Chapter 25: Helplessness
(Continue to ask for all kinds of requests, ask for collections and recommendations, and collect and recommend the increase in poor anxiety)
There is not much content in Shang Nier's letter, just a paper full of daoqian, let Che Jin completely forget about her as a bad woman, and also said that it means that she is dead, and there is no more such person as her in the world.
The letter did not make it clear that Weishenme was going to break up with Che Jin, but when he opened another letter later, Che Jin realized what had happened. This was written by Xia Luyu to him, two days earlier than Shang Ni'er's letter, but Che Jin opened the lover's letter first.
It turned out that since Shang Nier became the anchor of the county TV station, her beautiful and charming appearance, as well as her sweet and standard Mandarin pronunciation, suddenly became a well-known public figure in Yuhe County. Naturally, they also entered the expectations of those unmarried young men, and began to be approached or asked for matchmaking, and all of them hit a wall.
But there is a person who is too infatuated with Shang Nier and is very persistent, knowing that Shang Nier has a boyfriend and the relationship is already very close, he still does not give up the pursuit. And this person's father is the deputy secretary of the county party committee, and this person is already a deputy section leader.
zuihou, this person relied on his father's power to put pressure on Shang Ni'er after he failed to put pressure on Shang Ni'er's family.
The pressure test for the family was mainly aimed at Shang Nier's brother, who worked as an ordinary cadre in a relatively difficult township. This person used a big stick and carrot to promise Shang Ni'er's brother that if he and Shang Ni'er had a good thing, he would not only be able to transfer back to the county immediately, but also arrange the most oily and watery unit to take the position in the near future.
The temptation for Shang Nier's brother and her parents and family was too great, and the family began to take turns to work on Shang Nier, forcing Shang Nier to cut ties with Che Jin, and Shang Nier's mother even threatened her with death. In desperation, Shang Nier chose to give in, agreed to break off relations with Che Jin, and promised to get married as soon as possible.
This happened before a winter vacation in Zuihou, and shortly after the end of Chejin's winter vacation, Shang Nier married another wife.
Che Jin was convinced of Luyu's words, because during the winter vacation, when he was with Ni'er, he felt that Ni'er was smiling.
When asked what was bothering, Ni'er's answer was to ask him for a lot of money with her beautiful body, and there had been several nights when he had barely slept, and he loved and loved, and he loved again and again, at least six times a night, and then he walked softly.
But at that time, because of this, he was not only happy that Ni'er was so satisfied with him, but also glad that this was a short winter vacation and a lot of entertainment, if he changed the long and idle summer vacation, he would definitely die on Ni'er's belly.
Before he finished reading Xia Luyu's letter, Che Jin was already full of anger and had the heart to kill him with a knife, but after reading a passage from Luyu Zuihou, he was speechless.
Green Jade said in the letter: "Che Jin, I know you must be angry when you see this, but you must be calm and don't be impulsive!! Because things have happened irreparably, no matter what you do, you can't do anything, you must not make it difficult for Ni'er!! If you were stupid, what would Ni'er do and let her mother die after you? Didn't the book say that since you love someone, you have to respect that person's choice, although Ni'er was forced, but they are all her relatives, can you let her ignore her relatives? ”
"Besides, you have someone who loves you. Just like me, I've fallen in love with you since the time I connected you and Ni'er, but I can't separate you and Ni'er. Besides, I am a farmer, and I am not worthy of you, so I can only bless you silently. But now that you and Ni'er have become like this, I feel sorry for Ni'er, and I feel even more sorry for you!! Che Jin, I'm swearing here, as long as you don't find another girl, I'm your woman in the river, and I'm going to love you for the rest of my life, regardless of my name!! Love you for thousands of years!! ”
"Che Jin, what I said is true, I really love you, I don't want you to suffer, your pain is worse than my pain. Che Jin, as your friend for ten years, or a friend who secretly loves you for ten years, you have pity on me, don't be stupid and make me sad!! Please, get in!! ”
Xia Luyu's words revealed too much emotion, and the eye-catching exclamation marks were like hammers striking the car into his heart, making him feel painful and didn't know what to do.
Ni'er has formed the fact that she is married and has a family, what can she do when she goes back at this time? Killed the man who snatched his love with a knife, or cut down the family who persecuted Ni'er? But no matter what you do, as Green Jade said, things are irreparable, it's just a bad breath. But is it worth it to lose your life for a bad breath? What's more, if you do this, can you be worthy of the kindness of this good girl?
Moreover, after reading Xia Luyu's letter, there is still a letter to read, which was written to him by Yaya. After graduating from the teacher college and becoming a teacher in the county, after learning the news that Shang Nier was married, she was afraid that the car would be too uncomfortable, so she wrote a letter to comfort him, and like Xia Luyu, she boldly confessed her love for him and asked him not to hang himself on a tree.
Listening to people's persuasion to eat well, these persuasions are very effective for him, not to mention that murderers are really not so easy to be, and Che Jin can only endure pain and endless sadness.
So, he originally planned to graduate and go back to the river, so how could he go back again? When he was assigned after graduation, with the help of Uncle Shi, he was assigned to work in the city's new building materials factory, far away from the place where he was extremely miserable.
