The snow outside the window is getting heavier and heavier, the north wind doesn't know when it blows, the whirring wind is a little scary, but this qiē has not attracted Wang Manzhu's attention, her eyes have always been on the man opposite whom she has loved for many years, the years have not left any traces on him, and he is still the same as he was at the beginning without the slightest change.

But he still changed after all, what changed was his identity, his status, what changed was that he already had a wife and was going to be a father soon, these changes made Wang Manzhu's heart more painful and chaotic.

Wang Manzhu didn't know if she would moisten the corners of her eyes when she met Su Hongwen today, whether her heart would hurt like today, or she would pass by him expressionlessly, just like two strangers, without eye contact, without fluctuations in love, she just walked away and continued her own way.

She didn't know this, what she knew was to impress Su Hongwen's appearance deeply in her heart, maybe when she was old, she would take out this memory to bask in the sun, thinking about his appearance and taking a nap in the spring sun.

She slowly picked up her glass and took a deep breath to calm her already uncalm mood, she didn't want Su Hongwen to hear her sadness from her words, she tried her best to say in a calm tone: "Come, let's have a drink." ”

Su Hongwen raised his head slightly and saw reluctance and rejection in Wang Manzhu's gaze, he knew that Wang Manzhu did what he said, and after today, they would really become two strangers, and he also knew that he couldn't stop it, so he could only exhale helplessly, and then picked up the cup and drank the glass of liquor without hesitation.

After drinking so much wine, Su Hongwen was not a little drunk, but he felt that he was unprecedentedly sober, he didn't know why this was happening, and he didn't want to figure out about it, he just wanted to accompany Wang Manzhu for one last night and drink with her. Chat with her and then part ways tomorrow when the sun rises.

Wang Manzhu exhaled a breath of wine and finally picked up a string of mutton skewers, but she didn't eat it, just held it and looked at it, as if there was some secret in this mutton skewer.

Su Hongwen didn't speak, just quietly accompanied him. For a while, the small barbecue restaurant was so quiet that Su Hongwen could hear his heartbeat.

"I don't know if I can still eat Second Brother Xiao's skewers in the future, so let's eat more today." Wang Manzhu seemed to say this to Su Hongwen, but it seemed to be talking to himself.

Her meaning is obvious, she will not come here after tomorrow, because this place has too many memories that make her sad, just now she thought that Su Hongwen would say something to save after she said that decisive word, but he did, and happily agreed. This once again broke Wang Manzhu's heart, and left a sad memory here, she didn't want to see things and think about people, so she didn't want to go back here, this barbecue restaurant will remain in her memory.

After taking a bite of the skewer, Wang Manzhu's tears fell, she didn't wipe them, the tears ran down her cheeks and left in her mouth, and the bitter taste of tears filled her taste buds. Let the taste of the mutton skewers disappear cleanly, Wang Manzhu told himself that the bitter taste is the taste of broken love. There are some people and things that she can't keep after all, even if she tries her best to keep them, it's useless, she still has to leave when she should go, and she still has to come when she should come.

She doesn't blame herself for not being able to love Su Hongwen completely, she only blames creation for making people, this is her life. But the past is worthy of her nostalgia, this relationship that ended without beginning is her most precious thing, and if she can do it again, she will fall in love with the person sitting opposite her without hesitation, even if it still doesn't work out.

Wang Manzhu was desperately eating mutton skewers, and tears were falling drop by drop. Su Hongwen, who was sitting opposite, felt a burst of pain in his heart when he saw her like this, he didn't want to see Wang Manzhu sad, but he couldn't stop her from being sad, he could only sit there and watch her cry, at this time he didn't even have the courage to wipe her tears, he was afraid that he would not be able to control his feelings, he was afraid that he would say what made Wang Manzhu follow him without a name.

He has already said this to several girls, he doesn't want to say it to Wang Manzhu, he doesn't want to be so selfish, he doesn't want to be sorry for Wang Manzhu anymore, he hopes that she can survive and then find her own happiness and find her own home.

Wang Manzhu spent ten minutes eating a lot of skewers, and she finally raised her head and smiled sweetly at Su Hongwen, but the tears on her face made Su Hongwen feel distressed to death.

"Come on, let's continue to drink, you have a good amount of alcohol today, you haven't drunk too much after drinking so much." Speaking of this, Wang Manzhu pretended to wipe her tears easily, as if her sad scene just now had never happened.

Su Hongwen picked up the wine glass and smiled bitterly: "I don't know why, come, drink a bar." Su Hongwen's voice is very flat, but there is too much bitterness and loneliness in this blandness, and even sadness.

The two of them touched the glass and drank the wine in their own cups, the three catties of liquor scalded by Xiao's second wife were not much left at this time, Wang Manzhu was half drunk and half awake, but Su Hongwen was like no one.

