【180】Kiss me
There were bursts of pain in her jaw and cheeks, and when Jun Jinyan's hand was released, Mei Xinyi's whole body collapsed to the ground. There were still his fingerprints on her cheeks, and the bones in her jaw seemed to be completely numb, and if she hadn't been able to move a few times, she would have even felt like she had dislocated.
Jun Jinyan looked condescendingly at the woman who kept gasping, "You should be glad that you didn't say this to me a few days ago. "Otherwise, maybe he will lose control tonight and really kill this woman.
However, he has already promised Kiki that he will try his best to control his emotions and will not easily ask for someone's life.
Mei Xinyi didn't understand what Jun Jinyan was, but she didn't have the heart to understand it at this time. All she could think about was if Jun didn't agree, then how would she explain to Gao Bixi.
If she really continues like this, she will have no chance of turning the tables, and she will really be farther and farther away from Nanqing.
And if one day, when Nanqing really wants to separate from her, then the status she has now, the applause she has, the career and life she has will no longer exist.
No...... She must not go back to her old life! The kind of life that is looked down upon, that kind of poverty and despair!
I don't know where the courage came from, Mei Xinyi got up from the ground with difficulty, and said with an embarrassed smile, "Mr. Jun, I advise you to agree to my request." When I came, I was afraid that I had already written everything I did in the mail, once I didn't get home at 12 o'clock, then the email would be sent to Nanqing's mailbox regularly, if Nanqing knew the truth of the matter, he would definitely tell Xia Qi, after all, Xia Qi was the person he was looking for! ”
In fact, of course, she didn't save any scheduled emails, she was just gambling, how much did the gambler care about Xia Qi, and he didn't dare to let the matter have a trace of exposure!
Jun Jinyan's eyes stared at Mei Xinyi with a heavy light, and his body exuded a thick aura......
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Xia Qi looked at the time, it was already 9 o'clock, but Jun Jinyan hadn't come back yet. Taking out her mobile phone, she was about to make a call, but the door of the apartment suddenly opened, and Jun Jinyan walked in.
Xia Qi put down her phone and greeted her, "You're back, are you hungry?" I have leftovers for you, do you want me to give you hot ......?"
Before the voice fell, her whole body had fallen into his arms. His arms wrapped around her body, crushing her into his arms.
He hugged him so tightly that she could barely breathe, and she could almost feel his body tremble slightly, like an irrepressible, instinctive tremor of her body.
"What's wrong?" Xia Qi exhaled effortlessly and asked, "Are you feeling unwell?" ”
"It's cold." Jun Jinyan muttered in a low voice.
"What?" His voice was too soft and low for her to hear.
"It's cold." He repeated, "Kiki, I'm cold. ”
Cold? Xia Qi blinked, it is September now, although the temperature is not comparable to the hot summer in July and August, but it is definitely not cold.
"Shall I go find you a coat to put on?" Xia Qi said, wanting to push Jun Jinyan away and go to the bedroom.
"No!" He said, "As long as Kiki helps me warm up." ”
His coldness is not the cold brought by the outside temperature, but the kind of fear that comes from the depths of his body, so ...... As long as she is fine, only by holding her like this and feeling that she is by his side can he feel a little warmer.
Although Xia Qi felt that Jun Jinyan's appearance was a little strange at this time, she still stretched out her hands and hugged him with her backhand, while hugging, her hands were still rubbing up and down, hoping to make him a little hot.
"Are you better?" She asked.
He was still silent, just hugged her, and after a long time, he slowly straightened up and said to her with the usual expression, "Well, it's a lot better." ”
Xia Qi thought about it, but went to get a coat for Jun Jinyan to put on, "Are you hungry?" ”
He shook his head, "I'm not hungry, I've finished eating the biscuits you gave me." ”
"Then I'll give you a hot glass of milk to warm up." She said.
"Okay." He bowed his head slightly, watched her figure enter the kitchen, and then lowered his head and tugged his hands tightly.
In any case, she can't be allowed to discover the truth of what happened back then! That's because he has been trying so hard to bury the truth! Decade! In the ten years he agreed with her, he tried to just wait and see from afar, fearing that once he got closer, he would break the contract uncontrollably.
He thought that ten years would pass soon, and she would belong to him after all, but he didn't expect that she would fall in love with another man in this time.
When he knew that she and Ye Nanqing were dating, he even had a feeling of betrayal and deception.
So, he went to check on Ye Nanqing, only to find out that Ye Nanqing turned out to be someone he had met when he was a child.
His memory is already different from ordinary people, and back then, when Ye Nanqing and Xia Qi were chatting and playing by the sand pit, he used to stand, look at them, and then memorize every word they said one by one!
Even the painting she painted for Ye Nanqing was deeply engraved in his mind.
When he knew that Ye Nanqing was looking for someone, a little girl he had met by the sand pit, he immediately knew that the person Ye Nanqing was looking for was Qiqi!
And he used Mei Xinyi to replace Xia Qi's identity, just because Mei Xinyi and Xia Qi are both from Z City, and Mei Xinyi also had no father when she was a child.
Xia Qi warmed the milk and brought it to Jun Jinyan.
He picked up the milk and was about to drink it when she exclaimed, "Wait, it's still hot!" As she spoke, she leaned over the rim of her cup and gently blew on the hot milk.
He looked at her blowing in a daze, moved his lips and muttered, "Kiki, kiss me." ”
She raised her eyebrows and smiled, "Good! As he spoke, he leaned forward again, and pressed his lips against his forehead, leaving a mark.
His Adam's apple moved, and a low moan came from deep in his throat.
"Don't hate me, forgive me whatever I do." He stared at her and whispered.
"You haven't done anything wrong, what do you say to forgive or not. Okay, drink the milk and rest early. She said.
He pursed his thin lips and only lowered his head after a moment to sip milk.
Xia Qi faintly felt that Jun Jinyan seemed to have gone out of the way, and the whole person was a little wrong, but when he wanted to ask more clearly, he couldn't ask a reason from his mouth.