Chapter 134: Love and Hate Sleep (7) A Gift for the Dead

Long Pei didn't come back until the evening, the sun was setting, half of the sky seemed to be burned red, and the dizzy beam of light shrouded the entire Haoting Garden, but it couldn't be warmed, and it was cold and sad everywhere.

Gu Mingxi sat next to the coffin, motionless, like a sculpture, the tears seemed to have flowed in the past few days, his dry eyes were hollow and numb, leaving only darkness and endless coldness.

This sentence "You will always be my wife Long Pei." "It's as ridiculous as you want. What he means is that if he has no children, he will not divorce, even if she dies, she will be his wife Long Pei.

Seeing his wife like this all day, Bai Yan's heart also felt depressed and uncomfortable, and he couldn't help but step forward and fill a few pieces of dark paper for Long Ziqi in the brazier. The firelight was dancing, reflecting some warmth on the cheeks, but the fingertips were cold.

"Does Nansita love you?" She lowered her head, her eyes down, staring intently at the flames, making it impossible to guess what she was thinking.

She didn't speak for a long time, Long Pei glanced at her and her daughter meaningfully, turned around and walked towards the stairs, he still had to go to the study to deal with a lot of things. After not taking a few steps, Gu Mingxi's cold voice came from behind him, "-Your Excellency." ”

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But that night, when he knew that Yiruo was pregnant, he didn't even have time to eat the cake and was still there, but Yan'er was no longer there.

Long Pei, do you think I will still believe you now?

The night was replaced by day, the morning wind diffused clarity and coolness, the lights in the hall were turned off, and the sunlight poured warmth through the glass.

Rubing walked over and said earnestly: "Madam, you haven't had a good rest in the past few days, please take care of your body even if it's for the sake of Miss, she will be sad to see you like this in the sky." ”

Long Pei seemed to have struggled for a long time, his fingers pinched the spoon and the joints were pale, his eyes fell on the cake again, and his mind was full of pictures of Yan'er and himself making cakes.

Gu Mingxi put the cigarette back in the coffin, his fingers on her cheek and reluctantly walked away, the tears in her eyes were flickering, and the corners of her mouth were raising a faint smile, which was weird and unpredictable.

Bai Yan's only weakness is his feelings for Nansi, which is also the biggest fatal point in his life.

The hair was dry like a pile of grass, and there was not a single bit of softness. Gu Mingxi's fingers were gentle, and he carefully braided his daughter's hair into beautiful braids.

The short eyelashes hung down to cover the pain that quickly crossed the bottom of his eyes, subconsciously avoided his eyes, his fingers held the milk cup and drank it, his fingers were clenched very tightly, and he didn't dare to touch the cake for a long time.

Long Pei walked to the other side of the coffin and looked at his daughter, who had no breath, and one more glance was a punishment. The hands behind him clenched, and his eyes looked at Gu Mingxi, "Send Yan'er away tomorrow afternoon." ”

Gu Mingxi was still by Yan'er's side, not leaving an inch.

"Madam, the most beautiful gift for the dead is to forget, not to forget." He looked sideways at Gu Mingxi and sighed, "You are like this, Miss is afraid that she will not feel at ease if she leaves." ”

Is this the punishment and revenge you are going to give me!

Putting on a beautiful white dress for Yan'er, Gu Mingxi held her in his arms and combed her hair with his own hands, not minding her cold and stiff body at all. Although there are special devices to preserve the corpse, after such a long time, there is always a faint smell of decay.

Because I knelt for too long, the blood did not circulate, my legs were numb to the point of stiffness, and every step I took was like walking barefoot on glass shards, and my feet hurt when I cut them.

It was the happiest afternoon their father and daughter spent together, and it was their little secret!

The word "wish" is like a knife Ling Chi Long Pei, who promised Yan'er a lot of things, but he didn't seem to have done any of them. There was a cake made of cigarettes in front of him, but he hadn't eaten a bite because of something else, and he must have had a very sad night with cigarettes.

Long Pei thought that she just wanted to leave herself because of Yan'er's death, so she used this excuse to mention divorce, but she didn't think much about it, and turned around and went upstairs.

Although the body could be kept a little longer, they always had to send the cigarette away, and it was impossible to leave her for the rest of her life.

Always be his wife of Long Pei, watching him and Yi Ruo give birth to an heir, how can the family be happily reunited?

