561. [559] His anger
Afraid that her answer was not what he wanted to hear, that she would say something cruel. Her cruelty can always easily tear him apart completely. The funny thing is that he still has to give her a chance to tear apart again and again.
Even though he didn't say exactly what he was going to ask, she looked at his eyes and understood that he was asking her why he wanted to keep this child, and why he didn't really shed the child at that time.
If she had known Lu Dao, Bai Zhuyun would still know that she had left this child, then she would not have had to deliberately act in front of him at that time. Jun Hai thought self-deprecatingly, answering Bai Zhuyun's question, "Because I want to leave something in this world, at least this child, it is really because of me that I will be born in this world, even if one day, I die, but this child will still stay in this world." Moreover, this child, she wants him (her) to live better than her, to let him (her) have the happiness she does not have, she is extremely confident that the eldest brother and sister-in-law will take good care of the child she left behind...... And also...... And she wants to be a mother, even if she has no way to find her life in this life, and there is no way to have a true beloved, then she wants to give all her love to this child, and love him (her) well in her lifetime.
She will teach him (her) that if he or she lives in this world, it will be a very happy thing to be able to truly love someone.
And her children will definitely be luckier than her in the future, they will find someone who really loves each other, they will enter the church, and they will grow old together.
Those images that once appeared only in her dreams, her children, will definitely come true.
It's just that she won't say these words to Bai Zhuyun, because she shouldn't have any contact with him anymore, and the deeper he falls, the more pain will be for her and him.
"That's it?" Bai Zhuyun's voice sounded in Jun Haixin's ears, and those dark eyes stared at her tightly.
His gaze seemed to see through her whole person.
"Otherwise, does Mr. Bai think there is any other reason?" Jun Haixin asked in a strange tone, and a sentence of Mr. Bai made Bai Zhuyun's body shake for a moment.
"To you, I'm just Mr. Bai?" He asked with a calm look in his eyes.
She pursed her lips slightly, "Otherwise, what else would it be?" ”
"I am the father of the child, and you are the mother of the child, you say, what should I be to you?" He said word by word, every word as if it had popped out of his teeth.
She suddenly chuckled, "Bai Zhuyun, why are you so sure that the child in my belly is yours?" ”
"Just because I am Bai Zhuyun, and you are Jun Haixin!" He said without hesitation. She is the heart of the sea, the only heart of the sea in this world, unless she finds her life, otherwise, she will never conceive other men's children again.
Jun Haixin was stunned, at some point, this man knew her even more deeply than herself.
"Even if this kid is really yours, so what?" Her eyes returned to indifference, "I just want to leave a child in this world, so no matter who the father of the child is, it's okay for me." It can be you chasing the clouds, or it can be another man. ”
When she said this, his face suddenly became extremely ugly, and his hands were clenched into fists, on the back of his hands, on his neck, and at the corners of his forehead...... They all burst into green tendons.
He was angry, and he was trying to restrain this anger, only afraid that if he couldn't restrain it, he would directly reach out and strangle her to death.
How long has it been since he's been so angry? But her words easily ignited his anger.
"Do you know the Dao, if someone else says this, you may not even know how to die." His teeth chattered.
"So, are you going to do it to me?" Between her eyebrows, there was not the slightest fear, and even her jaw was slightly raised, facing him with a proud posture.
His sea heart, even in such a situation, is proud.
He raised his hands, grabbed her cheeks violently, held her face, and kissed her lips hard. Her lips were soft and fragrant, so close that you could smell her more clearly.
Fascinate him!
Jun Haixin was stunned, and then instinctively wanted to struggle, but because of the pregnancy, her movements did not dare to be too intense, so it had no effect at all, and the tip of his tongue smoothly pried open her teeth, plundering every inch of her sweetness in her mouth.
She passively endured his predation, her hands trying to push him away, but she couldn't. There is a difference between men and women in terms of strength, not to mention that she is still pregnant.
If she were to bite her teeth hard now, would she stop the kiss? No, with Bai Zhuyun's character, it shouldn't be, unless she can bite off his tongue, otherwise, even if he bites out blood, even if the bite hurts him incomparably, he won't stop.
Jun Haixin hesitated, but somehow, in the end, he still didn't bite down.
When his lips finally left hers, she heard his voice say, "Haixin, in this life, the only person who has really owned you is I Bai Zhuyun, so you don't have no feelings for me at all, do you?" I don't care if it's good or bad, in short, not everyone can replace me, and not everyone can be the father of a child! ”
Although his tone was so affirmative, there was a kind of longing in his eyes, longing for her to tell him that his opinion was correct.
But Jun Haixin turned around and stopped looking at the other party's eyes. There were so many things in those eyes that she couldn't afford them, and she couldn't afford them.
"Chase the clouds in vain." She lowered her head and looked at her bulging abdomen, as if she felt her thoughts, and she clearly felt that the baby in her belly kicked her.
Baby, does he or she know what she will say? Does he or she approve? Or is it protesting that she let him (her) be born, so that it is impossible to have a complete family, complete father's love and mother's love?
"I just want to give birth to the child quietly now, and I don't want to continue to entangle with you like this. You also know that I have the blood curse of the Jun family on my body, so I don't have the energy, strength and time to face you again. With that, she walked back to the house and closed the door.