Chapter 196: Ways and Things I Can't Think of

"Are you in such a hurry, Shi Chenjun?"

There is no doubt that Felicia's reply to the email was tinged with ridicule.

"I don't like to waste time, and I'm sure you are too, Felicia-san. After all, there isn't much time for us to waste. ”

If you dare to say this nonsense again, then don't blame me for delaying the timing of the funds being in place.

Shi Chen's subtext, that's it.

"Ah, Shi Chenjun is really strict! Let's get down to business - do you really want me to say it directly? ”

"Say."

"I'm really impatient with Chaoxiang, there's no way, then I'll just say it."

"Don't play with fire."

"Okay, first of all, may I ask dear Shi Chenjun, in your eyes, who are you with our lovely Akiko-sang?"

Akiko, who is herself? In their own eyes.

Little fiancée?

No, I never identified with her identity.

Childhood?

No, it isn't. Although he has such a name, he has never had such a consciousness.

Friend?

Is there a friend like him who avoids each other all day?

Just as he was thinking, another email from Felicia arrived.

"Hawkers, I haven't answered for so long, it seems that Shi Chenjun, you don't have an accurate positioning for Xiao Qiuzi! Hehe, but for a pure child like Shi Chenjun, this is also a very normal phenomenon. It's just that it's a little bitter for our cute little Akiko! ”

"She still has illusions about you, she doesn't know at all-well, it is possible that she knows but pretends not to know, her predecessors did not leave her the place she wanted in her heart! No, maybe he doesn't have that place in his heart at all! ”

The two mobile phone emails sent one after another seemed to be soft-spoken, but between the lines, it was obvious that there was a malicious intent.

A sense of schadenfreude, playing with people's hearts, wanting to see the malice of being stimulated by negative feelings in Shi Chen's heart.

"Go on."

After mechanically pressing the concise reply, Shi Chen's face was expressionless, not even his eyes changed at all, and it seemed that he had not wavered at all - but whether this was really the case, no one knew.

"Isn't Shi Chenjun angry? Ahh The heirs of Huaguoshu! Then thank you Shi Chenjun for being broad-minded, let me continue to talk - well, in fact, I don't need to say it, I think Shi Chenjun also knows what my next words are, right? ”

"Go on."

"It's so stubborn! Shi Chenjun. Then I'll be this wicked person - just find a position for her in your heart, whether it's a fiancée, or a little girlfriend, or a sister, a maid, a daughter, or something like that, and then according to your position, give her corresponding feelings - this shouldn't be difficult for the brave, firm, wise and wise Shi Chenjun, right? ”

"By the way, in order to pursue the best effect, Shi Chenjun might as well find another girlfriend to fill the façade! Of course, if Shi Chenjun is afraid of hurting Xiao Qiuzi's feelings too much, the latter point can be implemented later-declare in advance, if the candidate in your heart is a little girl, then please give up this idea. After all, I don't want to disappear someday! However, if you have to do this, then I can reluctantly agree, just to count it as a favor you owe me! ”

"So, is it really okay?"

In this way, can you really not hurt Akiko?

Although he knew in his heart that as long as he made this decision, he would definitely hurt her--the lessons of that guy were there, but Shi Chen still couldn't help but hold on to a glimmer of hope.

"Well, it's impossible not to hurt her--after all, for the lovely little Qiuzi, except for becoming the bride of her predecessors, the other results are unacceptable to her - that is, as long as Shi Chenjun doesn't change her mind, or Xiao Qiuzi doesn't take the initiative to change her mind, she will definitely be hurt. It's just a way to let Shi Chenjun comfort poor Xiaoqiuzi a little after she is hurt, instead of just watching from afar. ”

"Well, thank you, Felicia."

And so it was.

The choice to make everyone happy, sure enough, there is no zài!

Although he also thought of such an answer, but without looking for someone to confirm it, Shi Chen always had a trace of luck in his heart.

"No, no, but, Shi Chenjun, you really don't think about it, and you will be with Xiao Qiuzi in the future? There's no need to take it to heart when you kill one or two scumbags! It's too superficial to think that you are guilty or something because of this! ”

"That's not the reason."

"What's the reason for that?"

So what is the reason? Right now.

It used to be because it was true, but is it really just that?

There must be another reason.

But he just didn't know - or didn't want to know.

As long as he thought hard, or asked Yi Cheng, he could know the answer.

But his intuition and intellect told him not to think and not to ask.

Since he will deliberately forget about it, then, that thing is definitely not something he can bear.

He has done everything that takes other people's lives without changing his face, so what kind of thing can he not bear psychologically? Even to the point that he had to ask Yi Cheng to come to him for psychological counseling in order to forget about Cheng Dù?

Moreover, whether it was the days when Yi Cheng was with him, or the days after he went deep into the rainforest, he couldn't remember it at all, he couldn't remember it at all. At best, I can only think of the experiences of those animals. In the future, he will deliberately avoid thinking about it.

That didn't stop him from guessing something, though.

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) - A mental disorder that causes the delayed onset and persistence of an individual after an individual has experienced, witnessed, or encountered one or more actual deaths involving themselves or others, or has been threatened with death, or has been severely injured, or has a threat to their physical integrity.

The main table xiàn is:

1. Symptoms of traumatic re-experience

Trauma-related situations or content appear repeatedly and involuntarily in the patient's thoughts, memories, or dreams, and there may also be a stern emotional response to the scene, and even the traumatic event may seem to happen again.

2. Avoidance and numbness symptoms

Patients have long or persistent efforts to avoid events or situations related to the traumatic experience, refuse to participate in related activities, avoid the traumatic site or people or events related to the trauma, and some patients even have selective amnesia and are unable to recall the details of the trauma-related events.

3. Symptoms of increased alertness

Hypervigilance, increased startle response, may be accompanied by inattention, increased irritability, and anxiety.

So, it must be something angry and resentful!

But the same cannot be said about Felicia!

"I don't know."

“”

Next door, the silver-haired girl who wanted to ask was stunned, and then let out a chuckle.

Really, an interesting person!