Chapter 121: Why?
PS: It's all Unicom's fault, damn Unicom, the network has been disconnected until today, so, if you want to scold, go and scold Unicom, everything is his fault.
"I see nothing from your eyes but emptiness and the irritability it triggers. Is this shijie so boring in your eyes? ”
In the ward full of the smell of potions, the sick girl looked directly into Shi Chen's eyes hidden behind his glasses and asked softly.
Her eyes were not sharp, and she did not have any power and aura on her body, but it made Shi Chen have some inexplicable thoughts.
Is it being seen?
Since he was born, it is not for nothing that those who dare to look at him and are able to look at him directly, but most of them are bewitched by the shell called majesty and might, and even the Gui Daisy and a certain maiden who cared most about him have only seen him on the surface—the former saw his loneliness, and thought that it was enough to warm him with love, and that the rest did not need to be bothered; The latter saw only his strength and majesty, and then locked the two of them at a distance - perhaps, the maiden thought they were close.
He is strong, he is majestic, he is indifferent, he is lonely, he is lonely, he is proud, he is cruel, he is responsible, he has no feelings, he will never fail in everyone's hearts, he, Tosaka Toshitomi has various images, but there is no option of 'empty him'.
What the? Will he be empty?
That guy who is almost God's favorite will be empty and irritable?
Are you joking internationally?
After a long time, even he sometimes felt that he was just lonely, so he couldn't help but look for something that could fill his heart, but when those things passed through his chest, he realized that he was empty.
No matter how much water you fill in a leaky bottle, as long as the hole in the bottom is still there, one day it will drain a drop of water from inside - not to mention that the hole is still growing.
"yes!" Shi Chen, who came back from his contemplation, sighed softly—and then smiled coldly, and his tone became extremely cold: "What does my emptiness have to do with you?" Let's mind your own business first! ”
"It's the dream you told me last time, right? Other than that, I don't think it's likely to be something else. ”
Ignoring his child-like tantrums, Shion's question went straight to the heart of the matter.
"You know too much." Shi Chen's voice became colder and colder.
"Are you playing with a child's temper? This is not in line with the usual image of the vice president! Shion smiled.
With a good posture, Shi Chen's heart couldn't help but rise a nameless fire that was difficult to vent - although he felt very annoying, he had to admit that what Ziyuan said was the truth.
It was precisely because it was an irrefutable fact that he felt angry.
It's always been me who grabs other people's sore feet and lets him dance according to his own arranged footsteps, when is it the turn of a yellow-haired girl to preach to herself?!
"I don't need you to take care of my affairs, girl." Perennially at the top of his peers, and the aura cultivated in a high position for several years leaked a little, and at the same time, Shi Chen's expression turned to the red monster.
"Okay, no matter what." The gentle smile was still the same, and Zi Yuan looked at Shi Chen calmly, "However, the way you are now, Tosaka, you have to fulfill your previous promise, it seems that you are not very safe!" ”
"It's just a battle of five scum, that is, the rhythm of minutes." As soon as the topic got rid of his sore feet, someone immediately resumed his usual understatement, with a sneer of disdain on the corner of his mouth, "Take this information and see it, it's best to show it to those in your family, and then whatever you want to do, you can do it yourself." ”
"Oh?" Shion, who finally took over the information, showed a curious expression, "What kind of information has such power?" ”
"See for yourself." Shi Chen turned around and picked up his schoolbag, "I still have something to do, so I'll go first." ”
"Tosaka-kun—"
Shi Chen's footsteps paused.
"Xiexie you."
"If you really want to thank me, let's have fewer conversations like this in the future." Without looking back, Shi Chen, who was already almost at the door, did not fluctuate in his tone, and stretched out his hand to the doorknob.
"There are some things that you can change if you want to."
Shi Chen, who had already stepped out of the ward with half a foot, paused again.
"Xiexie, but I think that's fine. zaijian。 ”
The door closing, and there was only one person left in the room.
"There are some things that you can change if you want to." Shion sighed softly and muttered.
This time, it failed again.
She and Shi Chen had known each other since high school - at that time, they were the first and second in their class, and they were equally popular—of course, only in the boys and girls class.
Equally excellent results; The same excellent appearance - well, in terms of appearance alone, Shi Chen is a little worse, but he makes up for it with temperament and fame, and the two are still about the same; As well, equally outstanding character and temperament.
Needless to say, Aster is as gentle as water, quiet and beautiful, like a kaolin flower, and is the most powerful candidate for the next sister in Guidaisy's opinion.
And Shi Chen is a combination of calm and composed, rigorous and serious, meticulous, selfless, brave and strong, and most importantly - decisive killing, compared with those common herbivore cream men, it is simply many times stronger.
After getting along for a long time, Ziyuan naturally had a hazy affection for Shi Chen-the so-called long-term love, that's it. But it's only a hint, just like the boys and girls who gave chocolates to the cinnamon daisies on Valentine's Day felt about the pink-haired president.
And, at the time, the two of them, it was impossible.
Until April of this year, Shion's feelings for Shi Chen were 'a relatively close friend who could be flirted'.
When Shi Chen told her for the first time that he wanted to chase a certain sister, Ziyuan couldn't help but have a faint sense of jealousy-
weishenme?
weishenme, you fell in love with her at first sight?!
Of course, this is a normal reaction, and there is always some comparison between women - especially when it comes to their own attractiveness and appearance, they are almost inherently enemies!
Shion told herself like this in her heart.
It wasn't until Shi Chen confessed to her on the rooftop and in the infirmary afterwards that Shion lifted the faint fog from before.
After thinking about it a little differently, combined with some psychology books she had read before, Ziyuan roughly understood Shi Chen's psychology.
Emptiness.
Because of emptiness, there is no point in looking at anything.
So boring.
Because no one understands, so lonely.
This man, he has always been alone.
It's just that in the past, he had been trying to get out of this predicament, and now he seems to have given up hope!
Most of his actions are passive choices made under the oppression of the external environment or the support of temporary whims, rather than having thoughts about what to do from the bottom of his heart.
Although this kind of thing was common in the past, such as learning, his knowledge is far richer than his own, but every time he ranks about the same as himself; novels, and only a few books were written at the same time, and then they were completely eating the old books; The company, after the establishment is completed, there is no big movement after it has a certain scale, and it has always been a small fight; Student union, she doesn't think that someone who killed decisively back then really ran away because there was no way to control the situation.
However, it was not as frequent as it is now.
Doing animation, helping yourself, and handling school affairs are all casual - indulging your instincts.
Even if it is to help himself, he will deal with it casually after losing interest - more than 10 billion, and after the loss, he will be able to move the funds that will break his muscles and bones, and he will not even frown.
Because of the emptiness, he didn't care about everything he had at all, so he was able to squander everything he had in an extremely drastic way.
Recklessness and indulgence If this continues, if nothing else, in the near future, Tosaka Toshitomi will become a walking corpse.
It's just that Weishenme, who was calm and calm before, has always been looking for things that can accompany him; And now, he has become an out-and-out madman?
What is it that makes you like this?
With that in mind, she turned her gaze to the stack of books at the bedside.
Fate.Zero, maybe you can find the answer from this, right?