Su Hongwen turned his head to look at the goose feather snow outside the window and suddenly said, "When are you leaving?" ”

Wang Manzhu was stunned for a moment, then smiled and stretched out his hand to pin a strand of hair that fell down behind his ear and said, "Early tomorrow morning, I didn't book your ticket, I'm sorry." ”

Su Hongwen shook his head and said, "It's okay, I can make my own decision, and I will have a safe journey." Speaking of this, Su Hongwen actually poured himself wine again and served it.

Wang Manzhu nodded and smiled: "Have a safe journey." ”

After Su Hongwen drank this glass of wine, he suddenly fell on the table with a "bump", he was so drunk that without warning, this scene startled Wang Manzhu.

Xiao Er heard the movement and ran out, and said, "What's wrong?" What's wrong? Seeing Su Hongwen lying there, he shook him, but Su Hongwen didn't react at all, Xiao Er hurriedly said: "How can you drink like this, this ...... This ......"

Wang Manzhu said: "Second brother is fine, you can help me send him back." After speaking, Wang Manzhu stood up a little swayingly, she took out some money from her bag and put it on the table.

Xiao Er will put Su Hongwen up, her wife said that she didn't want the money when she saw it, but Wang Manzhu said that she would give it anyway, and the two sides pushed Xiao Er's wife reluctantly accepted the money for a long time.

Wang Manzhu took a flashlight out of the barbecue restaurant, and when the cold wind blew, she was much more sober, and she didn't see the drunkenness just now.

With the help of Xiao Er, Wang Manzhu got Su Hongwen to the bed, and as soon as Xiao Er left, Su Hongwen jumped up from the bed and ran crookedly to the bathroom, and before he could go in, he vomited dimly, and for a while the room was full of the smell of vomit.

After vomiting so much, Su Hongwen was finally more comfortable, but he fell asleep in the filth.

Wang Manzhu couldn't move Su Hongwen, so in the end she could only find a waiter to help her get Su Hongwen to her room, Su Hongwen's house couldn't live in it, it was too smelly.

After Wang Manzhu sent the waiter away, he immediately served Su Hongwen like a little wife, took off the dirty clothes on his body, first helped him clean his body, and then went to the bathroom to wash the clothes.

Wang Manzhu thought that Su Hongwen wanted to drink water and wipe his hands, so he hurriedly ran back, but what he heard was "Don't go, don't go!" Dream talk.

Wang Manzhu looked at Su Hongwen, who was sleeping like a child, and her heart warmed, she walked over and sat next to him, stretched out her hand and gently touched his cheek, and said softly: "Are you reluctant to me?" ”

Su Hongwen murmured in his sleep: "Manzhu, don't go, don't leave me, please." ”

Wang Manzhu burst into tears when she heard this, she covered her mouth and didn't want to cry, but in the end she still cried, she felt aggrieved and uncomfortable, she didn't want to leave, but she had to leave, because Su Hongwen was married, she didn't want to be a lover for him, she couldn't stand sharing him with other women, she wanted to possess him alone, but she knew that it was impossible, An Zinan she couldn't be defeated, Su Hongwen's relationship with her was too deep, and he rejected himself in Longyanquan Town because of this An Zinan.

The opponent is too strong, and Wang Manzhu disdains to be the junior who destroys the family, she can only let go helplessly, resolutely chooses to leave, hides far away, and does not see Su Hongwen in this life.

She chose to let go, but she was going to be separated tomorrow, but she became very fragile and reluctant, especially when she heard the words Su Hongwen said in her sleep, she couldn't hide the feelings in her heart, at this time Wang Manzhu cried like a child, she was so helpless, she was so painful, she was so dazed.

I don't know how long it took for Wang Manzhu's crying to be quieter, she got up from the ground and looked at Su Hongwen, who was still asleep, stretched out her hand to smooth out his tightly furrowed brows, and sighed silently After she went to the bathroom.

When Wang Manzhu came out, Su Hongwen slept even more heavily on his back.

Wang Manzhu walked over in a white bathrobe and sat next to Su Hongwen step by step, looked at him quietly, and said softly: "Are you really reluctant to me?" ”

Su Hongwen, who was sleeping, did not speak, and no one knew if there was Wang Manzhu in his dream at this time.

"Actually, I can't bear you, but it's already like this, I can only leave, I'm sorry Hongwen, forget about me." Speaking of this, Wang Manzhu lay on Su Hongwen's side and hugged him tightly, she was very hard and wanted to rub Su Hongwen into her body and make him become one with herself.

Su Hongwen suddenly turned sideways and hugged Wang Manzhu in his arms, and pressed one leg against the crook of Wang Manzhu's leg.

Wang Manzhu looked at Su Hongwen's face and suddenly made a bold decision. (To be continued......)