"......What do you mean, ma'am?" Bai Yan hesitated, looking at her with puzzled eyes.

Everyone thinks that Nanji is not worthy of him. There may be many people who are worthy of themselves on this shijie, but there is no second person who can make himself love so desperately for ten years except Nanji.

The bloodless goose egg face couldn't hide the tiredness, there was no rest, there were obvious dark circles under the eyes, and the whole person was haggard, as if he would fall down at any time.

Gu Mingxi turned his head without saying a word and didn't look at him anymore, his eyes facing away from him were full of sarcasm and coldness, the white fingers on the coffin tightened more and more, and the joints were pale.

Cutting the phone, he looked back at Gu Mingxi, her black and white eyes were filled with cold sarcasm, and the smile on the corner of her mouth was mocking......

Long Pei pushed open the door of the study, walked to the guardrail of the stairs and saw such a picture, neither of them spoke, one after the other threw dark paper into the brazier, the hall was quiet and peaceful, it seemed that all the storm had ended.

Trying to go downstairs, he turned and went back to his study.

Long Pei's expression was slightly stunned, he understood the meaning of her words, and his gloomy eyes stared at her, "Even if Yan'er dies, that day will not appear." You will always be my wife Long Pei. ”

According to the custom, Yan'er should be buried in the Long family's cemetery, but if she can let Yan'er accompany her mother, she may feel better. It was turned cold red.

She said that she wanted those people to hurt for every point of smoke.

"He doesn't deserve you." Gu Mingxi looked up at him, Bai Yan was delicate, his skin was white, and the breath on his body was also clean, making people not feel that he was in the big dye vat of politics at all. In his eyes, you could see how sad he was for Yan'er's death.

Gu Mingxi stared at him intently, his curled eyelashes trembled slightly, Gu Mingxi stared at the scar on Yan'er's face, stubborn tears flashing in the corners of his eyes, and his bare fingers broke a layer of skin on the coffin.

Long Pei stopped, turned to look at her with dark eyes, loosened his lips that were very tight, and waited quietly for her words.

He also promised Yan'er, the family, never separated.

Long Pei walked over without hesitation and sat down in a chair with a glass of milk and a piece of cake in front of him, which he knew. Or did I accompany Yan'er to make a birthday cake to celebrate her birthday.

"Love."

Divorce, the word will never appear between him and her.

Gu Mingxi didn't seem to hear it, and his retracted eyes fell on the cake. Long Pei frowned and squeezed out two words, "Wait for me." ”

Bai Yan's expression was a little unnatural, he didn't expect that even his wife could see the matter between himself and Nansi! Your Excellency will not take the initiative to tell Madame these things

Gu Mingxi lowered his eyes again, and his dry lips pursed lightly, "Bai Yan, there are some things that cannot be persistent, the more you are persistent, the more you can't get it, and you may lose nothing when you reach zuihou." You are a man born for love! "Born for love, died for love, she doesn't want Bai Yan to repeat her mistakes, for such an impossible love, her heart is blind.

"Xiexie, I will." Gu Mingxi replied to him lightly.

The feelings are all clear to the bystanders, and the authorities are fascinated; I hope he can wake up soon, the last thing this shijie can't believe is love.

The dark paper was almost burning, Bai Yan was about to get up and leave, Gu Mingxi's abrupt voice sounded, "Do you love Nansi?" ”

Long Pei came out of the study and saw her holding Yan'er, and the light kiss fell on Yan'er's forehead, the picture was beautiful and sad, especially her calm and unhappy look and the tuft of white hair, which was heart-wrenching.

Bai Yan got up and bowed, and turned to leave.

Maybe letting Bai Yan talk to her will make her feel a little better.

"Madam......" Seeing her like this, Ru Bing called softly, and saw her look firm and helplessly sighed, and turned around and went upstairs to get the skirt that Miss liked for her.

When a small piece of cake was about to reach his lips, the mobile phone rang suddenly, as if he had suddenly found an excuse to escape, he didn't even look at Gu Mingxi, he quickly got up to answer the phone, his face was instantly gloomy, "What?" I'll come right over! ”

Gu Mingxi pulled out a chair and sat down, looking at him numb and empty with calm and empty eyes, "Yan'er's biggest wish is to let you eat a bite of the cake she made, the cake has been left for a long time, and the taste is bad, but for Yan'er, you will take a bite and satisfy her wishes, isn't it?" ”

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Bai Yan came to your excellency because of the affairs of the presidential palace, and talked in detail in the study for two hours, and it was already twelve o'clock in the evening when he walked out of the study. Everyone was resting, and the crystal lamps lit in the hall were a little cold and cold.

