Chapter 14: Xiaomei's heart knot

The capital of Myanmar is still very prosperous, and Lotte walks on the streets, feeling that it is similar to the metropolis where he used to beg in the country. Perhaps, if you want to come to a country like Myanmar, that is, the capital, it will look like it.

None of the three people had ID cards, and they came to the capital of Myanmar with such a swagger, Weizi couldn't help but sigh a little in his heart.

Without documents, it is impossible to fly. When she arrived in the big city, Weizi found that Lotte didn't understand a lot of things, and her knowledge was similar to that of Xiaomei.

It's no wonder that both of them collected medicine at the base of Cirentang at a very young age, how could things from the outside world know about it?

Weizi can now guess what adventure Lotte had after falling down the mountain while collecting medicine, of course, he didn't dare to ask Lotte specifically.

In Weizi's mind, maybe it's like those adventures in the online novel, either he met a Taoist who occasionally traveled here, or he somehow got the inheritance of some ancient ruins, right?

In short, Weizi is very envious of Lotte's good luck, and sometimes even wonders if he should go back to the mountains to see if he can encounter similar adventures?

Now the itinerary is up to Weizi to take the idea, Weizi Jihua after a while, decided to solve the problem of communication in Myanmar first, and after resuming contact with Li Yong and others, arrange for people to wait for three people in Hong Kong.

Weizi decided that the three of them would take a boat to Hong Kong, which was different from Myanmar, and there would be their own comrades-in-arms to come and help, after all, it was Huaxia's own place, and many things would become easy. For example, when the time comes, the ID cards and passports of the three people will be available.

It's just that it costs money to buy a mobile phone, and Weizi suggests that Lotte find a way to get money. Lotte suddenly remembered that there seemed to be some banknotes in the things he had looted from Qitai's underground treasure vault, which should be foreign banknotes, and he didn't know if it was worth it?

Lotte put his hand into his arms, but in fact, he used his divine sense to take out a wad of banknotes from the Mixed Yuan Ring, handed it to Wei Zi and said, "Look at it, can these be used?" ”

Weizi took it and looked at it, good guy, 10,000 dollars, of course it can be used. Lotte Xin said that this is the dollar? There are a lot of such piles of dollars in the Mixed Yuan Ring, there should be tens of millions, right?

With money, it is naturally easy to do things, Weizi found a shop opened by a Chinese, went in and muttered to the boss for a while, Lotte and Xiaomei sat in the leisure area and waited.

Today, Xiaomei's spirit has obviously shrunk again, just like the day she was rescued by Lotte.

Lotte understands that Xiaomei has been immersed in the excitement of revenge for the past few days, and the whole person has a perverted impulse. And now that Qi Tai's gang has all been wiped out, the humiliation he received before has once again surged into Xiaomei's heart.

No woman can maintain a normal state of mind to face life after being violated by many men for a long time!

Those unbearable experiences will be deeply imprinted in Xiaomei's heart, and it will never be forgotten in this life! And every time I think of it, it will be a heart-rending pain! That kind of pain that hurts into the bone marrow will accompany Xiaomei for the rest of her life!

Looking at Xiaomei, who has no eyes in her eyes, Lotte doesn't know what to do? If I can brainwash, I will definitely erase all the memories in Xiaomei's mind!

It's a pity that I don't have this ability, or I don't have it at the moment, I don't know if there will be a way to change people's memories when the second hall of the Mixed Yuan Ring is opened? Lotte was suddenly looking forward to this.

Xiaomei looked out the window silently, and Lotte looked at her side distressedly. Xiaomei's appearance is still very good-looking, a very delicate girl, but she is too thin. The medicine boys who collected medicine in Cirentang were very thin for both men and women, and Xiaomei had been tortured by those bastards for so long, and she became even thinner.

Looking at Xiaomei who was weak in front of her, Lotte's heart suddenly swelled with tenderness, this poor sister, she must protect her well! Never let her be wronged a little bit again! There are also those lost sisters, if you can find them, you must protect them for the rest of your life, and they will never be bullied again!

Xiaomei knew that Lotte was looking at herself, and suddenly spoke: "Brother Lotte, am I dirty?" ”

Xiaomei didn't look at Lotte when she spoke, Lotte was startled when she heard the words, it seemed that Xiaomei's spirit was afraid that something would go wrong, so she hurriedly comforted: "What are you talking about?" How can Xiaomei be dirty? ”

Xiaomei ignored Lotte's nervousness and said faintly: "I just feel so dirty!" I can't wash it clean! ”

Lotte understands that Xiaomei's psychological baggage is not something that can be let go for a while, and perhaps, it is possible that she can't let go of it for a lifetime. But he still has to continue to comfort Xiaomei.

