103 He that once loved himself deeply
"Sister Chen, I promise you." Gao Jiani gritted her teeth and said.
Chen Xinyan nodded with satisfaction: "It's good to agree, you finally didn't disappoint me, I'm looking forward to when you become popular all over the country." ”
It's not hard to be famous.
"You don't have to worry about me cheating you or what, I'll help you enter the preliminaries, if you don't fulfill your promise, I can let you be eliminated in the finals, if I don't fulfill my promise you can stop there, and there won't be much loss at that time, what do you think?"
Chen Xinyan looked at her rounded fingers very seriously.
Gao Jiani finally nodded, the last bit of conscience has been abandoned by her, first self-love is only the right way to live well.
If people don't do it for themselves, heaven and earth will be destroyed!
Those who were hurt by her, she could only say sorry!
Chen Xinyan patted her hands with dust that didn't exist at all: "You will sing the song sheet I gave you last time, remember to sing it with Mo Tianyu you like, it's best to think about when he rejects it!" ”
That song was written by Qingtian to his first love, and what he wanted was the most sincere emotion in it.
Gao Jiani's face changed, when she was rejected?
It seems that Mo Tianyu despises her very much when she is rejected.
"That's right, that's the expression."
Chen Xinyan nodded with satisfaction, and then walked away.
It's just that after turning around, the original bright smile on his face disappeared all of a sudden, and it seemed to turn into a bitter smile and self-deprecation.
It's a big joke to be yourself.
Qingtian's first love is herself, if she was arrogant at the beginning, maybe she is now a mandarin duck couple that everyone envies, but she has failed the affectionate man, knowing that she is still using that man.
How could there be such a tragic ending?
Now that Zhuo Yuanhang is intensifying his efforts to support women, that face is disgusting to look at!
But after so many years of love, it is not something that can be forgotten.
Gao Jiani reviewed the song again in her heart.
That song is really beautiful, depicting the depression and entanglement of the one he loves and ignores him, and finally turns into love and hate for that woman.
I can't ask for it, maybe that's how it is to hate because of love.
Soon it was already Gao Jiani, she was a little overwhelmed when she stood on the stage surrounded by light clusters, what she had always wanted was this feeling of stars and moons, but at this time, she didn't know where to put her hands.
"Hello everyone, I'm Gao Jiani, and today I bring the most beautiful first love."
The voice trembled involuntarily.
It's a little nervous to experience such a scene for the first time, but it's not good if it affects normal play.
After receiving Chen Xinyan's warning look, she calmed herself down.
This is your only chance!
The melodious voice had already sounded, and Gao Jiani listened with bated breath, for fear that she would hear the wrong beat.
After Gao Jiani entered the state, Chen Xinyan quietly breathed a sigh of relief, and took another sneak look at the sunny sky, only to find that the man's eyes were not as excited and incredulous as she imagined.
It seems to be suspicious......
Next, Chen Xinyan no longer has any mind to listen to other people's songs, will Qingtian do this according to her wishes?
It doesn't matter who sings his song anymore, and the fame of Sunny Day is there.
It's already noon, but those auditions are still going on.
"Let's go have a meal together." Qingtian pushed Chen Xinyan, who didn't know what she was thinking.
Chen Xinyan seemed to wake up from a dream and asked, "What did you say?" ”
"Let's go eat, there are a few music teachers here watching, nothing will happen." Qingtian said it again patiently.
Chen Xinyan took her bag and went out with Qingtian.
Both of them have their own thoughts......
When I got to a place where there was no one, it was sunny and I stopped.
The warm and jade-like sunny day now has a trace of anger in her eyes, and the sharp eyes make Chen Xinyan want to retreat, but thinking of the days when her life is worse than death, she can only hold on.
"What is that woman's relationship with you?" Qingtian said very calmly.
He is not a fool and did not let love completely blind him.
Chen Xinyan bit her lip: "That... That's my friend, I just met recently, she loves to sing and admires you, I just want to help her, and nothing else! ”
"Really?" Qingtian took a hard puff of her cigarette, "Why can't I see that she likes to sing very much?" I told you that you could hear a person's inner voice in her singing, you lied to me? ”
Chen Xinyan looked at the sunny sky in disbelief.
It seems that many things have changed, just like Qingtian, who once loved her deeply, has now let go of that relationship.
Qingtian said with relief: "I haven't told you yet, I'll get married next month." ”
"With whom?"
Chen Xinyan asked subconsciously.
"My assistant, Little Sister Pig." Qingtian said very gently.
He was tired after loving for too long, so he let it go, and he also saw it together and took things that he had ignored, such as that Zhu Xiaomei, the woman who had always loved him.
Chen Xinyan asked in a daze, "Why?" ”
"My little sister told me what I want to love, all I want is plain, I look good, I like life with my little sister, it's very simple, very happy, very happy. I also thought about snatching you back, but your heart was not in me, and I didn't want to do any more entanglement, so I let myself go and stopped forcing it. ”
Qingtian said with a smile.
When I was young, I was too persistent in love, but I hurt myself.
That vigor was just a flash in the pan, but now it seems meaningless......
"It turns out that you lied to me, I used to think that you would only love me alone in your life, but it turned out that it was not love at all." Chen Xinyan said sarcastically.
She no longer knows what true love is.
Qingtian was silent......
Chen Xinyan is becoming more and more extreme, and now she is so paranoid.
"It's useless if it's not your own entanglement, you can also look at it." Qingtian persuaded bitterly that once a person walked into a dead end, it was very painful.
Love is not the whole story of life.
"Do you know what kind of life I'm living now? I'm literally living in hell, why can't I not take revenge on those people? Why can't they get the retribution they deserve? I'm just going to make them all miserable, and that's just the beginning! ”
Chen Xinyan said excitedly.
Chen Ming has settled in the United States, and she doesn't want to tell others about her hardships, because she doesn't want to be ridiculed by others, she is about to be driven crazy!
"Pain? Don't you know how to put it down? You don't love yourself at all, who else can you expect to love you?! ”
At the beginning, he told Chen Xinyan about Zhuo Yuanhang's personality, but she only thought it was a lie to sow discord!
And it's still too late to put it down!
Chen Xinyan turned around noncommittally.