Chapter 834: It's All Me

Lu Shenfeng closed his eyes a little tiredly, his mind was in chaos, and he said in a low voice: "Don't ask, let me be quiet for a while." ”

The whole emergency room used to be quiet like a morgue, but now it is quieter, so quiet that people feel a little scary, as if it is as cold as hell, maybe because there are many tragic lives and deaths experienced here every day.

Lu Shenxi's mind was full of question marks, what the hell is going on?

Shen Yayi, who was standing outside, was also curious, but she was immersed in sadness and couldn't extricate herself, and slowly turned around to look at the end of this corridor, as if it was an invisible future in life. Without her father, the only support point for her spirit just fell, so what should she do next, can she go alone.

……

This week, Shen Yayi didn't know how she survived, the whole person seemed to be dead, she was helped to eat, she was helped to take a bath, and she was helped to handle her father's funeral, and it felt as if the person who died was not Shen Lieyan at all, but her.

It seems to be cut off from the world, as if the brain is broken, it can't function, it can't think, it can only be led by others.

Until that day, it was raining continuously, she stood in the gloomy cemetery, in front of a tombstone, standing next to Lu Shenxi, holding a black umbrella for her, her expression was even more gloomy than the sky, the raindrops kept hitting the umbrella, and then fell on the ground and splashed.

Suddenly, Shen Ya seemed to have returned to this world and was unlocked, looking at the Yiqi in front of her with unfamiliar eyes, including Lu Shenxi who was standing beside her, these days she seemed to be out of her body, she couldn't feel anything, she couldn't ease her senses at all, her memory was still on that day, and she had never advanced, but in front of her...... Dad's tombstone is already in front of him.

Her tears flowed down her cheeks, but she didn't know how to react, she didn't feel that she was crying, and thought that the rain had fallen on her face, so she reached out and touched her cheek, and touched the warm tears.

Lu Shenxi, who was standing on the side, looked at the tombstone in front of him, his heart was empty, and with the sound of light rain, he began to talk to himself......

"Grace, don't you really want to talk anymore?"

"You haven't spoken for seven days, isn't it uncomfortable, I know you're sad, but your dad definitely doesn't want to see you like this."

"If you continue like this, you will be wasted, understand, life is like this, no one can stop death, in fact, we all understand, but we just can't accept it."

……

She hadn't spoken for seven days, she didn't have any expression, she looked like she was out of her body every day, she vomited everything she ate, she didn't cry, she didn't make a fuss, she just stayed there quietly, she did whatever you asked her to do, like a rag doll that didn't have a life at all, it looked really heart-wrenching.

Lu Shenxi didn't know what to do, she had been taking care of Shen Elegance for the past seven days, but Shen Elegance didn't even know who she was, because she seemed to have died with her father, and no one could impress her without a little temperature. And the elder brother disappeared for seven days, and no one knew what he was doing, and he always felt as if something was about to happen.

Shen Grace stared at her father's tombstone blankly, looking at Shen Lieyan's photo, she was smiling, she still remembered Shen Lieyan telling her when she took this photo, if he died in the future, use this photo, it was kinder, she was still laughing at her father for thinking too much, but she didn't expect it to be realized now, and suddenly, the memories of that time appeared in front of her eyes again, and tears fell disobediently.

"My dad is really dead, isn't it......"

She finally spoke, her voice sounding a little shaky, a little weak, but more of a sad one, like an abandoned child.

Lu Shenxi, who was standing on the side, flashed a flash of surprise in his eyes, his gaze moved from the tombstone to her side face, and the surprise in his eyes dimmed when he looked at her tears, and he hummed softly: "Well, it's dead." ”

Lu Shenxi didn't want to comfort her anymore, and hoped that she could get out of this sadness quickly, although it was very difficult, but she couldn't get out, it was more painful, and maybe she would drive herself crazy in the end.

Thinking of the scene of the fire that day, Shen Yayi looked at the photo of her father on the tombstone, and suddenly thought of why it caught fire? Why is that?

"Why is it on fire, Dad is obviously awake, how can it catch fire...... she muttered quietly, but was heard by Lu Shenxi on the side, and replied truthfully: "The people at the police station said that someone set the fire, because the smell of gasoline around your house is very strong, and I saw from the surveillance that a moving company's car left after your house caught fire, it is possible to ......"

"Mover!" Suddenly, Shen Yaya screamed, remembering the moving company's car that day, she was still thinking about how the moving company's car was near their house, and it actually came to set fire to kill people!

Oh, my God......

How so! If she had dragged her dad with her when she left the supermarket, she wouldn't have had such a thing, would she?

"It's all my fault...... Woohoo......"

Thinking of this, she cried uncontrollably, knelt on the wet ground with her legs limp, touched Shen Lieyan's smile in the photo on the tombstone, and kept blaming herself.

Lu Shenxi couldn't help but squat down when he saw this scene, wanting to help her up: "Listen to me, it's not your fault, this fire is man-made, believe the police, wait for them to find out the real culprit......"

But before he finished speaking, Shen Yayi cried and said, "You don't understand at all!" It's all my fault! If it weren't for me, Dad wouldn't have died! If I dragged him to the supermarket with me, he wouldn't have died, and if I hadn't locked the door of the house, I was afraid that he would run around in a bad mental state, and he wouldn't have died! It's all me! It was I who locked him in the house, so he couldn't get out of the fire at all! It's me, it's me! That's me! ”

Shen Yayi, who was excited, felt that it was all her own fault, and when she thought of that night, she wanted to bite herself to death, why did she make such a mistake, because of her own excessive actions, she killed her father! I really regret it, I regret it......

Lu Shenxi didn't know what to say, when a person couldn't untie his own heart knot, what others said would be useless, it would just add fuel to the fire.