If the heart is wrong, can it be saved?

It was only today that the Song family finally understood that in Xie Yuanmao's heart, it didn't matter whether she was the main room or not, whether she was her wife or not.

She looked at the man in front of her who had been married to her for six years, and the heart that had once filled him was finally broken and could no longer be put together.

"You are right, what is the importance of being a concubine? After all, as long as you are full of me, what does it matter...... the indifferent expression on Song's face gradually faded again, his cheeks were dyed red, but his lips were pale, "Just forget it, can you let me slow down and let my mother wait for the time being?" In just three days, I couldn't make up my mind. ”

When Xie Yuanmao heard this, he saw the corners of her mouth gradually curved, only when she understood it, she immediately responded: "Thank you for your hard work, Furou, I will live up to you in the future." Mother, I'll go and say. ”

Song lowered his eyebrows, "I know, you will never fail me." ”

However, as she said this, her hand, which was hidden under her wide sleeve, quietly tightened.

Xie Yuanmao smiled and hugged her into his arms, sighed slightly above her head, and cautiously tentatively said: "Have you ever mentioned the matter of entering Beijing with your eldest brother?" ”

In the past, Song Yanzhao saved his life and promised him his only sister, but he was really afraid that Song Yanzhao would be angry when he learned about the current situation. Song Yanzhao's temper is not good, and in his opinion, it is better to hide it from him now. After this time, everything has settled down, and it is not too late to mention it.

As everyone knows, he was looking forward to it in his heart, but the Song family had already sent a letter to Song Yanzhao at the instigation of Xie Shuning.

"Not yet." Song leaned on his arms, listening to the heart in his chest "pounding", and his palms were cold, "You don't know my brother's temper, where do I dare to tell him." Moreover, he is far away from the customs, and it is inconvenient to enter and exit, and sending him a letter is only to add to his troubles. ”

She was babbling, her eyes drifting.

Xie Yuanmao didn't realize it, after listening to it, he smiled and helped her to sit down, he half-squatted in front of her, lowered his posture and said softly: "You believe me once." ”

Song looked him in the eye and nodded with a chuckle.

"Furou, if you have a wife like you, what more can you ask for." Xie Yuanmao breathed a long sigh of relief and admired, but forgot the omission in his words.

She may never be able to be his wife again.

However, he pretended not to know, and the Song family did not expose it.

In Shou'an Hall, the third old lady heard that the Song family had gone to find Xie Yuanmao, and she remembered what she had asked the Song family before. She understood that the Song family loved Xie Yuanmao very much, so she passed Xie Yuanmao early before looking for the Song family and said those words. Although she is not his biological mother, how can she not know his character when she raised him.

She first trapped him with the imperial examination, and then used the long room as a chess game to make him understand that if he can't get ahead, he will be a pawn forever.

Women, if you don't have it, you can marry again; Children, if they are gone, they can be reborn.

How could a smart man be bound by these things to go to Qingyun Road.

Song and Xie Yuanmao have been husband and wife for many years, but they were blinded by love, and it wasn't until Xie Yuanmao said such heart-wrenching words that she suddenly realized. Fortunately, it's not too late, everything still has a chance.

That night, Xie Shuning was not at ease, so she ran to the main room and refused to leave. The Song family only said that it was a mother-daughter connection, and this girl knew that she was uncomfortable in her heart, so she smiled and hugged her to rest. Gui's mother was also uneasy, and she was on duty at night.

In the middle of the night, Song woke up from a nightmare, so he quietly hugged Xie Shuning inside, got up with his coat casually, and walked outside in the dark.

Gui's mother had not slept soundly, and when she heard the slight footsteps, she got up and hurriedly lit the lamp. As soon as she turned her head, she saw Song coming out with a depressed expression, she hurriedly stepped forward to help people, lowered her voice and asked, "Madam, but you can't sleep?" Do you want the slave to cook you a bowl of soothing soup to drink? ”

Song shook his head, sat down on the couch, and said softly: "You sit too, I'll talk to you about something." ”

"What?" When Gui's mother saw her get up in the middle of the night to talk to herself, she couldn't help but panic. There is something that cannot be mentioned until dawn, which shows that this matter is extremely important and extremely difficult.

"The sixth master's heart is big, and I can't rely on him anymore." In the dim light, Song's willow eyebrows furrowed, and his voice was suppressed, "The old lady said that if I want to raise Yi'er and Aman myself, I will be concubines." If I want to be a main room, she will have to rob two children to raise. Otherwise, I would have died. At the end, she laughed.

Mother Gui was shocked when she heard this, her legs were weak, she knelt down on the edge of the couch, and said in a panic: "What a vicious old woman, Mrs. must not listen to her!" ”

Song reached out to help her: "I won't listen to her, if I listen to her, I won't be Song Yanzhao's sister." After a pause, she added, "I went to see the sixth master during the day, and I said that I would reconcile with him and take the child back to Yanling." He wouldn't, I guessed. It's just that when I went, I thought, if he can say that I don't live with you, he won't let you be a concubine, so why should I really be a concubine? But he said, "What's the point of being a concubine?" She let out a long sigh, "Qinggui, I understood in an instant, Sixth Master Xie and Song Wangzhi are two completely different people." ”

"Madam," Gui's mother was shocked when she heard this, and blurted out in shock, "Don't let that old woman rob the young master and the young lady!" ”

Song nodded, and the green silk fell down her cheeks, covering the expression on her face.

Unbeknownst to the two of them, in the inner room, Xie Shuning was standing barefoot at the door at this time, clenching his fists and listening to their conversation.

She never knew why her mother became a concubine in her previous life, and she even always felt that her mother was too weak and incompetent, so she fell into trouble again and again. But she never thought that her mother had always faced such an opponent, insidious and vicious. And my father, from the beginning to the end, was never on their side. The duckweed-like helpless mother has no one to rely on.

In her previous life, she was young and ignorant, and she only lost her temper because her mother refused to play with her every day.

In this life, she is different.

The mother also seems to have changed vaguely. The third old lady has never given birth to a child, so she naturally doesn't know how important flesh and blood are in the hearts of mothers. She calculated her father's feelings, and even her mother's feelings for her father, but she missed the impact that she and her brother would have in this matter.

Xie Shuning stood on tiptoe, retreated like a kitten and lay down, closing her eyes.

Early the next morning, she asked Gui's mother a lot of things. The Song family never set foot in Kyoto, and even after her mother died in her previous life, her uncle never entered Beijing, causing her to always wonder if there was any secret. However, Gui's mother knew very little and couldn't say much about usable information at all. She couldn't help but be anxious, if Mama Jiang was here, things would definitely be fine.

But Mama Jiang is not here, she can only rely on Mama Gui.

Gui's mother made shoes for her, tossing and turning some useless words, and it took a long time for a sentence to come out with anxiety.

She said that when the Duan Wang's side concubine Bai was not married, she had a good relationship with the Song family.