Chapter Seventy-Six: Heart-Digging
"I won't open it, you go away!" Qi Weiwei's voice came from inside, she was very stubborn, and she couldn't hear the slightest crying in her voice.
Zhang Qi threatened: "If you don't open it, I'll hit the door, don't blame the door for not locking when you take a shower at night." ”
Qi rubbed slightly for a while, then walked over and opened the door.
Her face was clean and immaculate, without a trace of tears, and her eyes were clear, just a little watery.
She didn't want Zhang Qi to see that she was crying before, so she covered it up well. It's a pity that she didn't know that Zhang Qi's ears were very good.
"What are you knocking on? I'm going to the toilet! She said with a complaining frown.
Zhang Qi grabbed her hand, held her fingers tightly, palms against palms, and said, "Come here, let's talk." ”
"What to talk about, what to talk about, I'm going to work. It's not for you, to be a cow or a horse, and to be treated so rudely by you, I'm really blind. What are you doing with my hands pulled so tightly? I'm not going to run away. Really, let go. Zhang Qi pulled her all the way, and she chattered all the way.
The tone is full of unhappiness, and she looks exactly like she is in normal times, and she can be disguised so well.
When he came to the living room, he forcibly pulled Qi Weiwei to sit down and looked carefully into her eyes.
Qi turned his head slightly and didn't show him, very panicked for fear that he would find something.
"Angry?" Zhang Qi took her hand and asked in a low voice.
He heard what Yang Xue and Yang Xiaoru said to her before, and it was not difficult to guess why she was crying.
"Who dares to be angry with you, you are a legend in Zhongshan City, a black boss who says nothing else, a provincial champion with a full score, and an idol sought after by countless fans. How dare I be angry? Not afraid of being torn apart by your fans? Qi said lightly.
Zhang Qi laughed, sneered, and then couldn't help laughing.
"What are you laughing at?!" Qi was slightly angry.
Zhang Qi hurriedly suppressed his laughter and said with a smile: "Weiwei, your recent love is very big. ”
"What's the matter with you? Am I going to sue you when I come to my aunt? Qi Weiwei said in a very unfriendly tone.
"Then you have to sue me," Zhang Qi said sincerely, "so that I know when to take care of you more attentively." ”
After listening to his words, Qi Wei blinked, he didn't expect him to say this, so he flattened his mouth and turned his face away.
"You liar, you've never pampered me." Her voice was out of tune.
"Don't you understand? Everything I do is for you. My storage is to protect you. Zhang Qi said calmly and seriously, "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have any nostalgia for this place, I would have turned around and left, returning to my destiny." There are so many people, so many things, I don't have to do. If it weren't for you, I would just wave my sleeve lightly and disappear into the crowd, and no one would recognize me. I've completely changed myself for you. ”
Qi Weiwei didn't speak, his face twisted to the side, refusing to look at him.
Zhang Qi continued: "From the first time I saw you, my life has been completely changed. I'll never be who I used to be. To tell you the truth, before I met you, I had been born and died, and the only thing I guarded in my heart was my motherland. Countless nights, I lurked in the night, running around in a rain of bullets, and I thought that my whole life would be spent like this. I don't have a childhood, I don't have a youth. My childhood was the childhood of the devil, and my youth was the youth of killing. ”
Qi Weiwei's shoulders trembled slightly, choking.
Zhang Qi said: "Since I met you, I suddenly found that in my heart, in addition to the motherland I have always guarded, there is one more you. Since then, my world has been different. Flying youth, warm life, this is something I never dared to imagine. Before going to the Beijing art exam, I hadn't figured it out yet. I was hesitating whether to go back to my old life or stay and continue to protect you. When I was in the capital, I figured it out. Once a person is changed, there is no going back to the way it used to be. ”
"And I already have you in my heart, and I can't go back to that killing life with peace of mind. I already have an obsession in my heart that I can't let go, and I find that I can't leave you. ”
"At that time, I was thinking. Do you know what I want to do? I thought of a very despicable way, and that was to support the army and respect itself. It's ridiculous, I didn't expect that I had fought all my life for the motherland, and in the end, I would have to deceive the motherland like this. I told you that my mission is to protect you, and my faith is to protect you. If you are safe from now on, I will be transferred back and disappear again, and you will never see me again. When you think of me, I may be waiting for my target in some desert with a dry mouth, or crawling in a cave full of poisonous snakes. ”
"I'm not scared of that life because I'm used to it. But I'm afraid of losing you, because I'm used to it too. I can't get used to living without you. So I'm trying to find a way to make you dangerous, to create more danger within my control. As long as you don't know it's safe for a day, my mission will continue. ”
"That's why I've been so high-profile since I came back from the capital. Where is the enemy if you are not high-profile? How can there be danger without an enemy? If there is no danger, how can I protect you? ”
"And...... The more high-profile I am, the less likely it is that the state will transfer me back to my previous tasks. Because the more I am known, the less likely I am to hide as easily as I used to. I'm going to get into trouble, I'm going to get into more trouble, and I wish everyone in the world knew me Zhang Qi, so I couldn't do the task. ”
As he spoke, Zhang Qi patted his thigh and sighed: "Now the country estimates that it has not seen my true intentions, and when they find out, it will be too late." I told you this from the bottom of my heart, so don't tell anyone about it. Actually, it's quite when I do this, but I'm also a human being, and I'm not a killing machine. I have paid too much for the country, and I also want to live an ordinary life like ordinary people. But I couldn't. There is no way but to do this. ”
Qi turned her head slightly, her eyes were already full of tears, and she choked up and said, "You are a bastard, you are a big pervert, you want to see a woman." ”
"Okay, it's my fault," Zhang Qi shrugged helplessly, "But what man doesn't have the idea of hugging left and right, harem three thousand?" It's not that I want to see a woman, it's really that you are too good, you are too good to me, I already have you in my heart now, and I can't give up anyone. What do you tell me to do? Look at that Xuewan, you should be able to see that she is interesting to me, right? She's courting me, but have you ever seen me give her a good look? She's not bad, right? But in my heart, she can't even compare to half of you. I'm really not the kind of person who is abusive. A few of you, as well as Xu Jie, are very affectionate to me, can I hurt you? You say, I also want to be single, but who do you want me to choose? Picking on anyone hurts the hearts of others. ”
Qi flattened his mouth slightly, extremely aggrieved.
"Forget about these few, we are all good sisters, and you are not allowed to hurt any of them. But you're messing with a bunch of women outside all day long, what's the matter! Today is this, tomorrow which is it. You see, here it is again, who can stand it. ”
"Don't say it, I can't stand it myself. I'm not a piledriver. Don't worry, because you are so good, my taste has been raised by you, and ordinary people really don't like it. Zhang Qi said hesitantly.
"What about ordinary people, isn't there an excellent one? Talented girl! Qi said slightly jealously.
"What is a talented woman? You're still a big star in the future! Can she compare? Zhang Qi said with a smile, "Your place in my heart, no one can replace it, no one can take it away." ”
"How come I'm blind and fall in love with you! It's heartbreaking all day long. Qi cried slightly sadly.
Zhang Qi hugged her in his arms and gently comforted: "Okay, okay, don't cry, someone knocked on the door, don't let others see it, it will damage your image as a cold beauty." ”
"Nonsense," she quickly wiped her tears, "who is the cold beauty!" ”