Chapter 235: The Last Secret

"Instructor, what are your conclusions?" Chu Yunxuan sat up from the massage chair and asked the Sherlock instructor who was holding his chin and groaning on the side. Between his previous psychological state, Chu Yunxuan still came to find the best person in psychology among the people he could trust at the moment to consult. After all, in order to avoid being hypnotized for information, it is difficult for agents to be hypnotized by ordinary people.

"Hmm......" Sherlock sighed after a moment of annoyance, "based on your previous situation, it seems that there is indeed a possibility of inducing psychoschizophrenia. Because you have a bad habit ......"

Chu Yunxuan raised his eyebrows: "You mean ......"

"You've said before that the angrier you are, the calmer you are, right? It's a good idea to deal with anger and it doesn't lead to irrationality and impulsiveness in the task, but it's not really a way to vent anger, so anger builds up in your mind. Sherlock explained with a light wave of his hand.

"But why has this never happened before when I was an agent?" Chu Yunxuan was puzzled.

"I'm just guessing that due to the nature of the work, which requires a dual identity of life and work, and the need to keep a lot of secrets, it also adds a lot of psychological pressure, so we agents are actually prone to split personalities." Instructor Sherlock shrugged, "And in the previous working state, your nerves were in a tense state, and your defense was high. ”

"Are you saying that my life after retirement is too idle and mentally relaxed, so I am more prone to schizophrenia? But then there is no way to retire? Chu Yunxuan said helplessly, "I can't be an agent for the rest of my life." ”

"I guess your situation is special. Because you're not only an agent, you've been an agent for longer than we are, and you've been in another parallel world, so for you, two lifetimes and two time periods alternate with each other, and you may have felt that this world was unreal or dreaming, and these thoughts can lead to psychological problems. Sherlock explained.

"Alas......" Chu Yunxuan sighed and said, "So, what about the solution?" ”

Sherlock patted Chu Yunxuan's shoulder and smiled, "Don't worry too much, the best way is not to worry about this." The more you care, the more likely it is to lead to the manifestation of another personality. Try to take it easy in life. Tell more about your life and work with the girls around you, don't hide anything, keep a good mood, and another potential personality will naturally disappear. ”

Chu Yunxuan nodded. He shook Sherlock's hand: "Thank you very much for your counseling. ”

This psychological counseling trip was after the end of an investigative mission from the Middle East. Cecilia claimed that Lan Ya and the others had told her about Chu Yunxuan's situation that day. So he suggested that he go to Instructor Sherlock for psychological counseling, so on the way back, he stopped by Instructor Sherlock, who was on vacation in Japan.

After going back, Chu Yunxuan kept in mind Instructor Sherlock's reminder. told Lan Ya and them all about the psychological counseling.

"But don't worry, the instructor said, as long as I don't hide anything from you, tell you directly, and try to keep a happy mood, don't care too much, it will naturally be fine." Chu Yunxuan smiled slightly.

He now recalled that he did have one more thing, and he didn't tell Lan Ya and them honestly, so he took a deep breath and said lightly: "Xiaoya, I told you before that I have lived two lifetimes, right?" ”

"Hmm......" Lan Ya nodded slightly, "But I thought you were just joking......"

Chu Yunxuan smiled bitterly, covered his face and sighed, "That's not a joke...... In my last life, I was betrayed by an organization's mole on a mission, which caused something to go wrong...... Because of my attachment to this era, the high technology of the organization sent me back to this era. Chu Yunxuan said, sighed and said, "So, in fact, I have lived twice." ”

Lan Ya covered her mouth, tears overflowing from her big beautiful eyes: "Then what are you talking about...... The fact that I wasn't with you in my last life is all true? You said that you saw my wedding with someone else, is it also true? ”

"Oh, don't ......" Chu Yunxuan helped Lan Ya wipe away her tears and laughed softly, "You gave me a chance in your last life, you once asked me when you graduated, if you wanted to take the entrance examination with you." But at that time, I was too stupid to agree, it was I who missed you, and it was not your fault. At that time, you were willing to give me such an ordinary opportunity, and I really appreciate it. So don't cry. ”

In this way, Lan Ya finally stopped her tears, sobbed and nodded.

