619. [617] It's okay already
Did he really do the right thing? Even if he succeeded in making her hate him and successfully occupy a place in her heart, how much time should it take to make up for the damage caused to her?
Or will it never make up?
The pain in his heart rose, and he gently hugged her stiff body, "Haixin, no, I won't hurt you anymore, so don't think about those unpleasant things anymore." I will only be good to you in the future, but if you don't like what I do, I will not do it. If you don't want me to touch you, I can never touch you for the rest of my life. ”
He whispered, as long as the fragility on her face could disappear, he could do whatever he wanted!
His voice finally brought her back to her senses a little, and her stiff body was softening again little by little.
Taking a deep breath, Jun Haixin said loudly, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry." ”
But instead of letting go of his embrace, he put his lips to her ear and asked with a hint of nervousness, "Will you hate me?" ”
Hate? "No, it won't." She replied to him that she had no hatred for him when she was willing to make him the father of the child.
Everything he did for her, all those bits and pieces, had worn away that hatred. What's left is more sympathy, guilt, and ...... Overwhelmed.
She didn't know how to face his feelings.
No one has taught her the lesson of love, and no one has taught her how to cultivate feelings. The love she always thought should be recognized by the other party at a glance, and when she sees that person, she knows that the other party is something she will fall in love with.
Instead of relying on the accumulation of time, you can slowly fall in love with each other again.
"Bai Zhuyun, I don't hate you anymore, just now, just because I couldn't adapt to the current situation all of a sudden." Jun Hai said in his heart.
He straightened up and stared down at her, "Did you think of what I forced you to do in the first place?" ”
She didn't hide it, and answered lightly. She couldn't hide what she was thinking from him, so she didn't want to hide it at all.
His lips moved, and there seemed to be a thousand words to say to her in his mind, but the last thing that came out of his mouth was only, "I'm sorry......" and apologized, he only said to her! "Tell me, what do you have to do to make you forget the harm I've done you? Can you forget all that? ”
Jun Hai looked at the man in front of him steadily, this man who had hurt her deeply and loved her deeply, but at this moment, like a sinner, he repented of the past and begged for her forgiveness.
And is she qualified to forgive him? Between her and him, who is more sorry for whom?
- Haixin, your life, will definitely be a very good and gentle person, will always be with you.
The eldest brother's voice seemed to ring in her ears again.
Bai Zhuyun, although he is ruthless and cruel, he can pay all the tenderness to her. Big brother, what should she do if someone who is not her life, but who is very gentle to her and will always be with her, appears in front of her?
The phoenix's eyes were slightly half-drooping, and her gaze fell on the placket of his chest, "Take off your clothes." She said.
He was stunned, as if he didn't expect her to say that suddenly. But he didn't say anything, but simply unbuttoned his shirt and took it off as she wished.
Bai Zhuyun's body shape is standard, with broad shoulders and narrow waist, because of years of exercise, the muscles of the body are naturally evenly balanced, and it is a perfect physique. It's just that the scars on the body look a little hideous and shocking, destroying the original beauty of the body.
Jun Haixin's fingers gently stroked the scars on his body. He said that most of these scars were drawn by himself during the full moon.
This man is a man who will be with her like a big brother!
"It's okay anymore." Jun Haixin said, "The memories of that year, even if they will always be stored in my mind, will not disappear, but ...... It doesn't matter anymore, so you don't need to make up for anything. ”
There was some surprise in his eyes, and he only heard her voice continue to say, "Bai Zhuyun, although I can't say the marriage vows, but I will try my best to love you, and this will not change anything." ”
"I know it." He is not in a hurry, he will wait slowly, after all, he has been waiting for more than ten years, so his patience is never lacking.
Maybe one day, she will fall in love with him, maybe one day, she will be willing to say that marriage vow to him, and he waits with such an idea.
And the only thing he feared was her time...... Not enough for him to wait.
I want her to live, I want to think so much, I want to ......
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In the end, in the bathroom, it was Bai Zhuyun who took a bath for Jun Haixin, even though she was embarrassed and uncomfortable, but she did not refuse him.
Bai Zhuyun carefully cleaned Jun Haixin's body, although before, he had also made up a lot of books about taking care of pregnant women, and he knew what to pay attention to and what to be careful about.
The words on those books were imprinted in his mind one by one, and he could even memorize them backwards. But when you really do it, you will still be easy to let go of your hands and feet, and you will be afraid that if you are not careful, you will hurt her or the child in her belly.
So, after taking a bath, Jun Haixin's face was certainly a touch of crimson, and Bai Zhuyun was also sweating profusely and his face was flushed.
It's just that his blush is fundamentally different from hers.
After taking a shower and getting dressed, it wasn't long before the servant knocked on the door and came in, saying that it was time to eat.
Although Jun Haixin went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register today, he did not let the people of the Jun family pass, but it does not mean that the people of the Jun family did not know.
Therefore, at this time, everyone from the Jun family was naturally present, and even Lu Xiaoxu also came.
When Jun Haixin and Bai Zhuyun came downstairs to the restaurant, the long tables in the restaurant were already full, and there were two empty seats, which were naturally reserved for the two of them.
Bai Zhuyun stroked Jun Haixin and sat down, and then sat down next to Jun Haixin by himself.
Old Man Jun glanced at the two of them and ordered the servant to serve the food. Bai Zhuyun naturally helped Jun Haixin with vegetables, and the others present looked at the two of them. Of course, there are exceptions, and that is Jun Jinyan.
Compared to everyone else staring at Jun Haixin and Bai Zhuyun, Jun Jinyan was eating his meal very calmly.