Over the years, his mood has also been very conflicted.

Obviously, there is no evidence to prove that his mother's accident was caused by man-made, but he sued himself again, if it weren't for the slightest credibility promise made by Jin Peng, an irresponsible man, why would his mother be so obsessed with her mind that she would come to this point, so that she died at such a young age?

Even if Jin Peng didn't do anything, he would be half responsible!

Of course, he also knew that Jin Ting was indeed innocent, no matter what his father or mother did, it was none of his business, but as he grew up, he became an excellent and perfect man, and he became more and more like his father!

Although his eyebrows and eyes are deeper and more delicate than Jin Peng's, they are indeed carved out of the same mold as his father!

In these years, whenever he saw Jin Ting's appearance, Zhuang Lingjun would always think of that day, Jin Peng held his mother tightly in his arms and said to her: "Xiaorou, Xiaorou, don't worry, I will definitely take you out of here, I will take you to a place where there is only happiness and no pain...... And your children, I will treat them as if they were my own......"

Whenever he thought of his mother's tearful face at that time, leaning tightly on Jin Peng's arms, he felt a bitter hatred that filled his heart!

Why? Why didn't only the mother survive?

She is so kind, so weak, she just wants to get a stable love, why did she end up like this!

Over the years, he has been observing Jin Ting coldly, and I have to admit that he is better than his father back then, and he is so calm, even cold, that he can't see that he will be tempted by women, so he doesn't seem to have any weaknesses!

In fact, many times, he knew in his heart that Jin Ting regarded him as a friend, and he was like a lone wolf who was too arrogant, and the vast majority of people in this world were garbage in his heart, and he couldn't enter his eyes at all!

And he seems to be the only object of his admiration, and the only opponent he is afraid of!

He also understood that Jin Ting, a shrewd man, was not completely at ease with him from the beginning.

However, after Jin Yun's battle, he began to really see himself as a friend, and even once, he was half drunk in front of him and muttered, "Brother Zhuang, do you think I'm pitiful?" ”

"You? Why are you pitiful? He smiled faintly, "You have the envy of everyone in this world, and you are so young, even I feel old in front of you." ”

"However, I felt that I was a superfluous person...... In my family, my father didn't seem to need anyone, he lived in his own world, and my mother only loved my younger brother...... I sometimes think that even if I disappear into the air, no one will leave tears of sympathy for me......" That time, his handsome face was slightly drunk, and a small flame of sadness seemed to flash in his pupils, "Brother Zhuang, were you happy when you were a child?" ”

"Me?" He smiled faintly, "My mother died when I was ten years old, and my father remarried soon after, and I was not close to my stepmother, just like a stranger. ”

"What about you...... Is it very close to your mother? ”

"I love my mother so much." His smile was gentle, but his heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp arrow, "She is the most beautiful, gentle, virtuous and pure woman in the world!" ”

"It's so good......" Jin Ting was drunk, and shook the wine glass in his hand, and the wine splashed on the back of his hand, as if blood, "It's so good, you have such a mother...... And my mom has always been like a madman, so extreme, so terrifying...... Brother Zhuang, I envy you so much......"

"What are you talking about?" Zhuang Lingjun stood up, "Do you know what you're talking about?" Even if your mother is crazy, she is still alive in this world, and you can still see her! And my mother was already a pile of bones underground! You even say you envy me!! Do you know what you're talking about!! ”

That time was the first time he brushed his sleeves in front of Jin Ting.

When Jin Ting woke up the next day, he didn't even mention the previous incident, as if it had never happened. But Zhuang Lingjun knew very well that this had indeed happened, and between the two, it was like a scar that could not be erased.

He suddenly felt that everything he had done was in vain, even if he cooperated with Ye Shan and monitored Jin Ting, but so what? Jin Ting doesn't trust Ye Shan 100%, and no matter what he does, his mother won't come back to life......

So he went to South America, and he went for three years.

When he came back, Jin Ting already had her by his side.

A qiē is like fate, it is destined by heaven.

When he found out that she was the kind girl who rescued Carl back then, his heart was even more turbulent.

Why? Why can Jin Ting always have a qiē that he can't have?

What is he inferior to him all about?

Why did his vicious mother survive, while his mother who was so gentle and kind had already slept in the ground?

Why did he easily get her love and trust, and no matter what he did, he couldn't make her treat him as even a close friend!

Why? Why is that?

He used to think he was an extremely calm person.

However, perhaps the so-called extreme calmness is a volcano that has not erupted for the time being, nothing more!

Many people thought it was an extinct volcano, but they were wrong!

Once it erupts, it's lava that can destroy the world!

Perhaps, from the moment he found out that he was in love with this woman, the seeds of the devil were planted in his heart.

But what's so bad about that?

He's been holding back for too long, he's a man, he's not a god!

Since Jin Ting can take revenge on Hua Ziqian for his hatred of Hua, why can't he do the same thing?

Why should all the pain and loss be borne by oneself and by oneself?

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He slowly walked into another room.

When I opened the door, I saw her sitting quietly in front of the desk next to the bed, with her long hair hanging down straight, wearing pajamas with light green stripes on a white background, as well-behaved as a middle school student.

He opened his mouth and shouted, "First snow." ”

"You're calling me?" The woman turned her head slowly, her eyebrows and eyes were quiet, and her amber eyes were very calm and calm, which suddenly reminded Zhuang Lingjun of her former mother.

Back then, she was in the banker's mansion, and that was it.