Lin Zhi on the side asked in disbelief: "That's why you...... Junior high school suddenly became so powerful, playing so much by one, and studying and sports were also ...... Then why are you trying to pull me in this life? ”

"Actually, I didn't specifically want to pull you." Chu Yunxuan smiled bitterly, "Although I came back with my previous skills, my body is still very weak, so I exercise every morning." When I was a child, everyone lived close to each other, so it was not surprising that they met each other. ”

Then, Chu Yunxuan touched Lin Zhi's brain and said with a smile: "However, I found out that you are a good girl, although you are in a rebellious state, but your essence is good, so I pulled you along." It was you who saved you. So are Xiaozi and Xiaoqian. ”

"So......" Lin Zhi's face was filled with deep disappointment, "I actually ...... you in my last life"

Chu Yunxuan smiled slightly and said with a wry smile: "Yes, in my last life, when I was in junior high school, I was such a sling who only knew how to study to death, had no looks, no temperament and no figure, you are a class flower, and there are so many bad ...... on the side."

Lin Zhi looked up to the sky and sighed in disappointment, a tear slipped from the corner of her eye, and she turned her face away and stopped talking.

"That'...... Xiaoqian and I didn't know you in our last life? What about Fei Fei and Lingling? Xiao Xiao asked cautiously beside her. Chu Yunxuan nodded: "Yes, in my last life, I didn't know about the situation of the two of you. He and Yu Fei and Ling Ling have only met in the same school, and they can't talk about each other, and they haven't even spoken. ”

Chu Yunxuan shrugged his shoulders and said, "But I've heard my classmates talk about the two of them. Yu Fei was in the express class when she entered the school, but later her grades declined because of early love. After being assigned to a parallel class and not being in the same class as her boyfriend, the boy got along with another girl; She was hit by her feelings at the least, and she was only barely admitted to one or three schools in the college entrance examination. ”

"As for Lingling, she also liked acting as much in her last life as she did in this life, but she had no background, no big people to support her and refused to be unspoken rules, and when she was twenty-five years old, she only made some unpopular micro-movies, and she was not famous." Chu Yunxuan covered his face and sighed, "I want to apologize to you...... Xiaoya, I'm sorry I got you in this cheating way. ”

said. Chu Yunxuan glanced at Lin Zhi and the three of them from between his fingers: "I'm sorry...... It interferes with your lives indiscriminately. ”

"No, it won't." Lan Ya hurriedly hugged Chu Yunxuan and said. "I said that you have loved me so much for both lives, and you will even come back to me again to live, I am really touched......"

"Don't say it. Without your words. When I was 20 years old in my last life, I couldn't have died of drugs there. Lin Zhi didn't look back. Just patted Chu Yunxuan's hand lightly and said.

"Yes, without you, I would definitely not be able to cheer up now, and now I guess I will either go out and sell it. Or find a big money to support as the second mother and the third child. Xiao Xiao replied with a wry smile.

Su Qian also echoed: "Yes, I was really confused and helpless when I came out of the drug rehabilitation center that day, if it wasn't for Brother Xuan to help Xiaozhi and Xiaozi on the right path, I'm afraid I would continue to mix with my ex-boyfriend." ”

"Hey, ironically, I was dying all my life. has been indulging in remorse, thinking about what would happen if he had promised Xiaoya at that time. After coming out of her wedding, it was even worse. Chu Yunxuan covered his face and smiled bitterly, "So...... It wasn't that I saved you, but that you saved me. You are the ones who cheer me up and make me understand...... People can't live in the past, and that would just ruin their future. That's my best secret. ”

After saying this, there was a long silence on the scene, and no one spoke for a while.

"Alas, I'll go back to sleep first, and you guys should rest early, it's not early." Lin Zhi sighed and said.

