Lan Ke took a sip of tea, and after talking for a long time, she was really a little thirsty, she nodded: "That's right, that's it, back then, I, your mother, thought that he went to the United States to settle down, and he didn't come back once for so many years, because he didn't want to see your mother, but I really didn't expect that after I met him in the hospital that day, I learned that he didn't go to the United States at all, and was sent to a mental hospital by his brother, and stayed for a long time, Shen Yaozong originally wanted him to slowly become mentally ill there, but he used suicide in exchange for a chance to escape, After escaping from the hospital, he never wanted to look back, if it was me, I didn't want to go back, and then it was like today, and I don't need to talk about the next thing, you know everything. ”

Lu Shenfeng couldn't help but let out a sneer, ruthless enough, he leaned back and handed the coffee cup to his mouth, his deep eyes seemed to be brewing a dangerous 'game', he had been proud for so many years, and he should pay the price.

He suddenly became interested, and he must be very exciting to treat others in his own way, right......?

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On the second day of taking the medicine, Shen Ya Ya felt a slight pain in her abdomen, but she remembered that the nurse had said that slight pain was normal, so she obediently lay on the bed and didn't dare to move, but she still pretended to be lazy, because she didn't want to be discovered by her father.

Shen Lieyan came in and looked at it several times, seeing that she had been sleeping on the bed, he couldn't help but walk over with some worry, and saw a layer of cold sweat on her forehead, he was shocked by this, and lifted the quilt on Shen Yayi's body: "Yayi, are you okay?" Why do you sweat so much? Is there something uncomfortable? ”

"Dad, I'm fine, I'm just sleepy and want to sleep, you go and get busy with you, I'm fine, I'll get up by myself when I've slept enough, I'll make my own food for myself, you don't have to worry about me." She now wished that Shen Lieyan would go out to make up for the class quickly, because she really wanted to go to the bathroom.

"Are you really okay? Why do you sweat so much? Shen Lieyan is still a little worried, his daughter has been very wrong recently, whether it is in love or behavior, but girls always have their own things when they grow up, and he doesn't want to ask too much.

Shen Ya Ya covered her abdomen with both hands, endured the feeling of colic, and smiled far-fetchedly: "I'm fine, I'm just a little hot." ”

"It's summer, what kind of quilt do you cover, can this not be hot? Do you have a cold? Blowing hot and cold? Shen Lieyan wanted to pull the quilt on her body apart, but unexpectedly, Grace dragged the quilt on her body and prevented him from lifting it.

"I'm fine...... I just watched a horror movie last night, and I was a little scared, I didn't sleep well last night, so now I want to make up for it, and then I'm a little scared, so cover the quilt, Dad, you know, I always like to fence myself up when I'm scared......" Shen Yaya didn't know what she was talking nonsense, the feeling of colic in her abdomen made her start talking nonsense a little, she wanted Shen Lieyan to go out quickly, she really wanted to vomit......

After Shen Lieyan heard this, he seemed to be a little relaxed, because Elegance had this problem since she was a child, she was obviously most afraid of watching horror movies, but she always watched it secretly, and after watching it, she was afraid that no one dared to sleep, so she had to wrap herself tightly in a quilt, because she always felt that only in this way, any ghosts and ghosts and the like couldn't touch her, she was really a childish ghost.

"How old are you, why are you still afraid? If you're afraid, you don't want it, there's really nothing you can do, so I'll go? Call your dad if you have something, don't cover it, it's daylight, it's okay! What the hell, it's all a lie, okay? ”

She smiled forcefully and nodded, "Well, got it." Then she lifted the quilt on her body and got up, it really hurt...... Maybe she's too pretentious? It's my own psychological effect, the nurse said that the pain is normal and bearable.

After Shen Yayi got up, he pushed away his father next to the bed and said, "Dad, I'm going to the bathroom!" Then he rushed into the bathroom, closed the door and refused to come out.

Shen Lieyan also followed him to the outside of the bathroom and said a few words: "Call me when you want to go out, let me know where you are, I'll go first, remember to eat." ”

"Got it......"

It wasn't until her voice came from the bathroom that Shen Lieyan left the house with confidence, and the moment she heard the door closed, the sound of her crazy vomiting came from the bathroom, which seemed to be holding back all the time, and she was about to be unable to hold it anymore.

Shen Yayi lay in front of the sink, and after hearing the sound of the door closing, she vomited all the things in her stomach, even the bitter gall was about to vomit, and she vomited until there was nothing to vomit, she felt that she was about to collapse, but after vomiting, she felt a lot more comfortable. She turned on the faucet, splashed cold water on her face, and rinsed her mouth......

After tossing for a long time, she walked out of the bathroom, although she was very tired, but after vomiting everything in her stomach, she felt so comfortable, she sat on the sofa with a tired look, touched her abdomen, and still felt a little colic, the same feeling as the one who came to menstruation, but not the same.

She can go to the hospital tomorrow, and tomorrow she can completely get rid of the title of an early pregnancy girl, and now she is an out-and-out bad girl in her own eyes.

Shen Yayi leaned back on the sofa and laughed sarcastically, muttering to herself, "If Mom knew what I am like now, she would be very angry......

It doesn't matter, hold on a little longer, after going to the hospital tomorrow, I will get rid of it completely, there is nothing that I can't get by, only I can never go back. And she gradually understood that whether it was happiness or pain, it would pass, and it was only a matter of time. Happiness is not eternal, pain is not eternal, only plainness is always there, I really shouldn't fantasize so much, reality is cruel, always will be.

She looked at the blue sky outside the balcony, and whispered to herself with a sad expression: "Don't let me see you again, just because we have never known each other, we are all responsible, you are too ruthless, and I, brainless, and greedy, I de......serve it."

These days, she seems to have figured out some things, if she wasn't so easy to take the bait, if she didn't have compassion, how could she be so miserable now? Didn't he just go to be with Lu Shenfeng with the wish that he had a good boyfriend? Don't you want to show off to your classmates that you have a tall, handsome and rich boyfriend when you go to college in the future? Scold...... In fact, he also made a mistake and moved his compassion, and the reality gave him a hard blow again, allowing him to return to the ordinary reality.

[Author's digression]: ......

Walk in the cold breeze of a winter night

Drifting, trampling, all dreams

Stay in the cold winds of the winter nights

I'm not and I don't want to pretend to be vulnerable

Just because I didn't say it doesn't mean I won't be in pain

"Walking in the Cold Wind" - Liu Sihan