile girl endure in her back, but she never told him?