Lotte said to Xiaomei very seriously: "Xiaomei, turn your face and look at me." ”

Xiaomei didn't react, and Lotte raised her voice: "Look at me!" ”

Xiaomei was taken aback, and subconsciously looked at Lotte, who stared at Xiaomei's eyes and said slowly: "I know the pain in your heart!" But that's not your fault! You're just a little girl, how can you resist those bad guys bullying you?

Now that those bad guys are dead, and they have been punished, you are not wrong, so why should you punish yourself? ”

Xiao Mei seemed to say to herself: "Am I not wrong? Can't I resist? If I had resisted with death in the first place, how could I have suffered so much humiliation? ”

Lotte said a little angrily: "Do you deserve to die if the bad guy bullies you?" Who wants to die so easily? If you had died then, I'm afraid you'd have all been a pile of bones now, so what's the point of keeping your innocence?

Xiaomei, stop thinking about those things in the past, think about the future, you can't live in the past forever! ”

Xiaomei looked at Lotte blankly, and didn't speak, and Lotte didn't know if Xiaomei would listen to her persuasion.

Suddenly, Xiaomei cried bitterly: "I want to forget too, but I can't do it." I really can't do it! Every time I close my eyes, it's like seeing those ugly guys shaking in front of me, and they all pounce on me with lewd smiles!

Those humiliating experiences occupy my heart like demons, and I can't get rid of them! Brother Lotte, what do you say I should do? What the hell am I going to do to forget? ”

Lotte culture is limited, and he really can't say any big reason to persuade Xiaomei, he just thinks that this is not Xiaomei's fault at all, a weak girl, in the face of a group of villains with weapons, how do you let her resist?

Should we really fight to the death? But everyone is dead, what's the point of innocence?

Xiaomei didn't choose to die at the beginning, that's human nature, and Lotte believes that the vast majority of people will not choose to die.

But what about surviving? Those nightmarish lives will always be entangled in Xiaomei's heart, from now on, there will be no happiness, no more happiness, what's the point of living? Is life really that important from this perspective?

Lotte is really confused, he can't even convince himself, how can he convince Xiaomei?

In fact, Lotte's experience is too shallow, he doesn't know, time is the most healing medicine.

Xiaomei has just been freed from a painful experience, and it is a normal reaction to have psychological fluctuations. As long as Haode watches her and doesn't let her have a chance to kill herself, after a while, she will slowly calm down.

Of course, maybe one day Xiaomei will still choose to commit suicide, or maybe it will be a complete mental breakdown! After all, no one can really control a person's mind, no matter what path Xiaomei chooses in the end, this is her life, and others will never be able to control her life!

Xiaomei cried very sadly, and the people in the store looked this way, and those who had good things even took out their mobile phones to call the police.

Fortunately, Weizi finally got things done, and pulled Lotte and Xiaomei out of the store before the police came, otherwise it would be really troublesome to be stopped by the police later.

The three of them came to a café and sat down, Weizi asked for a few cups of coffee, and then began to contact the domestic headquarters. Xiaomei cried once, and her mood seemed to be much better, but she still just looked out the window and didn't speak.

Lotte found that he really had a headache, and he had the heart to continue to persuade Xiaomei for a few more words, but he didn't know what to say?

It was Xiaomei who opened her mouth first, but heard her slightly cold voice say: "Brother Lotte, when we arrive in Hong Kong, I want to separate from you." ”

It's the tone of a formal notice after a decision has been made, not a consultation. Lotte sighed softly, somewhat understanding Xiaomei's thoughts.

Xiaomei wants to forget the past, so she has to change to a completely unfamiliar environment, if she stays with herself all the time, how can she forget?

Lotte nodded and didn't say anything. Weizi has already said that when she arrives in Hong Kong and asks someone from the headquarters for help, she can get her ID cards for the two of them, and then she will give Xiaomei a little more money, so that she can change the life she wants, and she can only go by herself in the future

Weizi got in touch with the headquarters, but learned that Li Yong and the others had never returned to the headquarters, nor had they contacted the headquarters, so they thought that they should still be in the mountains to solve the matter of Cirentang. Weizi left the number to the headquarters, and he didn't know when he would be able to contact Li Yong.

The three of them ate something at random, and Lotte had already opened the valley, but in such an environment, they couldn't sit there and watch the two of them eat, so they also asked for some snacks and accompanied Xiaomei. Xiaomei really couldn't eat it, so she stopped just after eating two cookies.

Lotte looked at Xiaomei's emaciated face and felt sorry in his heart, but he didn't say anything.

Wei Zi didn't know what to do with an extra map, and he was studying where to take the boat to Hong Kong. I don't know the place well and I don't have an ID card, so many things are really tricky to do.

In the end, Weizi chose to go east, and Lotte would not express his opinion. As long as you go to the beach, whether it is spending money or using strength, are you afraid that you won't be able to get on a boat?

Coming out of the café and walking along the street for a while, Lotte suddenly found that there was a strong earth element force fluctuation in a store next to him!