Yi Jing listened, and a sour feeling exploded in the bottom of her heart. A rare infatuated woman...... Nowadays, people would rather cry in a Mercedes than laugh on a bicycle. In those days, being favored by an officer should be what all women dream of.

But for the sake of the people she loved, she persevered.

traveled all the way to the army, trekked through mountains and rivers, faced the smoke of war, money, fame and fortune, she endured it all, just for that man......

But a war photographer is not something that can be done by a small woman.

"A woman, in the ranks of a large number of men, has not the slightest safety at all. No matter how much he tried to protect her, she was still violated. ”

In that patriarchal era, women's dignity and chastity were not worth mentioning at all.

When she encountered something painful, Yi Jing's hand turned into a fist, she looked at Shen Xichen's deep face, and she couldn't imagine that scene at all.

"The old man blames himself, and his fiancée thinks she is not worthy of him." Shen Xichen suddenly turned his head to look at Yi Jing, his deep peach blossom eyes seemed to reveal something.

That day, she said with tears that she was dirty, and she was no longer the carefree she was back then.

But the old man didn't care at all, his depression was only because he couldn't protect her. He was chanting all day long, blaming himself for not giving her to the officers at that time and letting her live a good life.

She was determined to leave, and he tried to hold on, saying that he didn't care.

“…… The war always comes so suddenly. They hadn't even been reconciled before they started fighting again. Each returned to his work and began a new battle. ”

Shen Xichen's eyes shone with sadness.

Yijing seemed to have estimated the result, and the scalp "brushed" it...... She clenched her fists nervously, goosebumps rising all over her body.

"They must have been reconciled after the disaster. Then the relationship became deeper and I loved each other more. Yi Jing's gaze was a little hollow, and her spontaneous brain made up a beautiful ending.

"This is not a fairy tale," Shen Xichen cruelly interrupted Yiyi, "There are some things that you won't be able to get through no matter how hard you try." ”

"......" smelled the fragrance and looked at the light refracted by the crystal.

Breathing slowly became normal, and she leaned on Shen Xichen's shoulder, ready to accept the ending.

Shen Xichen stroked Yiyi's hair comfortingly, and a magnetic voice sounded: "He was almost killed by the enemy, but...... His fiancée came out to block the shot. ”

Yijing closed her eyes and prayed sincerely for this aiqing.

"They are always missing, and even before they die, they are stopped by their own hearts. Life is full of unknowns, no matter how crazy you are, if you don't follow your heart, it is likely that you will lose the opportunity in the next second. Shen Xichen's hand rested on Yi Jing's shoulder, and his cold voice sounded in the uninhabited church.

"You're reminding me of someone else's story, aren't you?" Yijing turned her head, and there were clear tears in her eyes.

For the two of them, Yijing is always holding back, always resisting.

"I really can't hide anything from you," Shen Xichen shrugged, "The old man came here after he retired, because his fiancée said that Tasmania is a beautiful place. He was a believer in Christ and came here every day to remember her. He also picked up a camera to record the beauty of life. He said: 'Her life stopped at the most beautiful years, and I should also help her record this shijie beauty haode every day.' I thought about going to accompany her, but I felt like I still had to survive, and she gave her life to save me, and I couldn't let her down again'. ”

Sometimes, being alive doesn't mean not loving the dead. It's just that only by living can we feel the feeling of love more deeply and remember the pain.

"Seventeen, even if one day, we are not in the same space, please remember that I must continue to love you deeply in a place where you can't see it. I love you even though I don't exist anymore......"

Yijing's index finger was placed on Shen Xichen's mouth, and she looked at him with a choked voice.

Shen Xichen pursed his mouth and kissed Yiyi's fingertips.

"What nonsense, you will definitely live longer than me. I don't want you to see me heartbroken for you, you can't wait. ”

"That's right! I can't wait, because I'm going to spoil you all the time, and I'm never going to make you sad again. ”

Love words are always good, but they always change their flavor later.

"I was here when you were pregnant." Shen Xichen closed his eyes, as if reminiscing.

Yijing listened to his heartbeat, and only dared to make an even breathing sound.

"At that time, I couldn't figure it out, I couldn't figure it out, I couldn't figure it out that I would let you fall into Cheng Yi's hands. I'm blaming myself, I'm resentful. I locked myself here for three days and three nights. I saw the old man come and go with me three times. Every time his back was lonely and trembling. It was only then that I realized that I was so afraid of being alone, and I didn't want to follow in his footsteps. So I'm back and rushing to your side. You've been disbelieving me all these days, so I've had to bring you here. ”

She was afraid to look into her heart, so he led her into his own heart.

Yi Jing remembered the regret they had last time they talked about Lu You and Tang Wan, and he also said that he didn't want to follow in Lu You's footsteps.

Shen Xichen has established too many rules and regulations for himself in order to rely on him, he has been arrogant and indifferent for more than 20 years, and he began to want to take off his hard armor and get close to his beloved. He tried to change himself, trying to take care of her in every way.

But I can't help it...... He doesn't even take good care of himself, and he always has omissions and doesn't do well enough for Yiyi.

Yijing's temperament is cold, and she doesn't say anything in her heart. Don't go and want to leave his side, saying all kinds of cruel things.

For example, this time, even without Wang Yitong's encouragement, she would always find an opportunity to leave her.

"That-" Yiwen paused for a few seconds, "give me some time, let me try to enjoy the beauty of my present life, let me learn to love someone, and do it and cherish it." ”

Shen Xichen branded a kiss on Yijing's eyebrows, took Yijing's hand, held it between the two hands, and then put it in front of his forehead, and closed his eyes reverently: "Thank God for letting me yujian you, the most beautiful yujian in my life." ”

“…… Fleshy and numb, you're really enough! ”

Yi Wan retracted her hand and began to pray in style.

Shen Xichen looked at her funny, and was stunned and refused to take his eyes off Yiyi.

"By the way......" Yiyi suddenly turned her head to look at him again, and found that he was staring at herself intently, and was a little embarrassed for a moment, "You Weishenme will find me?" ”

It only took him a day to find her, which made Yi's escape too boring.

"I'm on a business trip in the city next door, who knew I just went out for a walk and saw you?" Shen Xichen raised his eyebrows, he couldn't be a mortal.

Yi Wei embarrassed...... First time I knew that Colombia was next door to Australia......

He didn't want to say it, anyway, he should go or stay, Yijing had already made a decision in his heart.