234. Chapter 092: Broken Love

When he met Aru, maybe it was God's punishment for him, in order to quell the rebellion, he killed her entire clan, and after the last time, she stabbed him with a scimitar, and finally fell into his arms, the first time she was emotional, but she fell in love with a girl who could never wake up.

Every year on the day of her death, he embarked on a journey alone to offer a bouquet of lily of the valley flowers to her grave, and for several years, it had become a habit.

Under the spring breeze, the lily of the valley flowers everywhere exude a faint fragrance in the greenery, and in a few days it will be Aru's death day, and after returning to Tiancheng, he will once again embark on a journey to the southwest border.

Yingxue, she is more beautiful than Aru, gentler than Aru, and more understanding than Aru, but these are not the reasons for him to fall in love with her, he only has Aru in his heart, the beautiful and moving Aru, the short-tempered Aru, he fell in love with the princess Aru of the Juyuan clan, like a fierce horse breaking into his life.

However, does he really plan to keep this unrealizable love in his heart for the rest of his life? He will marry a wife and have children in the future, but it will definitely not be Yingxue, if he marries her, he will feel sorry for her, and if it is someone else, he will feel less guilty.

When Ye Buli was standing in place and feeling guilty, Yu Ling unexpectedly saw Yingxue outside the gate of the main courtyard, her eyes were red, and she obviously heard the conversation between her and Ye Buli.

Yu Ling couldn't bear her to be so sad, so she took her hand and sighed lightly, "Let's go, let's go back to Zhao Kingdom." "She wants to take her back to Licheng and take her away from the place where Yinlan is located as much as possible.

Yingxue did not argue, silently led her back to her residence, closed the door, and knelt down in tears.

"Princess, I heard the conversation between you and Brother Ye, things are not what you think." Wiping her tears, she decided to tell her everything about herself, they have been together since childhood, and they have never hidden anything from each other, she should have said it a long time ago.

"Get up." Yu Ling helped her up and shook his head at her, "Yingxue, even if you are really confused by Yinlan, I will make you sober up, that man can't love." ”

Yingxue threw herself into her arms and cried bitterly, "Princess, don't you understand my heart, my heart has long been given to Brother Ye." ”

Yu Ling's body shook, thinking of Ye Buli hugging and hugging her, she must have entrusted her life to him, but she was ...... to Yinlan

"Princess, Yinlan is my biological father, and the princess Cangwu in his mouth is my mother." Yingxue hugged her and said sadly, "Do you remember, on my fifteen-year-old birthday, the queen called me alone, saying that she wanted to reward me with a unique birthday gift, and it was on that day that she told me about her life experience, I am not the child of the palace maid, I am the illegitimate daughter of her best friend Princess Cangwu, and my biological father is Yinlan, the prime minister of the southern kingdom of Cangnan. ”

"Yinlan is your father?"

Yingxue couldn't stop crying, nodded, ashamed, "Since I know my life experience, I have been very scared in my heart, I am afraid that after being known by others, I can no longer serve the queen by the queen's side, Yinlan is a distant figure for me, I thought I would never meet him in this life, but my fate has been arranged a long time ago, I came to Dayuan with you, Yinlan commanded the invasion, one by one, and finally, I met him here." ”

Yu Ling has not yet woken up from her words, is it a coincidence or fate has long arranged, Yingxue is Yinlan's daughter.

"Knowing that he was imprisoned in Zizhu, I stayed awake all night, nervous and scared, he was a strange man to me, even if he came to this world because of him, but even he didn't know that my mother was pregnant and disappeared mysteriously and secretly went to Zhao to join the queen. He was in Zizhu, I walked back and forth many times, and after the last one, I mustered up the courage to use your personal maid to serve him, no matter how cold he was to me, I smiled at him, I was convinced that he would never know that I was his daughter. ”

"I can keep him alive." Yu Ling raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and comforted her in a low voice: "Don't cry, I promise he is alive, Yingxue, don't blame me for thinking so, you never begged me, today you knelt on the ground and begged, I thought you were confused by his beauty." ”

Ying Xue shook her head vigorously, mixed with joy and sorrow, "Princess Xie Lu, Princess Xie Xie." "It doesn't matter if you misunderstand her, as long as he is alive, she can still see him, talk to him, comb his hair, serve him, these are enough, this man who gave her life is not as ruthless and unrighteous as the legend, he will laugh, he will tease her, and even say doting words to her a few times, it is the nature of father and daughter, she has a trace of father's love by his side.

No matter how strong Yinlan is, he is also an ordinary man, after all his ambitions are destroyed, the first thing that comes to mind is the woman he loves, but in the blink of an eye, eighteen years have passed, the stars are changing, and every day is changing, he sighs that he has lost a lot of precious things, this kind of sigh has no value, and he can no longer go back to before.

"Please keep the princess a secret for me, I don't want a third person to know, please keep the princess a secret for me all the time, I am very satisfied to be able to see him."