Immediately, Lin Zhi, Xiaozi and Xiaoqian got up and said goodbye, leaving Lan Ya and Chu Yunxuan. Seeing Chu Yunxuan's gloomy face, Lan Ya barely cheered up and said with a smile: "Husband, shall we go to the bath together?" ”

Chu Yunxuan pressed the back of Lan Ya's hand and nodded with a smile, and then the two of them came to the bathroom and untied their clothes.

"Okay, don't be upset, everyone doesn't care. It's not a big deal. Lan Ya helped Chu Yunxuan scrub his body and persuade, Chu Yunxuan sighed and said, "Actually, when Teacher Sherlock said it, I thought that maybe this was the most likely cause. Actually, I was hesitant to say it, but ...... It seems to be making everyone feel bad now. ”

"No, they're just ...... I'm a little disappointed in myself. But I think they will cheer up, because this is what you taught us, it is useless to dwell on the past, the key is to grasp the future. Lan Ya hugged Chu Yunxuan and smiled, her soft body was attached to Chu Yunxuan's chest, because of the foam, it was soft and slippery.

"My Xiaoya is so beautiful......" Chu Yunxuan gently held Lan Ya's hips and smiled.

Seeing that his attention was diverted, Lan Ya pursed her lips and smiled, "Do you want it?" It's safe today. ”

"I think it's a little depressed just after I went out of the city for the past two days. But don't embarrass yourself for trying to make me happy. Chu Yunxuan smiled slightly bitterly, "This kind of love is not pure." ”

"I tried to make you happy, but I didn't force myself." Lan Ya stroked Chu Yunxuan's cheek and smiled, "Aren't you sometimes making me happy?" I'm your wife, that's how it should be. ”

As she spoke, Lan Ya pursed her lips and squatted down with a smile. Chu Yunxuan suddenly breathed a long sigh of relief, only to feel that the whole person was a lot more relaxed.

After a while, Lan Ya stood up and said with a smile: "There is a bubble, there shouldn't be any need for foreplay, just come in?" ”

"Well, foreplay is still needed, so you'll be more engaged." Chu Yunxuan smiled, wrapped around Lan Ya's full and soft breasts from behind, and gently kneaded them......

Tolan Ya's blessing, Chu Yunxuan finally put this matter behind for the time being. The next day, Lan Ya, Xiao Xiao and Xiao Qian went to work, Lin Zhi suddenly knocked on the door of his apartment, put on some light makeup, dressed up beautifully, high-heeled sandals sky blue suspender skirt with white knitted shawl, hair coiled into a beautiful and complex bun at the back of the head.

"Xiao Zhi?" Chu Yunxuan asked with a little surprise.

"Why are you so surprised, isn't it my turn today?" Lin Zhi said a little angrily. Looking at Chu Yunxuan's gray tight T-shirt and black slacks, he suddenly frowned, "Why are you still dressed like this?" ”

"I thought you wouldn't want to go out with me." Chu Yunxuan scratched his head and said, "I'll go change my clothes now." ”

"Oops, forget it! That's it, it's handsome anyway. Lin Zhi hurriedly said, hugging Chu Yunxuan's arm, Chu Yunxuan could smell the body fragrance on Lin Zhi's body that was mixed with the smell of her lily flower and the smell of light green tea perfume.

Although Chu Yunxuan's current body is very casual, his clothes fit well, lining off his slender figure and strong muscle lines. Lin Zhi pulled the bangs behind his ears. Grunted, "How could I not come out with you." I'm just angry with myself in my last life. I feel that I have lost to Lanya again, and she is worth chasing her for two lifetimes. ”

Saying that, Lin Zhi looked at Chu Yunxuan and asked with a worried expression on his face, "Have you always thought I was hypocritical in your heart?" Obviously, I didn't look at you in my last life. But in this life, I ......"