Since then, it has been ten years since he and Shannier met again. At that time, he had just stopped working alone, and Green Jade also opened a clothing store in the city, and also bought a three-bedroom apartment in the city as their love nest.
On one occasion when he came back from the chicken farm, he found that in addition to the green jade, there was a young and beautiful lady, and when he met this lady's gaze, he could no longer be separated. Then in front of the green jade, the two hugged each other and hugged their heads and cried, crying a lot. Then, the two kissed each other hard while crying, and rolled onto the bedroom bed in the kiss, tearing each other desperately until they possessed each other deeply.
Since then, every once in a while, a graceful young woman in Che Jin's love nest with Green Jade arrives to wait for him, and after passionate love, it is a separation, and this relationship is maintained until the eve of Che Jin's rebirth.
said that Che Jin hated Shang Nier or not, he hated it very much at the beginning, hated Shang Nier's lack of will, and was frightened by his mother's tricks. Then there is resentment, complaining about social injustice, complaining about his humble background, and having no capital to get his lover. With the passage of time, the resentment in Che Jin's heart went away with the wind, burying Shang Ni'er deep in his heart.
Ten years later, they met and released the love in their hearts, and rekindled the fire of love without scruples, but it was already a broken porcelain, and no matter how it was pasted, it was damaged, and it could no longer return to the incomparable sincerity at the beginning.
Now that she is reborn, Shang Nier is still the spotless and innocent good girl, allowing him to get his original emotions back. Not only that, but he also felt that the car accident on the day before his rebirth would not have happened if Ni'er hadn't called him, and there would have been no such a bizarre thing as rebirth.
He now wonders if it was God who asked Ni'er to make the call, just to let him be reborn once again to get back to his old love.
Whether it is God's will or not, he will never let the past repeat itself after being reborn, but the love for Shang Ni'er in his heart has been scattered, and it is impossible to be so single-minded anymore.
When he saw Ni'er riding a bicycle to him, gracefully flirting and getting off the bike and smiling sweetly at him, the love in his heart was mixed with an impulse that made him excited, and he couldn't wait to pull this beautiful girl to a safe and quiet place, to taste the infinite beauty, and to enjoy the delicate and moving body.
'Che in, have you been here for a while?' ”
'Hmm. ‘
Che Jin helped Ni'er park the bicycle, and then took Ni'er's hand and led her to the shade of the wall behind her, hugged her slender waist, and looked at the delicate face in front of her.
Seeing that Che Jin was about to kiss her, Ni'er looked flustered and whispered: "Don't, there is someone." ”
But where does the car enter, there is no one and no one, his hands let go of his thin waist, holding a red and delicate face, he put his mouth up and kissed gently from the smooth forehead, leaving a kiss with deep love everywhere from top to bottom, zuihou fell on the delicate lips that made a light pant and sucked gently. After the red lips involuntarily opened slightly, he took advantage of the situation to pick open the neat teeth with the tip of his tongue, and sucked the eager fragrant tongue behind the teeth into his mouth to taste it, but he was still not satisfied.
The kiss was already very ecstatic, Shang Nier was quickly intoxicated, and her body was so intimate with Che Jin, which caused the hormones in her body to accelerate the stimulation, raised her hand to hook Che Jin's neck, and her face was hot and emotionally devoted to this love.
The faint breath exhaled from the mouth of the car is the same smell as the white smell of the strange fragrance yesterday. The smell inhaled into the body, just like yesterday, has a catalytic effect on the emotional fire that has been stimulated. And the hands that slipped from the face to the waist and then to the buttocks were rubbed loosely and tightly very regularly.
All of this was a drug that made her mind gradually lose herself, and she was about to get lost in this incomparably sweet vertigo, and Chejin suddenly let go of her, as if she had fallen from the clouds, and she tasted the loss in sweetness.
At this moment, the spotless Ni'er, handsome face, blurred eyes, sexy lips and seductive smile nests, let the car enter is not enough to appreciate and kiss.
But he was afraid that he couldn't help but be seen in vain, so he left Ni'er ruthlessly. According to the desire of this fourteen-year-old body, I can't wait to touch Shang Ni'er's whole body, especially the tender and delicious place, and my index finger is even more moving.
Not caressing, but he continued to hold Shang Ni'er's pretty face, looking at it obsessively, and gently swiping his thumb over this more delicate face.
Feeling Che Jin's infinite love for herself, Ni'er is also very sweet in her heart when the spring love tide is surging. But the more this happened, the more a difficult problem in her heart scratched her heart, and she couldn't wait to talk to Che Jin to make it clear.
When Che Jin finally let go of her, the two of them came to the big stone at the base of the wall, and after Che Jin took out two books from his schoolbag and snuggled them tightly under his buttocks, she asked in a coquettish voice: "Che Jin, how will we get along with green jade in the future?" ”
If it was really because of this, Che Jin knowingly asked: 'What do you get along with?' ”
Although he had a lot of tenderness and sweetness for Ni'er just now, and he still likes it abnormally, but in his heart, Ni'er is no longer the only one. Not to mention his Aunt Mei, compared with green jade, he is a little more partial to green jade than to Ni'er.
Now that Ni'er asked, he could only play a few hands of Tai Chi first, and then try to convince Ni'er according to the situation, but he estimated that it would be very difficult.