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Cheng Huiwei looked at the boy in front of her, the boy she had loved and trusted in her most youthful years, and now, he is no longer the ambitious teenager who wore a school uniform back then......
"The last time you saw me, my mother had already undergone surgery, and it was very good, I thought that my mother and you, I had at least one more ......" He was a little out of control, however, he quickly controlled the love, and smiled back, "For a useless man, nothing is doomed." ”
She didn't know what to say to comfort him, Mom was the best in the world for everyone, and no one could surpass it.
From today's point of view, Lei Shan's choice she has no complaints, and Lei Shan's way of doing things, although she does not agree, can calmly look back and think about it, but she also deeply understands his helplessness and helplessness at that time.
His father abandoned their mother and son and disappeared without a trace, and all the burdens and mother's illness weighed on him as a recent graduate, and until then he had been a pampered young master......
In such a mirror situation, if she changes places with him, she is afraid that she will not know what to do......
Since she was a child, she has always been alone, but what she is most afraid of is also a person, since she has Lei Shan, he has been by her side, every happy moment, tears and moments, because of him by her side, she has never felt lonely again, even in the days on the other side of the ocean, but also because of him in her heart, the spiritual world is always full, but now, he is really alone, and she can't accompany him... Da...
"Lei Shan ......" She felt very uncomfortable and began to cry inexplicably.
He was most afraid of her crying, and he was and still is, and as for the future, has she found the person who doesn't let her cry? Every time she cries, his heart is very uncomfortable, just like at this moment, in addition to being uncomfortable, there is more resentment, hatred for his own powerlessness, and hatred for making her cry again.
"Weiwei, don't cry, okay? I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't have come to you, and I made you cry......" He wanted to wipe her tears as before, but he stretched out half of his hand and hesitated for a while, and then took it back, he was no longer qualified to do so......
It should be said that since he received the money from Cheng Zisen, he is not qualified to appear in front of her again......
But at that time, all that was swirling in his head was the voice of the attending doctor, who had to do his best to perform the operation......
When Cheng Zisen found the hospital and took the check to let him leave Weiwei, he felt a sharp pain in his heart, but he could only accept it, and after accepting it, his heart was empty, and he even gave himself a reason: Now he can't give Weiwei a happy life and a shoulder to rely on, so let's let it go......
The check in my hand is both life-saving money and shame......
No matter how many excuses he makes, it can't change the fact that he sold his feelings for money to treat his mother......
In the next two years, while treating his mother's illness, he worked like crazy, he hoped that the missing number on the check could be filled in in the shortest possible time, and he hoped that on the day he returned the money, he could also find what he had lost......
Now, that number is finally in full swing......
But her mother is gone, and she has a belonging......
With tears in her eyes, she shook her head desperately, "No...... It's not because of this cry...... Lei Shan, Lei Shan, what will you do in the future? ”
The boy who walked halfway and left her alone, she forgave him......
Completely forgiven......
They once said that they would go to the last moment of their lives together, and no one could let each other be lonely, however, life would never let a person's promise come true smoothly, and they still came to this point, as if, when she was struggling in the Lethe River, he was far away from the Lethe River with hatred, and she was picked up from the river by another person, but he was struggling in the river, and the flowers bloomed on the other side, and she could only see the scenery on the other side of the flowers......
What about the last minute?
What about the good together?
What if you don't be lonely?
In the end, who stole it?
Lei Shan handed her the tissue and comforted her with a smile, "Silly girl, I'm a big man, what should I do and what I can't do?" I'm going to live it well! You don't have to worry about me, I'm ...... now Very good......"
Two very good words, he really has to roll in his heart several times to be able to say it......
It is precisely because he has done something too unmanly that the three words "big man" are empty in my heart when I say it......
However, he will live well, even if it is just for the three words of a big man, in order to be worthy of the dependence she once relied on him......
This money, he can