In the afternoon, Zhang Hanqiu stayed in the Qingming Palace.

Xiaomei and Xiaolan came to see it several times in succession, and they didn't urge after making sure that it was no different.

The eldest sister went out this time to do things for her mother, as long as she didn't disappear under her nose to play tricks.

The sky was getting dark, the Qingming Hall had quieted down, and the monks and monks left one after another.

Zhang Hanqiu returned the salute one by one.

Xu Ming put the Buddha beads next to the wooden fish, and his always peaceful face actually revealed a trace of kindness, "The donor is a little at ease now?" ”

Zhang Hanqiu didn't say anything for a long time, and just when Xu Ming thought that she wouldn't reply, she took off the hat she had worn all afternoon, revealing a quiet and delicate little face.

"Master, the believer is confused."

Humble Ming smiled, and did not follow her words to ask her what was bothering, but said: "The donor actually doesn't need other people's opinions, the donor's eyes tell me that you have made a decision, but there is still a little hesitation, I want to get support from others, and the donor has no trustworthy people, so I want to get affirmation from Lao Na, I don't know if Lao Na is right." ”

Zhang Hanqiu pursed her lips and did not speak.

Yes, she has already made a decision, it's just that she has been following the rules for thirteen years, and there has never been a time when she needs to make an idea for herself, she is used to being obedient and obedient, and suddenly she has no confidence to make a change.

But she had to change.

She didn't want to be bullied to death like in her dreams.

That's stupid.

If she had doubts before, after seeing her mother, she believed everything in her dream.

Without that dream, how would she know that her mother was still alive? How can you find it according to the clues in the dream?

She believes that this is what she has experienced, whether it is betrayal of death or unwilling to complain, the person who has experienced it is her.

Even if she still has a save in her heart, she still has time to verify it.

She doesn't want to hurt anyone, and she will never take the initiative to hurt anyone, but when she knows that someone is going to harm her, she can't sit back like she did in her dreams.

"There is anger in the donor."

Zhang Hanqiu raised his head, not dodging or dodging, "Because I have hatred in my heart." ”

"Hate makes the donor unhappy."

"I don't want to be blinded by ignorance, zuihou died." Zhang Hanqiu's eyes became sharp, and his face was difficult to calm down, "Master, I don't have your broad mind, I can still be merciful when I know that someone is not good for me, it is enough to destroy one life in one person in the third life, if I am still stupid in my first life, what face do I have to be a person again?" The master is detached from the law and compassionate to others, but I am just an ordinary man, whoever destroys me, I will destroy whom, no one gives me the qualification of compassion. ”

"I didn't expect the donor to believe in the past and present lives."

Zhang Hanqiu smiled meaninglessly, "Does the master believe it?" ”

"There are no absolutes in the world, the gods and Buddhas are above, what can't happen?"

"The master is in a good mood." Zhang Hanqiu suddenly changed the topic, "I don't know if the master can borrow a few Buddhist scriptures to the believer, and the believer wants to copy a few more scriptures." ”

"Yes." Picking out four scriptures in his hand and handing them to her, he asked in a humble light, "Does the donor still need to pray for blessings tomorrow?" ”

"No, I'm sure she'll be fine." Hearing the sound of footsteps outside, Zhang Hanqiu picked up his hat and put it on and got up to get up, "The letter girl retires." ”

Looking at the petite back, but the back was straight, the eyebrows of Xuming were wrinkled.

The little girl had taken the hat and sat face to face with him, and he took the opportunity to meet her.

In terms of physiognomy, she should be rich and noble, but when you look closely, you find that her eyebrows and eyes are evil, if this evil aura can have some achievements in a man, but in a woman......

Seeing that her expression should have been changed, it was the time when her mind was most chaotic, if she went to the place of great murder at this time, she was afraid that it would be an obstacle to her, but fortunately she came to Qingyuan Temple.

Even if he can't explain it to her, the vast righteousness that has been passed down for thousands of years in the temple can be dissolved a little.

Although she has a bad body, her eyebrow bones are upright, such a face will not be a treacherous person, I just hope that she can get out of her inner demons.

If she were a man......

Void Ming shook his head and sighed, not thinking much about it.

This night, Zhang Hanqiu dreamed again, this time she dreamed of her funeral at another shijie.

She doesn't remember how she died, as if she woke up and opened her eyes in this shijie.

In the dream, no one could see her.

Walking into the mourning hall and looking at the beautiful woman who looked like she was asleep with makeup on the coffin, she thought, they really look alike, she probably looks like this when she grows up.

She had no friends, no classmates, and not many people came to worship, either relatives or her family.

She didn't look at those who were pretending to be sad, and with the movement of her eyes, she easily found the person she cared about.

Her brother, dressed in black and exhausted, saluted every guest thoughtfully.

She sat down in front of her brother and looked up at her handsome brother.

She should be sad.

She may not see these people in the future.

But she was happy in her heart.

In the other shijie, someone thinks so much about herself, someone used to be so kind to her, someone feels sorry for her after she dies, and she can't control her happy emotions.

