One more arrives——

Hearing that there was nothing wrong in early summer, Ye Meiru's expression suddenly faded, she still had a bunch of questions herself, how could she care about Rao Ying's life or death? He lazily leaned back in his chair and sighed: "Do you think I still have the ability to help you now?" ”

Rao Ying was stunned for a moment, quickly slid down from the chair, half-squatted in front of Ye Meiru, grabbed her hand tightly, and looked up at her: "Meiru, if you don't help me, who else can help me?" ”

Ye Meiru sighed heavily: "Xiaoying, just before you came, Zhou Mikang had just come, he came to see my grandfather, and he told me personally that he had never loved me."

The relationship between me and him is not even better than that of a stranger, and if I don't intercede for you, or if he can let you go, if I really open my mouth, your end will be even worse.

Of course, if you insist that I go to him to intercede, I will do as you say, but, will that consequence really be what you want? ”

"You...... Are you telling the truth? Rao Ying looked at her in disbelief, "You're going through so many things now, and he still says something like that?" I remember, didn't he have to marry you back then, how did he become like this now? ”

"Back then?" Ye Meiru laughed, "Back then, we were all young and didn't understand what love was, so I couldn't listen to the words back then, this is what he said." ”

"Beautiful as ......" Rao Ying held Ye Meiru's hand with a sad expression, "Originally, I always thought that Zhou Mikang deliberately married Lin Chuxia because he didn't forgive you for betraying him back then, but now it seems that men are visual animals." What love? Bullshit! They want nothing more than younger and more beautiful. All explanations are just a cover for their shameless behavior! ”

"I'm not as pretty as Lin Chuxia?" Ye Meiru touched her cheek with her fingers. "Xiaoying, am I really not as beautiful as Lin Chuxia?"

"In my eyes, of course, you are prettier than her, but in the eyes of men, it is not necessarily, don't men like that kind of vixen? I won't care about your connotation! ”

"Yes, I admit it." Ye Meiru patted Rao Ying's hand, "Both of us are miserable, Qiao Gang treated you like that, and Zhou Mikang treated me like this." It's really hard to be a sister. ”

Rao Ying snorted coldly: "I admit my life, after all, the conditions of our family are there, and the main reason why Qiao Gang and I are together is interests, but you and Zhou Mikang grew up together since childhood, and they are childhood sweethearts, how can he be so ruthless?" ”

"It's all the same." Ye Meiru smiled bitterly, "Zhou Mikang said that I should reflect on myself, whether I am worthy of Huang Xinlong, I want to ask him." If Huang Xinlong hadn't been disfigured, would he really be so desperate for me?

They all say that Huang Xinlong's death was caused by me, bullshit! He just can't find the purpose and direction of life, and he doesn't have the courage to live. And I happened to be his excuse to destroy himself.

He did that on purpose. He just wanted to establish an image of loyalty for himself, so that I would live in humiliation for the rest of my life. He's just taking revenge on me! ”

Speaking of the back, Ye Meiru was a little hysterical.

These days. She kept thinking back and forth about her and Huang Xinlong's time together, and in the end, she came to the conclusion that Huang Xinlong's death was simply using her to fulfill himself.

Thinking so, she didn't have the courage to talk to anyone, including her mother, at this moment in front of Rao Ying, she finally couldn't control herself and said what she thought in her heart.

After being stunned for a long time, Rao Ying looked at her with some disapproval: "Meiru, just say this in front of me, don't say it in front of others."

As a bystander, I clearly saw Huang Xinlong's infatuation with you, otherwise, he would not have been able to help you do so much knowing that he was not valued in the Huang family.

You should know Lu Dao, if it is just to find a beautiful woman to be his wife, the Huang family has a way, but why has he been single for so many years?

Meiru, I know that you don't have feelings for what he does because you don't have him in your heart, but you really can't deny his infatuation with you. ”

Rao Ying's words first made Ye Meiru angry, but after listening to it patiently, she had to admit that what Rao Ying said made sense, but if so, why did he commit suicide?

It's not that he doesn't understand that his suicide will put her in a situation where she will never recover, and the good man in the circle will never marry her again, so that she will be alone from now on, she can't stand it, whether psychologically or physically, she can't stand it, but she can't stand it either.

Then, the only way is to stay away from the land of right and wrong, out of sight, out of mind, out of ear, not out of mind.

Grandpa once proposed to send her to live in a city that no one knew, but she refused, having seen the colorful life abroad, she had no interest in going to a strange place and living a miserable life, which was the fundamental reason why she insisted on going to a foreign country.