"Who said that. This is not hypocrisy. Chu Yunxuan shook his head. We didn't have a deep friendship in our last life, and we didn't have been at the same table, so of course you can't be like Xiaoya. You noticed me for no reason, right? ”

But Lin Zhi was still a little unwilling to tug at the hem of his skirt, looking very anxious, Chu Yunxuan smiled and took her hand when he saw this, and persuaded: "I want to see the panties again, the skirt is quite short." ”

"Is this still called short? Is it good to be only 10 centimeters from your knees? Haven't you seen Qi X little skirt? "Lin Zhi didn't have a good airway.

"That's it, it's a rare day off, I'll go out on a date with you alone, do you plan to keep a depressed face all day? It's not pretty. Come, Niu'er will give Ye a smile. Chu Yunxuan persuaded, Lin Zhi barely squeezed out a smile, and seeing this, Chu Yunxuan nodded with satisfaction and said, "It's about the same." Let's go, what do you want to eat today? ”

"I want to eat a lot, I'll take two bites and I'll take care of the rest for you." Lin Zhi finally cheered up and smiled.

"I can't guarantee it, I'm afraid that I will eat it in one day, and I won't eat much else, but I will be filled with chili oil." Chu Yunxuan raised his eyebrows slightly and said with a wry smile, Lin Zhi turned around and smiled mischievously, pulling him forward.

However, although Lin Zhi likes to eat chili peppers, to Chu Yunxuan's surprise, a substance similar to chili peppers is Lin Zhi's natural enemy-mustard. After a mouthful of tuna sushi, Lin Zhi covered his mouth, and his nose kept inhaling, but he still couldn't stop choking tears and flowing out.

"Hurry up, exhale through your nose, and you'll be better soon. Oh, it's not an inhale, stupid girl. Chu Yunxuan helped Lin Zhi wipe the tears that came out of his choking and said, "If you can't eat mustard, don't dip it so much." ”

"How do I know about the Dao...... Lin Zhi said with tears in his eyes, "The taste of wasabi in this house is so strong, I used to eat salmon and sushi or something, and it doesn't seem to be so choking when mixed with soy sauce." Huh—"

Chu Yunxuan helped Lin Zhi wipe his tears, sighed and said softly: "Silly girl, in order to make more customers accept, some shops will choose the kind of mustard with a weaker taste. This is a Japanese sushi restaurant. ”

It took a while for Lin Zhi to breathe a little, choking his nose and eyes red, as if he had just cried. The people around looked at Chu Yunxuan with disdain, as if they were scolding him for having such a beautiful girlfriend and making people cry. Lin Zhi walked on the street, her figure and face were as beautiful as stars, and even many first-line stars were eclipsed in front of her.

"Is it wasabi choking? You're thinking too much. Chu Yunxuan scolded the passers-by angrily, wiped his eyes for Lin Zhi, and said softly, "How is it?" Is it better? ”

Lin Zhi nodded reluctantly and took a tissue from Chu Yunxuan's hand. Chu Yunxuan couldn't help but smile: "Ouch, our family Linzhi has eaten chili peppers all his life, and he actually planted it in the hands of mustard after the last one, it's really ......."

"Don't laugh, the old lady bites you." Lin Zhi snorted with red eyes and said.

"Well, take a bite." Chu Yunxuan smiled and stretched out his arm in front of Lin Zhi.

Lin Zhi looked at him, then at Chu Yunxuan's arm, and snorted, "Who is afraid of whom!" ”

As he spoke, he grabbed Chu Yunxuan's arm and bit it, but he didn't use any force, just bit it lightly and let go.

"I owe it to you." Chu Yunxuan stroked Lin Zhi's long hair and laughed softly, Lin Zhi seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and took out a tissue to help Chu Yunxuan wipe the place she had bitten on his arm. Then he took him and stood up: "Let's go, let's go buy some chips, takoyaki and grilled chicken wings or something, and then go to the movies." ”

After buying good things, Lin Zhi and Chu Yunxuan picked a film that was not so crowded, sat down and watched it. In this way, Linzhi can eat snacks and snacks unscrupulously without worrying about affecting other people.

"Last time Xiao Xiao was so happy, I thought you would want to go to Happy Valley too." Chu Yunxuan said with a smile.