The third person, whether it is Helan Yi or Yinlan, she doesn't want them to know the Dao, after knowing the Dao, it will definitely cause unnecessary commotion, she feels that living in the world as the maid of Princess Yuling is more meaningful than Yinlan's daughter.

In the palace of Zhao State, I have seen too many battles, power, fame and fortune, these are all ethereal things, and they are not important at all.

"I promise that apart from me and the queen mother, there will be no third person who knows the Tao." Yu Ling took her hand and solemnly swore, "I also promise that Yinlan will live well, and if you want to see him, you can see him at any time." "I already planned to bring Yinlan back to Zhao State, at least, let him take the blame in front of Aunt Cangwu's tomb.

"Xie Lu Xie Princess." Ying Xue choked up and looked at her happily, "Princess Xie Xie." ”

"We are sisters, so we don't need to say such kind words." Yu Ling looked at her gently, and said with a smile, "Early tomorrow morning, I will take you and Yinlan back to Zhao Kingdom, he wants to see Aunt Cangwu, I will take him to meet him, and let him stay in Zhao Kingdom in the future, you can accompany him at any time." ”

"Does the princess want me?" Yingxue was shocked, "I'm going to be by the princess's side all the time." ”

"You also heard it, Ye Buli treats you as a sister, and he won't marry you if he says anything, let's go back to Zhao Kingdom this time, you still stay with the queen mother, you don't have to follow me back to Dayuan, so you don't have to feel embarrassed to meet Ye Buli in the future."

Ying Xue thought about it, and couldn't help but nodded, "The princess doesn't need to force Brother Ye, he has a beloved girl in his heart, but Ying Xue is not worthy of him." ”

Hearing her whisper, Yu Ling frowned unhappily, "I don't want to marry you to him now." Pouted, angrily scolded: "He is not worthy of being called Second Brother Helan Yi, the girl he loves in his heart has long since died, he clings to the past, when he is infatuated." ”

"But, princess, isn't the prince also ...... Yuli-li-wan" Yingxue couldn't help but speak for Ye Buli, "He is as infatuated as the prince, no wonder he." ”

Yu Ling was speechless when she said this, indeed, Helan Yi has also been in love with Yu Lily of the Valley for sixteen years, if it weren't for so many things that happened, he and her might not have come together.

"Does he also have to learn from his second brother to remember a dead girl for sixteen years, by that time, he Ye Buli has changed from Brother Ye to Uncle Ye." Stomped his foot angrily, "No, I have to make it clear to him." ”

"Princess, please don't go." Yingxue hurriedly grabbed her arm and didn't let her go out, "Don't force him, it's me who has nothing to do with him, so I can only be brother and sister." Although there are regrets in her heart, she has always been a woman who knows how to choose, "I will not be happy if I force him, his heart loves other girls, my heart will hurt even more, and when the time comes, I can't even do my brother and sister." ”

"That ......" Yu Ling calmed the anger in her heart, her eyes slid over her face, seeing her sad appearance with her head down, she hugged her distressedly, in addition to sighing, she still sighed, "Yingxue, we grew up together, and we have never had secrets, you tell me, after returning to Zhao Kingdom, do you want to return to him?" ”

This question stumped Yingxue, do you want to return to him, he has made it clear that he is just a brother and sister with her, and when he returns to him, the affection she pays cannot be reciprocated, and she will be sad and sad, but at least she can see him, and stay in Licheng, she will never meet him again in this life.

Seeing or not seeing is like a knife, how does she choose.

"Forget it, when you return to Licheng, you can calm down and think about it before making a decision." Yu Ling hugged her, gave her warmth and comfort, they walked hand in hand for more than a dozen spring and autumn periods, and they were forever in each other's palace, how many dangers and rights and wrongs they experienced in the palace of Zhao State, and they came to this day together, and they would never give up on each other.

"Maybe, if we don't see each other again, my heart will slowly calm down, and I will slowly forget him in the future." The corners of Yingxue's lips slightly pulled a light smile, laughing so heart-wrenching, bluffing to persuade Yu Ling, but also convincing himself, "In the future, I will meet a better man than him." ”

After saying the last word, tears slipped down uncontrollably, leaning into Yu Ling's shoulder socket, and couldn't help but cry.

Love, it turned out to be so painful, seeing the princess love so hard, she thought that she would not fall into the whirlpool of love, but it turned out that her heart had already fallen inadvertently, and the pain slowly struck, and she also experienced the deep pain.

"I don't know when Lu Dao will be, as long as he appears in front of my eyes, my heart will rejoice, princess, why should I fall in love with him, for what?"

Listening to her helpless crying, Yu Ling could only gently hug her, pat her back, the killing intent in her eyes flashed, she didn't allow Ye Buli to hurt her heart like this, she wanted to talk to him again, take his second brother Helan Yi, even if it was a threat, she wanted him to marry Yingxue.

"Cry, it will feel better to cry."