With the love that these people give her, even if she opens her eyes and wants to be in that ruthless shijie that no one hurts and no one spoils, she feels fearless.

When unwilling resentment surging in, she can not lose control.

The man raised his hand to look at the time, then turned and walked inside.

Zhang Hanqiu hurriedly followed.

Opening the door to the master bedroom on the second floor, the man approached the man on the bed with his eyes closed, and asked softly, "Dad, is Mom better?" ”

"Just got an injection, and this will fall asleep."

Zhang Hanqiu threw himself on the bed, wanting to touch his mother's haggard face, but his hand couldn't be put to fruition.

After looking at her mother, Zhang Hanqiu's eyes turned to the person sitting on the edge of the bed, her father...... How is it so much older? My hair is more than half gray.

At that time, she rarely spoke, but every time she spoke, no matter what she said, they would be happy for a long time, but she let the white-haired people send the black-haired people!

"Qiuqiu, Qiuqiu......"

Looking at the big tears flowing from the corners of her mother's eyes, Zhang Hanqiu wanted to wipe her away in distress, but she couldn't do anything.

At this time, the person on the bed opened his eyes.

She didn't look at her husband who called for her, nor did she pay attention to her son, but looked at the quilt in front of her.

There, it is where Zhang Hanqiu pounced.

"Qiuqiu, are you coming back to see your mother?"

Mom...... I shouldn't be able to see her! Zhang Hanqiu thought so, but his mother's sad and smiling eyes were shaken.

How is that possible? Dad can't see her, brother can't see her, how can mom ......

"Qiuqiu, can't you speak? It's okay, you nod, nod your head and mom will understand. ”

Zhang Hanqiu bit his lip and nodded tentatively.

The woman immediately laughed, tears rolling down her face, causing the other two men in the room to panic and grab the phone to call the family doctor.

The woman's face pulled, "I'm fine, don't make a sound, don't move, wait." ”

The father and son glanced at each other, but they did not disobey her.

Only then did the woman turn her gaze back, her voice suddenly softened a few degrees, and a smile appeared on her face, "Qiuqiu, you didn't walk painfully at all, did you?" ”

Zhang Hanqiu nodded.

"Are you going to be reincarnated now?"

Zhang Hanqiu wanted to say that she was lucky that she was living in another shijie, but seeing her mother who was so concerned about her, she nodded.

Let my mother think that she was reincarnated.

"That's good, that's good, my Qiuqiu I haven't done anything bad in my life, I will definitely be able to invest in a good family, my mother is relieved, you can go with peace of mind, don't worry about my mother, my mother will be good haode, my mother is either sick now, or ...... I just miss you so much! ”

As she spoke, the woman shed tears again, although her daughter said that she did not like to talk, but she was always the most considerate, no matter who came back late in the family, she would sleep unsteadily, and from time to time she would get up to take a look, until she waited for people to feel at ease, if anyone in the family went far away, she had been guarding the phone, even if she answered the phone, she was silent, but her face was relaxed.

My daughter lost the opportunity to go to school, but she was not stupid at all, according to the tutor who invited her, she was also extremely smart, learned everything quickly, and had a very strong ability to accept everything.

Her Qiuqiu just doesn't like to talk.

Knowing that her daughter's appearance would be upset, the woman tried to make herself happier, even if the tears kept falling.

"Qiuqiu, don't hang on to the things of this life, obediently drink Meng Po soup and forget everything, and start again in the next life, if you ...... If only we were still mother and daughter in the next life! ”

Zhang Hanqiu wanted to wipe the tears from her mother's face so much, wanted her mother not to cry, wanted to call her mother again, but she couldn't do anything, Zuihou simply hugged her mother, as if only in this way could they make each other less sad.

At this time, there was a sudden suction behind him, Zhang Hanqiu looked up in panic, and found that he was floating, slowly getting farther and farther away from the bed.

"Autumn Autumn ......"

Zhang Hanqiu was in a hurry, and after finding that he couldn't resist the suction, he shouted loudly, "Dad! Mother! Brother! Take care! ”

"You just ......"

The three of them spoke at the same time, looking at each other.

The woman finally couldn't help crying, "Qiuqiu ......"

The father and son glanced at each other, and their hearts were shocked, could it really be Qiuqiu coming?

Just now...... It's Qiuqiu calling them.

When Zhang Hanqiu woke up, he cried so much that his whole body was convulsive.

Ah Jiu, who slept in the same room on the floor, was so anxious that he didn't know what to do, so he just called Miss one by one.

Ru Niang came in with a jacket, and saw that the young lady didn't have time to think about anything like this, so she hurriedly poured warm water to feed her and drink.

Worried that this would make Xiaomei and Xiaolan suspicious, she took the hot handkerchief handed by Ah Jiu and wiped her face and whispered: "I don't know if those two people woke up, you go outside to guard, if they come, stop them, and find a reason to deal with it." ”

Ah Jiu glanced at Miss worriedly and walked out of the house.

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