Gu Mingxi heard the footsteps getting farther and farther away, and looked up to see Bai Yan's back disappearing at the door. A hint of complexity flashed in his eyes, Bai Yan is a clean person, even if he has done a lot of shady things for Long Pei, but his heart is still clean, and he has a gentleness that others don't have.

Gu Mingxi's gaze shifted from his daughter's body to his body one by one, mechanically. The black and white pupils did not wave, there was no grief, and he spoke very calmly, "You said that there would not be that day, but now Yan'er is dead!" ”

"Ma'am, be careful." Bai Yan got up and helped her to the brazier and knelt on the mat.

Even if Yan'er died, even if she hated herself, he couldn't let go.

Bai Yan's expression turned pale in the firelight, and his heart was beating a drum, or his heart was weak; Because Nanji has never admitted his feelings for himself positively, is it because of love, or just because of some reason......

For this alone, the word "matching" is extraordinarily thin and insignificant.

Bai Yan didn't say much, but on the opposite side of her, he tacitly threw dark paper into the brazier.

She glanced at him and walked straight to the table.

Gu Mingxi's calm expression didn't react, his black and white pupils swept over him for a few seconds, didn't say anything, and turned around and walked to the study.

"I have something to deal with, and I will definitely come back in the afternoon to deliver cigarettes with you." Long Pei deliberately avoided the cake and didn't look at it, and said to her in a murderous voice.

Gu Mingxi Baixi's fingers touched Yan'er's cold and hard cheeks, and his voice was soft, "Yan'er, it's dawn." ”

"I, I don't know."

Long Pei's Adam's apple rolled up and down a few times, and the words reached his lips and swallowed back. She can't be immersed in Yan'er's death all the time, but she also knows in her heart that Yan'er is too important to her.

Gu Mingxi was not as emotional as before, his eyes looked at Yan'er calmly, and he didn't say a word, as if he hadn't heard it. The thin goose egg face was as pale as white paper, his fingers had been placed beside the cold coffin, his hair was hanging down, and the long silver hair was exposed, adding a bit of desolation.

Long Pei s brows furrowed, he didn't know that he felt that Gu Mingxi was a little weird, there was no disgust and hatred in his eyes, and even when he said that he would send the cigarettes to be cremated, she didn't have any reaction. Inquiring eyes followed her back to the kitchen door, and it wasn't long before she walked out with her plate in hand.

Long Pei walked up to her, staring at her daughter tightly, and said in a low voice, "In the afternoon, we will send Yan'er away, and the cemetery will be chosen, next to your mother's tombstone." ”

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Bai Yan's body stiffened, as if the deepest and deepest secret in his heart had been discovered, and his face was unnatural. He suddenly realized that perhaps neither Your Excellency nor Nanji knew him as well as Madame.

"Madam, there is no unworthy or unworthy matter of feelings, only willing or unwilling." The corners of Bai Yan's mouth hooked up a bitter smile. zVXC。

Gu Mingxi's calm expression did not change, and he looked sideways at Bai Yan, his eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, lifeless, and colorless, like a person who had no desires, no desires, and no soul.

"Rubing, can you help me take off Yan'er's favorite white dress?" Gu Mingxi didn't look at her, as if he was saying to her, more like saying to himself, "Yan'er doesn't like yellow dresses, and I still want to comb a beautiful braid for her." ”

His brows furrowed, and he whispered softly, "Bai Yan knows what path he wants to take, and Mrs. Xiexie cares." Although the young lady is gone, the days ahead are still long, and the lady can't always be immersed in the grief of the past, come out early, and life will always take a turn. ”

"That's not what I'm talking about." Gu Mingxi pursed his lips, his voice was calm like a straight line, without a slight change in amplitude.

For the first time, I confessed that I was in love with a man in front of Nanji and other than Your Excellency, and I didn't feel ashamed. He looked at Madame with uneasy eyes, a little worried that she would not be able to accept it.

Gu Mingxi Baixi's fingers took the dark paper and slowly threw it into the brazier, the fire haloed her eyes, and she couldn't warm a dead heart.

When he turned around and was about to leave, a cool voice came from behind him, "Yan'er made the cake herself, is it so difficult for you to take a bite?" ”

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