"Not everyone likes amusement parks, and I don't know what's interesting about the facilities there. What kind of merry-go-round, to put it quite romanticly, it is better for the two of them to ride a real horse on the grassland together. Here. Ahh handed over a takoyaki and fed it to Chu Yunxuan to eat, "And there are so many people, it's noisy." I don't like the look in my eyes. ”

said. Lin Zhi couldn't help but shudder: "Thinking of the scene that those people have in their minds. I gagged. ”

"If you care about this, you won't be able to go out." Chu Yunxuan smiled bitterly.

"I know, I try not to think about it, and I don't care when I'm with you." Lin Zhi leaned on Chu Yunxuan's shoulder and ate potato chips and said. Feeding Chu Yunxuan from time to time, looking at the screen and complaining: "What is this movie, it's rotten." It's a domestic horror film again, don't shoot it if you don't let it be filmed, shoot this kind of nondescript, and the most embarrassing thing is neurosis. ”

"You should know if you see that people's tickets are half price." Chu Yunxuan took a bite of potato chips and said.

"I feel like I'm a pit at half price for this broken movie, and I'll think about it if I pay ten yuan, it's better to watch TV at home." Lin Zhi said a little dissatisfied, then pulled Chu Yunxuan to stand up and said, "Let's go, let's go buy some snacks and snacks, buy and pack dinner, and go home to watch TV." ”

Lin Zhi really said that he would do it, went to replenish some snacks, went to the western restaurant to pack the dishes served by others, and then went back to the apartment and Chu Yunxuan to lie on the sofa and watch TV as usual.

"I really haven't seen anyone packing ......in a Western restaurant," Chu Yunxuan said with a wry smile, "That waiter probably heard that someone wants to pack for the first time, it's really a shame that their store really has a packed box......

"What's this, I paid for it, why don't you let me bring it back?" Lin Zhi said angrily, after eating a spoonful of ice cream, there were potato chips, biscuits and soda on the coffee table in front of him, all of which were high in calories.

"It's rare for the two of us to go on a date alone, presumptuous once, it's a big deal to gain a pound, and slowly lose weight." Lin Zhi said, handed Chu Yunxuan a mouthful of ice cream, then curled up on the sofa, leaned against Chu Yunxuan's side, and whispered, "Huh...... It's really happy like this, sometimes I really envy Lanya. ”

"Don't you often come over with Xiaozi and Xiaoqian, and everyone is idle together." Chu Yunxuan smiled, "Anyway, isn't it a little boring just like this?" It's rare for two people to go on a date and watch TV at home? ”

"Hmm...... How to say it, it feels like time passes very slowly, and there is a feeling of being idle, which is called rest. If it's shopping or something, it's too tiring to pass at once. That's why I prefer this kind of break. Lin Zhi said as he took a small bite of the potato chips, and then handed the bag to Chu Yunxuan, "You take it, I can't eat it anymore." ”

"Damn, you don't know how imposing the road is every time, and you end up leaving a bunch of things for me to eat." Chu Yunxuan suddenly lost his breath, and watched the large pile of opened almonds, cashew nuts, potato chips and biscuits on the coffee table knock on the top of Lin Zhi's head.

"Oh......" Lin Zhi rubbed his head and said, "You don't know how to do it, I'm like this." Besides, I want to save my stomach for dinner. That's why I asked you to stay with me. ”

However, when Lin Zhi and Chu Yunxuan went to pick up Lan Ya and the three of them home, the three of them heard that the two of them had watched TV at home for a long time, but they were not surprised, but they all understood Lin Zhi's thoughts.

"When it's my turn, I just want to cook at home with Brother Xuan and study the recipe." When everyone was eating the Western food they bought, Xiao Qian replied. Xiao Xiao also nodded: "Yes, that will be very idle." ”

"Won't I let alone say it? On his days off, he always stays at home with Yun Xuan and watches TV. Lan Ya pursed her lips and smiled.

"Alas, you have a bunch of otaku girls." Lin Zhi patted Chu Yunxuan's shoulder and said. (To be continued......)