Thinking of this, he gritted his teeth, "Xiaoyi, can you move now?" ”

Isabella looked at him with teary eyes: "Ting, what important thing do you have to say today?" I'm not in a good mood today, I just received a phone call, my mother's illness is serious again, I'm in a mess now, I, I can't hold anything else in my head. ”

"Xiaoyi, listen to me, my plane tomorrow night, there are some words, I can only want to tell you in person, otherwise, you can rest first, calm down for a while, and I'll come back to you in two hours, okay?"

"Okay."

Isabella nodded, "In an hour, you'll come to me." ”

Jin Ting walked out of the hall slowly, looking out at the lavender flower field in the distance from the corridor.

The flower fields are still so beautiful.

However, now there are no lilac flowers in his heart, some are all smiling faces, that face, will be angry, angry, will smile, will look at him with a frightened expression, will also smugly the corners of his mouth, sometimes smile like a little fox.

Since when has his heart slowly accepted this woman, but because the past things were too heavy and heavy on his heart, he couldn't like her like an ordinary woman, holding her in the palm of his hand, until he saw that video, he realized that his feelings for her had long been planted in his heart.

The most slurpy scene in that commercial is frozen in two people holding beer cans, and the sunset in the distance illuminates the faces of the two people red, which is so beautiful.

He told himself in his heart, why don't you admit it? What did he never admit to it?

Is it really that hard to admit to loving someone?

When he returns to China this time, he must make it clear to her that everything in the past has passed, what we have to prepare now is the future, and there is still unlimited time in the future, is she willing to walk with him on this road?

Therefore, he had to make it clear to Xiaoyi.

An hour later, the door of the ward opened, and Xiaoyi walked out, she was still dressed in white, with a calm expression on her face, "Ting, I'm ready, let's go, let's get in the car." ”

Jin Ting silently led her into the car, and the sports car galloped in the lavender field on the side.

Xiaoyi suddenly spoke: "Ting, do you know the way?" My name comes from lavender, it is said that when I was born, the lavender in front of my house bloomed very beautifully, and my mother told me since I was a child that lavender is the flower that blesses the bride at the wedding, and in Ireland, before the wedding, lavender is used to incense the bride's dress. There is also a beautiful legend that when a girl is separated from her beloved lover, if the girl hides a sprig of lavender, in the book of the man she loves, the two of them will be together, and the lavender will not fade. ”

She said very slowly, with tears in her eyes, and her voice was extremely affectionate, "So, Ting, this time you go back, I'll put a lavender in your clothes, okay?" That way you will think of me every day and never forget me. ”

Hearing Isabella's mournful voice, Jin Ting couldn't hold back anymore and said in a low voice: "Xiaoyi, I have something to tell you." ”

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"Say it." Isabella's eyes were covered with tears, "Did you see me and find that I was different from what you imagined, did you not feel anything for me at all?" Did you find out that your decision to engage me was a mistake, and did you regret it? I know that I am just a very ordinary woman, neither particularly beautiful nor have any outstanding talents, but I have been waiting for you, for two years, more than 700 days and nights, I have only you in my heart, and there are very good French men chasing me, but I refused, I, I ......"

Tears rolled down from her eyes, she began to cry silently, looking at her weak shoulders, Jin Ting's heart was a little loose, he stretched out a hand and patted her shoulder, "Xiaoyi, don't cry, I didn't disappoint you, when I saw you, I knew that you were the same as I imagined, beautiful, pure, like an angel, you are really a good girl." ”

"But you don't like me, do you?" Isabella's teary eyes were hazy, and she looked straight at Jin Ting, "Say, don't you like me?" Do you hate me? ”

"I don't hate you, either." Jin Ting's voice carried a trace of unspeakable distress and guilt, "It's just, Xiaoyi, I think, otherwise we can postpone the engagement a little longer, okay?" ”

"I knew you were going to say this." Isabella's back twitched, "I could have waited for you, indefinitely, but can you also tell me how long I will have to wait, or what will happen to me?" In this way, at least I can know the worst outcome, and be a little mentally prepared so that I won't be hurt and lose my life. ”

Looking at her expression, Jin Ting felt very unbearable, and patiently told her: "Xiaoyi, I know it, it really hurts your heart to say this, I'm really a bad person." However, I have to tell you that there is a woman in the country and I like her very much. Yes, maybe I didn't notice that I liked her so much before, but these days, when I left her side, I suddenly felt that my liking for her was already real and might affect our marriage. ”

Isabella sobbed and said, "Ting, I know that you have a lot of girlfriends in China, I know all of this, what kind of person you are, I know very well, I really don't mind." ”

"But I don't mind." Jin Ting's voice had a hint of impatience, "Xiaoyi, don't be sad, really, I made such a decision, and I am also responsible for you, now we are not engaged, once we are engaged, if I have other women I like, then, I can't control my own feelings, and I can't control my own reason, which is irresponsible for you and her." Xiaoyi, I didn't want to tell you about it, because I felt that once I got engaged, I would restrain my other emotions and concentrate on you, but now I find ......"

Before he could finish speaking, Isabella's voice came out, "Yes, you find that you can't. ”

Jin Ting hesitated slightly, but still nodded, "Yes, I can't do it, I found my own feelings." ”

Isabella laughed violently, "Then, Thunder, you can't do it, so can I do it?" It was you who asked me if I would like to be your girlfriend, it was you who gave me the honor of being your fiancée, you painted all the beautiful visions in front of my eyes, and let me see a beautiful paradise, but I didn't expect to be so cruelly knocked off the cliff, you, how can you do this to me? ”