Since it is impossible for her to live a regular life, why not the colorful days she wants? used to want to come back, because she was still thinking about Zhou Mikang in her heart, thinking about getting him again, but now she has understood that no matter how hard she tries, he can't be with her.

However, no matter what, Rao Yingken said this to her, at least it means that she really regards her as a friend, at this age, she can still distinguish this, and she unconsciously felt a little guilty about her previous attitude towards Rao Ying, so she sat up straight: "Xiaoying, thank you, I know that you are for my good, Xie Lu Xie." ”

The corners of Rao Ying's lips flashed with a wry smile: "We are the best friends, the so-called loyalty is against the ear, if I don't say it, who else will tell you?" ”

"Yes, but what I don't understand now is, if he is really obsessed with me, why would he do that? He's just ruined in his face, not in his brain, and he can't be unaware that his actions will push me into the abyss. ”

After thinking about it, Rao Ying said: "He loves you so much, but it turns out that no matter what he does, you will not receive the slightest love, and if you go to the extreme all of a sudden, you won't think so much." ”

"I think he loves his sister even more." Ye Meiru smiled sarcastically, "If it weren't for his sister's mixing, probably, he wouldn't have come that far." ”

"You said Huang Su Ai?" Rao Ying's expression was straight, "Meiru, you can't offend Huang Suai if you offend anyone, don't have any more conflicts with her before you can make sure that you can leave the country." ”

"I understand, it's still clear who can mess with me and who can't." The corners of Ye Meiru's lips hooked up a smile, "You reminded me that it's not bad to lead the trouble." ”

"You want to?"

"Yes, since no matter how hard I try, it's in vain, then let him have a headache by himself, not to say that he loves his wife, just right, I'll help him verify how much he loves his wife."

"Huang Suai is not so easy to be fooled."

"It's one thing not to be fooled, it's another thing whether I do it or not, Xiaoying, thank you, thank you, I'm in a much better mood now, really." Ye Meiru patted Rao Ying on the shoulder, "This can be regarded as helping you in disguise." ”

Rao Ying looked at her apologetically: "It's me who didn't think about it, I knew that the relationship between you and Zhou Mikang had become what it is now, and I won't embarrass you, but Meiru, what do you do, the most important thing is to make your life better in the future, don't let yourself fall into a more passive situation." ”

"I know how to ......" Ye Meiru suddenly covered her mouth and frowned.

"What's wrong?" Rao Ying looked at her worriedly.

"It's a little disgusting...... Ye Meiru said that her face suddenly became solemn, "Xiaoying, I'm probably pregnant." ”

"Wai...... Pregnant? Rao Ying jumped up in shock, "Huang ...... Huang Xinlong's? ”

"Who else but him?" Ye Meiru's brows tightened, "Come...... But it couldn't be the right time. ”

"Do you want to give birth or?"

"I don't know what to do." Ye Meiru shook her head, "I broke up with Louis because I couldn't get pregnant after two years with him, the doctor said that my chance of getting pregnant is very low, I only have three times with Huang Xinlong, all of them are begging him for something, and the result is that I won the bid, do you say sarcastic or not?" ”

Rao Ying said: "Let's check, maybe not." ”

"My period has dragged on for ten days, and I have never had a history of nausea for no reason, do you think there is any other possibility?"

Rao Ying was silent and didn't speak, she didn't know what to say.

"If I were to get pregnant easily, I wouldn't even think about this child, but now ......" Ye Meiru turned her eyes out the window, "I'm very conflicted, I'm afraid that if I don't want him, I may never have a chance to be a mother in the future." ”

"If it were you, what would you do?"

"Me?" Rao Ying shook her head, "I can't say this assumption, because I'm not you, and we have different personalities, so my answer may not satisfy you." ”

"Tell me about it."

"If it's me, I'll want it." Rao Ying looked at her seriously, "It is legal to give birth to him, no one will laugh at you, if you don't give birth to him, if you can't be a mother again, it will be a regret that cannot be made up for a lifetime."

A man is replaceable, but the child is the only one for himself, he is the flesh that falls from your body, his body flows with your blood, and he will always have only one biological mother. ”

"If he is born, he will have to face a lot of criticism with me." Ye Meiru smiled bitterly, "You don't know my reputation, as my child, you have to bear it with me, will this be what he wants?" ”

After hesitating, Rao Ying said: "You better listen to the opinions of the elders, if you really want to give birth, it will not work without their help, as for the rest, I suggest you make other plans." ”

"Okay, I'll tell my grandparents and mom and dad in a moment and see what they want to do." Ye Meiru sighed, "Maybe in the eyes of others, we are all bad women, but we are just fighting for what belongs to us, is it wrong?" (To be continued......)